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Little Black Box

After an argument with Becky, Eli reveals what's in his locked black box.

Eli knew that Becky was friends with KC and would never stop them from talking just because he hates him, but when it comes to talking to KC it’s a whole different story. Once he heard that KC would be over the house to see Kay he couldn’t wrap his head around it and felt really hurt, so hurt he actually thought about stopping by a bar, but drove to his parent’s house instead because he knew that he needed someone to talk to as well. He talked to his parents for about two hours as well as texted both Becky and Clare, a small chuckle fell from Eli’s lips when Clare asked if he needed a drinking buddy strictly because he knew that Clare’s gotten drunk before and wondered what she was like, but he knew that he couldn’t take her up on that offer because he’d be drinking for all the wrong reasons. Drinking with Clare didn’t really seem like a problem to him because he knew that even though they were broken up they were better off as friends than a romantic status and he knew that he loves Becky too much to hurt her, he also knew that Clare was in love with KC and wouldn’t hurt him either, in fact he was more worried about KC hurting Clare than Clare hurting KC. 

Not long after talking to Becky about drinking he parted ways with his parents and set off to go home. He was ready to open the box with Becky and explain everything to her about his fear of drinking, he wasn’t afraid of her being asleep because she mentioned being up for a while if he wanted to go home. He took it as a sign that she wanted him to go home and put his phone in the cup holder as he drove. Once he arrived at his and Becky’s home, he shut the car door as quietly as possible in hopes that he wouldn’t wake Kay up and walked inside the house. The fist thing he did when he got inside was walk up to Becky and kiss her lovingly. “I’m sorry if I started to scare you when I mentioned drinking.” he whispered not wanting to wake their sleeping daughter. “I wouldn’t mind showing you the box. Just don’t hate me for keeping it from you.” he whispered as he held onto her hand as he led them to their room. Not really wasting any time he grabbed the box out of the closet, entered the code, sat it on the floor on it’s back so it remained closed, got his wife so his hands were around her, sat down with her between his legs and looked at her. “Also I’ve gotten drunk before and stoned. I just forgot about being stoned because I haven’t gotten high for about three years. I haven’t done any hard drugs, though Bullfrog asked if I wanted to try acid.” he admitted and chuckled. “I think Bullfrog dropped too much acid when he was in his teens.” he chuckled a little more. “Ready for me to open it?” he asked curiously. 

After the fight she had with Eli, Becky was beyond done with the whole situation. She’d already made it known to her husband that KC wasn’t going to come over and see Kayla, and if he didn’t believe her, then that was his problem, not hers. Trying to shake the thoughts of Eli getting drunk, and turning to alcohol to solve his problems, she walked into Kayla’s nursery quietly. She walked over to the bassinet where her daughter was sound asleep and dug her phone out of the pocket of her sweats. She quickly responded to a text from Eli before moving over to Instagram. She tried to find a setting that would lighten up the image without her having to use the flash, considering the fact that the light would probably wake the small infant up. When she had her camera settings right, Becky leaned over ever so slightly to take the picture and tapped the icon. Suddenly, the bright flash went off as the camera captured a cute shot of Kayla. “Ugh…” Becky groaned, watching her daughter stir, brows furrowing in a way that Becky only could describe as “Eli”. When the baby finally looked up at her, blinking at her, Becky smiled. “Come here, sweetie.” she picked her up and kissed her on the side of her head as she walked her downstairs, “Let’s go watch TV. It’ll be fun. We’ll consider it our first ever girl’s night. How about that?”

Becky walked to the recliner and sat down, pulling the lever on the side so that they could lay back together. The blonde turned on the TV, lowering the volume so it wouldn’t overly disturb the baby that was laying up on her chest with her head on her shoulder. As Becky flipped through the channels, she used her other hand to rub her daughter’s back, trying to soothe her to sleep. She finally settled on a movie, and then focused her attention finally on the little girl in her arms. She watched her face as she rubbed her back and double checked to make sure she was comfortable. Becky felt herself falling asleep soon after and slowly drifted off. A matter of minutes later, her phone vibrated softly in her pants pocket, waking her up. She reached for it, reading the text from Eli before typing a short reply. Becky looked over and noticed that Kay was sound asleep, so, she took this as her opportunity to go lay the infant down in her bassinet. “Night, angel.” she said softly walking out. 

She was in the process of walking down the stairs when Eli walked in. She stopped in mid-walk, staring down at him from the middle of the stairs. As Eli walked towards her, she put a finger to her lips to silence him and then walked downstairs, gently pushing him in the direction of the living room. When they got there, Eli wasted no time in putting his lips on hers, kissing her softly. The kiss broke, and Becky wrapped her arms around Eli’s waist, hiding her face in his chest. “I love you.” she said quietly, “It’s alright. I understand.” He mentioned showing her a box and she shrugged, “Sure, let’s see it.” Becky took his hand and followed him to their room, where he brought out a little black box that looked like a safe. She followed him into a sitting position, sitting directly between his legs with a smile. As he mentioned getting high or drunk, Becky nodded. “It’s okay, Eli. I’m alright with that.” she said, “Just as long as you aren’t doing it now.” The blonde looked back at the box, “Sure. Go for it.” Becky leaned over and kissed his cheek gently.

“I love you too.” Eli whispered and nodded when Becky mentioned about his past. “I won’t you and Kay come first before everything else. I wouldn’t want to fuck that up or myself.” he assured. “Ok, here goes.” he opened the lid revealing a picture of him high as a kite with a joint in his mouth with his finger nails painted black and laughed. It was obvious that he was a lot younger in the pictures, he had grown since then. “Of course this picture has to be the first in it.” he chuckled and looked to the second picture where he was holding the joint and kissing a hand with black nails, then put that aside revealing the third of him with a brunette with brown eyes as he held her in his lap, he was kissing her temple as she took a hit off the joint. “That’s Julia.” he said lightly and turned to the fourth which was of him and Julia kissing as she straddled him and his hand was flattened against her back, he turned to the fifth picture which was one of Julia sleeping his his bed unclothed, the one after was her sitting up holding the blanket against her naked body giving him the finger causing him to chuckle, after that was both of them sleeping in the bed completely unclothed as Julia laid her head on Eli’s bare chest. “She got pissed off when she found this picture.” he stated nonchalantly and flipped to the next one which was of her in her bra and panties and looked on the back to read “Taken on June 14, 2007.” letting Becky know how far back they were, though he was sure he told her Julia passed in 09. 

After flipping through a few pictures of him and Julia, he kissed Becky’s cheek and hugged her tightly. The next picture was him and Julia drinking at a party and he held her by his side, it was obvious to see that Eli and Julia loved each other dearly and he didn’t want Becky to be effected by it. After flipping through the pictures of the party, Eli stopped at a picture Julia took of herself in her bra and panties where her back was covered in bruises. “Her dad was away on business when she took that picture.” he sighed and flipped to the one she took of him kissing the bruise on her stomach and then to one where he had a woman’s hand print across his cheek as he stood behind Julia revealing a few new bruises on her stomach, the next was of her back. “Her step-mom was abusive which was why she stayed over and we took a shit load of pictures.” he stated. “She was afraid that she’d have to move or something.” he said honestly and flipped to the next picture revealing him, Julia, as they hung their Christmas stockings, his was black and Julia’s was pink with black skulls and her name across it in white. 

Not long after they finished the pictures Eli took out a video and lead Becky to their bed as he put it in. The video was of Julia and Eli basically the two of them taking turns video tapping one another and running around the house laughing and CeCe taking the camera off them as she tapped them, then Eli and Julia kissing as Julia tried to block out the camera lens, then it went back for a moment and showed Eli covering Julia’s eyes as he walked behind her leading to her surprise party and her holding a shocked, but happy expression and they wished her a happy fifteenth birthday, then her playfully hitting his chest as she kissed him. “You said no video tapping this since we couldn’t tape your party.” Julia stated in the movie. “I lied.” Eli responded with a smirk and kissed her chastely. After it showed a few more of them. Eli held Becky tighter keeping her between his legs as the camera focused on him in the hospital as tears were in his eyes. “This is the last picture you’ll see of Julia.” he held up a picture of Julia as she lay on an autopsy bed. “She was rushed here at three am. She was my first kiss, my first girlfriend, my first everything. She was my best friend. Tonight we got into a petty argument and she ran out of my house. I didn’t chase her. Tonight some guy chose to drink and drive. That guy killed her. Because of someone’s lousy choice in judgement I lost my girlfriend and my best friend, her dad lost a daughter, and she lost her life. This is my vow to never drink and drive, to never become an alcoholic, to never turn to alcohol to solve my problems.” he wiped more tears from his eyes and took the camera to turn it on Julia’s body. “To always remember what drinking and driving can do.” he muttered and then handed CeCe the camera as she focused it on him. “Because no one deserves to go through what I am because someone chose to drink and drive. I’m only 15 right now. Julia was the closest person to me and because of that one choice I’m left morning her lost life and I’m forced to say goodbye to her sooner than expected. Drinking and driving is a choice and it’s one that I refuse to let myself make. No one deserves to lose a loved one under any circumstances especially because someone chose to drink and drive. If they hadn’t made that choice, my Julia would still be alive.” he stated and the camera went off. “That’s why you don’t have to worry about me drinking and driving or becoming an alcoholic.” he stated honestly as he shut the tv off and wiped a few tears from his eyes. 

As Eli began to show her the pictures of Julia, Becky looked them over carefully. The first few were fine. They were cute, even. She smiled at the past pictures of Eli. The way he was in solid black, with his black painted fingernails, amused the blonde. When he began to take out pictures of them in bed together, and with her in nothing but a bed sheet or her underwear, Becky tensed involuntarily. She then immediately tried to relax herself, knowing that she promised Eli that she would be okay with all of this. Finally, the pictures changed to Julia with a little more coverage, but with bruises on visible parts of her body. “What happened to her?” Becky asked softly. Immediately after she spoke, Eli began to explain everything to her, causing her to shudder. “That’s awful. No kid should ever have to deal with that.” she said. Eventually, Eli pulled out a tape and then helped her over to their bed where he could put in the tape.

Becky watched the footage carefully, smiling at the first few scenes. Eli and Julia were definitely cute together, and it was clear as day that they truly loved each other. However, when the camera changed to a shot of Eli in the hospital, Becky’s head tilted to the side a little in confusion, her bottom lip darting between her teeth at the sight of the young girl’s dead body for even just a split second. As Eli continued to speak on the video, Becky’s eyes watered up. Their story was tragic, and she knew it had to have killed Eli. As soon as Eli turned the TV off, Becky turned in his arms and wrapped her arms around him tightly, kissing his cheek. She then wiped his tears away and held him close again. “Shhh…I’m sorry that happened, babe.” she soothed, rubbing his back, “I love you, and she’s in a better place right now, I know it.”

After holding Eli close for a little, Becky stood up and took his hand, leading them onto their bed so that they could snuggle up near each other. The blonde yawned as her head rested on Eli’s chest. “You really scared me tonight, baby. Please don’t  do it again.” She closed her eyes, finding it hard for her to try and stay awake. Her arm wrapped around him, holding him close as he spoke. “I am really sorry though, about tonight, and what you went through. I love you, and I hope I’m making your days a lot brighter…literally and figuratively.” she laughed softly.

After shutting the TV off Eli hugged Becky back just as tight and didn’t pull away until she did, then nodded at her words. “I love you too and I know. I still go to her grave at times to place flowers down. I went during my free period not long before I proposed and told Jules about you and how we were expecting Kayla. I also told her I was planning on proposing to you and chuckled when I told her you’d say yes.  I don’t know if she remembers me though. I told her about Kay when you were taking a nap and I snuck out to get a few things this afternoon.” he admitted. “I also told her that it’s not fair that I’m living my life and she’s not living hers.” he added and placed a soft kiss on Becky’s lips knowing that they can’t get intimate. 

Once they cuddled Eli smiled at her and held her close just like he held her close. “It’s ok, I just.. I really don’t like KC and I never really have. Even working on the paper with him when I helped Clare before you started Degrassi, I wasn’t thrilled about it, but I wanted to be friends with Clare and Alli looked like she’d kill me if I made a snark comment to him so I had to deal with it, I also knew that it was when KC and Clare started talking again and I needed to show Clare that I was better, that I didn’t wish to date her and that I was ok with the way things were.” he stated and kissed the back of Becky’s head and laced their fingers together. “I’m happy that I’m friends with her now and I know that Clare and I have a lot of history, but we’re better off as friends. I know you were worried or jealous about me drinking with her and even if I would have drank with Clare or hung out with her, I guarantee you that nothing would’ve happened because you’re all I want and all I need. You’re my wife, my other half and I can’t see my life without you, hell I don’t want to live my life without you or think about it.” he assured and caressed the back of her thumb. “Let’s get some sleep, gorgeous.” he whispered and shut out the light. “I love you more than you’ll ever know and you make my days brighter both literally and figuratively.” he whispered. 

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Time

Becky goes into labor with Kayla. 

Becky was positioned on the couch with her laptop sitting on the cushion beside of her. She was attempting to do online coursework for school, but was finding it to be more and more difficult as she tried to type leaned over towards her side since she couldn’t put her laptop on her lap anymore. The blonde sighed, glancing back at the TV, where last week’s DVD-R recording of Glee was playing distantly in the background. Compared to other days, today wasn’t half bad. Becky had been on the couch the majority of the day. Her knees had been hurting her lately from walking around too much, and she felt like she constantly stayed tired. The only thing that bothered her a little was that Kayla had remained remotely still throughout the day, even though her baby girl was still laying directly on her bladder, definitely making Becky’s life more difficult. 

Finally giving up on her homework, she closed her laptop and sat it on the coffee table in front of her. She got up from the couch and walked into the kitchen, putting a hand to her sore back. As soon as she reached the refrigerator, she opened the door with one hand and let her other hand move from her back to her stomach, rubbing gently. She grabbed the bottle of apple juice that was right inside of the door and walked to the cabinet. Becky stood up on her tiptoes to grab a plastic cup from the second shelf. Right as she grabbed the cup and was starting to lower it down to her level she heard a soft pop. She assumed her back, shoulder, neck…hell, anything…could’ve just popped back into place at this point until she felt a warm liquid trickle down her leg. She squirmed at the feeling, raising an eyebrow at the feeling. She audibly groaned, considering this definitely wasn’t the first time she’d had a minor accident or leakage of some kind during her pregnancy, and she hoped this would be the last.

“You have got to be kidding me!” she whined, huffing as she sat her cup down, moving towards the bathroom until she noticed that it wasn’t stopping, but getting a little quicker. Becky turned to grab a kitchen towel, mumbling under her breath when a dull pain came to her abdomen. “Ouch.” she rolled her shoulder blades, trying to just push the pain aside. That was when everything clicked: her water had just broken, and the pain she was starting to feel were contractions. “Oh my gosh…” she said in a high-pitched, nervous tone. She had no clue where Eli had run off too at this hour, and figured he was in bed. “Eli!” she called out, trying not to sound too frantic, because she didn’t want to scare him, “Eli, could you come here like…now? It’s really, really, really important.” She bit down on her bottom lip. Finally, she spoke a little bit more confidently, “I think my water broke.”

Eli had been in his and Becky’s room as he cleaned the floor knowing she couldn’t and that it needed to be cleaned. As he cleaned he watched Juliette run around him as she seemed a little excited so he sat down to play with her knowing that Becky couldn’t due to her being pregnant, it was hard for her to get up, and often Juliette would come close to hitting her stomach. While he played with Juliette, he waited for the dog to get worn out before cleaning again and put a few of their clothes in the closet. While he was cleaning he heard Becky yell, normally he’d run right down, but he managed to get himself stuck. When he heard that her water might’ve broke, he immediately threw everything out of his way and quickly ran down to her aid. 

Finally getting to his wife, he looked down at her feet and at her. “Not might have, did. As in we need to get to the hospital. The bag is in my car, let’s go.” he said hurriedly and called the doctor as he grabbed Becky’s light coat and helped her put it on. “My wife’s water just broke. Mrs. Goldsworthy.” he said and walked to the door with Becky. “Right we’ll be there soon.” he said hanging up the phone and looking over to her. “Your doctor will meet us there.” he stated and shut the door, then help Becky into the car. The minute they were both seat belted he took off not caring about the speed limit since he put on his emergency blinkers letting all the other driver’s know he was in a rush, luckily for them the people in front of them merged and let him pass, allowing them to get to the hospital in no time. 

After parking the car, Eli grabbed Becky’s bag and moved to her side to help her. “You’re not allowed to give birth until we get you checked in.” he chuckled knowing that Kayla would come whenever she wanted, she was the combination of both Eli and Becky. The minute they got into the hospital there was a wheelchair waiting for her. “Mrs. Goldsworthy?” the nurse asked. “That’s us.” Eli stated as he helped Becky in the chair. 

Becky cringed when he spoke. “Eli,” she breathed out, “I’m about to be in serious pain, and I need you more than anything to chill out right now. Calm down, relax, and don’t be sarcastic.” She slid into her jacket as soon as he helped her put it on. Becky walked with him out to the car, letting him help her in. She let out a deep sigh as he began driving, letting her hands rest on her stomach. To say that Becky was nervous would be an understatement. She was nervous, and quite rattled by everything that had happened so far. Becky nibbled on her bottom lip, saying a silent prayer that everything would go okay, that Kayla would be healthy, and that they would successfully be able to raise her on their own.

As Eli sped down the road, Becky’s contractions and nerves increased. “Eli, slow down!” she said frantically. She knew they were close to the hospital, but the way that Eli drove made her nervous that they would crash or something.” When they finally pulled up at the front doors, the blonde let out a sigh of relief. She waited for him to help her out of the car, and then she walked with him inside. She shook her head at his comment. “Remember what I said about sarcasm?” she said with a slightly irritated tone, one that definitely sounded out-of-body for the usually peppy blonde. The nurse approached, asking for her and she nodded, biting down harder on her lip. The pain was increasing slowly but surely, and she knew it would only get worse from here. She sat down in the wheelchair and let Eli push her towards where the nurse was leading them.

When they got to the room that the nurse lead them to, she handed Becky a hospital gown. She then turned and handed Eli all of the forms and things that needed to be filled out. “Go put the gown on, and then we’ll get you set up.” The nurse lead her behind a curtain and pulled it closed. Becky groaned slightly. Changing clothes was the last thing she wanted to do right now. She just wanted to get in a comfortable position, get an epidural, and eventually have this baby. Once she’d changed, she pulled the curtain back, letting the nurse help her into the bed before beginning all of her preparations. Becky’s arm soon became covered in various needles, tubes, and bracelets, causing her to let her head fall back against the lifted bed with a sigh as the nurse finally got out of the way. “Um, Eli, c-can you…will you call my parents for me?” she asked softly. She didn’t know if they would show up or not, but at this point, all she wanted was to have her mom there helping her like any girl should.

Once they made it to the room, Eli looked at the papers he was given while Becky changed into a gown behind a curtain and filled them out. Not much longer after he filled them out he watched Becky get onto the bed and receive needles as well as tubes and looked at the nurse curiously. “We need to take blood.” she stated letting him know why the tubes were there, but quickly removed so there was only once needle in his wife’s arm. Hearing Becky ask for him to call her parents, he did. “I’ll tell them you want your mom back here with us.” he said and kissed her head before given a hospital bracelet and walked out the room to call her parents letting them know she was in labor. Not long after he walked out a nurse asked him if she wanted an epidural and Eli knew that yes, his wife did want one and told her. 

It didn’t take much longer for a doctor to arrive to see how much Becky dilated and immediately called for an epidural on the spot before it got too late to where she couldn’t have one. “We need her mom to get here too.” Eli stated letting the doctor know. “The baby doesn’t seem like she wants to wait much longer.” the doctor stated as she rushed to get the anesthesiologist to administer the epidural. The doctor kept Eli outside while Becky was receiving the epidural and Eli noticed Becky’s mom running towards them. “She needs a bracelet she’s with us.” Eli said to the doctor letting her know that Becky’s mom arrived while Eli filled her in on what was going on. 

When Eli kissed her forehead, Becky’s lips curved into a smile. “I love you.” she said softly to him before he walked away. The nurse was the only one left in the room once Eli left, and Becky watched her preparing things for Kayla’s birth curiously, hoping that if she focused on the nurse, she would be distracted from the pain. Soon, Eli returned, and she motioned for him to come over beside of her. She reached over and took his hand right as the doctor walked in the room. Becky smiled weakly at her. She followed her instructions and put her legs up, spreading them, so the doctor could see how far she was dilated.

It was if that sudden switch in position changed everything, because suddenly the pain got a lot sharper, and it seemed to be happening sooner. “Eli, where’s the doctor with the epidural?” she asked, squeezing his hand tighter, “It hurts way too badly right now.” She sat there for a few more minutes until the doctor finally came in and told her he was going to administer her epidural. She then made Eli leave the room, causing a huge frown to come across her face. She was originally pretty afraid of the needle for the epidural, knowing it was huge and would go in her back, but at this point, it didn’t matter anymore. She just wanted the pain to stop. 

Once the doctor was done, Becky got readjusted in bed. “Can you get my husband back in here, please?” she asked the nurse softly. The nurse opened the door and Eli walked in, and to her surprise, so did her mom. “Mom?” Becky asked, the shock present in her voice, “Y-You actually came?” Her eyes teared up little as her mom walked towards her. “Sweetie, I’m so sorry.” the older woman apologized leaning over to kiss her forehead, “You should’ve never had to do all of this alone.” Becky nodded, “I-It’s okay. Eli’s taken good care of everything. I’m just glad you’re here.” The doctor came back over in a few minutes and quickly told Becky it was time to push. She looked over at Eli and gave him a nervous smile. “Well, this is it.” she smiled softly at him.

Eli smiled seeing Becky and her mom hug, especially since he was texting his mom and shutting his phone off. Once Becky was set up, Eli walked to her side and kissed her head. Hearing that she needed to push, Eli smiled down at her and held her hand. “Let’s meet our little one. Push babe.” he encouraged her as the doctors continued to coach her own, he knew that if he told her to push at the wrong time when the doctors weren’t ready for her to push he would mess them up, so he stayed quiet. “One more push.” he doctor stated and Eli kissed Becky’s head. “You can do it, babe. Let’s meet her little girl.” he encouraged knowing she’s probably tired of all the pushing and kissed the back of her hand. “And we have a baby girl.” the doctor said as she handed Kayla to a nurse to clean her. 

“You did it.” Eli smiled at Becky and kissed her head. “Would you like to cut the cord Mr. Goldsworthy?” the nurse asked causing Eli to walk over to Kayla and cut the cord where he was instructed to while the doctor worked more on his wife. After cutting the cord, Eli smiled back at Becky and was handed Kayla as he looked at her. “I’m your daddy.” he whispered as he carried her to Becky and gently placed her in her arms. “She’s perfect, Beck.” he whispered and kissed her head as he reached for Kayla’s small fingers, then looked back to Becky. “She’s gorgeous.” he smiled and leaned into place a chaste kiss on Becky’s lips. “You’re amazing.” he whispered as he pulled away from her and looked at their daughter. 

After pushing quite a few times, Becky was already worn out. She couldn’t feel anything from the waist down, but that didn’t make it any less difficult for her. She knew she couldn’t give up, but the pushing was getting tiring, and she feared she couldn’t make it much longer. When the doctor told her she had one more push before their baby girl was born, Becky sighed in relief and Eli leaned down to kiss her head. She gripped his hand tighter and gave one last, hard, push, falling back to the bed, wiping her hair out of her forehead. Becky looked down at the doctor, who was holding up her little girl, and felt tears coming to her eyes. “She’s so tiny, and so perfect.” she said, her voice shaky.

Becky watched Eli cut the cord, taking Kayla from the nurse. The tears began to fall down her cheeks as she watched her husband holding their newborn daughter. When he walked over towards her, Becky instantly opened her arms for her daughter, letting Eli place her in her arms. She sniffled, looking down at the tiny baby in her arms. “Eli, she’s so perfect.” she said, still in awe of the baby girl in her arms. Becky returned his chaste kiss, smiling softly at him. “She’s an angel, Becky.” her mom said from beside of her, wiping the tears from her own eyes, “Congratulations, sweetie. Wow, I can’t believe my baby just had a baby.” Becky smiled brightly up at her mom, “Mom, stop, you’re going to make me cry more.” She leaned down and kissed Kayla on the head, snuggling her gently to her. “Hey, Kay, I know we’ve been together for quite some time now, but I’m so glad you’re finally here.” she whispered softly, “Mommy loves you so much.”  

Becky knew she probably should ask her mom if she wanted to hold Kayla, but she truthfully didn’t want to hand her baby over to anyone at this moment in time. Unfortunately, the nurse came back over with a clear bassinet, informing Becky that Kayla had to go to the nursery where the doctors could double check everything, and make sure she was completely fine. Becky kissed her little girl on the cheek, causing the baby to whimper a little. “Shh…” the blonde gave her a tiny hug, “Don’t cry right now, okay? Mommy and Daddy will see you soon, okay?” She carefully switched Kayla over to the nurse’s arms where she could push the miniature bed out of the room. Becky looked over at Eli sadly, “I know it was for the best, but I didn’t want them taking her right now.” Her lips curved up into a smile, “I love you, Sunshine.”

As Becky held their daughter, he smiled down at her. He was happy they finally got to meet their daughter. Hearing Becky’s mom, Eli smiled knowing how much Becky loves both of her parents and kissed her head. When Becky leaned down to kiss Kayla, Eli smiled at the small movements Kayla made and listened to Becky talk to her. “Daddy loves you too.” he said honestly looking down at Kayla and put a hand on the back of his head. “We really need that shot gun when she gets older to keep the boys off her.” he muttered and watched the nurse come in. It was obvious that neither of them wanted Kayla to go away from them, even if it was just for the night so the nurses can check on her and make sure she’s ok. 

Eli listened to Becky as she said goodbye to Kayla for the short time they’ll be without her and looked down at Becky after they took her. “I didn’t either. We finally get to see her and she’s spending her first night without us.” he stated honestly and smiled back once she smiled at him. “I love you too, angel.” he whispered and kissed her chastely again and laced their fingers together. “You’re perfect. Both you and our daughter.” he smiled at her and watched another nurse walk in the room letting them know that they’re going into a different room for the rest of their stay. As the nurse started to move Becky’s bed, Eli held her hand as they walked and went into their own room, passing the nursery on the way, though a window was covered meaning they were putting the babies to sleep and a nurse could be seen in the other window rocking a baby in one of the chairs. Once they got to their room, Eli smiled as Becky’s bed was put into place and the anesthesiologists were already there waiting to remove the epidural from Becky’s back and the nurse moved her IV. After they were finished he looked down at her. “You’re amazing, Mrs. Goldsworthy.” he whispered happily.  

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Sleep Aid

Due to Becky's pregnancy she has trouble sleeping and Eli offers sex to help. 

Becky grinned to herself, seeing what Eli messaged her back with. She got up off of the couch, making sure Juliette stayed behind, before slipping into their bedroom. She quickly stripped out of all of her clothes, but then paused to look in the mirror. Her breasts had gotten noticeably bigger, considering the fact that she had to go up a cup size already. Plus, her bump was also noticeably visible now, sticking out just enough that she could now actually have something to rest her hands on and rub, instead of just letting her hands rest on her flat abdomen. 

She sighed, Eli had already told her that he thought she was sexy, and that meant a lot to her. Becky knew he wouldn’t lie to her, and even though she still wasn’t one-hundred percent confident of the changes to her body, she put her dirty clothes into the hamper and slipped into the bed. She pulled the covers up over her so Eli couldn’t see that she was already totally naked, and waited for him to arrive. 

Becky closed her eyes for a moment, taking in the scent of their sheets, admiring how they smelled like her shampoo and whatever cologne or body spray it was the Eli wore. She smiled, because the scent just registered with her as home and safety, and she loved it. Her eyes popped back open as she heard footsteps coming down the hall, causing a wide smile to stretch across her face as she waited for her fiancee to come into the room.

Not long after Eli sent Becky the message, he closed down his computer and looked around the den, they were going to move into their own home after they get married. A smile fell upon his face as he looked over all the things that CeCe bought for their wedding causing him to smile, their wedding was just a week away and he couldn’t believe it. It was happening so fast, but he wouldn’t change it for the world. Soon he realized that they still needed to pick out wedding bands, but shrugged it off remembering that Becky is upstairs waiting for him. 

As he walked up the steps, he kept thinking about how lucky he was to have her and soon heard Juliette running after him. “Not tonight, Juliette.” he said and walked down the hall to his and Becky’s room. A soft smile fell upon his face when he thought about moving into their own home and knew that they’d be able to do whatever they pleased there. It made him feel a little better knowing that the place was freshly furnished meaning that he and Becky could take the time to pick out the furniture without having to rush. 

Once Eli got to their room, he made sure Juliette stayed out and smiled at Becky as he walked towards her. “I love you and I can’t believe we’re getting married in a week.” he said softly as he climbed into bed with her. His hand instantly touching her bare skin as he moved his moved his arm around her stomach, then gently ran his hand down to her thigh as he noticed she was already naked. “I like this surprise.” he whispered and kissed her passionately. “But I think I’m over dressed.” he added between kisses. 

Eli slipped into the room, causing a small smile to play on Becky’s lips. “Hey, Sunshine.” she smiled, scooting over a little where he could slide into bed with her, “I’ve missed you a lot here lately.” Her blue eyes followed him as he crawled into bed beside of her, sliding him arm down her bare skin to come to rest on her stomach. “Mmm…I know.” she smiled softly, “It seems so close yet so far. I can’t wait to be your wife.” Becky leaned forward and pressed a chaste kiss to his lips, sighing into the quick kiss as his hand began to travel downward to her thigh. She smirked when he mentioned liking his surprise. “Oh, really?” she giggled, “I thought you might like that a little too much.”  She returned his passionate kiss, laying fully on her back where he was hovering over top of her. She let her hand come up into his hair, lacing her fingers through his dark locks as they kept kissing. Becky’s lips smirked against his as he mentioned being over dressed. Her hands slipped down to his shirt, tugging it up over his head.

“Well, that’s a little better, but truth be told…” she paused, “You look a lot better when you’re naked.” A mischievous smile played on her lips as she reached down and undid Eli’s pants, pushing them down over his hips. Her eyes roamed his half naked body as always, running her hands down his body, coming to rest on the waist band of his boxers. “So, let’s get this out of the way, shall we?” She smirked, pulling his boxers down, freeing his erection. Her tiny hands wrapped around his length, pumping up and down softly. “How’s that, baby?” she asked in a whisper.

Eli smiled as Becky mentioned liking him naked and looked down at her. He knew she was planning something since her grin told him. His eyes looked down to hers as she ran her hands down his body and stopped on his waistband. “Yes.” he whispered honestly with a smirk knowing he was slightly hard already. She was always able to turn him on with ease and he knew that he was able to do the same to her. Once his pants and boxers were down enough, he carefully kicked them off the rest of the way and whimpered at the feeling of her hand around him. “Fuck, babe.” he breathed and moved down to kiss her as she stroked him off into a full erection and he slowly inserted one of his fingers into her, then slowly pumped it in and out of her a couple of times before going faster.  

After getting fully hard, Eli broke the kiss and looked down at her as he took his finger out of her. “I’m fully hard.” he whispered and licked his finger completely clean before aligning himself with her entrance and pushing himself inside of her. “Fuck.” he whimpered and pressed his lips against hers. Soon he broke the kiss wanting to go faster and brushed a piece of hair out of her face. “Let me know if I hurt you.” he whimpered and started to thrust into her harder as he moved down to kiss her neck, nipping and nibbling her skin a few times. “Fuck, Becks.” he breathed and kissed down to her collarbone. 

Becky loved hearing his sharp breaths and moans as she continued to pump her hands up and down his length, feeling him go hard in her hands. “Want to know a little secret?” She said seductively before leaning in to whisper in his ear, “I’ve wanted you to fuck me for days now.” Her hand moved faster on his dick until they clenched around him, feeling him thrust his finger into her. “Oh…” she whimpered out, her hips instinctively bucking to meet his hand. She resumed her motions on him as he went faster and faster in and out of her with his finger. “Fuck, Eli!” she moaned out as he kept working her, “Now, I need you now. I need you to fuck me.” 

She watched him closely as he took his finger out of her and licked it clean. Becky’s bottom lip shot between her teeth at the sight. She then spread her legs further as he aligned himself with her and thrust into her. “Oh fuck, Eli…” she kissed him back, moaning into the kiss a few times as his thrusts got quicker. “I can…mmm…promise you w-won’t, but…ah—-okay.” she nodded as he mentioned hurting her. She knew at this point, nothing would probably hurt her, because she’d wanted Eli for a couple of days now. With school, wedding plans, and Eli getting the cars and house set up where they were ready soon; they were both tired and didn’t have enough time to do anything else except sleep.

Her hips moved against his as he began to kiss down her neck. Her eyes rolled back at the sensation, her hand reaching up to tangle into his hair, gripping it slightly. “So…fucking…good.” she moaned out, “Harder…more.” Becky bucked her hips up a little rougher to give him a clue as to how she wanted it. Her hands moved down to his back, gripping his skin, knowing his back would probably be covered in red scratch marks all over again by the end of the night.

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Scavenger Hunt

Eli proposes to Becky. 

Eli knew his parents were out and set up a scavenger hunt for Becky when she woke up. He place little note cards in things around the house leading her to the back of the yard that he decorated nicely with twinkling lights. Knowing that Becky wouldn’t be dressed up, Eli kept his outfit casual since he didn’t want Becky to feel like she was under dressed or upset her, after all this was for her and not him. After finishing the yard and making sure his parents wouldn’t come home for a while, he waited for Becky to wake up. 

Not long after watching TV, Becky posted something on tumblr and he smiled knowing she was finally awake. Normally he was just tell her about the surprise, but he wanted to make sure she was up for it. When she told him that she was, he knew that he had to make himself scarce and hid back out in the yard, leaving his laptop on the table. Once he got outside, he told her to put on her shoes knowing that in one card he told her to put on her jacket and the last card was in her jacket pocket and told her to go out back for her surprise. He was excited and made sure everything was perfect. 

After Becky had returned home from school that afternoon with Eli, she was absolutely exhausted. She’d finished an eight page paper, taken three quizzes, and helped with student counsel stuff. As soon as she got upstairs, she changed into sweats and a t-shirt, sliding into the bed she shared with Eli. Becky snuggled up into the covers and quickly drifted off to sleep for a while. She’d always been a fan of taking naps, however now with the baby on the way, they were a regular part of her day.

About an hour later, Becky woke up again, yawning as she stretched out. She grabbed her phone and went on Tumblr mobile, going through all of the posts on her dash. She posted something, only for Eli to reblog it later asking for a scavenger hunt. Becky smiled. It was definitely a cute and romantic idea. She couldn’t wait to see what Eli had planned for the two of them. She put her shoes on and began looking around their room for her hints until Eli posted on Tumblr that her first hint  could be found under her pillow. She smiled to herself, digging out the note card that he’d written up for her. She stared at the card for a moment before taking her phone back out, dialing his number, “Your handwriting is terrible, Sunshine.” she giggled, “What is this supposed to say?”

Eli chuckled a little when he heard Becky over the phone. “Sorry, I was rushing and tried to make it as clear as possible. I guess I didn’t do a good job on that. Just put on your shoes and you’re coat, then come outside. Your prize is waiting.” he said happily and hung up the phone. He stood up facing the door as he waited for her and when she appeared he immediately walked over to her and kissed her lovingly. “I love you so much.” he whispered and smiled at her. He took the box from his pocket and bent down on one knee as he looked up at Becky. “I thought for days about how I was going to do this. Nothing seemed perfect enough. This still doesn’t seem perfect enough, but I love you and nothing’s changing that. Ever.” he said and opened the box in front of her revealing a ring. “Rebecca Baker, will you do me the honor of marrying me?” he asked curiously. He knew that they both waited long enough for this and he didn’t want to drive himself crazy waiting any longer. 

“Okay, okay…” she smiled, “I’ll be out in a second.” Becky slipped on her pair of leather moccasins and her One Direction jacket and came down stairs. She hurried out the back door to see Eli standing there waiting for her. “Hey, handsome.” Becky grinned, kissing him back, “So, what do I owe this adorable set up to?” She let her arms wrap around his neck playfully until he pulled way from her. She bit on her lip for a moment, listening to him speak until she realized that he was down on one knee. “Eli…” she let out a faint gasp, putting her hand over her mouth in shock. He opened the ring box, and tears slowly began to stream down the younger girl’s face. She nodded over and over again, holding her hand out for him to slide the ring onto. “Yes, Eli.” she said, “A million times yes. I’d love to marry you. I love you so much.” Once the ring was on, she leaned forward, wrapping her arms around his neck as she pressed a passionate kiss to his lips. “I love you.” she whispered between kisses, “I’ll love you forever too.” Becky stood back up, taking Eli’s hands in hers, pulling him up. She beamed brightly at him, “Oh my goodness, we’re engaged! I can’t believe it. I’m so excited.”  Becky pressed a gentle kiss to his cheek.

When Becky gasped, Eli smirked a little and looked up to her as tears continued to stream down her face, he knew they were tears of joy. He didn’t say anything when she said yes, but slid the ring on her finger as he continued to kneel and looked up at her only to have her kiss him passionately. “I love you too, so much.” he said as he stood up and wiped a few tears from her eyes. “I’ll never stop loving you.” he smiled at her. “We are and I’m excited to. You’re in charge of picking the date since it’s your day and I’ll do my best to help.” he assured as she kissed his cheek, then moved his arms around her and kissed her chastely. As they continued to kiss, it started to snow causing them to break apart and for him to look at her. “I guess that means it’s time to go inside.” he whispered and picked her up bridal style. Using the hand that held her feet, he made sure to move her feet to his forearm and swung open the door being as careful with her as he possibly could. The minute they got inside he kicked the door shut with his foot and carried her to the couch. “I think you’ve earned a new nickname, soon-to-be-mrs-goldsworthy.” he smirked and kissed her passionately again. “You’ve made me the happiest man alive and I can’t wait for our little one to be born and to become your husband.” he smiled and laced their fingers together. 

Watching Eli slide the ring onto her finger made Becky smile excitedly. She was finally engaged to Eli, and the thought made her happier than she’d been in a long time. As soon as the ring was on, she crashed her lips to his, kissing him passionately. When the kiss broke, Eli wiped some of the tears from her face, and she gave him a gentle smile. “Well,” she sniffled, smiling at him widely, “Do you want a long engagement or a short one?” Becky didn’t honestly know whether or not she wanted to wait to marry Eli yet, so she knew his opinion would help her out quite a bit. He leaned back in and kissed her again. She returned the kiss, smiling against his lips until she felt snow begin to hit her hair and face. This brought them apart, but she kept her arms around him. “Oh wow…” she said breathlessly, “It’s like a movie scene. We just got engaged, and it looks so gorgeous out here, and now it’s snowing? It’s so perfect.” Becky smiled as he picked her up, snuggling into his chest as he walked with her. He walked in and sat them on the couch, and instinctively, she wrapped herself around him. “Oh really, and what nickname is that, future husband?” she smiled, “I know what you mean. I’m ready for us to be a real family.” She stayed close to Eli for a while, holding his hand in hers, “I totally want to celebrate, but I like this position. What do you want to do?” she giggled.

Eli smiled at Becky when she mentioned their engagement. “That would be up to you. Do you want the baby to be born before or after we get married?” he asked back and smiled at her. “I don’t care when we get married as long as I’m marrying you.” he admitted. “I only want you and nothing’s changing that.” he assured and kissed her. Once they were inside on the couch, Eli held her and looked into her eyes. “For now this.” he whispered and kissed her lovingly a few times. “But not too much since I don’t know if you want me to get turned on or not.” he whispered and kissed her a little more. “I love you so much.” he whispered against the kiss and deepened it a little as he started to make out with her a little more. After a few minutes he pulled apart from her lips and looked into her blue eyes. “You’re amazing and I feel like the luckiest man alive because of you.” he whispered honestly and kissed her cheek. “Since I chose making out you get to pick what we do next to celebrate.” he smiled a little at her and kissed her head. 

Becky thought on the subject for a minute or so, “I’d like for us to be married before the baby is born, because then, we’ll all have the same last name. We’ll be a real family.” She scooted up against him and pressed a soft kiss to his cheek. As soon as they were on the couch, she got comfortable in Eli’s lap, letting a hand rest on his stomach. The blonde smiled at him, reaching up to let her hand brush against his face gently. “I love you too, and I want you too…forever.” She kissed him back the second his lips were on his, reaching up to pull him closer into her. As he deepened the kiss, Becky let a soft moan escape her lips. She moved her body over where she was straddling his hips, her arms wrapped up around his neck. When he broke the kiss, she smiled down at him, her forehead resting against his. “Mmm…I feel pretty amazing considering the fact that I’ve got you too.” She pulled away from him, smiling over at him. “So, how about we do something that will be relaxing and may turn you on at the same time.” she spoke seductively, “I do believe you’ve owed me a bubble bath for quite some some time now.”

Once Eli heard that she wanted to be married before the baby was born, he smiled at her. “Ok, how many months pregnant do you want to be when we get married?” he asked curiously knowing that it’ll help narrow the date down. “I’ll love you and want you forever.” he whispered as they kissed. Once Becky moaned, Eli tilted his head more liking the sounds that were emitting from her lips and looked into her eyes once they broke the kiss, then listened to her. “Sex in the bathtub.” he whispered with a smile on his face. “I have and what better time for that than now?” he asked and walked to the bathroom with her. The minute they entered the bathroom, he looked at her and kissed her chastely. “I’ll set it up while you get ready.” he whispered and turned on the water. He knew it couldn’t be too hot for her and added the bubble bath. When the tub was full, Eli started to remove his clothing and sat with Becky in the tub and wrapped his arms around her. “I love you so fucking much.” he whispered and kissed her neck. 

Becky thought about his question a little bit longer than she had his previous question about their marriage. She sucked on her bottom lip a little in thought. “Hmm…well, I want to be able to fit into a dress, but at the same time, I’m no where near set-up wise prepared right now. So, I guess we can put it off for a few months, and maybe have time to plan.” Becky kissed him back just as passionately, not breaking the kiss for anything, until she couldn’t help but let a soft moan escape her lips. She pulled back for air and smiled at the older boy. “My point exactly.” she grinned, standing up behind him, following him to the bathroom. She walked in and waited for him to get the bathtub entirely set up, stripping out of her clothes until she was completely naked behind him. She turned to face the mirror, studying her appearance. Her breasts had gotten a little big bigger in the last few weeks, and yet, her baby bump was still virtually non-existent.  As soon as Eli crawled into the tub, she followed after him, laying back against his chest with a sigh. “I love you too, sunshine.” Becky flashed him a signature bright smile. As he started kissing on her neck, her head tilted sideways to give him more room. “Eli…” she breathed out sensually.

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Revealing the Truth

Eli and Becky tell her parents about her pregnancy. 

Eli had just finished his homework and didn’t know what to wear to the Baker’s house. They were going to tell her parents first just in case. Knowing to keep it casual, Eli kept on his skinny jeans and Dead Hand shirt, he just covered his stitches and threw on a jacket. He made sure he looked casual, but nice at the same time and left his room. “Can I borrow the car?” Eli asked CeCe curiously as he looked into her eyes. “You’re worried about something.” she said and his face dropped. “You can tell?” he asked curiously. “A mother always knows.” she stated. “I’ll tell you later. Promise.” he said as he took the keys and kissed CeCe on the cheek. 

Once he was out of the house, he hopped in the car and sighed for a moment. His nerves were starting to kick in a little more as he started the car and the drive. The ride to Becky’s house seemed too fast and before he knew it, he was there. Normally, he’d be more excited, but he and Becky were about to tell her family that she was pregnant. A small chuckle fell from his lips as he remembered his text to Drew and how he’d tape Becky punching Luke if it came down to that. 

As Eli got out of the car, he pulled his shirt and jacket down a little just to make sure the hem was low enough and untucked. Eli nervously walked up to the steps rather than climbing through Becky’s window since it wasn’t the time for his antics and took a deep breath. “It’s now or never.” he muttered to himself and knocked on the door, hoping that Becky would answer it. 

Becky sat in her room, clutching Juliette’s sleeping form to her chest as she laid on her side, staring at the window. She’d been laying on her bed for the majority of the day, hoping that her parents wouldn’t walk in and ask what was wrong. Normally, she would be excited for Eli to come over. She’d make herself look cute, and she’d roll the sheets down on the bed and make everything comfortable for them to relax under before they went to sleep. However, she’d already came to terms with the fact that this may be the last time she would relax in this room. Becky stared over at her book bag that was sitting at the door. It was already filled with some of her essentials and a few of Juliette’s things just in case.

She got up and looked in the mirror, turning sideways and lifting up her shirt, looking at her still-flat stomach. Becky let out a deep sigh, lowering her shirt hem. She put her hand on her stomach and smoothed out her shirt, leaving it in the center, trying to grasp the fact that she and Eli had created life. The baby inside of her was there’s, and there was absolutely nothing either of them could do about it. She stared herself down in the mirror. “We’re going to be okay.” she said to her stomach, “No matter what. We’re going to be okay.”

Becky grabbed her book bag and took it downstairs, strategically placing it beside the door in case things got rough. She then began to pace back and forth, knowing that her parents were about to find out, and that they were both in the house. She felt sick to her stomach again at the thought, but knew she was going to have to deal with her nerves. As soon as Eli rang the door bell, Becky answered it and motioned for him to come in. “Ready?” she asked nervously, taking his hand, “I’m so scared right now.” She lead him into the living room and sat down before calling out to her parents, “Mom, Dad, could you come in here for second? It’s important.” she squeezed Eli’s hand tightly.

“I am too.” Eli whispered as he laced his fingers with Becky’s and followed her inside. Once he heard her call out to her parents and felt her tighten her grip on his hand, he rubbed the back of her hand, then sat down next to her. Normally he’d enjoy conversing with her parents, but this wasn’t the time or place. Not seeing Luke made his nerves calm down a little, but of course Eli had to open his mouth. “Where’s Luke?” he asked curiously. “Hockey practice.” her mom stated causing Eli to nod and smirk since he probably won’t be home while they were there, though he also knew they would probably tell him later when he did arrive back at the house. 

“What’s so important?” he mom asked causing Eli to look at Becky nervously. “Did you come ask permission to propose?” her dad asked calmly. “Can I?” Eli asked him a little excitedly and curiously. “I don’t think that’s the reason we’re gathered here tonight.” her mom said causing Eli to nod and get a little nervous. He knew because he was getting the urge to ramble and he knew Becky was starting to tell. 

“So I drove past a few people protesting today. Some protesting abortions and some protesting gay rights in a school. I already know where you stand on gay rights, but as a Christian what’s your take on abortion?” he asked curiously knowing not to be too obvious about it. “I’m mainly against abortions, but it depends on the situation.” her dad clarified. “What about you?” he asked looking at Eli. “I’m mainly against them, but again it depends on the situation. Abortions should only happen if the pregnancy is a result of non consensual sex. I think that if the couple consented that they should have the baby. I get that they may not want or be able to care for the child once he or she is born, but there are people that want kids and can’t have them. Adoption is always available and if the couple is able to support the child and want to keep the baby, they should.” he explained honestly. 

“What about now, two high school students? Should they have the baby?” Mr. Baker asked Eli. “I don’t see why not. I mean two kids in my school have a baby about a year old. They put him up for adoption after failing to take care of him properly. They filed for an open adoption so the baby knows his parents. I recently heard that the adoptive parents died and the baby is staying with his dad. He’s still in school and I think his mom watches the kid while he’s in school. Some teens are able to take care of the baby. He also works and I think his girlfriend Clare helps him since she told me she’s playing mom to his kid.” he explained. “It scares her though, but she said she’d be ok.” he shrugged. “Are you going to tell us what’s going on?” her mom asked. “What would you do if Becky was pregnant?” he asked curiously. 

Becky felt the lump in her throat get bigger and bigger as soon as Eli started speaking. She gripped his hand tighter, hoping and praying she didn’t hurt him in any way as she held on to him. She chewed nervously on her lip, listening to her dad and Eli go back and forth. She would occasionally look over at them, just to get some kind of read of how they were feeling due to their facial expressions. Her mom looked curious, and maybe even a little bit annoyed. However, her dad looked thoughtful and accepting. That was often the look he gave Eli when discussing a controversial issue with him though, so it was nothing really to gauge a response by.

“What would you do if Becky way pregnant?

Her heart began to pound in her chest, the tears welling up. “You’re not.” her mother said sternly, looking over at her with a cold expression on her face. “Mom, I’m sorry.” Becky started crying, putting her head in her hands, “Please, don’t hate me. Please. I need you two right now, and I can’t do this without you…” She was about to start in on another sentence when Becky’s dad cut in, “See, do you see why I told you that he was no good for you in the first place!” he snapped, and then turned towards Eli, “I accepted you. I trusted you with my daughter. I trusted the both of you! Look what’s happened now. Rebecca, do you even realize what you’ve done? Your fornication is going to ruin the name of our church, and my job is going to be on the line because you couldn’t keep your hands to yourself!”

Becky’s sobs got harder as she kept her head in her hands, not wanting to look up at anyone. “Daddy, I’m sorry. I’m scared. Please don’t…”  Her speech was cut short again by her mother cutting in, “How on Earth do you plan on paying for this kid? He doesn’t even have a job, Becky! You don’t either! If you honestly think we’re going to pay for it, you’re wrong. A pastor’s salary is barely enough to keep all of us in a good spot financially, and babies are expensive!” The blonde finally looked up at her family and shrugged, “I-I don’t know…Eli said…”

“Eli said he loved you. Eli said that sex would bring you two closer. Eli said this, and Eli said that. That’s what got you in this position.” Mrs. Baker continued, “Maybe, if you’d stopped listening to Eli for a moment and turned your attention towards God, this…this…abomination wouldn’t have happened to you!” She gestured towards her daughter, shaking her head. “Mom…please don’t kick me out. I need you two. We need you.” Becky’s voice got a little stronger, stepping in to Eli, “The three of us need you.” She pointed towards herself, Eli, and then towards her stomach, “I need you to teach me how to be a good mom, and I need dad and Luke to help Eli set things up. We can’t do this on our own.”  

“Of course you can stay here, baby. We’re not kicking you out. On one condition…” her mother said. Becky braced herself for impact. She knew this was going to most likely be bad, and she didn’t especially want to face it. She nibbled on her bottom lip, silently praying that her mom was about to tell them that they had to get married. That was the best case scenario. “You can’t see Eli anymore. We’ll send you back home, to your grandma in Florida. She can take good care of you there. Then, when you deliver, you can put the baby up for adoption and come back here. It’s the best plan I can think of. No one will barely notice that you’re gone!”

“I’m done.” Becky said simply, throwing her hands up in defeat, “I’m not leaving Toronto, and I’m most definitely not doing this without Eli. I trusted you two. I thought you would keep loving me, and keep wanting to help me.” She looked back and forth between her parents, “I guess you’re right when you say that the only unconditional love a woman will have is from her husband and Jesus Christ.” She took Eli’s hand and shook her head, “I’m getting my dog. I’m getting my stuff, and you get your wish. I’m gone. Come on, Eli.”

When Becky stood up on her tip toes to kiss his cheek, Eli looked down at her feet. “I’m sorry, you’re not five eight if you’re standing on your toes to kiss my cheek. I’m only five six.” he chuckled a little remembering the time she put that she was 5’8 online and he knew for a fact he was only 5’6. Eli looked down at Becky when she mentioned siding with his mom. “I think Becky wants to be lectured.” he chuckled. “Seems so.” CeCe stated until Becky mentioned being done. “I was actually the one that was going to lecture you tonight until Eli told me not to. I think you’re meaning to side with him.” CeCe laughed a little. “Yea, if she didn’t want to lecture or anything I wouldn’t have said anything or argued.” he assured Becky and nodded when she mentioned unpacking. “We’re most likely get lectured some time tomorrow.” he assured. “She’s not going to let this go.” he added. 

Eli watched Becky as she walked to the bed and flopped down on her back. “I agree.” he added and watched her turn on her sides as he dug through his drawers to get something to wear to bed. Hearing her words made him smirk a little as he continued to grab a few clothes from the drawer. Once he looked up she was already standing before him and her arms immediately wrapped around his neck tightly. “I love you too.” he whispered and kissed her back. “You’re going to be an amazing wife and a more amazing mom.” he added and closed his eyes when she wiped his hair from his face. He turned back to the pair of sweats he picked out for bed and started to strip. “I will once I’m ready for bed.” he added and stripped to his boxers, then decided against the sweat pants. Without notice he walked to Becky and sat behind her with her between his legs, then took her shirt off her and started to massage her back knowing she was telling him how much her back hurt a few hours ago. “How’s this?” he asked curiously. 

Becky rolled her eyes, “Well, maybe I just have bad posture.” She giggled, wrapping her arms around his waist, “Maybe I was slouching, and that’s why I stood straight up like that.” She moved over so they were face to face, with her arms still around his waist. She pressed a quick kiss to his lips, “Better yet, you should just let my blonde moment go.” She immediately remembered that his mom was in the room, and even though they weren’t doing anything inappropriate, the cutesy behavior might make her feel uncomfortable. She backed off of Eli, taking his hand instead, blushing softly. “Sorry.” She smiled over at CeCe. “I don’t want to be lectured, sorry.” She said, “My parents already yelled at me, and then gave me the ultimatum to either leave Eli forever or get kicked out.” Becky squeezed Eli’s hand tighter, “Needless to say, it’s obvious that I’m already siding with Eli.” She brought his hand up to her lips and pressed a gentle kiss to his knuckles. “Thank you so much, Mrs. Goldsworthy, for everything. I wish my parents were half as amazing as you are.” She smiled at CeCe and then looked up at Eli, “Come on, let’s go get unpacked.”

“I need to get up and get unpack, but I just don’t want to.” She buried her face in the side of her arm, “I can’t believe today actually happened.” Becky sighed. She glanced up at him and watched him pick things up out of his drawers. She got up and walked over, standing beside of him, wrapping her arms around him as he stood in front of her. Becky leaned her body against his, leaning down to hide her face in the side of his neck. “I hope you’re right.” She said, “That’s all I want. I want to be a good mom for our baby, and an amazing wife for you. I’m scared that I won’t be.” She looked up and pushed his hair out of his face as he spoke.She let him go when he reached for the pair of sweats he’d gotten to serve as his pajamas.

Becky walked back to the bed and sat down, looking down at her legs stretched out in front of her, thinking about how in a few months, she probably wasn’t going to be able to look down and see her shoes anymore. “Eli, you’ll still think I’m beautiful when I’m like…fat…and everything, right?” she whispered. She watched him strip out of his clothes with a smile. “You’re gorgeous, you know that?” Becky smiled playfully.  As he walked over, she expected him to sit beside of her and pull her into him or something, but instead, he sat behind her. He slipped her shirt off, a shiver coming over her skin at the contact. “Eli…” she spoke curiously, not sure what his motive was for stripping her shirt off of her small frame. He slowly began to massage her back, causing her to let out a sigh of relief. Becky sat back into his touch, “It feels really, really good. I needed this more than you could know. Thank you, Sunshine. You’re incredible.”

Eli smirked when Becky wrapped her arms around his waist and wrapped his arms around her waist in return. When she kissed him, he kissed back and smiled at her. “What blonde moment?” he asked with a raised brow knowing she’d understand what he meant. He listened when she talked to his mom and chuckled when she apologized for kissing him in front of her. “I’ve seen worse.” she said. “Eli’s done worse, but you’re the first he’s impregnated.” CeCe stated causing Eli to groan. “Mom she said no lecturing.” he stated and moved behind Becky and wrapped his hands around her. “I believe they made you choose me and the baby over them.” he stated after she finished talking. “For Christians her parents weren’t very nice or forgiving.” he said and kissed her neck gently as she kissed his knuckles. “I love you.” he whispered and kissed her cheek. 

He listened to everything his girlfriend had to say and smiled up at her. “If you don’t want to unpack we can unpack tomorrow or I can unpack for you.” he offered and smiled at her. Once she hugged his and buried herself in his neck, Eli kissed Becky’s head. “I love you, Becky. You’re going to be an amazing wife and mother.” he smirked at her as she pushed his hair out of his face, then kissed her lovingly before she pulled away for him to get dressed. 

“Becky, I’ll love you no matter what and you won’t be fat. You’re pregnant and it’ll be our baby, not fat.” he said honestly and smiled when she called him gorgeous. “You are too. You’re very gorgeous, Becky.” he said honestly. Once she said his name after he removed her shirt, he knew she was going to tell him not tonight, but that wasn’t what he was planning at her. A smile fell to his face when she mentioned liking the massage. “I’m glad you like it.” he whispered in her ear and kissed her head. “You’re amazing whether you know it or not. I’m the most luckiest guy to have you by my side. You’re my one and only, Rebecca Baker.” he whispered and held her to him. “I still can’t believe you’re pregnant and there’s a baby in there.” he whispered as he slowly ran his hands over her stomach and then resumed massaging her back. “You’re amazing.” he whispered. “And I love you.”

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Study Date

Eli and Becky decide to study each other's anatomy and for the first time go unprotected.

Eli had been in the living room, not wanting to disturb Becky as she studied. He was watching the first and second seasons of Skins. It wasn’t new to him since he owns the boxed set and seen them before, but also knew that he wanted to rewatch it. A scene in the second season played where Jal was pregnant and he looked at her stomach, he watched to see if she was showing signs of pregnancy since all women are different. Shockingly to him, she wasn’t or they weren’t showing it since she was keeping the pregnancy a secret just like he and Becky were. As he watched, he started to become thankful that Becky allowed him to be there since Jal was going through everything on her own due to the fact she didn’t want to tell the dad, Chris. 

After he finished the second season, thought it was cynical how fucked up life could be, even thought it was a TV show it was realistic. Jal ended up having an abortion at the end and her boyfriend, Chris ended up dying to some disease, it was a rather confusing episode. No one in the end was truly happy. Life split them apart and he knew he wouldn’t let that happen to Becky. He had seen all six seasons of Skins and though there was a new cast every two seasons, they all had one thing in common aside from the same school. Someone died in each season and that person who did die was in a strong relationship. Once he got the text that she was waiting for him, he smirked as he looked at his phone and like that his thoughts were completely vanished. This would be the first time that they’d go without a condom seeing that she was already pregnant, he knew that they wouldn’t need one to prevent it. 

He walked to his room knowing that it’s been a while since they made love and knew that they were able to be intimate while she was pregnant since he googled some of the symptoms and one was increased sexual desire. Eli was starting to wonder if Becky acquired that symptom or if she’d have it. Once he got to their room, he chuckled as he looked down at Juliette laying by the door. “Not today, pup.” he smiled and threw a nearby tennis ball down the stairs and watched as she chased after it before stepping in the room and shutting the door behind him. “Don’t we look ravishing?” he smirked at Becky as he started to strip down to his boxers as he made his way over to their bed and joined her under the covers. “You’re beautiful.” he smiled at her and kissed her. His hand moved down to her clothed stomach as they kissed and moved down to under his shirt causing him to whimper as he felt her folds and pull away. “Holy shit, Becky.” he breathed against her lips.

When he came into the room, Becky’s bottom lip went between her teeth, nibbling softly. He slid into the bed beside of her and smiled, calling her beautiful. “And you’re too sweet.” she smiled back, returning his kiss eagerly. His hand brushed down to her stomach, and she sighed softly into the kiss. “I love you.” she breathed between kisses. She loved when he’d let his hand rest on her stomach. She knew she wasn’t showing yet, but it was the gentleness of Eli’s actions that made everything feel so warm and safe. His hand began to travel down lower until he stopped to go under her shirt. Her breath hitched in her throat as she felt his hand against her folds. “Oh…” she moaned softly at the touch. He went back to kissing her, cursing her name against her lips, causing her to moan out again.

“S-Surprised?” she breathed, trying to be calm and sexy, even though she knew the simple touch he did to her mound just drove her crazy. The heightened sex drive from her pregnancy, combined with the fact that they hadn’t made love in a while made her want him more and more with every kiss. Becky’s hands traveled down to his boxers, hooking her fingers into the elastic. She popped the stretchy material against his skin a few times before finally tugging them downwards. “You don’t know how turned on I am right now, Eli.” she whispered, putting her hand on his neck to keep him close to her, “I’m so wet already.” 

Her core was throbbing already. Her whole body just desired Eli’s. She spread her legs a little more to give him more room to move between her more comfortably. “Eli…” she sighed, moving her lips from his neck, kissing, biting , and sucking the skin teasingly as she reached down and pulled his t-shirt over her body, leaving her fully naked in front of Eli. “So ready for you babe…” she spoke into his ear, moving her lips back to his in a chaste kiss.

“Yes.” Eli whispered knowing he was indeed surprised by her actions of not wearing anything under the shirt. His hands moved upwards as they kissed and he started to moan a little more as he felt her skin. It had been a few weeks since they had sex and knew it would a relief to both of them. Once he felt her hands snap the elastic of his boxers against him a few times he waited to see when she’d remove them. “My guess is as about as turned on as I am.” he muttered and whimpered as she talked dirty to him. “Such a fucking turn on.” he whispered and kissed her chastely. “You make me so hard.” he said huskily and started to move her hands down to his dick, then moaned as he felt her touch on him while she kissed his neck. 

“Yea.” he breathed as she sighed his name and looked at her as he lay between her legs. A few content whimpers fell from Eli’s mouth as she bit, nipped, and sucked on his skin while she removed her shirt. The minute she stopped working on his skin, he looked down at her and opened his eyes to see her unclothed beneath him. Once she mentioned that she was ready for him, he moved his hand so he could rub his dick against her folds and moaned knowing that for the first time he wouldn’t be using a condom. “I’m going to go slow until you tell me not to.” he whispered and kissed her back. Slowly, he slid himself inside of her and started to thrust gently as he moaned. “Holy shit. It’s so much better.” he whimpered and started to kiss her jawline. “You’re so fucking wet around me.” he moaned knowing that the whole experience of unprotected sex was new to him since they never went without a condom before. 

The whimpers and sounds that Eli was making as her lips moved against his neck caused Becky to thrust her hips up into his. “You’re so fucking sexy.” she said, stopping her lips on his neck. She laid back against their bed, biting her lip from anticipation. She knew her senses were heightened due to her pregnancy, and now they were going to be unprotected for the first time. The thought itself excited her. He slipped his hand between them and began to rub his dick against her folds. Her eyes rolled back at the feeling, causing her to spread her legs wider. “Oh god…Eli, fuck me already.” she let her head fall back against the pillow, “I need you inside of me.”

He told her that he was going to go slow at first until she told him not to, and she nodded back in response, pressing a chaste kiss to his lips. As he slipped inside of her, she moaned out loudly, finally able to feel all of him inside of her. “Fucking hell, you feel so good.” she breathed out, arching her back into his chest as he kissed along her jawline. Her hips began to move in time with his, and as they built up a rhythm, Becky couldn’t keep herself quiet. Her moans and sighs were loud, and she gripped his back tightly, dragging her nails down his skin. 

“Baby…” she moaned out, wrapping her legs around his waist, “Don’t stop…oh shit…Eli, don’t stop fucking me.” After a while of matching his thrusts, Becky needed more of him. “Fuck me harder, oh my…fuck!” she gasped out, still rocking her hips against his. She pulled him down into a passionate kiss, moaning against his lips a few times. 

Eli moaned as they built a rhythm and her hips collided with his. “Shit, Becks.” he moaned as she gripped his back and drug her nails down his back. “I’m not stopping.” he breathed and started to whimper as she moaned she wrapped her legs around his waist and kissed her passionately. “Shit.” he moaned once she told him to go harder and started to go harder into her. 

“Becky.” he whimpered and started to go bite her neck a little and started to suck a little. “Fuck.” he moaned and started to kiss her passionately as he rotated his hips a little groped her breast. A few moans slipped into the kiss and he started to go a little harder and faster. “Tell me if I’m hurting you.” he breathed against her lips and started to move his hands down to her ass and started to nip down to her shoulder as he let out little moans. 

As he thrusted harder into her and let out a few more moans and looked into her blue eyes. “So fucking sexy.” he whimpered and buried his head into her neck, then started to move his hands from under her ass. “I’m getting close.” he breathed letting her know. “Cum for me.” he whispered seductively in her ear. 

Becky continued to move her hips against his, her head falling back in pleasure as he drove harder and deeper into her. She let a hand run down his chest slowly, “Say my name again, baby.” she said seductively, pushing her hips roughly into his again. “Eli…fuck…” she moaned out.

She returned his passionate kiss, moving one of her hands to his hair, tangling her fingers in his dark locks. She gasped into the passionate kiss as he rotated his hips, finally reaching up to touch her breast. “You’re…fine…It’s fine…” she breathed between kisses, arching her back up as he kissed down her shoulder, gripping her ass. “Oh my god, I’m not going to last much longer.” she whimpered.

The harder he moved into her, the louder she got, moaning out his name and quite a few expletives. “Baby…I’m gonna…” She was in mid-sentence when he whispered in her ear, thrusting into her one last time before her walls clenched around him and she hit her release. “Eli!” she called out, digging her nails into his back as she rode out her orgasm. “So…fucking…good.” she panted, pulling him in for another passionate kiss.

Eli whimpered as Becky started to move her hips against his and kissed her chastely. “Becky.” he moaned when she asked him to say her name again as her hand ran down his chest. “Holy shit.” he whimpered and started to go harder into her. “You’re gonna make me cum soon.” he whispered and kissed her neck a few times. 

As the two kissed back, Eli whimpered a little when she ran her fingers through his hair. “Becky.” he breathed once they broke the kiss. “Ok.” he whispered when she told him she was fine and kissed her more. He didn’t know how long either of them would last and moved his hand to her lower back as her body arched into his, he knew she was getting closer. “Good.” he whispered when she told him she wasn’t going to last much longer. “I’m not either.” he informed knowing that he was probably just as close as she was. 

Hearing Becky’s moans reverberate around their room only turned him on more and brought him closer to his own orgasm. When she moaned out his name, Eli knew that was it and moaned a little loudly as she dug her nails hard into his back. “Fuck.” he moaned as he pushed himself fully inside of her and came with her. “Holy shit, Becky.” he breathed between kisses as he slowly thrust himself inside of her, allowing them to ride out their orgasms. “That was amazing.” he whispered and pulled out of her only to lay next to her. 

As soon as he pushed fully inside of her, Becky let out a strangled gasp, bucking her hips up into his roughly. “Holy fuck!” her head fell back against the pillows, feeling him fully release inside of her without a condom holding him back. Her eyes rolled back in her head as she moaned out his name loudly, dragging her nails down his back as she rode out her orgasm, panting heavily. She whimpered as he pulled away from her, sliding out of her, laying down beside of her. She instinctively slid over next to him and let her head rest on his chest. Becky pulled the covers up over their naked bodies and sighed, taking in his warmth paired with the warmth of the blankets. 

She yawned softly, draping an arm around him lazily. “I love you, Sunshine.” she said softly, looking up at him, “That was just…incredible.” A full blush crept across Becky’s body as she spoke, embarrassed by her own words. “You’re right. It’s a lot better without a condom.” Becky giggled, “Are you going to be able to get over going back to using condoms after the baby’s born, though?” She scooted upwards and trailed a few kisses along his jawline softly, “Because I definitely believe that one is enough for right now. We’re going to have our hands full enough with one.” She reached over and took his hand in hers, “I can’t believe we’re going to be parents. I’m so excited.” she gave his hand a gentle squeeze, “So, I have to ask…do you have any baby name ideas yet? Boy or girl, it doesn’t matter. I just wondered what was going through that pretty head of yours.” she beamed up at him

Eli smiled at Becky as she cuddled with him and covered them up. “I love you too, Angel.” he whispered and kissed her head. “It was.” he whispered and watched her blush. When she mentioned him using a condom after their baby is born, he looked down to her. “I think I’ll be able to.” he smirked and closed his eyes as she kissed his jawline, then opened them when she stopped. “I think one is enough for now.” he agreed with her and laced their fingers together. “I can’t either. It’s still surreal to me. “I can’t wait to hear his or her heartbeat.” he stated honestly and looked into her eyes. “I haven’t actually thought of names.” he admitted and as she beamed up at him, then bent down to kiss her chastely. 

“I love you. So much.” he whispered and gently rubbed her stomach. “We still have eight months to pick out names.” he assured and smiled at her. “Do you have any names?” he asked curiously. He knew that neither of them would care if the baby was a boy or a girl. “I think that we’d make pretty good parents.” he smiled down to her and kissed her head. “I’m just a little scared still.” he chuckled lightly. “I’m happy that I have you.” he stated honestly and kissed her again. “I wouldn’t know what I’d do without you.” he whispered and held her tightly. 

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In Need of A Friend

Eli and Clare are going to look for a house and he tells her about Becky's pregnancy. 

He hopped into the car and took a deep breath. Everything was so confusing right now and he didn’t want to ask Becky in fear of upsetting her. To him he wasn’t keeping a secret, he was just withholding his feelings. A moment later, he started the engine and took off to Clare’s house. It didn’t take him long to get there and he was hoping that he wouldn’t run into Jake while he was there. Once he parked the car in front of her house, he got out and knocked on the door. It was obvious that one of her first questions to him would be her asking what was wrong and he knew that he needed to tell her, but at the same time he was nervous about it because he didn’t know what her reaction would be. The moment he saw her standing at the door he sighed in relief. “Ready to go?” he asked curiously. 

Clare sat in her room, staring at the ceiling. After finishing all of her homework, she didn’t have anything to do. She was relieved when Eli had asked her to come with him to go look at an apartment or a house. It was kind of crazy thinking about how she was going to help her ex find a place with his current girlfriend. Laughing at the thought momentarily, Clare got herself ready by putting on a simple t-shirt and blue jeans. She grabbed her jacket and then sat in her vanity, looking at herself in the mirror. With K.C with Ty all the time, she really was starting to have no time with him anymore. It scared her to know that she might lose him due to the fact that Jenna was trying to get Ty with her. Biting her lip, she tried to get all the bad thought out of her head. It was the last thing she needed when she was with him, to say anything bad about her life with K.C. There was some tension between the two of them and she never wanted to discuss that.

As she heard the knock on the door, Clare grabbed her phone and some cash just in case. Clare ran down the stairs and took a breath before she opened the door to revel Eli “Yeah, I’m ready” Closing the door, she looked over at him slightly “So… what’s going on with you? You’ve been worrying me lately” With their new found friendship, Clare was starting to care about him as a friend again. It was almost going back to the place when she was in 10th grade when she met him. They were become like best friends again, which made her happy. As she got into his car, Clare looked at him and bit down on her lip. Whatever was bothering him was something big because he usually didn’t keep things a secret. It was scary to even think about what he could be telling her in a matter of minutes. Clare tried to keep her mind off of that and to the house they were going to see.

Eli chuckled when Clare asked what was going on with him as they drove. “A lot, actually.” he said leaving the question open and glanced over at her as he smirked a little. “I’ll start small.” he assured as they drove. “I’m not going to NYU. I know you’re going to say how much I’ve worked, how much I wanted to go, how I love New York, and how I shouldn’t stay for Becky.” he said hopefully beating her to the point. “But that’s only half of it.” he said honestly. “There’s more. I’m not just staying for Becky.” he stated honestly. “Though it seems kind of obvious to me that you’d know I’m staying here in Toronto since we’re going house and apartment hunting.” he chuckled a little as they drove. “I’m scared, Clare. She knows I’m going to end up proposing to her and she’s told me tons of times that she’ll say yes.” he admitted and glanced over at her. “I know that it’s going to be ok, though.” he smirked and turned into a driveway behind a car. “That belongs to the homeowner. I found a house, but I’m still not sure about moving in due to college soon and Becky’s going to go with me.” he said honestly. “I just need a second opinion.” he said and got out of the car. 

He walked to the other side and helped Clare out, then walked into the house seeing the door was unlocked. “Mary are you here. It’s Eli.” he yelled out and watched an older woman walk from the kitchen. “Nice to meet you Mr. Goldsworthy.” she said holding out her hand. “Eli’s fine and this is my friend Clare.” he introduced them. “I was actually hoping the misses would come so I could point out the necessary things to her or is she ill?” she asked and Eli looked up at her. “She’s relaxing. I’d rather not have her walk more than she has to, but Clare also knows what we’re looking for in a sense.” he stated and walked with Clare. “Well I assume you’ll both be ok looking around without me right?” she asked curiously. “Yea, we’ll let you know if we need you.” he stated and walked with Clare up the steps. “There’s two rooms.” he said once he got to the top and walked into a room and smiled when he got a text from CeCe and looked back at Clare before sitting on the floor. “I’ll tell you what’s going on seeing is you’re probably wondering why I need a place.” he said looking over at her. “Just don’t be pissed I could use friends right now just like you can because soon Becky and I are going to be on our own.” he stated. “Her parents kicked her out. They tried to send her to Florida and threatened her. I never knew that they could be so treacherous and cruel as to making her go through everything alone and without anyone. She needs me, you know.” he said looking over at Clare. “She’s about 5 weeks pregnant now. The condom broke or it was defective or some shit. I’m going to be a dad in 8 months.” he said honestly. 

Clare was surprised that he wasn’t going to be going to NYU anymore. While they were together, all he ever talked about was how much he wanted to go to New York and go to NYU. Although she didn’t really believe him much when he had told her that it wasn’t because of Becky. Clare had nothing against the girl but she didn’t want her to stop all of his dreams for the future “Well I’m really happy that all is well in the world of Eli Goldsworthy” Clare gave him a smile and looked out the window slightly. There was a lot more behind her words that just herself being happy for him. She was happy that through everything, Eli was on the track that he should be on before she had to mess everything up. As they pulled up to the house, Clare noticed how it had looked right off the bat. It looked like a good starter home for a couple and possibly a child. The trees and bushes surrounding the house made it look so little and innocent. It was cute, Clare had to admit that much. As she got out, she walked up the small steps to the door with Eli. It was kind of a reality check for her. They both were starting to get older and life was starting to come to them. 

Clare looked at him and then the lady “Yeah, I’m just helping my friends out” She put a smile on her face and walked up the stairs. Her mind started to drift to his previous comment about Becky having to walk more than she needed to. To her knowledge, Becky was perfectly fine “I really like the bedrooms. They are roomy” Smiling, Clare looked at him and then scrunched her face a little. What was he talking about? Why would she be mad at him? After hearing about Becky being pregnant, Clare froze a little bit and couldn’t get the words that she wanted out of her mouth. She took a deep breath and looked at him “I’m happy for you two…” Although she did feel a pang of madness, jealousy, the happiness for Eli was overcoming both of those things right now “I’m sure you’re scared… I shouldn’t have been complaining about having to act as a mother to Ty to you. I never knew that you would be having a child” She said, suddenly feeling really bad for what she said a couple weeks ago.

When Eli heard Clare mentioning complaining about having to act as a mom to him, he chuckled a little. “Clare, there’s no need to apologize. I didn’t know Becky was pregnant when you said that. We recently found out together. She told me that she needed to talk to me so I drove to her house and scaled the side of her house to her window. That’s when she’s told me that she’s been throwing up every morning at 5am like clock word, that her back was starting to hurt, and the obvious symptoms.” he looked at her as he talked and then down to his hands for a moment. “We went to a drug store and I bought about 10 tests for her, she snuck me into the woman’s restroom and locked it as she took them. They were all positive. We talked about it first, the pregnancy and the baby.” he trailed off remembering as he held Becky when she cried. “It didn’t take long before we decided to keep the baby.” he admitted and smiled and walked around the house more, this time taking pictures with his phone. “Our baby.” he smiled wider. “Her symptoms are starting to show more, we’re going to keep it a secret for a little until we’ve told everyone we want to first, that way no one spreads it around the school and everyone we’re close to wouldn’t have to find out through anyone else.” he said honestly. “Her stomach is firm like really firm. We started to go to bed early too, that way when we wake up at 5am and go to sleep at about five thirty we won’t be overly tired for school. Her morning sickness is like clock work.” he noted and started walking back to the living room. 

“What did you think?” Mary asked and he looked at the pictures. “I like it, but my other half gets the final say. I took pictures for her and I like how big the kitchen is since I’ll be doing most of the cooking whether she likes it or not.” he chuckled. “She’ll have gourmet home cooked meals.” he said honestly. “You cook?” she asked. “Took cooking classes to impress a girl I was dating. I still take them to make sure my girl has home cooked meals and so our baby can eat healthy.” he said honestly and held his hand out to Mary. “I’ll call you to let you know what she thinks.” he smiled and looked over at Clare. “Shall we?” he asked and opened the door for her. Once they got into the car he looked back over at her as he seat belted himself in. “Becky’s made it clear that she’s waiting for me to propose to her and that she’ll say yes.” he stated. “I have a ring for her already picked out and on hold for a week, then I’m hiding it from her.” he chuckled and started the car right as he got a text. “CeCe and Bullfrog want to spend time with Becky and don’t want me to go home… Are you hungry?” he asked as he went through an app on his phone. “There’s a nice restaurant close by and I’ll drop you off at home or KC’s house if you’d like.” he offered. 

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Little Pink Cross

Surprises await Eli and Becky, surprises they never thought of happening. 

Becky paced back and forth in her room, Juliette trailing behind her, following her steps. Maybe I’d just marked the calendar wrong? Maybe I started a day or two later than I’d thought. I lost my app when Jake took my phone, so my guess could be off. Her mind was everywhere. The thought of her missing her period made her nervous. The attributing factor that she’d woken up in the middle of the night three times this week emptying the entire contents of her stomach in the guest bathroom all the way down the hall just so she wouldn’t wake Eli, causing him to worry, made her heart rate increase rapidly. She finally flopped down, back first onto her bed, motioning for Juliette to jump up there with her. The dog got up onto the bed with a plop and walked over to her, putting her two front paws on her owner’s stomach, looking down at her. Becky nibbled on her bottom lip, cautiously moving her paws out of the way. “Just in case…” she muttered softly.

She couldn’t even admit the possibility to her dog, and her dog couldn’t even understand English outside of her name, stop, sit, and a few other commands. Becky began to nervously play with her hair. Should I tell Eli? Her eyes darted over to the phone that was sitting on her nightstand. After everything that had happened when Eli had a lapse of judgement because of his medication, posting that she was pregnant, she’d told everyone she wasn’t…even though she knew that she had been experiencing symptoms. Becky had silently hoped and prayed that it was just her coming down with the flu or something, or maybe even just a cause of heavy stress after the incident with phone. The outcome wasn’t looking too good for her though.

Becky sat up and reached over to grab her phone. She couldn’t decide whether to call or text him. Sure, she wasn’t telling him that she was pregnant. They didn’t know for sure, but at the same time, she didn’t want to scare him. She opened up a new text message and typed out, “Hey, can you come over? I need to talk to you.” She almost closed the message with a smiley face, but she shuddered at the thought. She didn’t want to make him think he was coming over to get some really amazing news, when really, he was about to hear her tell him that she thinks she needs to take a pregnancy test. A pregnancy test: the words set into her harshly. What were her parents going to do? What were her friends going to think? Would Eli stay around? Becky let out a tiny whimper and looked over at Juliette, “I’m really scared right now.”

Eli had bandaged his arm up so he could shower and looked down at the wound. It's been a week or two since he's been in the accident and hated that the stitches would be there for at least 6 weeks and there was nothing he could do. He couldn't even wear a long sleeve shirt because the stitches could get caught in the fabric. As he showered he sighed a little, everything was changing. Clare was just starting to talk to him and he knew she was playing mom to KC's son and smiled at the fact that he and Becky were doing good too. His thoughts started to be consumed about her and their life together, though he knew that he wouldn't propose until he could take care of her. Right now he couldn't, he didn't have the amount of money he wanted at the moment. Sure, he had more than he expected, but that wasn't what he planned on having when he proposed. 

As he finished his shower he thought about her and started to dry off. He thought about going back to selling fake IDs and wondered how Becky would take it if he did, after all she knew that he made them and sold them. A small smirk fell upon his face when he realized how much money he could acquire for them and actually thought about talking to her about it. Once he was dressed he checked his phone to see a text from Becky letting him know she needed to talk to him. Knowing that she'd wouldn't leave him, Eli didn't get too worried about that and started to wonder what she was worried about. When he finished getting dressed, he kept his arm bandaged and threw on a jacket before running down the stairs. 

"Can I borrow the car?" Eli asked CeCe causing her to look at him curiously. "Becky needs to talk. Something's going on." he stated honestly and sighed. "Sure, baby boy. I hope she's ok." CeCe smiled at him and handed him the keys. He ran out of the house and drove to Becky's in the matter of a few minutes since they didn't live that far from each other. Not wanting to knock on the door and wait for an answer, Eli walked to the back of the house and smiled when he saw her shadow on the wall and climbed up the side of the house. "Eli you can use the door." her dad called out as he was half way up. "It's more fun this way." he chuckled lightly not wanting her dad to think that something was wrong. He climbed into her window and pet Juliette once she ran over to him, then closed Becky's window. "Hey pup." he stated and walked over to Becky. His face fell when he saw Becky sitting there and lifted her up off her bed to hold her. "What's wrong?" he asked softly knowing she'd tell him. 

As soon as Becky heard her dad call out to Eli from her bed, she giggled slightly. Her father had never been too keen on the way Eli would climb into her room from the lattice on the side of the house and the tree beside of her window. She shook her head, knowing he’d never listen. At the sound of Eli’s voice responding to her dad, Juliette got up and bolted towards the window, yapping loudly and excitedly as Eli came inside. Becky smiled over at the sight, but remained on the bed, wringing her hands together a little. He lifted her up and sat her on his lap, holding her close to him.

Becky turned into him and hid her face in his shirt, finding comfort in his scent and his heartbeat. “Eli…” she sighed softly, wrapping her arms around him. She held him close, closing her eyes, truly wanting to stay in that moment for as long as she could. She felt hot tears coming to her eyes. Becky couldn’t get herself to move to look at him. She was afraid that the second she did, everything would fall apart at the seams. She finally glanced up at him, keeping her arms around him. “Eli,” she started again, finally sitting up, “Eli, I-I…we…” she kept stumbling around her words, until she finally chocked out what she’d been trying to say, “Eli, I think we need to take a pregnancy test.”

That was it. Hearing the truth finally come out of her own mouth caused the floodgates to open. Tears began spilling from the girl’s blue eyes as she hid her face back in her boyfriend’s shirt. “My parents are going to hate me, and Luke’s going to be so mad.” she sobbed and then looked up at him, “Please Eli, please stay with me. Don’t make me go through this alone if this is real. I love you, and I need you.” Becky reached up and wiped her eyes, sniffling a little as she looked away from him, almost afraid to look him in the eyes.

Eli held Becky and ran his fingertips along her back as she started to form the words. Hearing that a pregnancy test was needed caused his face to go blank and for his mind to race. He stayed quiet not knowing what to say and held her as she sobbed, he held her tightly and moved his hand to her stomach for a minute. She could be pregnant with their kid. It was surreal to him and he wrapped both of his hands around her, he knew nothing about taking care of a newborn. Sure he babysat his cousin Chloe a few times and her best friend since he was 15, but that was different. This would be his kid, but there was the fact that he still didn’t know if Becky was pregnant or not. 

Once Becky spoke up about her parents hating her, her brother being mad, and worst of all: him leaving her, his heart fell. “Becky, Becks. I’m never doing that.” he assured softly. “I’m sorry I’ve been quiet, but there’s no way in hell I’m leaving you.” he whispered and kissed her cheek. “I love you and nothing’s changing that. If you are pregnant we’ll get through it, together. We’ll talk and decide what’s going to happen. I’d never ever abandon you or our kid if there is one.” he said and gently moved her to face him. “I love you, ok.” he whispered as he looked into her eyes, then pressed a soft kiss to her lips. 

“First things first though. We need a test.” he stood up and took her hand. “We can’t take one here or at my place due to the fact of someone finding it. You’ll have to take it at the store and I’ll be with you.” he assured and lead her out of her room. Once they got to the bottom of the stairs, he smiled at her dad. “I’m kidnapping Becky for a few hours. I’ll have her home safely.” he stated and lead her out the door. The minute they were in CeCe’s car he started to drive off to the drugstore and helped her out once they got there, then held her waist as they walked inside. 

He immediately walked to the family planning aisle and rolled his eyes at the fact that the condoms were next to the pregnancy tests. “Yea we used those and still need one of these.” he muttered as he held Becky close to comfort both of them. “What one do we get?” he asked hoping she’d pick a few and picked up a box, then looked at it and compared it to another brand. “Fuck it. Let’s get a few just in case.” he muttered and picked up a few different brands of tests and bought them. “Are you able to take them now?” he asked curiously. 

Becky sniffled softly, nodding at his words. “i love you too, and I trust you. I know you aren’t going anywhere, Eli. I just panicked.” She shifted over as he moved her to face him, “I love you too. I love you so much.” she said softly. She returned his gentle kiss and then moved off of him as he stood up. “Yeah…I guess we do.” she sighed, running a hand through her hair. She headed over to her vanity and wiped off her eyes from where she’d been crying. Becky then turned to her side and looked at her reflection, lifting her shirt to see her stomach, letting her fingers brush against her warm skin.  ”Eli, I’m so scared.” she said softly. 

She listened to him speak and nodded, “Yeah, at the store sounds okay. I guess I’ll have to sneak you into the ladies restroom or something.” Becky sniffled again, but giggled softly at her comment, regardless of what was going on around her. She grabbed her jacket and slipped it on, following Eli out of her bedroom. They headed down stairs, and Eli let her dad know that they were leaving. She smiled weakly at her dad and waved goodbye, hoping that he didn’t notice how puffy her face looked. Becky got into the car and buckled up, reaching over to take his hand as he drove off, squeezing it tightly out of nerves.

When they got to the store, she took his hand and let him help her out of the car. She stood up and straightened out her jacket, leaning into him as he held her waist. Becky wrapped her arm around his was too, needing to feel him close to her to calm her nerves. She followed him towards the family planning aisle and stopped in front of the pregnancy tests. Becky let out a dry chuckle at his comment. “Yeah, tell me about it. They were probably placed their to strategically scare people out of having sex.” she sighed, “There’s nothing we can do about it now though.” Becky nibbled on her bottom lip, looking at the different brands. It was confusing and overwhelming, looking at all the different kinds available. “Get an old fashioned one with the plus or  minus sign that shows up, and maybe a few with a digital readout?” she asked, pointing out a few with a shrug. She followed the older boy to the checkout, avoiding the glance of the elderly lady ringing them up. She clung to Eli’s arm a little more as the coppery taste of blood filled her mouth from biting down on her lip. “Good luck” the lady spoke from behind the counter spoke, causing a shiver to ripple down Becky’s spine.

“Uh huh.” she nodded, heading in the direction of the bathroom. Becky looked both ways, looking to make sure no one was looking before taking Eli’s hand and dragging him into the ladies restroom, locking the door behind them. Thankfully, it wasn’t a bathroom with many stalls, so they  could take the tests in privacy without anyone barging in on them. Becky took the bag from his hands and began reading the instructions and taking them out one by one. She took the tests and went into the single stall, “Can you set the alarm on your phone for twenty minutes?” A few seconds later Becky came out and lowered the baby changing station, sitting the tests on the table. She scrunched up her nose in disgust, “Don’t touch those, like not even when the alarm goes off.” 

She walked over to the sink and thoroughly washed her hands, waiting for the time to pass until the tests were ready to be read. Becky’s heart pounded as she paced back and forth, her shoes tapping against the bathroom tile. It felt like an hour, but in a short twenty minutes, Eli’s phone went off.  Becky shivered with anticipation, looking over at Eli. “It’s now or never.” she pursed her lips. Cautiously, she approached the changing station and picked up the first test. She didn’t look at it at first. She kept her eyes set on the picture of the koala that was stuck onto the inside of the changing station until finally she became brave enough to look down. Becky had always been taught to respect the cross, however in that instant, that little pink cross wasn’t what she wanted to see. She sucked on her bottom lip, reaching for one with the digital read out. Pregnant. The last one was enough to send her into a tailspin. This readout included right around how far along she should be. Pregnant. Four weeks.  Her bottom lip shook as she walked over to Eli and turned the test where he could see it and held it up. “I’m so sorry, Eli.” she began to cry again.

“Probably, but too bad no one listens.” he shrugged and kissed her temple as she decided on the tests. Eli listened to what tests she wanted and thought they should get and picked them up. “I never actually thought I’d be buying these at this age or that I might actually have a kid.” he whispered and kept her close. “I do know that I love you and I’m never leaving you.” he assured and kissed her lips. When the old lady told them good luck, Eli rolled his eyes not even bothering to say anything to her. 

Once Becky pulled Eli inside the woman’s restroom he followed her and leaned against the sink as he watched her check the stalls and walk in one. To say he was nervous would be an understatement. He didn’t know what they were going to do if she was pregnant. Hearing her ask him to set his timer, he did and watched her come out. When she put the tests down and told him not to touch them, he raised his hands in defense and looked at her. “I won’t I promise.” he assured watched her pace around the bathroom, wondering why he didn’t feel the urge to join her. Eli just tapped his leg with his thumbs and kept his eyes closed until his alarm went off causing him to jump a little. 

Eli watched cautiously as Becky picked up the tests, unable to read her body language from standing behind her, he waited nervously. Seeing her walk to him was enough to know the news as he opened his arms for her and held her. “It’s not your fault.” he whispered and hugged her while she cried in hopes to comfort her. “I should’ve checked the condom to make sure it didn’t break, then bought the morning after pill.” he whispered and laid his head on her shoulder. “I’m really sorry.” he muttered before pulling away from her and moving her to look at him. “How about we keep this between us for now, or at least until we have to tell someone?” he asked curiously knowing that he didn’t really know what else to do. 

“What do you want to do?” he asked curiously and looked down at her. “If you want to keep the baby we will. I’ll support the three of us the best I can, but if you want a different route to it’s your body not mine.” he assured letting her know he’d stand by her and support her no matter what. “I’ll take care of you. This doesn’t change anything between us aside from the fact that we’re a hundred percent sure that you’re pregnant.” he said softly. “I just need to know what you think and what your feelings are and about your parents, if they do anything or upset you, I’ll find a place for us. I’ll sell fake IDs if needed in order to acquire easy money and I swear I’ll never let you go through this alone.” he added and kept his arms around her. “We’ll get through this together no matter what the outcome will be.” he whispered. 

Becky sniffled, turning to look up at Eli, “I want to keep it. I don’t believe in abortion. That’s wrong. That’s murder.” She wiped her eyes a little bit. “I mean, unless you wanted to look at adoption. I think keeping it would be the best for its future.” She snuggled herself back in to his arms, “Thank you so much…for everything.” Becky kissed his cheek softly, “I’m so thankful for you. You’ll never understand how much.” She nodded a little, “I think we can do this too. It’ll take quite a bit of trail and error, but I think we could do this.” 

She finally stood straight up, wiping her eyes off. “Where do you want to go now?” she asked, “I don’t really want to go home right now. Can we go park somewhere secluded and lay the seats down in the car and snuggle or take a nap?” Becky let out a sad sigh. “I just want to be with you tonight, and only you.” She stood up on her tiptoes and kissed Eli’s cheek smiling brightly. She wrapped her arms around his waist and hugged him tightly, “I love you, Eli.”

She broke the hug and took his hand. Becky walked with him out of the store, staying close to him as they headed out, back to the car. “At least we know now.” she sighed, “Plus, we’ve still got eight months to plan. It’ll be alright, Eli.” she spoke comfortingly to her boyfriend as she slipped into the car, shutting the door behind her.

Eli listened when Becky mentioned keeping the baby and gently rubbed her stomach. “I don’t have a problem with becoming a dad.” he whispered and kissed her head. “I don’t know how to take care of a child besides my cousin Chloe who’s now six and her best friend who has a crush on me. She’s six as well.” he said honestly. “I don’t know when I’m going to see them next.” he shrugged and looked down at her. “I started babysitting them when they were three so it was easy.” he stated and looked down at her as he held her. “Becky, you don’t need to thank me so much or at all.” he assured and smirked when she kissed his cheek. “I’m thankful for you too.” he smiled at her. “I think it’ll take a hell of alot of trial and error. Eli becomes a dad and changes diapers.” he chuckled. “What if I do it wrong, like change that baby wrong?” he asked curiously. 

When Becky straightened up, Eli nodded when she mentioned not wanting to go home and listened when to her suggestion. “How about we lay in the back. Like our first date, only no dry humping or losing some of our clothes? Just the two of us laying together in the back of the car protected by the alarm as we sleep.” he asked curiously. “You will be. I plan on spending the night with you too.” he stated and smiled. 

After cleaning the mess in the bathroom, Eli smiled at Becky as they walked out of the car, smiling because he was with Becky and both knew they weren’t going to be alone. Eli listened to Becky when they got into the car. “I’m actually relieved that we know.” he smirked at her and started the car. “Eight months.” he muttered. “October. Our baby will be born in October. Halloween we could have a Halloween baby.” he chuckled lightly and held Becky’s hand as he drove to the parking lot behind the store so he didn’t take up spot for someone that needed it. He got out of the car, helped Becky out, then helped her in the back and followed her inside. When he gathered the blankets and pillows for them he laid down and opened his arms for Becky. “Let’s cuddle.” he whispered and leaned in to give her a chaste kiss. “I love you.” he smirked knowing that she must be tired and turned on the car alarm. 

[my-paras-blog]

50 Shades of Gold

Becky plans a surprise for Eli. 

After Eli confirmed with her that he was coming over, Becky quickly went back into the bathroom to double check herself. She turned a few times in front of the mirror, looking at her appearance in the black lingerie. She’d never worn something so sexy before. Part of her felt exposed at the lack of clothing she had on, mostly because of the draft that the lacy thong gave her. She shook her head, making sure her somewhat tight, blonde, curls were still in tact. Becky grabbed a can of hairspray and went over it one last time, just to be safe. She then grabbed her new tube of bright pink lip stain that matched the tiny pink bow on her bra and thong, and went across her lips with it, waiting for it to dry. She kissed the back of her hand, testing it to make sure it’d dried enough to keep the color on her lips without getting it all over Eli. The blonde touched up her eyeliner and put on some mascara before looking in the mirror, nodding approvingly.

When she was finished, she sprayed a bit of perfume on her wrists, neck, and chest before slipping back into her hotel room. She scurried over to her bag and dug down inside until she found her pink floral scarf. She dropped it beside of the bed and then searched in another bag until she pulled out a pair of black patent leather heels that she’d worn to court. She slipped them on and ran back into the bathroom, looking in the mirror. Was she really feeling that daring? Apparently. She walked over to the bed and laid back on it, texting Eli to come over, and reminding him to lock the door behind him. She stretched out on the bed, trying to make herself look as alluring as possible. She wondered if she were honestly trying too hard, considering the fact that Eli told her that he liked her with no makeup on and in sweats, but she figured this may be a good change.

Eli’s eyes widened as Becky texted him that she had a surprise for him, considering the aspect of what he told her, he was unsure if he should be scared or not.  Reading that it was actually a good surprise and everything that went with it, Eli found himself quite surprised and eager. He knew that Becky liked him shirtless, so stripped of his shirt, and kept on his skinny jeans and shoes. It was obvious that Eli would be spending the night with her and started to gather clothes for the next day knowing it’ll give her more time for her to get ready if she needed it. After making sure that he had everything that he needed including a condom. Not long after Eli collected them, his phone went off and read a text from Becky telling him to come over and he smirked to himself, happy he had just finished getting ready, then left his room. 

As he walked to Becky’s room, he pulled out her key card so he didn’t have to knock and smiled a little more. His palms became a little sweaty as he neared her hotel room and his nerves began to kick in. Sure they had sex before, but tonight was different, he’d see his girlfriend in sexy lace for the first time and would be tied to the bed. Once he got to her room, he unlocked her door and walked inside. “Holy shit.” he muttered to himself as he noticed Becky lying on her bed in one of the most sexiest outfits he could ever imagine and his bag fell to the floor after he shut the door. “Goddamn you look so fucking sexy.” he whispered seductively as he walked over to her, kicking off his shoes in the process. He climbed onto the bed, crawled on top of her, and put the condom on the table next to the bed. “You look so sexy.” he whispered and kissed her softly, letting his tongue slide past her lips as he started to run his hands along her body, whimpering from the contact. 

As Becky heard the sound of the door being opened, she shivered a little. Her heart began to pound as nerves took her over. She really hoped Eli thought she looked good, and that it wasn’t too much. She nibbled on her bottom lip, and let her lips curl up into a smile as she saw her boyfriend walk into her room. His eyes widened and his bag dropped to the ground, which Becky took as a good sign. She let her eyes take in his chest as she always did when he decided to go shirtless. “Already done half the job for me?” she smirked, looking from his eyes back down to his chest, “Eager much, Elijah?” She giggled softly as he crawled over her,”I’m glad you approve.” He kissed her softly, and the combination of his tongue slipping past her lips and his hands on her body made her moan out in pleasure.

She broke the kiss for a moment, taking a deep breath before crashing her lips back to his, using all of the force in her small body to push Eli over onto his back. She straddled his hips, still moving her lips against his in the passionate kiss. She teasingly began to let her hips roll into his, moving her lips down his neck and to his collar bone. She nipped and kissed at his still purple skin, smirking at what she’d already done to him before they’d gotten started that night. A few moments later, she broke the kiss and reached over by the bed and grabbed her scarf. She smirked down at him, playing with the scarf in her hands before taking both of his hands in hers, pushing them back up against the headboard.

She wrapped the scarf around his wrist a few times before finally moving to tie the knot towards the front where she could untie him later. She pressed a gentle kiss to his lips, teasing him, trying to make him think she was going to ask if it were too tight or if it hurt. However, she pulled back and smirked down at him, “Tight enough?” She let her teeth drag across her hot pink painted bottom lip for a moment before letting her hands trail across his bare chest. She’d never felt so in control before, and she’d definitely never felt so sexy. She let her hands go down to the tops of his dark jeans, dipping her fingers below the fabric, but never quite low enough. Becky then moved her lips to his chest and began kissing and running her tongue across his skin. “Is it killing you, not being able to touch me?” she giggled, almost feeling a bit dirty at what she was asking him.

“Very eager.” he muttered and looked into her eyes. “I have, you like me shirtless and you’re going to tie me up.” he smirked. “Thought I’d make it easier.” he chuckled lightly. Once Becky broke the kiss to take a deep breath, Eli opened his eyes for a moment and closed them once she rekindled the kiss. “Mmm.” Eli whimpered against Becky’s lips once she flipped them over and moaned as she ground her hips into his. A few moans emitted Eli’s mouth as she kissed down to his collar bone causing him to thrust his hips into hers. “Becky.” he breathed as she continued her actions. When she grabbed the scarf, Eli smirked at her as he watched her play with it. “Damn, you look hot sitting on me like that.” he breathed and smiled when she pinned him down and tied up his hands. 

Once she finished he tugged at the restraints a little since they didn’t feel too tight and smiled at her once she asked. “No they’re not too tight.” he assured knowing that this would allow her to have her way with him. “Becky.” he breathed as she bit her bottom lip and whimpered once she moved her hands into his waistline, but only to tease him. “I want you.” he whimpered hoping that it would make her want to undo his pants at least and thrust his hips into hers looking for some friction. “You’re so fucking sexy.” he whispered as he looked at her. “A little, it’ll get worse though.” he whispered knowing he’d want to touch her and would try to break free.

Becky smiled against his skin as she kept kissing his skin. She was completely focused on him, ravishing his neck and moving her hips against his until he thrust his hips into hers. She let out a gasp, and then bit down on to Eli’s skin a little rougher than before. She could already feel how hard he’d gotten through his jeans, and the simple motion of him rubbing against her barely clothed core sent her eyes rolling back into her head as she let out a soft moan. She pulled back off of him and grabbed the scarf, tying his hands up. “Yeah, and you look hot tied up like that.” She smirked, trailing her hands down his chest. When he mentioned that the restraints weren’t too tight, she raised an eyebrow at him challengingly before reaching up and tightening the scarf’s grip around his wrists. “Next time, I’m just getting handcuffs.” She retorted. As she kept running her hands lower, she finally dipped her hand down to cup him through his jeans. “How badly do you want me, Eli?” she said. She then reached in between them and unbuttoned and unzipped Eli’s skinny jeans and pushed them down his hips and finally pulled them off of his body. She crawled back over his body, and began trailing kisses from his stomach back up to his lips, kissing him passionately.

She eventually broke the kiss and moved back downwards towards his boxers. Becky teasingly pulled the elastic band back and then let it go, letting it pop against his skin,  biting her lip as she looked over at him. She gave him a naughty smile before slipping his boxers down to the ground, leaving him completely undressed and tied to the bed. She stood up for a moment, kicking off her high heels before moving back over his body, smiling approvingly at her work so far. She looked down at him and then moved down to whisper in his ear, “You don’t know how badly I just want to take you right now, but I’m not giving in to you quite yet.” She smirked, moving back away from his ear. Becky sat up straight and reached behind herself, unhooking her bra. She slowly and teasingly removed it from her body before tossing it aside. She smiled down at him before pressing her lips back to his, pushing their bare chests together. Becky moaned into the kiss. She couldn’t deny how much she needed Eli already, but she was actually having way more fun with this than she thought she would. She broke the kiss and moved back down his body towards his erection. She gave him one short glance before blowing cold air on it for a moment. The blonde looked back up at her boyfriend to gauge his reaction before letting her tongue run from the base to the tip of his shaft.

A few moans fell from Eli’s lips as Becky kissed and bit him. “You look sexier.” he muttered. “Fuzzy ones because they don’t hurt when you try to break free.” he whimpered as he thrust his hips into hers. Eli moaned softly when Becky finally touched him even if it was through his jeans. “Really bad.” he breathed. “Thank you. They were starting to hurt.” he smirked as she removed his jeans from his body. “Becky, I want you.” he whimpered as she started to kiss from his stomach to his lips. “So fucking kinky.” he breathed between kisses and started to thrust his hips into hers. “You make me so fucking hard.” he breathed. 

When Becky snapped his boxers against his skin, Eli looked at her and smirked once she smiled at him deviously. “Fuck, you’re so sexy.” he breathed and let his head fall back to the pillow as she removed his boxers. It was apparent that she removed her heels due to the sound they made as they hit the floor causing him to watch as she climbed back on top of him. A soft groan fell from Eli’s lips when she told him she was going to tease him more. “Just remember I want to tie you up and I can tease you just as bad, if not worse.” he whispered in her ear and smirked devilishly at her. “Sure you want to take that risk?” he asked seductively knowing he’d torture her in ways she wouldn’t think of. Eli’s eyes wandered Becky’s body the moment she took her bra off and tugged at the scarf for a moment. Hearing Becky moan against the kiss caused Eli to groan especially since he wasn’t inside her like he wanted to be. Once he noticed Becky moving down to his penis, he looked at her with a raised brow until she blew cold air on him. “I swear, Becky I’m going to fucking torture the fuck out of you if you don’t ride me soon.” he groaned and looked at the ceiling. His breath hitched the moment he felt her tongue on him and grasped the bed posts. “Fuck.” he moaned and thrust his hips up involuntarily.

Becky let her forehead rest against his, “But I thought the pain was what made it that much sexier…” She trailed off before pressing her lips to his softly. “Really bad, huh?” she smirked at him, rubbing her hand against his clothed bulge a little quicker.  After she removed his pants, she began to roll her hips against his again. Feeling how hard he was pressed directly towards her center made her moan loudly. Her core ached for him. She wanted to feel him all the way inside of her, pounding in and out, but she knew that she couldn’t let him win just yet. “Mmm…you make me so wet, baby.” She breathed out, closing her eyes as her hips kept pressing against his. “Oh my god, Eli. I want to ride you so hard.” She whimpered out. She knew she had to stop the motions of her hips soon, or she’d end up going until they both came in this position.

She moved back down his body again, toying with his boxers until she got them off.  “You’re so big, Eli.” Becky said breathlessly, moving back over him. When he whispered in her ear, her eyes rolled back into her head, and she let out a moan. “Your dirty talk is so sexy…” she groaned, “b-but I kind of like the sound of that. You having your way with me?….fuck.” She bit her lip a little, more heat building up between her legs at the thought. She moved down to his length and licked it teasingly, feeling his hips thrust up. She moved over a little and held his hips down with her hand before leaning down to run her tongue around the head of his penis. She then took the first part of it all the way in her mouth, bobbing her head a little as she sucked him off. After a while of using her mouth on him, she pulled off of him with a pop of her lips and moved to the end of the bed, slipping her thong off, dropping it in the floor, making her completely naked in front of him.

She reached over to the bedside table and took the condom and laid it on the bed beside of him. She crawled over top of him and smirked, rubbing her soaking wet core against the tip of his dick, making sure he didn’t slip inside of her, as she did her last bit of teasing.  Becky moved herself off of him and grabbed the condom, ripping it open with her bare hands. She quickly slid it onto his dick and repositioned herself on top of him. She lowered herself on him, throwing her head back in pleasure as the tight, aching feeling of need that he gave her started to fade into pleasure. She moved herself against him roughly, switching back and forth from rocking her hips against his to bouncing on him rapidly. “Oh, fuck…Eli….” She moaned, “You feel so fucking good. “ Becky desperately needed touches to her chest, she would beg at this point, however, she wanted to keep Eli tied up. As she kept riding him hard, her hands went up to cup her breasts and started massaging them.  “Baby, I’m already so close…” she whimpered. She knew asking him to fuck her hard would be a mistake, considering how much she’d teased him, so instead, she went back to moving against him roughly. She moved her hands from her chest to his, dragging her nails down his chest, “F-Fuck, Eli!”

“The pain is sexy, but with metal toy handcuffs they break easily, then with the cop grade ones, if you struggle too much they dig into your skin and cause you to bleed. I know if we used them I wouldn’t feel the pain because of the pleasure and if I started to bleed because of the handcuffs you’d stop.” he breathed and kissed her back. Once Becky started to rock her hips against his, he moaned and started to thrust his hips against hers as he moaned. “Fuck me.” he whimpered when she mentioned how wet he makes her. “Than ride me. Please.” he begged and thrust his hips a little more and harder against hers letting him primal instincts take over. 

Eli moaned a little when Becky mentioned how big he is and let his head rest against the pillow. Once she moaned when he talked dirty to her and mentioned how sexy it was, he moved back to whisper in her ear. “You’re so sexy and I love when you fuck me.” he smirked and gently bit her neck. Once she started to work on his penis with her mouth, Eli let out a loud moan as she held his hips down. “Holy fuck your mouth feels so good.” he whispered not remembering the last time a girl went down on him. The minute her head started bobbing up and down as she sucked him off. “Holy shit.” he breathed enjoying the way she used her mouth on him and started to breathe heavily. When she pulled him out of her mouth, he looked at her only to see her moving off the bed to take her thong off and grab the condom. 

As Becky laid the condom beside him, Eli knitted his eyebrows for a moment and watched her climb on top of him. “Becky.” he moaned as she rubbed herself against him. “Holy shit.” he muttered and looked at her when she stopped knowing that she wouldn’t have unprotected sex with him because they weren’t ready for kids. Eli watched as Becky quickly ripped the condom open and put it on him, then lowered herself on him. Their moans soon filled the room as Becky began riding him, desperate to feel her, Eli started to writhe underneath her and moaned loudly as she rode him hard and rough. “Holy fuck.” he called out and started to thrust his hips into hers, then opened his eyes to see Becky massage her own breasts causing him to moan again at the sight. “Christ, Becky.” he whimpered and tried to get rid of the restraints. “Cum on me, baby.” he whimpered when she mentioned she was close and started to slam his hips harder into hers knowing he wasn’t close. 

Becky’s eyes rolled back as she finally felt Eli’s hands on her breasts. “Fuck…yes…” she moaned out, putting her hands over his as his hands moved on her chest. Her hips moved rougher as she met his equally hard and rough movements. “Goddammit, baby.” she whimpered, “Don’t stop…fucking me…” His hard thrusts caused her to moan out with him. Her walls tightened around him and she came hard on top of him, calling out his name loudly. 

When she moved off of him and onto the bed, he scooted over and kissed her. She smiled into the kiss, and almost instantly it got heated. She moaned softly after Eli whimpered into the kiss. She spread her legs, letting him start to move inbetween her until he stopped and apologized. “Huh?” she whispered, listening to him explain himself. When he mentioned that he was still hard, she blushed even darker than before. “Oh,” she cringed, “I’m sorry, baby. My fault.” She kissed him back chastely, smiling between kisses. “I love you too, Sunshine.” He kept kissing her and eventually pulled away. He mentioned taking a cold shower, and she stopped him, grabbing onto his arm.

Becky gave him a naughty smile, knowing that he’d understand that she wanted him to stay put. She used all of the strength left in her small body after making love to him to push him over onto his back again. She ran a hand through her now messy, tousled curls, getting her hair out of her face. “I think you’re going to the wrong place to try and resolve that problem.” she smirked, “The shower’s becoming your mistress, love.” Becky rolled the condom off of him carefully and disposed of it before moving back over him.  She gave him a sly smirk before taking his dick into her hand, pumping him slowly. After a little while of moving her hand slowly, she sped up a bit. “Better baby?” she asked softly. Only a few seconds later, Becky removed her hand and replaced her hand with her mouth. Her tongue swirled across the head of his penis as she started bobbing her head up and down on his length again

When Becky blushed due to his hardon, Eli smirked at her and kissed her head. “It’s ok. Maybe I can try to give you multiple orgasms another night.” he whispered and kissed her chastely knowing she was tired. “You don’t need to worry about the shower. You’re the one that makes me hard and you’re a lot better than the shower.” he smirked at her. Once he felt Becky grab his arm, he looked at her and noticed her naughty smile and went to move over top of her hoping he could finally see if he can make her orgasm more than once, but she pushed him onto his back and took off the condom. “Becky I don’t want kids.” he muttered and moaned when she started to stroke him. “A bit.” he whispered.

It wasn’t what he really had in mind, but he knew he’d take anything over a cold shower or his own hand. A soft moan fell from his mouth once he felt her mouth on him and moved to grasp the back of her had. “Holy fuck.” he breathed and wondered how long she’d be able to go since he knew he wasn’t close to finishing. As her actions continued all Eli could think about was how good it felt to have a girl go down on him again and let a few moans surpass his lips. “Your mouth feels so good.” he whimpered and looked down at her as she gave him head. The sight itself made him moan again as his head fell back against the pillow unsure if he should’ve told her that a cold shower would’ve been better. 

Becky looked up and watched him, moaning against his dick at the sight of him moaning and writing at the feeling of her mouth on him. When his hand came down to grasp the back of her head, Becky couldn’t help but moan a little louder, knowing she was causing vibrations against his length from her sounds. She kept moving her mouth on him, using her tongue and lips on him. For a moment, Becky pulled away from him, moving her hands to keep pumping him while she spoke. “I want to make you cum just as hard as you made me.” she smirked, “What do you need, baby?” Becky slid down his body and took his length in her mouth again, bobbing her head quicker than before as she sucked him off. Her hands traveled forward and began to rub and massage his chest slowly.

Eli moaned as Becky sent vibrations against his dick and did his best to keep his hips still. Once she started speaking he looked at her as he kept his eyes on hers. “You.” he whimpered and moaned again once she took him in her mouth. He moaned more once her hands traveled over his chest and started to move his hands over her body. Normally he’d talk dirty talk to her, but this was a different scenario and he only had a blow job one other time with Julia and couldn’t really remember how it felt or anything. When she started to bob her head quicker, Eli’s breathing hitched a little. “Deeper and faster.” he whimpered knowing how good it felt to be deep inside her pussy, but also know that being in her mouth was different. Part of him wondered if she could actually deep throat him. One thing was for sure though, he was about to find out what she could do with her mouth. 

“Mhmm…” she nodded a little, moving her mouth quicker along his length. She pulled back for a moment, breathing heavily, “Lucky for you…” she panted, “I was born without a gag reflex.” Becky smirked, moving her hair out of the way. Within moments, her mouth was back on his dick. This time, she took his entire length into her mouth, his tip hitting the back of her throat. She groaned against him at the contact. Her lower half was throbbing again, and she could feel her whole body beginning to ache for him. She began to move her mouth around him quicker, taking him as deep as she possibly could. As he would moan and react to the feeling of her mouth on him, Becky’s eyes rolled back as she echoed his moan. Her hands traveled back up his body, resting on his chest. She then slowly dragged her nails all the way down to his hips as she kept sucking him quickly.

Eli’s looked at Becky when she mentioned not being born with a gag reflex and wondered if she was actually going to deepthroat him. A loud moan slipped from his mouth when he felt her take all of him in her mouth and gripped her hair, but not enough to hurt her. “Fuck, Becky.” he moaned and refrained from thrusting his hips into her mouth in fear of hurting her. When she groaned against him, he moaned a little louder, knowing he was starting to get closer to reaching his orgasm. “Becky.” he moaned as she started to bob her head along his length faster and started to thrust his hips into her mouth unable to hold back and moaned more as she drug her nails down his chest. “I’m-I’m..” he whimpered and started to feel his head roll into the back of his head before he can say anything else, he came into Becky’s mouth with a low moan and let go of her hair. “Holy, fuck.” he muttered. “Looks like your mouth will be my new mistress seeing as the condoms are made to make sure the girl finishes first.” he breathed knowing he bought a few boxes of them. 

Becky kept working his length with her mouth, moaning along with him as he gripped her hair. “Fuck…” she let out a muffled whimper. She moved her head in time with his thrusts, her eyes rolling back as he whimpered out for her. She moaned loudly against his dick, sucking him one last time before he came into her mouth. She swallowed his release, licking him clean, allowing him to ride out his orgasm. As soon as he calmed down, she removed her mouth with a pop of her lips.  Becky scooted back up next to Eli’s body and let her head rest on his chest. “Oh really? I think you should probably stand up next time, because that position hurts my back.” she scrunched up her nose, “Gah, I hate that you couldn’t get off inside of me. I wonder what happened this time.” She yawned softly before leaning up to kiss Eli’s lips softly. “I love you…” she smiled lazily, “Oh, and you still owe me an attempt at getting me to orgasm more than once.” She smirked.

When Becky laid her head on him, he looked down at her. “I could give you a back massage if you wanted.” he offered and listened as she mentioned him not finishing through sex he looked at her. “Simple, I bought the condoms because they’re mainly for female pleasure verses guys. They’ll make you finish well before I do. That’s why I bought them. I kind of wanted to see how many times I can make you finish before I do. That’s why I didn’t finish inside of you, if it wasn’t for the condoms I would’ve.” he stated honestly and kissed her head. “Which means that you’re going to finish first each time.” he said looking down at her knowing he doesn’t want to waste the condoms he had bought. “Does that mean that I get head when you’re finished or do I get to keep going until I finish inside of you?” he asked not knowing if Becky wanted to keep giving him head after every time they made love or not. 

Becky bit her lip, “That sounds really nice…and kind of sexy, to be honest.” She giggled softly. She rolled over, letting her head rest on the pillow instead of his chest, pushing the sheets down past her back so they came to rest on her hips. “Paint me like one of your French girls, Elijah.” she smiled, quoting one of her favorite movies. She reached over and gingerly let her fingers ghost across his collar bone and his arm, resting her head on her arm. She listened to him talk about the condoms he bought and shivered slightly. “Well, they really, really work.” she blushed, “I was embarrassingly loud. I really, really, hope no one else heard that. I never would’ve guessed that I’d be one to be so desperate in sexual situations.”  She listened to him continue, and bit her lip, her hips twitching a little bit at the thought at what had just escaped her boyfriend’s lips. “I-I kind of want you to keep going until you finish inside of me…I want to see if you can make me climax again.” She smiled softly at him. Becky sat there in silence for a while as Eli rubbed her back and then glanced up at him, “I think it’s kind of sexy that you bough condoms to increase my pleasure over your own. It’s like some new form of chivalry.” she giggled.

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Conserving Water

Becky and Eli take a shower together to save water. 

As soon as Eli messaged her, saying he was coming over, Becky turned off her laptop and sat it on the desk in her hotel room. She then walked over to the closet and kicked off the shorts and underwear she had on underneath one of Eli’s t-shirts, leaving her with nothing on underneath, something she knew drove Eli crazy. Becky studied her appearance in the mirror. Her hair was already a little on the damp side, because she’d taken a shower when she’d gotten back from the beach with Eli, but it wasn’t like she minded taking one again with him. She walked over to her purse and dug out her perfume, spraying some on her neck, wrists, and legs before walking back to the bed. 

She flopped down on it, simply beaming and on cloud nine. Eli was so good to her. He was an amazing boyfriend, and the way he respected her dad, and had convinced her dad that they loved each other. That was more than Becky could have ever wished for. She began playing with the end of his shirt on her body, humming “Paisley Jacket” to herself, rolling her eyes as she realized that the song was stuck in her head again like the week before. She then got an idea. Becky reached over onto the bedside table and grabbed her phone, taking a picture of herself laying down on her bed in just his t-shirt. She sent it to him with the message “Waiting for you ;)” with a satisfied smile.

Once Eli told Becky he’d be on his way over, he shut off his computer, put it away and dug though the closet for a change of clothes. Finding a pair of sweats and a black v-neck tee shirt, he smirked to himself and took off his own shirt knowing it drove Becky wild and the fact he already took a shower and didn’t like the feeling of wearing a shirt because it stuck to his skin. He grabbed his clothes as well his phone, then started to head over to Becky’s room. 

As he walked over to her room, he got a text and looked at it. “Holy shit.” he whispered as he looked at the picture of Becky. “Eli. It’s late.” her dad said walking to his room. “Umm…” he said knowing he had gotten caught sneaking to her room knowing he stopped to check the text. “I can’t sleep and haven’t been able to without holding Becky.” he admitted and put his hand on the back of his head. “Crap, I shouldn’t have said that.” he mentally smacked himself for his choice of words. “It’s ok that you did because at home when I’d check on Becky at night I took your shirt from her and she stayed up late saying she couldn’t sleep so I gave it back to her. Then about twenty minutes later which happened to be not long before we left she was sleeping half her body was on her body pillow, your shirt was on the top of it, and her head rested on your shirt as she slept. That’s how I knew you two shared a bed. I’m going to pretend that’s all you did considering I’ve seen the marks on her neck as she slept and you’re not wearing cover up on your neck.” her dad stated. “I can see why you were extremely upset.” Eli said softly. “I’m sorry if I crossed boundaries that you placed.” he apologized and went to go back to his room and text Becky until Mr. Baker put his hand on Eli’s shoulder. “You’re good for each other. I’ll let the rules slide for you. Just don’t hurt her.” Mr. Baker stated. “I won’t.” Eli smirked and walked to Becky’s room. 

Once he got to her room, he had a big smile on his face and opened her door since he got a key card the first night there saying her dad lost the spare and had asked him to get it, then said that he lost his and gave his spare key card to Becky. The minute he walked into her room and shut the door, he walked over to her and lifted her from the bed, then kissed her passionately. “Your dad caught me.” he whispered between kisses before pulling apart. “Don’t worry he said he’s letting the rules slide for us. Also told me you couldn’t sleep until he gave you my shirt back and you put it on your body pillow. I guess he wanted to see how long we can go without sneaking into each other’s room and it’s not long at all.” he chuckled only to hear a knock at the door. “I’ll get it seeing that you’re only wearing my shirt and look sexy as fuck.” he whispered and kissed Becky chastely. He walked over to the door only to see Mr. Baker. “I got you your own key cards that way if you can’t sleep you both have access to each other’s rooms.” he stated causing Eli to look at him. “Thank you.” he said taking the two key cards. “Good night kids.” Mr. Baker said and walked away. Eli held up the key cards showing Becky her dad’s approval, then moved to hold her. “Where were we?” he asked before grabbing her waist and leading her to the bathroom knowing her hair was already damp.

Once she heard the door open, Becky sat up and smiled brightly over at Eli. “Hey yo—-” before she could finish her sentance, Eli was picking her up off of the bed, kissing her deeply. She wrapped her arms around his neck, nibbling on his bottom lip a little bit. When he told her his dad caught him, she pulled back with a wide-eyed expression. “Oh gosh…” she bit down on her lip nervously. She smiled when he continued, telling her that her dad was going to let them sleep in the same room.  Becky blushed a little as he mentioned what she did with his shirt. “I-It just…I don’t know…it makes me feel safe and comfy.” she toyed with the end of the shirt as it hung like a sheet over her small frame. The knock on the door caused Becky to jump, looking down, knowing she didn’t have anything on other than his shirt. “Oh no…” she paniced, looking around for her shorts from earlier. Eli leaned in and whispered in her ear, sending a shiver down her spine. A slight moan built up in her throat, coming out as a slight whimper as he backed away. That’s when she knew that he was fully aware of the way his words would get to her.

Becky smirked at the sight of the key cards, watching him sit them down. He came up to her and held her waist, and she leaned in to him  a little, resting her hands on his chest. “Hmmm…I think we were here…” she pressed her lips to his momentarily before pulling back to follow ihm into the bathroom. As soon as they entered the bathroom, Becky shut the door behind them and turned, pressing Eli up against the wall. She slowly pulled his shirt away from her body and pressed her bare chest against his, pinning him to the wall as she kissed him passionately. The kiss escalated rather quickly, and soon enough, Becky had her hands all over his chest, slipping downwards towards the button on his pants. She fumbled with the button until she finally pushed them off of his hips, leaving him in his boxers. She moved her lips from his down his jaw, to his neck. Her lips moved against his neck, kissing, sucking, and biting his skin, even though it was already covered in dark purple hickeys. She dipped her hand down into his boxers, letting her small hand wrap around his length, pumping him slowly. “You don’t know how badly I’ve wanted you all day.” she breathed into his ear, “I’m already s-so wet for you, Eli…” She  let her teeth nip his earlobe teasingly as she pulled back.

Once Becky pressed Eli up against the bathroom wall, he kissed her back immediately. Her hands roaming his chest only aided in turning him on more. “Mmm.” he muttered once she removed his shirt from her body and moved his hands along her back and ass. “Holy shit.” he whimpered as her hands made their way down to his pants. A few more moans emitted his lips once she started to work on his neck. “Becky.” he moaned once she started to stroke him. “I want you so much.” he moaned. Hearing her say how wet she was causing him to move his hand between her legs and moaned. “So wet.” he whispered and started to push one of his fingers inside of her. “Shit.” he whimpered and pulled his finger out of her, then looked into her eyes as he licked his finger clean. “You taste so good.” he muttered and looked into her eyes. “Trust me.” he whispered seductively in her ear as he moved her hand from his dick. Eli moved and pinned Becky against the wall, then got on his knees. “Move you legs to my shoulders.” he whispered and started to pick her up so her legs were wrapped around his shoulders and her back was pressed against the wall. The minute he was standing, he started to push his tongue inside of her causing him to moan more. 

After a few minutes of eating her out, Eli couldn’t wait any longer, he needed her. Careful not to hurt his girlfriend or let anything happen to her, Eli put her down on her feet, then went to turn the shower on. As the water heated up, Eli picked up his pants only to take the condom out of the pocket, take off his boxers, put it on, checked the water, and picked up Becky. “I love you.” he whispered as he wrapped her legs around his waist, then started to carry her inside the shower. While the water rained upon them, Eli pressed Becky against the wall and slowly entered her causing him to softly moan as she started to thrust into her harder and faster. 

Becky moaned out as he reached down and cupped her ass in his hands. She kept kissing his neck, and working his length, occasionally snickering against his skin as he’d moan out for her. “That’s so sexy, babe.” she kissed his neck slowly. As he reached between her legs and thrust his finger up inside of her, she closed her eyes, feeling them roll back in pleasure. “Oh…Eli…” she moaned out, rocking her hips against his hand. She whimpered out of frustration. His fingers weren’t nearly as big as his dick, and she needed more of him. He pulled his finger out of her and locked eyes with her. She watched him lick his finger clean, causing a soft moan to escape her parted lips. “Huh?” she questioned as he moved her hand from his dick. Eli picked her up and put her against the wall, his face going straight between her legs. He began to push his tongue inside of her, causing her to grip his hair, pulling a little as she moaned out. “Eli…holy fuck…oh my…fuck!”she called out, completely forgetting how they’d talked about being quiet earlier. Her hips began to rock against his mouth. Her hands reached up to her chest, massaging her breasts as he kept moving his tongue inside of her. “Oh…oh god…Eli, I want you inside of me.” she let her head fall back against the wall in pleasure, “Fuck me, babe.” 

He picked her up, carrying her to the shower. She wrapped her arms around his neck, fearful that he’d drop her. “I love you too.” she said, wrapping her legs around his waist. She could feel his dick so painfully close to her entrance. All she wanted at that point was for him to plunge inside of her. Her whole body wanted him. She teasingly rocked her hips a little against his dick, careful not to let him slip in, as they got in the shower. He pushed her against the wall and slowly entered her, causing her to cry out in pleasure. “Oh fuck…baby…” she moaned. He thrusted into her harder and faster, and she gripped his back, moaning out louder. “I-I can’t kee…ah…keep…quiet…” she whimpered, “Oh, fuck…you make me f eel so fucking good, Eli.” Her hips started to thrust against his as she moaned loudly. The feeling of him inside of her, paired with the water falling between them just made everything that much better. “Baby, harder…more…” she breathed, “F-Fuck me hard like you did the other day…”

Eli loved the sounds that came from Becky’s mouth, especially the ones when he ate her out. He loved that he was making her feel pleasure and she tasted so sweet to him. A few groans fell from his lips when Becky tugged at his hair causing him to squeeze her ass a little. Everything she was doing to him drove him wild, he loved the feeling of her hands on him. As he ate Becky out, he smirked mentally knowing how much she was enjoying it, especially since she hadn’t experienced it before and he liked being able to share first experiences with her. After putting Becky down, Eli looked at her wiht a devious smirk. “Looks like I have to do that to you more often.” he smiled and kissed her head knowing what was coming next. It was unsure to him if Becky knew he never had shower sex before considering the fact that he hasn’t told her about what he’s previously done sex wise since he knew that she’d probably get jealous or made and he didn’t want that. 

“If you can’t keep quiet, don’t.” he whispered the best to his ability as he continued to thrust into her and let out a few moans and whimpers. “Fuck, Becky.” he moaned and started to grip her ass a little tighter making sure not to hurt her. When she told him to fuck her as hard as the other day, he started to go as hard and as fast as he could. He leaned in to kiss her passionately as his thrusts reached an animalistic pace causing him to moan against her lips. “Holy shit.” he whimpered as he pulled away from the kiss and moved to kiss and bite her neck, giving her a few more hickeys. It didn’t matter to him if she had hickeys since he was sure her dad knew what they did when they were together. Eli whimpered as he pulled from Becky’s neck to look into her eyes and offered a slight smirk and whimper. “I don’t know how long I’ll last.” he whispered between grunts and groans knowing that the water falling over them only aided in adding pleasure to their love making. 

When Eli let her down, she gripped his shoulders for support, making sure her shaky legs didn’t fail her. Becky giggled helplessly, leaning over on him. “Maybe you should’ve warned me that my legs would be so shaky.” she spoke softly, still holding on to him. She smiled as he kissed her head. “I love you.” she said softly. He picked her up and took her into the shower. The water was beating down on them quickly, as their situation escalated, and they started making love almost instantly. Her legs tightened around Eli’s waist as he pounded in and out of her. “I-I can’t stay… ah-h!” she cried out loudly, causing her to buck her hips into his at the same fast pace. “Oh  god…Eli…” her moans were coming out louder and louder as he kept thrusting into her. She moved her lips down to his neck and kissed down his skin, letting her moans and sighs get caught in his neck. “Y-You’re so…perf-perfect…” she breathed, out, “Don’t stop…” 

When Eli told her he didn’t know how much longer he’d last, she nodded. “I-I know…I’m…I’m about to…” she gasped, feeling her walls clench around him. Her climax came over her, causing her to drag her nails down his back, “Oh holy fuck, Eli.” Her hips kept moving against his quickly, riding out the wave of pleasure. “Babe…you’re s-so fucking good…oh god.” As her orgasm washed over her, she wrapped her arms around Eli’s neck, letting her head rest in the crook of his neck. She gently kissed the kin, trying to catch her breath. “That was really amazing.” she sighed, “I love you.” She sat up and let her forehead rest against Eli’s, “Don’t let me down, okay, because I’m kind of afraid that I’m going to fall.” she giggled before pressing her lips to his chastely. 

Eli smirked at Becky when he put her down. “Sorry I didn’t know your legs would be shaky.” he whispered and held her waist. “I love you too.” he whispered and smiled at her. “More than anything.” he smirked and took her into the shower. “Don’t worry about staying quiet if you can’t.” he whimpered and started to thrust as fast as he could into her. He loved her moans and they turned him on even more, she sounded so beautiful to him. “Shit, Becky.” he whimpered as she started to work on his neck to silence her moans. Everything seemed perfect and he moved to press his lips to hers for a moment. “You’re perfect too.” he whimpered and started to thrust even faster into her. “I’m not going to stop right now.” he stated and kissed her cheek, then her, jaw, then her neck. 

When Becky mentioned that she was about to cum, Eli started to give her a hickey as he grunted and felt his eyes roll to the back of his head as her walls contracted around him causing him to delve himself inside her as he came and released her skin as they rested their heads into each other’s neck. “Fuck, Becky.” he whimpered as he started to slowly thrust his hips to ride out his orgasm. “You’re amazing.” he whispered as he pulled out of her, but still held her. “I love you too and you have a really dark hickey on your neck.” he smiled at her and pressed his lips against hers chastely as she glued their foreheads together. “I need to so we can dry off and I can clean up.” he whispered and looked into her eyes. “I won’t let you fall. I can clean up with one hand.” he assured and put her down as he held her against him making sure not to let her fall. He took the condom off, threw it out, and used a rag to removed the sperm from his penis, then looked at Becky. “What do you have in store for us now, Ms. Baker?” he asked curiously. 

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Last Night At The Hotel

Eli and Becky decide to make their last night in Ottawa a memorible one. 

Eli sighed inaudible as he realized they were leaving Ottawa tomorrow and knew he was going to miss falling asleep beside her even though they were only spending one night apart before their departure to Florida, which he told CeCe about. He knew they’d be missing school for a week and had his parents tell Simpson considering it was his last year, since he was returning to school on Tuesday for the day he would be able to grab his books and take them with him for the week meaning he could do all his school work without being left behind when he and Becky got back. 

After surfing Tumblr for a little while Becky was sleeping Eli chuckled a little when he remembered that he bought an extra pack of condoms for emergencies since he wasn’t sure when the ones in his room expired and silently chuckled to himself. Minutes later he glanced over at Becky with a sly smirk as he got a text from her, it was a little obvious that it was something she couldn’t tell him and read it. When she asked about making love again, he immediately agreed and started to casually text with her. 

Unsure of when Becky wanted to actually have sex, Eli climbed into bed with her bringing his phone with him so he can go onto Tumblr mobily figuring that Becky would hit at it like he mentioned. He joined her under the covers wearing his normal attire, his boxers. Eli knew that going to Florida would be a new experience for him and he knew it would be winter there too and googled the weather. “Hey, Becks what would people think if I wore shorts?” he asked curiously knowing he’s never once worn shorts since he was little and knew he didn’t own any, but also knew that the weather there even in the winter was hotter than the Canadian summers. 

Becky had been asleep in Eli’s arms for a little while when she slowly began to wake up, realizing he was gone. She snuggled back into the blankets and tried to go back to sleep, but then realized that her efforts were useless. She really had no clue how she was going to start sleeping by herself again. She’d grown too accustomed to having Eli’s arms wrapped protectively around her as she slept. Remembering something pretty vital, Becky grabbed her phone and sent Eli a text, asking him if they could have sex one last time before they had to leave the hotel. She smirked to herself , waiting for Eli’s response. 

Within minutes, Becky got a text back, saying that he agreed with her proposal. She smiled slightly,  and began to text him back and forth for a while. He eventually crawled into bed beside her. She rolled over onto her side and smiled at him. “Hey…” she said, still sounding a bit sleepy, considering the fact that she just woke up. Becky flashed him a smile, reaching up to gently let her fingers brush against his shoulder, running the tips of her fingers along his arm a little. She leaned in and pressed a quick kiss to his lips and then pulled away. She watched him begin to research the weather on his phone and smiled, “Well, I think they’d be fine with it, because most people in Florida wear shorts.” She giggled a little, “When we’re not in the court room, chances are, I’ll be in shorts. Why?”

As he talked, Becky kept looking from his lips, to his chest, to his eyes…taking in every bit of him in little pieces. He was truly perfect, and she couldn’t get enough of him. “I love you so much.” she said softly, “I know I say that all the time, but I can’t really say it enough.” She let her hand drop to his chest, feeling the rhythm of his heartbeat under her hand. Becky leaned in again and kissed him, but this time, a little more passionately than before. Her lips moved against his as she gave him a gentle push to where she was on top of him, straddling his hips. She broke the kiss, smiling down at him, trailing her hands down his chest. “I like the view from up here.” she giggled.

She leaned down and began kissing down his neck, biting and sucking at his already hickey-covered skin. Her lips moved from his neck down to his chest. Her teeth grazed the skin right in the center of his chest, causing her lips to curl into a smirk as she pulled back. Becky kissed his lips again and then moved down to his ear, “Don’t flip me over, okay?” She kissed his cheek, fully sitting up on him again. She pulled her tank top off and tossed it into the floor, looking down at him with a satisfied smile. She rolled her hips against his slowly before looking down at him, “What would you say if I said I planned on staying up here the whole time?” She asked in a suggestive tone.

“Hey to you too.” Eli smirked at Becky and licked his lips before kissing her back. When Becky mentioned being in shorts, Eli held her and ran his finger tips along her spine. Hearing her ask why he’d ask about wearing shorts caused him to shrug. “Because it’s still winter and I’ve searched pictures, most Floridians dress like it’s snowing outside, granted I’m not sure what part of Florida we’re going to.” he said honestly and checked her out when she mentioned wearing shorts. “How short will your shorts be?” he asked curiously and closed his eyes for a moment. “I kind of forgot to tell CeCe I need something for court. Hopefully she’ll know.” he looked over at her and smirked. “I’m kind of wondering what your reaction would be when you see me in a suit or dressed up.” he admitted.

Eli kept checking out pictures of Florida as he held Becky in his arms, then looked down at her when she said she loves him. “I love you too more than anything.” he whispered and kissed her head. “Becks, I don’t think you can tell someone you love them too much, granted I hold back a little in fear that saying I’ll smother you.” he admitted honestly and turned back to his phone when her hand fell to his chest, then kissed her head again. When Becky kissed him more passionately, Eli put his phone on the bed and moved his hand to cup her cheek. A smirk fell upon Eli’s lips once she moved him to lay on the bed and went to move his phone to the bedside table without breaking the kiss, but missed and his phone ended up falling on the floor as she straddled him. Once Becky broke the kiss, Eli looked up at her and smirked as his hands rested on her waist, a small whimper emitting from his closed lips as she ran her hands down his chest. “I like the view from down here.” he breathed. 

As Becky started to kiss, bite, and suck on his neck, Eli moaned softly. “Becky.” he groaned as she started to graze her teeth along his chest. Eli kissed Becky back the moment she kissed him and listened to what she said. “I won’t flip you over.” he whispered as he pushed her waist against his knowing he was hard and let out a soft whimper. The minute her top was gone Eli moved his hands up her body and let out a soft moan as she rolled her hips against his. “I’d say fuck me.” he said absentmindedly as his hands moved to her breasts for a moment, then reached over to grab a condom and held it between his index and middle fingers. “I just need to put this on before you ride me.” he breathed. 

The feeling of Eli’s fingertips on her spine made a shiver ripple through her body. Becky’s bottom lip darted between her teeth as he touched her, holding her close. “We’re going a little bit deeper into Florida. It should still be nice out.” she smiled, tracing his shoulder and arm with her fingertips. “Maybe, in the midst of all the chaos that’s going to happen while we’re in Florida, we can find peace and happiness.” she said, “Maybe we could sneak off to the beach together a few times, or go hangout on the boardwalk and get tacky henna tattoos of each other’s initials.” Becky giggled at the idea, pressing a kiss to his shoulder. When he asked how short her shorts would be, she rolled her eyes, “You’ll see.” She laughed. He closed his eyes and began to speak, and she reached over and began to gently run her hands through his hair, “I think when I see you dressed up for court, then I’ll wish you were in a t-shirt and shorts, because that would mean we aren’t going to court and that we were going to hango ut.” she sighed, “I’m so scared, Eli.” She hid her face in his chest, wrapping an arm around him, clinging to him.

Becky finally looked up at him and smiled, “There’s no chance that you’re smothering me. You’re treating me perfectly. You haven’t done anything to make me uncomfortable.”  She caressed his arm again with a smile, “You make me feel wanted, loved, and beautiful. I couldn’t ask for more.” She continued. Once her lips were on his, and she was on top of him, the entire mood change. Want and lust took over Becky as she claimed his skin as her own, kissing and biting any exposed area taht she could. As Eli held her hips, letting their hips collide, Becky let out a soft moan. “Oh, Eli…” she said, biting her lip a little. When he told her to fuck him, she moaned out involuntarily. His hands went to her breasts, making her let out a soft whimper as he touched her. He reached over and grabbed a condom, and she took it from him. “I’ve got it.” she smirked at him.

 She got up for a moment and took her pants off, and then slipped out of her panties and bra slowly, trying to tease Eli. Once she was totally naked, she climbed back on top of Eli and slipped his boxers down, getting them off of him before tossing them to the floor. Becky got the condom open and slid it on his length, running her hands up and down his covered legth teasingly. She got up a little, aligning herself with his length before slowly dropping down onto him, moaning out in pleasure. “Oh  God…” she moaned out. This was a totally new angle for her, and she couldn’t keep herself quiet. She began to rock her hips against his for a litle while before picking herself up and slamming herself down harder on him. “Oh fuck, Eli…” her head fell back in pleasure a little bit.

“I actually looked up Orlando since it’s the center of Florida. How deep are we going?” he asked curiously then kissed Becky’s head. “Perhaps we will and you’ll have closure. By closure I mean having him be punished for what he’s done.” he whispered not wanting her to misconstrue him. “I’d like that, and with the henna tattoos where would we get them?” he asked curiously and smiled at her. “We could also go shopping.” he smirked. He nodded when Becky mentioned him being dressed up rather than him being in normal clothes and held her closer to him, then kissed her head. “Hey, there’s not reason to be scared, you’ll be with me and I’ll protect you. I won’t let anyone hurt you.” he whispered honestly. “I love you, nothing bad is going to happen to you. I won’t let it.” he assured as he wrapped both of his arms around her as she buried her face in his chest. 

“I’m glad I’m not smothering you. You’re perfect and you shouldn’t be treated like you’re not. I love you.” he whispered honestly and brushed her hair behind her ear. “You are wanted, loved, and beautiful. You shouldn’t think, feel or be treated like you’re anything less.” he whispered. “You’re mine and I’m the happiest guy alive because of you. You make my days complete.” he said softly. Eli moaned as Becky bit his neck, he knew he was fully hard just by her actions, but he also knew this was a first for her. “Shit Becks.” he whimpered feeling her lips and teeth on his skin. Each time Eli made Becky produce a sound of pleasure, he smirked internally liking that he had that effect on her and watched her actions through lusty eyes. A visible smirk played on Eli’s lips when she took the condom from him. 

When Becky moved off the bed, Eli watched her as she stripped, then put his hands behind his head to avoid stroking himself as she teased him, he wanted to stay hard for her as long as he could. Once she got on top of him completely naked and started to take his boxers off, Eli lifted his hips and helped her discard them. Eli watched intently as Becky slid the condom on him and closed his eyes as he let out a moan while she stroked him teasingly. He opened his eyes the minute he felt her hand move off and watched her straddle him again. It was apparent that she was ready to ride him and he put his hands on her waist. The moment she lowered herself onto him, Eli loud out a slightly loud moan and griped her hips a little. “Holy fuck, Becky.” he breathed out. “Fuck.” he moaned loudly once Becky slammed her hips onto his and opened his eyes to watch her ride him. His hands moving to her breasts that tantalized him as he continued to let out a few moans that he was unable to hold back.

“Yep, the center!” Becky smiled excitedly, “I can’t wait to be on the beach with you.” She kissed him chastely. When he mentioned having closure, she sobered up for a moment, nodding. “That’s all I’ve wanted from the beginning. I wanted to see Justin behind bars and out of my life. I just want to forget it ever happened and move on.” He changed the topic back to the beach, and her head perked up a little as he frown curved into a smile. “I’d like that too. You could see me in that orange bikini I posted a picture of.” she smirked, “Granted, you’ve seen me naked, so I guess the bikini isn’t much now, is it?” She giggled a little. “Where?” she repeated. Becky thought about it for a moment, wondering where she’d put a henna tattoo of Eli’s initials. She pointed to the skin on the top of her hand, right below the “J” shape of her index finger and her thumb. “I’d put mine there. Just a subtle heart with either your initials or your name in it. Not too big, but not to small either.” she smiled, “Where would you put yours?” Becky paused for a moment, “If we go shopping, can I get you a light green shirt like I talked about?” she beamed, “I just think your eyes would be stunning.”

As Becky hid her face in his chest, Eli held her close, promising that he’d keep her safe no matter what. “I know you will, Eli. I just don’t want to see him.” she said, “He’s so gross, and mean. I just want him locked up already.” She stayed in his grasp for a little while, taking in his scent and letting his heartbeat soothe her. “Never stop loving me, okay, Eli?” she finally looked up at him again, “I know that’s a big promise, but, for right now, okay?” In a matter of seconds after sharing that heartfelt moment with the older boy, Becky was on top of him, about to completely ravish him when he started speaking to her sweetly again. Becky was utterly speechless. She did the only thing she could think of. She crashed her lips to his in a passionate kiss, kissing him for a while before breaking the kiss and trailing her lips and teeth along the skin of his neck, making him whimper out. “Ah…you’re s-so sexy when you moan my name.” she breathed out, taking his lips on hers. “I want you now.” she pulled back, letting her forehead rest on his.

Once she was back on top of him, with him fully inside of her, she began to roll her hips against his. She alternated between rocking her hips and bouncing a little on him. Either motion made her want to whimper or moan out, but she was more concerned with what would make Eli climax the hardest. She lifted up and slammed her hips back on his again, dragging her nails down his chest as she called out his name, paired with a few curse words. Becky went back to rolling her hips against his as she kissed down his neck and chest. She moved over to his nipple and teasingly swirled her tongue around it, wondering if it would make him nearly lose it like it did for her or not. When she was done putting focus on his chest, she moved back to lifting up and lowering herself down on him rapidly. “Oh fuck, Eli…yes…” she moaned out, riding him a little bit rougher now, getting closer towards her climax. “Baby…y-you’re so big…oh god…” she dug her nails into his chest again. “T-Tell me what you need to make…to make…ahh…you cum.”

When they talked about the henna tattoos Eli nodded when Becky told him where she was putting hers, then smirked at her. “I’m putting mine on my ribs since the tattoo is temporary it won’t last on any part of my body that gets washed regularly or wet.” he stated. “Since I could walk around shirtless I can show off the henna tattoo and not have to worry.” he smirked. “Not only that I went with Julia once when she got a henna tattoo and she couldn’t touch the tattoo until the ink dried, then she had to go back and have them remove the ink so it was stained on her skin.” he stated knowingly and listened to her next question. “You can buy me whatever you want and I’ll wear it just as long as it’s not feminine.” he said honestly. He knew that whatever she bought him, he’d wear and cherish it. 

“I know you don’t want to see him and when you do, he might want to talk to you. If he does I’ll be right there with you. I won’t leave you and if you squeeze my waist, hand, arm, whatever, or pull me closer to you, I’ll hold you tighter.” he assured and kissed her head. “It’s not a big promise and I’ll never ever stop loving you, just don’t stop loving me either?” he whispered. Once Becky started to ravish his body he let out a few moans and closed his eyes in pleasure. “You’re making me moan your name.” he breathed honestly and let out a few more moans. 

When Becky started to rock her hips and bounce on him, Eli let out a few whimpers as he started to move his hands along her body and to her breasts as he played with them. “So sexy and you’re breasts are amazing. I can fit one in my mouth and hand.” he breathed, then moaned a little loudly when she slammed her hips into his. “Holy fuck, Becky.” he nearly yelled out as she drug her nails along his chest. Once Becky started to kiss his neck and roll her hips, Eli whimpered and decided to give her a taste of her own medicine, he gripped her ass to still her movements, then started to pound himself into her as fast and hard as he could, letting out small whimpers as he did so. Eli’s eyes closed once Becky started to lick his nipples and let out a few whimpers. “Shit, Becks.” he moaned once she started to go rougher and grabbed her hips a little harder. “You’re going to make me cum.” he called out in pleasure. “I want you to cum first.” he whimpered. 

“Oh, that’s true.” she said, not having really thought about it getting washed off, “Well, I could put it on my wrist. Then, I remember when I was little, if you put chapstick on it before you get in the ocean, pool, shower, anything like that, it’ll keep it from washing off a little longer.” Becky said. “What’s with you and being shirtless?” she giggled, “Again, you have to be a werewolf or something with the way you like to bite and scratch, not to mention the shirtless thing.” She scooted upwards and kissed his cheek. When he mentioned the shirt again, she nodded, “I wouldn’t dress you in something girly.” she smiled, “I just think you’d look sexy in a green v-neck. Your eyes, and then the way it exposes your collar bone, I approve.” 

Becky listened to him talk about Justin and nodded. “Okay, that sounds perfect. Thank you for being there.” She rubbed his side gently as she snuggled into him again, “I just need you. It’s going to be so hard, Eli.” She frowned, “I’m not scared of him anymore, so to speak. The police will be there to keep him out of my way. I’m just scared to tell the story in front of the jury, and my parents, and him.” She shook her head, tears starting to fall, “My parents probably hate me, and Justin’s parents didn’t do anything, and yet they have to hear about it. I just wish I’d said something sooner, or kept it to myself. I don’t know.” Eli promised her he’d never stop loving her and she nodded, “I’ll never stop loving you either, okay. No  matter what, I love you, Eli. You’re my everything.”

After wiping away her tears, she pulled him into a passionate kiss, moving to straddle him. Her core ached for him, and rubbing against him for friction wan’t cutting it anymore. She needed all of him and all of him right then and there. As she rode him and he moved his hands all over her, her head tipped backwards in pleasure. “Mmm…Eli…” she moaned, gasping a little as she kept working his body. However, all it took was for him to grab her as and start pounding into her, for her to be moaning his name as loud as she ever had so far. “Eli…fuck…oh fuck…” she moaned, digging her nails into his chest, “I’m yours…I’m all yours…d-don’t stop fucking me…oh my god.” As he started to go rougher, she couldn’t contain her moans and groans of pleasure anymore. “Holy shit!” she called out, her head falling back as she moaned out. “I’m gonna…I’m gonna…” with one last thrust of Eli’s hips into hers, she practically yelled his name, her orgasm coming over her hard. “Fuck, Eli…oh my g-god…I love you so fucking much…ah…” she kept riding him, riding out her climax.

When Eli heard about Becky getting the tattoo on her wrist, he nodded. “I don’t know. It was the first thing that came to my mind.” he admitted and thought for a moment. “I could always put it on my forearm.” he smirked knowing he’d leave his shirt on and wouldn’t have to carry it around. “I’m not a werewolf I only have my shirt off here because I don’t like sleeping with a shirt on, it also gets hot when I’m mowing the lawn during the summer and my shirt sticks to me.” he stated. “I don’t scratch either, I never once scratched you and I can’t scratch you, my nails are too short.” he said revealing his short nails and turned his back towards her. “However you my dear, love to scratch.” he smirked showing her the scratch marks she left on him. “And you love to bite.” he smiled and pointed to the hickeys on his neck. “And I love it and you.” he smirked and leaned in for a kiss. 

“Becky, you don’t need to thank me for anything. I do it because I love you and a thanks isn’t necessary.” he whispered lovingly, he truly did love Becky. He wiped the tears out of Becky’s eyes once she started to cry and held her close. “I understand where you’re coming from, but I don’t think that you’ll have to go on the stand. He plead guilty and they probably want to see the videos you’re going to make. You’re not going to be interrogated since he already confessed. It’ll probably us sitting down on a bench watching the video, then him getting sentenced.” he assured. “CeCe put on a live trial when Kacey Anthony murdered her daughter. News anchors kept saying the trial would be over if she plead guilty.” he stated. “And you’re my everything. I’m happy you wouldn’t try to dress me in girly clothes.” he chuckled lightly. 

As Becky moaned loudly and dug her nails into his chest while he pounded into her, he moaned loudly unable to form coherent sentences. “Becky.” he called out and started to leave a hickey on her shoulder as he moaned into her skin. The minute she told him not to stop fucking her and that she was all his, Eli’s eyes rolled into the back of his head and his mouth unlatched from Becky’s shoulder as he moaned. “Fuck, Becky. I love when you talk dirty.” he admitted absentmindedly. She was the first girl to talk dirty to him and before now Eli didn’t know how much of a turn on it was. “I’m not going to stop fucking you.” he whimpered as he continued to pound into her. “I’m all yours and you’re so fucking tight.” he moaned as he continued. “Fuck, you’re gonna make me cum.” he whimpered seductively as he started to sit up, not ceasing to stop his thrusts. The moment Becky’s walls tightened around him as she reached her orgasm, Eli moaned her name loudly as he stilled her hips on him and came. “Holy fuck.” he whimpered as he fell back onto the bed as she continued to ride him and looked at her with a smirk as he continued to let out whimpers until her hips stopped. “That was the best sex I’ve ever had.” he whispered honestly and leaned up to kiss Becky. 

“It’d be sexy on your forearm.” she smiled playfully, “Then, when we’re laying like this, I could kiss it.” Becky let her fingers trail across his forearm softly. “You sure about that, babe?” she gave him a quick kiss on the lips as he kept telling her how he wasn’t a werewolf, “I think you should never wear a shirt, just saying.” She teased a little, leaning forward to kiss him again, feeling a bit more playful. When he rolled over, and Becky finally got a closer look at his back, she gasped a little, running her hands across his skin. She traced a few of the marks, “Eli, you should’ve told me to stop. It doesn’t hurt, does it?” she scooted closer to him and kissed a few of the marks on his shoulders gingerly. He rolled back over and took her into his arms again, causing a wide smile to come across her face. “I can’t help it.” she blushed, “You just…you make me feel so good. I love you too.”

Becky snuggled in closer to Eli’s body, finding comfort in how close he was. She turned her head and pressed a kiss to his palm as he wiped her tears away. “I think you’re right, and I think it’s going to be okay.” she said, “I just want it to be over with already. I’m so done with all of this now. I want closure, and I want this over where I can move on from it totally and just fully start my life with you.” She took his hand in hers. “I’m so lucky to have someone like you.” she reached up and brushed  bit of dark hair out of his eyes, “I’m not trying to freak you out or anything, but I’m totally, head over heels, in love with you, Eli.” Becky sighed softly, smiling at him. 

After what seemed like an eternity of pleasure, kisses, and touches later, Becky leaned into Eli’s ear, only seconds away from climaxing herself. She whispered in his ear, running her hands along his chest as her hips kept moving into his, “Cum for me, Eli. Say my name.” The way he pounded into her had her moaning, whimpering, and calling out his name, mixed with a few choice explitives as she kept making love to him. “Fuck….fuck…Fuck!” she moaned loudly, feeling Eli climax not too far after her. After he fell back onto the bed, Becky got off of him shakily, moving to lay down beside of him. She nodded in agreement with his comment and kissed him back. “It really was.” she smiled, “I’m so tired now, though.” Becky snuggled into his side, letting her head rest on his bare chest. “The way you were moaning and just falling apart underneath me had to be the hottest thing I’ve ever seen.” she smirked at him, “I’m honestly thinking that maybe my whole ‘let’s not have sex again’ thing was stupid.” Becky giggled at her cown comment, “Because I totally have an idea, and it would definitely go against that.”

“I’ll get it on my forearm.” he smirked at Becky and watched as she ran her fingers along his forearm. A soft chuckle fell from Eli’s lips as she asked if he was sure he wasn’t a werewolf, then reciprocated the kiss. “I don’t howl at the moon, nor do I have the urge to and I’m not going to change under a full moon and go on a killing spree.” he stated honestly. “I can’t go without a shirt all the time, school requires us to wear one so do stores and restaurants.” he stated and kissed back. When Becky ran her hand across his skin, he stayed still feeling her fingers trace over the marks. “I didn’t tell you to stop because it felt good and it doesn’t hurt.” he admitted and held her when she she laid in his arms and told him he makes her feel good. “I’m glad because you make me feel good too.” he whispered honestly. 

Once Becky told Eli she thinks she’s going to be ok, he looked at her. “Becks, you’ll be ok. I won’t let you be anything but ok.” he assured. “I know you do. I want this to be over too. I cant wait for you to have your fresh start.” he smiled at her and laced their fingers together. “I’m lucky to have you.” he whispered and kissed her head. “Mmm” Eli sighed contently when Becky wiped his bangs out of his eyes as he closed them momentarily. “Becks it doesn’t freak me out or scare me. I love you too, more than anything. I mean we’ve spent about two weeks in here together, we’ve spent everyday together and grew closer each day.” he assured and kissed her lips. 

When Becky fell next to him, Eli reached over for some wipes and cleaned himself off after throwing the condom away. “I’m tired too and you’re amazing.” he whispered lovingly and held her in his arm. A smirk fell upon his face as he heard Becky’s words. “I couldn’t help it, that was the most amazing sex I’ve had.” he leaned in for a kiss. “You’re an amazing lover.” he whispered against her lips and kissed her again as he pulled the covers over them. Hearing Becky say her idea of not having sex again was stupid caused Eli to raise a brow at her and for his curiosity to grow until he heard her mention something that would contradict it. “I can’t wait to find out what you want to try and assuming that the concept of abstinence is gone, are you going to tell me this idea you have?” he asked curiously and smirked at her. “Is it a new position?” he asked with a dark smirk. 

“Wow, you’re so serious, babe.” She joked, nudging his chest, “I was just joking about all of that stuff, but you’re taking it as if I were being serious.” She laughed at him, giving him a bright smile. “Well, I’m glad I didn’t hurt you, because your back looks like you were attacked by a bear or something as opposed to a sixteen year old girl that just really likes having sex with you.” She put her hands over her face, laughing. Becky turned on her side and hid her face in Eli’s chest. “You’re literally the only person that can make me laugh like this about myself too, congratulations.” She pressed a kiss to his chest.

“I can’t wait too.” She said, smiling up at him. She glanced over at their laced fingers and gave Eli’s hand a gentle squeeze. “I love you, baby.” She said softly. She sighed contently as he kissed her head. She laid over on him and held his hand, snuggling into him. “I can’t imagine my life without you, Eli.” She said softly, “I love this…I love us. I love how happy and at peace I am with you, even though everything’s so crazy around us. It’s perfect. You’re perfect.” She kissed him back, smiling into the kiss.

Becky adjusted herself in his arms, turning over on her side where she could look into his pretty green eyes. She kissed him back gently, smiling into the kiss. “You’re not too bad yourself.” She giggled, keeping herself close to him as he pulled the covers over them. She snuggled in, letting the warmth of the covers and Eli’s body heat take her over. Becky closed her eyes for a moment, “This is why I will never be able to sleep on my own again. This right here is why.” She giggled, “Your body heat, and the comfort of being in your arms, and the sound of your heartbeat…it’s so peaceful, and I fall asleep like this so easily. Ugh, I need to find a way to have you in bed with me every night.” She smiled. As he smirked down at her, asking about her new idea, she smirked back. “Well, kind of…” she trailed off, “I kind of, really want to have sex in the shower…and you know how you talked about using your mouth on me?” A bright blush crossed her face, “I-I really want that too, and…I’ll do it back, don’t worry.” She brushed a piece of hair behind her ear nervously.

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Vulnerable

Eli and Becky spend his birthday together, but Becky has something up her sleeve. 

Eli had been online while Becky watched TV, occasionally he’d glance over at her or kiss her on the cheek just because he wanted to. He had gone shopping for her knowing it was his birthday, but he also knew hers was coming up soon. After shopping, had the gifts for Becky professionally gift wrapped, went back to the hotel and started to strip down to his boxers since it’s what he’s been wearing for the most part. It was obvious that she’d find the presents so he didn’t bother hiding them due to the fact that they were gift wrapped and to him it’d be pointless so he just put the bag in the closet so it wouldn’t tease her as much. 

As he surfed tumblr for anything interesting, Eli noticed a post by Becky seeing that she had icing that was black and looked at her with a raised brow as she held it up, then quickly typed a reply. He knew that she was watching him read her replies to him so she could see his facial expressions and didn’t mind. After telling her to strip, he looked up to see she was in the bathroom and her phone was missing meaning she had it with her causing him to chuckle. Occasionally, Eli glanced up at the closed bathroom door as he continued to talk to Becky on tumblr. Once she mentioned only being in his t-shirt, his mind went into the gutter as he went to get his wallet for a condom, then put it in the drawer next to the bedside table, he no longer cared about licking the icing off her. 

While Eli waited he started to remember the events from the night before. Their make out sessions started to escalate a lot. They ended up dry humping in the back of CeCe’s SUV. Eli’s eyes continued to glance at the closed bathroom door, this time in anticipation. He didn’t know when Becky would emerge from behind the closed door and he knew that he wouldn’t be able to keep his eyes off her considering the fact that she told him she was only wearing his shirt which to him meant that she discarded her underwear. As he continued to wait he surfed tumblr and looked back up at the bathroom door. “Becks I’m sure you look gorgeous.” he said hoping it would boost her confidence if she was feeling self confident.

Becky had been lying next to Eli, snuggled into his chest as she watched TV. She was totally comfortable, resting against him as he would lean down and occasionally kiss her cheek or hold her closer. When she noticed he was online on his phone, Becky made a post about having the black icing, making sure he’d see it. A few seconds later, he replied. She looked up at him and smirked before getting up, walking over to the table where her purse was sitting. She dug down in her back and pulled out the small tub of icing, smirking a little. When he simply looked at her and told her to strip, Becky froze at first. The way he said it sounded so demanding, and at first, it made her feel a little uncomfortable. Once she pushed the thought aside, reminding herself that Eli loved her, and that he’s nothing like Justin, she glanced over at him one last time ebfore moving into the bathroom.

On the way to the bathroom, she stopped by the bed and grabbed her phone without even looking at Eli, knowing the anticipation was probably already killing him. When she got to the bathroom, she quickly changed out of her  clothes until she was standing in front of the mirror in her underwear. She studied her body in the mirror nervously. No one had ever seen her fully naked before. When Justin took her virginity through force, he didn’t even bother getting her fully undressed, making the whole situation much worse. She cautiously slipped her bra off of her shoulders and then slipped her panties off until they were in the floor beside of her. Becky paused a moment, running her hands down her legs to make sure she didn’t need to shave at lightening fast speed just to be safe. She grabbed her perfume and sprayed a little bit on herself before running her hands through her hair nervously. She grabbed Eli’s Dead Hand t-shirt that was  on the floor from his shower earlier and slipped it over her head.

She took comfort in the fact that it smelled like Eli. Becky sighed softly, taking in the scent for a little bit. Eli’s voice caught her attention, telling her that she probably looked gorgeous. She smiled to herself before hesitantly walking to the door. She opened it up and walked into the threshhold of the door, leaning against the frame, sticking her hip out a little bit. “Oh really?” she giggled, “I think you should be the judge of that.” Becky blushed a little, feeling a little more exposed in front of him. She walked over towards the bed and laid down beside of him, rolling onto her side. “I love you.” she smiled at him softly.

When Becky walked out of the bathroom, Eli’s eyes widened as he reached over for the icing. He knew he asked her if she wanted to, though also remembered she said she thinks she’s ready, thinks being the operative word in Eli’s head. “Really.” he muttered as he watched her walk over to the bed. A smile fell upon his face when she laid down beside him and he smiled down at her. “I didn’t mean for you to completely strip.” he whispered and kissed her chastely. “I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable. If you do start to get uncomfortable tell me and I’ll stop.” he assured and moved her so she was sitting in between his legs as he wrapped his arms around her, he knew he wouldn’t have sex with her right now and that if they get to that point, he’d take it slow. 

Once Becky was settled between his legs, he reached for the icing and moved the small tube in front of her as he held it. “So about this icing. I’m not going to lick it off your stomach right now due to the fact of your lack in clothing under my shirt.” he admitted. “I do want to, hell I like the fact you’re wearing nothing but my shirt, but I want to make sure you’re absolutely ready.” he kissed her temple and moved the hair off her neck, then placed soft pecks on her skin as he opened the tube of icing. The minute the tube was open he put some on her skin, then licked and sucked it off her. “Ok, I think that was enough for now because I don’t want to seem like I’m rushing things.” he whispered and kissed her temple. “I love you so fucking much, Becks. I just want to make sure you’re ready if we do make love, I want you to be 110% sure.” he whispered lovingly so she knew

Becky laughed as he told her that she didn’t have to strip totally out of her clothes. “Look at you. You’ve got your girlfriend totally naked under your t-shirt, and you’re complaining? No way.” She kissed him back, scooting between his legs. Becky laid back against his chest, sighing contently. She laced his fingers with hers and gave his hands a gentle squeeze as he talked to her. “I’m okay, I promise.” She smiled as he held her close, “I’ll tell you if I want you to stop, but I kind of really want you to make love to me. I’ve never felt this way about anyone before.”

She smiled as he put the tube of black icing in front of her. “What about this icing, Eli?” She giggled, letting her fingers brush against the tube gently. When he said that he didn’t want to lick it off of her stomach quite yet, she nodded, “That’s fine. You know, there are other places you could lick it off of me.” Almost immediately after her response, Eli moved her hair and began to kiss along her neck. She tilted her head to the side a little to give him more access to her skin. She closed her eyes, sighing softly at the contact. Becky barely heard the top of the tube pop off, but as soon as she felt the icing on her neck, her breath hitched, knowing what was coming next. Eli’s tongue dragged against her sking, licking and sucking the dark icing off of her skin. “Oh…E-Eli.” She could barely hold back her moan.

Becky turned around where she was facing him, taking the tube of icing from his hands. She leaned down and kissed him slowly, tasting the sweet flavor of the icing on his lips. She pulled her lips away from his and then took the top off of the tube. Becky squeezed some onto Eli’s collarbone, and then kissed her way down his neck until she reached the icing line. She glanced up at him, her blue eyes starting to get clouded with lust. Then, she licked the icing right off of his neck and gently sucked and bit at the skin on his collarbone.

A slight chuckle escaped Eli’s lips when Becky mentioned him complaining. “No, I’m not complaining, I just don’t want you to feel uncomfortable.” he assured. “Other than that I’m pretty happy knowing you do have anything on under my shirt.” he smirked as Becky laced their fingers together. “I want to make love to you too and I feel the same way you do. I can honestly say I’ve never felt this with anyone before. It’s hard to describe, but it’s more than just love.” he whispered.

Eli smirked as Becky tilted her head to the side in order to give him more room to kiss and lick her neck. As her breath hitched, Eli smirked knowing that he hadn’t done anything, but also knew that she was anticipating it. When the soft moan escaped Becky’s lips, Eli softly let his eyes roll to the back of his head as he enjoyed the sounds she was emitting. “Such a turn on, babe.” he whispered lovingly in her ear as he licked the icing off his lips. 

Once Becky turned to face Eli, he immediately licked his lips and smirked at her, only to have her take the tube of icing from him, not that he minded. He kissed her back the minute her lips pressed against his, his hands moving to her back. The minute Becky broke the kiss to take the top off of the icing, Eli watched her in anticipation to see what she’d do next. When she started to squeeze the icing on his collarbone, Eli tilted his head a little to give her room to work with. A soft moan elicited Eli’s lips once he felt Becky’s lips on his neck, everything felt great. Eli pulled Becky closer to him as she licked the icing. “Ah.” he whimpered as she started to nip and bite his skin. “Fuck, Becks.” he moaned as he absentmindedly thrust his hips into hers. 

The moment she was done licking the icing off his neck, Eli pressed his lips against hers and moved so she was laying on the bed. Once he was atop her, Eli broke the kiss and looked down into her eyes. “Stop me if I’m going too fast.” he whispered and moved to remove her shirt. He couldn’t take his eyes off how gorgeous her body was and then noticed he was staring. “Sorry, you’re just…. so sexy.” he whispered and reached for the icing. Slowly he started to draw a line from the center of her abdomen to her belly button, then started to slowly, tauntingly lick it off her skin

“I’m fine, Eli.” she smiled, bringing his hand up to her lips, pressing a kiss to his knuckle, “Don’t worry about me, okay?” Becky snuggled into him a little bit, taking in his scent and his warmth that surrounded her. “I know what you mean. I just love you so much, and I can’t explain it.” she giggled, looking up at him, “I’m just…ready for this.” She paused, sitting up a little to press a quick kiss to his lips. “I’m ready for you to make love to me, and for us to be one. Everything’s perfect.”

Becky couldn’t help the emotion and feelings that she was getting from the way Eli kissed her neck. It was driving her crazy, and her moans and sighs were just a product of that. She bit her lip, shivering at the way he whispered in her ear. “Y-You’re the one that does these…these things to me.” she smirked, “You’re the only one that can make me moan out like that.” Her smirk turned up into a smile when he licked his lips. She pressed her lips to his in a gentle, but more passionate kiss. She smiled into the kiss a little before breaking it, reaching for the tube of icing.

The distinct black line she made with the icing caused a grin to appear on her face. She leaned down and licked and sucked his skin clean. She fed off of his all too alluring moans and sounds, sucking and biting on his neck a little rougher. She knew it’d probably end up leaving a mark, but to her, there was something strangely sexy about marking up her boyfriend where everyone knew he was hers. However, when his hips thrust up into her exposed core, she let out a loud moan, throwing her head back in pleasure. “Oh f-fuck, Eli…” The tension between her thighs was becoming oh-too-much already, and all she wanted was for him to lay her down and have his way with her.

Becky kissed him back the second that his lips were on hers, moving back on his lips just as passionately. He flipped them over, where he was on top of her, causing a little whimper to escape her throat.She nodded at his statement and then shivered as he removed his shirt on her small frame. Suddenly, it hit her that she was fully naked in front of Eli. She felt her whole body turn a bright shade of red. She knew he’d seen her in her underwear before, but being completely naked was something totally different. Becky hesitantly lifted her hands up to cover her chest nervously, looking down at Eli, who was completely staring her down.

When he told her that she was sexy, she slowly moved her hands out of the way, letting him see her totally uncovered again. “I love you.” she said softly. She watched him get the icing, drawing a line from right around her rib cage down to her belly button. She shivered at the cool feeling of the icing, gripping the sheets beside of her a little bit. Her core was throbbing with anticipation, knowing that his mouth would soon be on her. As his tongue made contact with her skin, her back arched up against his lips. “Oh…Oh, Eli…” she moaned loudly, her hips twitched a little underneath him, the tension growing greater with every movement of his tongue.

When Becky started to roughly suck and bite his neck, Eli let out a few more moans and held her closer to him as he became fully hard. “Fuck, Becky.” he breathed as he kept his head tilted to the side. Hearing Becky moan loudly made Eli thrust his hips into hers again knowing his boxers were on, he wasn’t ready to go that far just yet. He knew he was agnsty, but didn’t want to jump right into sex just yet, he wanted to wait as long as he could that way he could fully enjoy her body. 

Hearing her moan as he gently flipped them over, made Eli smirk as he removed her only article of clothing knowing he wasn’t removing his boxers until he was ready to make love to her. Once Becky shivered Eli wanted to hold her close, but couldn’t take his eyes off her gorgeous frame, even when she covered up her body with her hands. He wanted to move his hands to her breasts to push hers out of the way and grope her, but couldn’t since he was too in awe at the sight of her laying unclothed beneath her. 

The minute she moved her hands and reveal her body again, Eli started to move his but couldn’t. “I love you too.” he whispered lovingly as he got the icing and put it on her body again. He wasn’t sure if he’d be able to take her putting more icing on his body only to lick it off. Once she moaned loudly as he licked the icing off her stomach, he smirked and moved his hand to her back when her body arched into his. The minute the icing was gone off her body, he started to nip and suck on her stomach leaving a few hickeys on her skin, then made his way to her neck making sure to kiss both of her breast as he did so. He was happy that he was able to fit her breast in his mouth and in one of his hands. His tongue swirled around her nipple as he groped the other one, then switched after a few minutes giving the opposite breast the same treatment and started to kiss his way up to her neck again. Without warning he started to thrust his hips into hers as he left a hickey on her neck to stop himself from calling out. After breaking apart from her neck, he smirked down at his work, then pressed a kiss to her lips. “I can’t wait any longer.” he whispered and reached for the condom he put in the drawer. 

Once the condom was in his hands, he moved to kneel between Becky’s legs. Eli started to blush slightly, as he removed his boxers in front of her allowing her to see all of him. The minute his boxers were pushed down far enough for him to kick them off he opened the condom with his teeth, his eyes never leaving Becky’s face and body. When the condom was on, he looked down to Becky and kissed her head as he moved to hover over her once more. He kicked his boxers off and then looked into her eyes. “If it hurts bite, scratch, or do whatever you have to. I’ll stop if needed.” he assured not knowing if it would hurt as bad her second time. 

Slowly Eli reached between them, aligned himself with her entrance, and started to push in. His breath hitched as he entered her and bit his bottom lip, from past experiences he knew that if she were in pain that it would hurt less if he moved right away so he did. He slowly started to thrust himself in and out of her and kiss her neck to hold back his noises. “Holy shit, babe. You’re so tight and wet.” he breathed. 

Becky blushed harder as she noticed his stares. “Eli…” she giggled a little bit, “You’re gawking.” She reached up and caressed his cheek gently, starting to feel a little bit more comfortable with herself being in this position with him. “You make me feel so beautiful.” she said softly, smiling at him as he began to put more icing on her body. Eli’s lips on her stomach felt amazing, and she could help but shiver again as Eli’s hand trailed down her back.

“Eli…” she let her head fall back in pleasure as he nipped and sucked on her stomach. Her hand reached down to grip his hair as he kissed her body, but as soon as she went to reach for him, his lips moved to her breasts. She gasped loudly, causing her to wrap her legs around his waist again, thrusting her hips into his. “F-Fuck…oh fuck…baby…” she moaned out, tangling her fingers into his hair as he massaged her breasts. His hips began to thrust into hers as he kissed up her neck, and she tugged his hair a little. This was it. The tension between her legs was becoming too much to handle. “Eli…please…I need you.” she breathed out, “I need you inside of me. Make love to me.” 

Becky’s bottom lip darted between her teeth as she reached down to help him pull his boxers off. Once she finally saw all of him, she hesistantly reached between them and let her fingertips brush against the length of his shaft a few times, smirking at him a little. Her body immediately reacted to seeing him tear the condom open and slide it on his length. She spread her legs for him, allowing him room. She sighed contently as he kissed her head, moving over her. “O-Okay…” Becky nodded at him, a little nervous, wondering if it would hurt as badly the second time. “I love you, Eli.” She sat up a little and pressed a chaste kiss to his lips before laying back down underneath him. 

As Eli started to push in, a lesser version of the pain she’d felt during her first time came over her. He was a lot bigger than Justin, and he filled her completely. Becky gasped out a little, hiding her face in the side of Eli’s neck, digging her nails into his shoulders. It didn’t hurt so much that she needed to bite down on him or completely grip his back. It hurt just enough, though, that she just wanted him close. As he started to move in and out of her, kissing her necky slowly, the pain subsided and soon turned to pleasure. She began to move her hips in time with his, moaning out as he kept moving inside of her. “Oh my god…Eli…” she breathed, moving to wrap her legs around his hips, bringing him in closer to her at a slightly different angle. As she kept moving in time with him, she completely lost her ability to stay quiet underneath him, her moans growing louder as time passed. “Fuck…Eli…don’t stop.” she moaned out, “H-Harder, baby…” 

When Becky started to brush her fingertips against him, Eli let out a soft moan in approval as he closed hie eyes in pleasure for a moment before putting on the condom. Once Becky opened her legs more, he caressed her thigh and smirked at her. “I love you too.” he whispered as she kissed him chastely. 

Once Becky started to hold him close to her and dig her nails into his shoulders as he pushed in her, he bit his bottom lip a little harder before kissing her neck. Once she started to move her hips with his, Eli took the hint that she was no longer in pain and started to let out a few moans. “Holy fuck, Becks.” he whimpered as she wrapped her legs around his ways and started to move a little faster. When her moans started to get louder, Eli knew that she was enjoying herself and placed a few kisses to her neck liking the fact he could make her moan. “I don’t plan on stopping this soon.” he whimpered when she told him not to stop, then obeyed her by starting to go harder into her. 

His hand moved to caress her thigh as he moved to look into her eyes with his lust filled ones for a moment before burying his head back into her neck as he closed his eyes to let out a slightly loud groan, his mouth gently pressed against her shoulder as he let out a few more groans. Soon his thrusts started to pick up in pace and force as he moved again, this time to press a kiss to her lips and make out with her, letting a few moans and groans into the kiss. “Holy fuck.” he breathed as they pulled away and let out a few groans between his closed lips as he started to move harder into her in order to feel more pleasure. “Becky.” he whimpered and started to move his hand from her thigh to her breast. 

Becky thrusted her hips up to match his as he increaed his speed. “Ahh…babe…” she gripped his hips tighter with her thighs as he started to go harder into her. His speed, plus how roughly he was thrusting in and out of her, gave the blonde amazing pleasure. Her thoughts were foggy and incoherent, and all she could think about was how much she loved Eli, and how good it felt for him to finally make love to her. She let her arms wrap around him, gripping his back tightly as he thrust even harder into her. “Fuck!” she called out, dragging her nails down his back, “Oh my god, Eli…yes…” 

She began to feel herself tighten around him a little more, and the pleasure built up more and more inside of her. “Eli…I’m close…” she groaned out, “I’m so fucking close, babe.” The combination of Eli’s moans, his hard, deep, thrusts, and the movements of his hand on her breast just brought her closer and closer by the moment. Her thoughts were so fixated on how desperate she was for Eli that she was unaware of everything that was coming out of her mouth at this point. “Eli…make me cum…” she breathed out, “Oh god…” 

Her hips began to speed up against his, her gasps and moans getting louder as she rapidly approached her climax. “Oh god…Oh god…more…” she panted, dragging her nails down his back again. Within moments, Becky’s walls crashed around Eli, sending her into a tailspin of his name, paired with explitives and moans. “Fuck, Eli!” she moaned loudly as she slowly began to come down from her orgasm. “I love you so fucking much.” she breathed out, giggling a little before pressing her lips to his gently.

As Becky drug her nails down his back, Eli moaned in pleasure and gripped onto her side a little, making sure not to hurt her as her thighs gripped his waist tighter. When he felt her walls closing around him, Eli let out a few more moans and whimpers knowing he was starting to get close. “Shit, Becks.” he breathed as she mentioned she was close, then kept his pace and force the same as he pressed his lips against hers. Emitting a few moans into the kiss, Eli moved his hand from her waist in fear that he’d hurt her if he squeezed too hard and pulled apart from the kiss. 

The moment he heard Becky tell him to make her cum, he took it as an order. He started to leave a few hickeys on her neck knowing how they drove her crazy. When she started to thrust her hips into his meeting his hard and fast pace, he started to suck harder on her neck as he let out more moans. Once he heard her say more, he started to thrust animalistically in and out of her as he moaned more frequently, then pulled from her neck. “I’m close.” he breathed, his body now covered in a thin sheen of sweat. Feeling Becky’s walls close around him and her swearing and moaning his name just about caused Eli to lose it. “I’m about to..” he whimpered feeling her walls still contracting around him. “I’m about to..” he was cut off as he came. His thrusts started to slow down allowing both of them to ride out their orgasm, then looked down at her. “I love you too.” he whispered and kissed her forehead as he panted a little and kissed back before pulling out of her. 

Once he pulled out of Becky, he moved to lay beside her, threw the condom away and cleaned up, then covered them up. He opened his arms for her to lay in and smiled. “Holy shit.” he finally breathed and kissed her head. “How was your first consensual time?” he asked as he looked down into her eyes. “Aside from the scratches that are most likely going to leave marks on my back.” he chuckled and gently lifted her head to kiss her chastely. “I don’t if the scratching left marks, it’s just another way letting everyone know I’m yours.” he smirked as he pulled away from the kiss. 

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First Date

Eli and Becky go on their first date. 

When Eli woke up, he knew that today was the day he and Becky were going to go on their first date. He smiled as he saw Becky laying in his arms wide awake and kissed her head as he fixed himself. “Morning, beautiful.” he smirked and went on tumblr mobile before falling back asleep for an hour. Once he woke up, he was alone in the bed causing him to look around, Juliette and Becky weren’t around, but there was water running in the bathroom as well as Becky’s laughs and her voice could be heard. Eli softly let out a groan as he rolled over onto his back hoping his morning wood would go away before Becky walked out of the bathroom. Normally he’d wake up before her, fix himself, then go back to sleep so she wouldn’t feel him or notice. Luckily for him, it worked. 

When the bathroom door opened, he chuckled as a wet Juliette ran out and fell asleep by the heater, he threw a few towels over her only to have her lay on them causing him to chuckle more. Once he saw Becky he smiled at her as he walked towards her. He placed his hands on her hips and looked into her eyes. “I love you.” he whispered and placed a few kisses on her lips, letting his tongue move in and out of her mouth. “Damn.” he muttered as he pulled away. “Sorry, couldn’t help it.” he whispered as he smiled at her. “Date night tonight.” he smirked and held her for a few minutes before spending time with her. 

Once it was getting close to the time of their date, Eli informed Becky and watched as she entered the bathroom with some of her clothes keeping them hidden from him, not that he minded. The minute the door was closed he opened the closet door and pulled out one of his recently bought outfits since he knew that he wanted to take her on a date and didn’t bring any clothes. He dressed into a black button up, black polka-dot and skull tie, black skinny jeans, and black dress shoes, then put on some cologne and fixed his hair so it wasn’t messy. The minute he was dressed he looked at Juliette and chuckled a little as she slept, then sat on the bed as he waited for Becky to emerge from the bathroom. 

Becky woke up on her own and adjusted herself in Eli’s arms, looking over at the clock. It wasn’t super late yet, so she rolled back over on her side, watching Eli sleep peacefully. Her hand came up to caress his face gently before pushing a few pieces of dark, shaggy, hair out of his face. “I love you.” She whispered in a low, almost silent, voice. Within minutes, Eli slowly began to wake up, smiling at her.  A wide smile crossed her face as his lips brushed against her forehead. “Morning, love.” She said back, yawning a little. She snuggled back into his chest as he played with his phone. She almost fell back asleep when Juliet walked over to the bed and jumped up on it, nudging Becky’s legs, obviously wanting to go out. “Shh…I got it.” She glanced down at the rambunctious dog. She scooted out of Eli’s arms and went out with the dog, only to come in a few minutes later with a soaking wet dog and a frown on her face. She scooped Juliette up and carried her to the bathroom, giving her a bath while Eli kept sleeping. Finally, after fighting the blonde pup for a while, she finally let her out of the bathroom. She was dripping wet, and she quickly barreled over to the heater, lying down beside of it.

Becky watched Eli as he walked over to her. Her lips curved up into a smile as he got closer, letting his hands rest on her hips. She wrapped her arms around him, pressing herself against him a little bit. Her smile was bright as he told her he loved her. “I love you too.” She kissed him back, letting his tongue slip past her lips, battling against hers for dominance.  Becky pressed herself against him a little more as the kiss deepened, a soft moan escaping her lips. When Eli finally pulled away, Becky whimpered softly from the lack of contact. She blushed a little, smiling softly, “No, you don’t have to apologize. I-It’s not like I was complaining.” She giggled. Her head came to rest on his chest as he mentioned their date. She nodded a little, “Yes sir. You better not have forgotten.” Becky let her eyes drift shut for a little bit as he held her, completely content with their position until he finally let go and moved back to the bed. She followed behind him and snuggled into his side.

Eli finally told her that it was almost time for their date a little while later. She sat up and stretched a little, and then leaned down and pressed a chaste kiss to his lips. “I’ll be back in a few.” She smiled. Becky got up and walked to the closet, pulling out her sweater dress, tights and glittery Tom’s. She piled all of the clothes on her hand and then grabbed her jewelry bag and her purse. She didn’t originally plan to bring makeup with her, after Eli told her she looked better without it. She worried about how she was going to dress up without it, until she remembered her makeup bag in her purse. Becky got ready a little more quickly than usual, obviously excited about the date. When she was done she pushed her old clothes into a pile in the bathroom floor, making a mental note to pick them up later before emerging from the bathroom with her eyes set on the ground, nervous for Eli to see her dressed like she was. “Ready?” she finally looked over at him, smiling at his appearance. “Wow,” Becky smiled, “You look amazing.” She walked up to him and playfully ran her hands along the length of his tie

The minute Becky moaned into the kiss, Eli wanted to go farther. Once he pulled apart to hear her whimper he looked into her eyes and glued their foreheads together. “I know the feeling and that was a turn on.” he whispered referring to her moan and held her as she rested her head against his chest. “That’s why I was apologizing. I don’t want to tease you right now.” he admitted and kissed the top of her head. Everything was perfect to him, she was more than what he could ever ask for. He nearly fell asleep as they cuddled. 

Once Becky emerged from the bathroom for their date, Eli stood up and kept his eyes fixated on her as he licked his lips a few times, thankful that she was busy putting stuff away. “Wow is right.” he muttered as he tried to take his eyes off her. “You look radiant, pulchritudinous.” he said honestly and kept his eyes on her as she ran her hand along the length of his tie. “Becks.” he said grabbing her attention only to place a passionate kiss on her lips. His hands moving around her waist as he held her closer to him. As their lips locked he moved his hand to the small of her back and his other hand on her shoulder blades while they made out for a little. “Becks, we seriously need to stop before we go farther.” he whispered against her lips before kissing her once more. “I love you.” he smirked and kissed her forehead, then moved so he could lace their fingers together. “Let’s start our date.” he smiled down at her as he escorted her out of their hotel room, shutting the door behind them. 

When they reached the car, Eli opened Becky’s door, then shut it once she was in side and hopped in the driver’s side. Once he put on his seat belt, he looked over at Becky and leaned in for a chaste kiss. “Now to the Italian Bistro.” he smirked once he pulled away and started the engine. After pulling out of the parking lot, Eli laced his fingers with Becky’s as they drove. Eli often glanced over at Becky as he stole a few glances showing her how much he loves her. The moment they arrived at the restaurant, Eli helped Becky out and held his arm out for her to lace her hands around his bicep. “Shall we, my angel?” he smiled at her and lead her inside. 

Becky blushed a bright shade of red once Eli told her that she’d turned him on. She let her hand run down his chest, smiling softly. “I’m glad I can get to you like that.” She smiled, “It makes me feel good. I’m not sure why, but it does.” She snuggled up against him, letting her hand rub his back gently as she listened to him speak. “Yeah, we should probably go on this date instead of kissing until we end up making out on the bed all night.” She laughed softly. As they lay next to each other, Becky let her hand reach up and rub small circles in his chest soothingly, noticing he was nearly about to fall asleep.

“Ooh, big words.” She giggled, wrapping her arms around his neck after she came out of the bathroom, “I guess I must look pretty good then.” Becky pressed her lips to his gently and then pulled back, playing with his tie. He spoke her name softly, causing her to look up, only for him to kiss her passionately. She couldn’t help but let out a few soft moans as his hands moved along her hips and back. She arched into him, pressing her chest into his, wrapping one of her legs back around his as they kissed. The passion was causing Becky’s heart to race, and almost suddenly, she just wanted more of him. She knew that would break the boundaries they’d set, but she couldn’t help it with the way he was kissing her.  When he pulled back, she sighed a little, breathing heavily. “Y-Yeah, we should probably stop.” She bit her lip, “I was about two seconds from loosening your tie and just forgetting everything.” Becky caught her breath, kissing him back shortly before taking his hand, heading out the door.

Becky slid into the car and watched Eli cross over to the driver’s side, getting in and buckling his seatbelt. She leaned in and kissed him back, smiling at him brightly once the kiss broke. When they pulled off, Becky held his hand as he took hers, looking out the window for a bit until she glanced over at him and caught his gaze at her. She blushed brightly, looking down. “I love you.” She said softly, a smile playing on her lips. When they arrived, Becky got out and held on to Eli’s arm as they walked inside.

Eli chuckled when Becky mentioned the big words and smirked. “Pulchritudinous means obtaining absolute beauty.” he clarified unsure if she knew the definition or not. It was something he kept to himself, he liked reading and Palahniuk was one of his favorite authors, but one thing that he’d read was the dictionary in fear that he’d lose his expediential vocabulary. Once Becky put her leg around his, Eli picked her up and started to kiss her frantically until he put her down and broke the kiss, then listened to her words. “I was three seconds from laying you on the bed, removing your clothing, and making love to you.” he admitted as he licked his lips being completely and brutally honest with her. “But I think that the minute I subconsciously look for a condom would ultimately be the downfall to everything especially since unprotected sex leads to pregnancy and we’re still in school.” he stated honestly. 

The minute they walked into the restaurant he looked around at how marvelous the interior was and walked to the hostess. “Two please under Goldsworthy.” he informed and watched as the waitress picked up two menus and lead them to a table. “My lady.” Eli smirked at Becky and pulled her chair out for her, then helped her push in before sitting across from her. “Order anything you want.” he assured as he picked up his menu as he looked over it, then reached to lace their fingers together. “I love you.” he whispered as he glanced up for a moment, then kissed the back of her hand. They were taking things at their own pace and loving every minute of it. “Is it bad that I can’t get earlier out of my mind?” Eli asked referring to the make out session before they left. 

Not long after placing their orders, Eli looked around and smirked before getting up. “Let’s go.” he smiled at Becky before taking her hand. He lead her to a dark area in the restaurant where there really wasn’t any foot traffic, but looked like an unused area with spare tables, then sat down on a chair. Once he was sitting, he immediately put Becky on his lap, cupped her cheek and kissed her passionately. A soft moan elicited his lips as he deepened the kiss a little and held her close to him. Eli knew they wouldn’t do anything aside from making out due to the obvious reasons. “I love you so much.” he whispered between kisses and started kissing down her neck and groaned a little. “I’m starting to get hard.” he whispered in case she started to feel him, then kissed his way back up to her lips. 

Becky giggled, honestly not knowing what the word meant until he explained it. “Well, that’s absolutely sweet of you.” she smiled, kissing his cheek. She looked into his eyes, unable to stop smiling at him. He really was everything she could ever hope and dream for. Eli loved her, and took care of her, and treated her like a princess. That was all she’d ever wanted out of a boyfriend. Within seconds of her lips pressing back on to his, Eli lifted her up, letting her wrap her legs around his waist. She kissed him back feverishly, letting her hands get tangled into his hair as she pulled him in closer. “Oh…gosh…” she breathed inbetween kisses, moving back on his lips within seconds of breaking the kiss momentarily. He then sat her back on the ground and broke the kiss again. Becky’s heart rate picked up, and she bit down on her lip and shivered a little. “E-Eli…” she sighed under her breath. There was something about the way Eli said what he said to her that made it sound so hot. “Yeah, we probably shouldn’t have kids right now, like you said.” she laughed, still trying to catch her breath.

Becky gave Eli’s arm a loving squeeze as they walked in and got situated at a table. She sat down and then watched Eli take a seat across from her. She started glancing through the menu curiously when he reached over and took her hand. She helped him lace their fingers together and smiled at him when he kissed the back of her hand. “You’re quite the charmer, you know that?” she giggled, giving his hand a little pressure. She’d been silent for a while until Eli spoke up. “No, it’s not bad at all. I-I mean…I can’t either.” she stammered, “Especially when you said you…you…wanted to make love to me.” Her face flushed a bright smile as she spoke, “That just…I don’t know…that really made me want you.”

Becky placed her order, taking a sip of her drink. She had been talking to Eli for a little bit until he started looking around. Her eyes followed his, trying to find out what he was looking for until he stood up. When he told her to go, Becky held out her hand and let him drag her to a back, dark, area in the restaurant. At first, she smiled down at him on the chair utnil she was pulled down onto Eli’s lap into a passionate kiss. Becky adjusted her position where she was straddling the older boy. He moaned into the kiss as she wrapped her arms around his neck letting her fingers twist through his hair. “Eli…” she moaned softly between kisses. Her kisses were shortening, due to their lack of breath until finally, he broke the kiss. “I love you too.” she breathed heavily. He began to kiss down her neck, causing her to grip his hair tighter. Her head fell back a little in pleasure as she let out a little bit louder moan. When he told her he was getting hard, she rolled her hips against his, feeling his growing erection press against her core. “Oh gosh, Eli…” she breathed out, “I want you…” Becky’s hips pressed against his again as they kissed, moaning out against his lips.

Eli smirked when Becky called him a charmer and closed his eyes for a moment. “Only when it comes to you. I like knowing I can make you happy, feel safe, and it’s also one of my ways of letting you know how much I love you and how much you mean to me.” he admitted and realized that he was slowly falling more in love with her each day. She never ceased to amaze him and everything with Becky was new to him. When Becky admitted to how she felt, Eli smirked at her. “I actually want you almost always.” he admitted softly. He knew there have been times where he didn’t want to stop the make out session and just go farther, but he’s always stopped knowing that she’s not ready. 

As Becky moaned louder, Eli could feel his eyes start to become even more clouded with lust. “Becky.” he moaned as she rolled her hips into his and moved his hands onto her hips as he started to push her hips down firmly against his. “I want you too.” he whimpered against her lips and started to kiss down her neck and gently nip at her skin letting out a few whimpers. “Holy shit, Becks.” he whimpered. “I want you so fucking much.” his pants were achingly tight as he pulled his head from her neck and started to make out with her again. He could already sense that she was probably soaked just from their festivities, slowly his hands moved onto her thighs as he slowly ran his hand along her thighs to the fabric of her skirt. “B-Becks.” he whispered breathlessly moving back to kiss her neck and nip on her skin. “I-we-you need to stop me because I can’t.” he admitted as he moved his hands to the her ass as he started to gently bite her neck and kiss her jaw. “T-there’s a condom in my wallet, emergency only.” he breathed between kisses as he moved his lips to hers and started to make out with her, he knew that once he’d mention the condom she’d understand.

As his hips pushed up into hers, Becky rolled her hips harder into his, moaning out from the friction between them. “Ah…E-Eli…” He was driving her absolutely crazy. Her core was already aching for him, and all she could think about was how good it would feel for him to just have his way with her. He began to kiss and bite at her neck, causing her to push her chest up against him more as her hips continued to move against his. His hands moved to her thighs, touching her at a painstakingly slow pace. She let her hips buck a little against him, “Th-That’s where I n-need you…” she panted, leaning in to kiss him back. They continued to make out for a while until Eli broke the kiss, trying to get her to stop. She groaned a little in frustration, smirking down at him as his hands came to rest on her ass. Becky’s hips still moved against his a little, uncomfortable from all of the build up. “I-I…need you to do something…anything…can we go somewhere? I don’t want to go all the way, but I need you…” she breathed heavily, leaning down to whisper in his ear, “I’m s-so…wet for you, babe.” 

Becky couldn’t actually believe that she’d just said that to him, but she couldn’t help it. She’d never experienced such a want or a need for someone before. Eli was what her body absolutely craved, and in that moment, it was absolutely necessary that somehow the tension that had built up between her legs was relieved. As they made out, all she could think about was how much she wanted his hands to travel a little lower until they were brushing against her core. She’d never wanted anyone like she wanted Eli. Eli made her feel like her past didn’t matter, and that he still found her to be perfect no matter what the case may actually be.

Eli listened to Becky as she told him where she needed him and wanted nothing more than to make love to her and give her what he knew they both craved: release, but she hadn’t given him permission. The minute she told him that she needed him to do anything to her, he nodded and listed as she mentioned not wanting to go all the way. “I won’t make love to you.” he whispered as he continued his actions. He needed her, he knew he needed release and couldn’t get it in the restaurant, but his mind was too foggy to think of somewhere else to go at this point. A few groans and grunts surpassed Eli’s lips as he started to meet Becky’s hips with his own, then looked around. 

Once he saw a door leading out the back, he looked at Becky and kissed he as his movements stopped. “The car.” he whispered against her lips and helped her off his lap. The minute he stood up, he wrapped his arms around Becky’s stomach so his erection was pressed against her and hidden from everyone else. “I’m so hard for you.” he whispered seductively as they started to walk. When they left the back way and got to the car, Eli unlocked the back door and folded the seats down to make it look like it was one big trunk. “We can drive to the back of  the restaurant where it’s darker.” he whispered to Becky and helped her in the passenger side, then got in on the drivers side, only to drive the few minutes to the back of the restaurant, then shut off the car. 

Lucky for them it was empty and he shut off the ignition before exiting the car. He walked over to Becky’s side, opened the door, helped her out of the car, and started to kiss her once she was in his arms. “I love you so much.” he whispered knowing they wouldn’t go all the way. After a few kisses, Eli opened the back door and climbed in after Becky before looking around for the pillows he kept in there along with the blanket just in case. Once he found them he put the pillows down, kicked off his shoes, and smirked as he found a towel. His lips again met Becky’s as he started to kiss her frantically, just like in the restaurant. “I’m not going to make love to you.” he whispered so she knew that they were on the same page. He moved his hands back to her ass and started to push down her tights, then undid his belt and removed his pants so he was in his boxers. “Dry humping.” he informed as he moved over top of her and started to thrust his hips into hers. Eli kissed down to Becky’s neck as he took off his tie, next his shirt, then Becky’s dress and started to grind himself against her. “You’re so gorgeous.” he whimpered and started to kiss down to her exposed cleavage, then back up to her lips as he moved the blanket around them. 

Becky nodded at him as he told her that he wouldn’t try to go all the way with her. She chastely kissed him on the lips, letting her hands roam his chest. She continued rocking her hips against his, biting down on her lip to keep herself from moaning out loudly, attracting the attention of the other people in the restaurant. However, when his lips were on hers, groaning into the passionate kiss, Becky couldn’t easily keep herself quiet. His name escaped her lips quite a few times in between kisses, her grip on his shirt tightening almost every time his hips would collide with hers, waves of pleasure beginning to take her over. “Eli, I-I need you now.” She whimpered. She knew she sounded needy, but she couldn’t help it. Having Eli doing these things to her, knowing that they were in a public place, and she couldn’t get half naked and she couldn’t actually get her release here drove her crazy.

She returned the kiss softly, a frustrated sigh leaving her lips as his movements stopped and the uncomfortable throbbing feeling took over her lower half again. Becky nodded when he mentioned the car. “Y-Yeah, that’s fine.” She breathed out, smiling against his lips. She got off of his lap and straightened her dress and hair, hoping it wasn’t too noticeable, considering the fact they were about to walk back through the restaurant in an attempt to get to his car. Suddenly, she felt his arms wrap around her midriff, causing her to smile softly. She was about to instinctively lean back against him when she felt him press his hard on up against her. “E-Eli…” her breath hitched in her throat, eventually coming out in the form of a small moan when he whispered in her ear. They hurriedly headed back to the car, and she waited, watching Eli unlock the door and push the seats down. He mentioned going to the back of the restaurant and she ran a hand through her hair, nodding. “Yeah, that’s fine…perfect, actually.” She breathed, still trying to catch her breath from their session inside.  As soon as they were parked, nerves began to build up inside Becky’s stomach, but they were quickly silenced when Eli helped her out of the car and kissed her. She kissed him back, wrapping her arms around his neck as he held her close. “I love you too.” She said, reaching up to caress his face gently.

Becky climbed into the back of the car and gave Eli a full grin, motioning for him to come in behind her. As soon as Eli put the pillows down, she laid back on her back glancing up at him before he crashed his lips to hers hungrily. Her hands automatically went into his hair, tugging at it a little as the kiss headed up. When he broke the kiss and reminded her again that they weren’t going to go all the way, she nodded. “I love you.” She said softly. His hands moved back behind her to slip her tights down. She helped him get them off before moving her hands down to his pants to help him get his belt and pants off. Once he was in his boxers, she hooked her thumbs into the waistband and pulled him in for another passionate kiss. Her thumbs rubbed the skin along his hip bones for a little before she moved her hands back, allowing him to take off her dress. His lips moved down to her neck as he took the remainder of his clothes off. As soon as Becky got a good look at him in this state, lust took her over. She wanted all of Eli, even though she knew she couldn’t totally have him right there. The second he thrust against her, this time, with a lot less layers, she moaned loudly. “Oh…my…gosh…” she began to rock her hips in time with his, her hands reaching up around him to grip his back as she wrapped her legs around his waist to keep him closer. That motion, combined with the kiss to her cleavage caused her head to slip back in pleasure, “F-Fuck…” she moaned out, not even realizing she’d cursed. She kissed him back, keeping the same rhythm with her hips as his.

“I love you too.” he breathed as Becky started to remove the rest of her tights, then helped him remove his clothing that was starting to get in their way. Once Becky pulled Eli down towards her, he smirked before placing a passionate kiss against her lips, then looked into her eyes knowing she can feel how big he is. “Am I as big as you imagined?” he asked breathlessly as he started to grind himself into her. Eli moaned when Becky started to grip his hips and caused him to get closer to her. “Holy shit.” he whimpered and looked into her eyes. “I can’t wait to make love to you, especially when dry humping feels this good.” he breathed knowing he was in his boxers still and she still had her bra and panties on. He started to gently nip at the top of her breasts as he continued to thrust his hips into hers a little harder, then kissed up to her lips. His hands moved into her panties as he gently squeezed her ass and moaned. “Becky.” he grunted as he started to squeeze her ass a little firmly, but made sure not to hurt her. 

Eli knew that they wouldn’t go farther than this, at least not right now and couldn’t help but wonder how good it would feel if they made love. He moved to kiss her passionately and started to kiss her frantically, he moved his lips to her neck as he started to stuck and bite a little, careful not to leave a mark on her skin. “Becky.” he moaned and looked at her lust filled eyes. “You’re amazing.” he breathed and rested his head in the crook of her neck. His hands moved from her ass to the sides of her head, but moved one hand to her breast as he started to grope her through her bra and closed his eyes as he let out another moan. The lust and love that he has for her was starting to overwhelm him as he kept his hips at the same pace and force. “I want to make love to you so much right now.” he breathed as he started to press himself a little more firmly into her knowing she’d be able to receive more pleasure while he groped her breast, then switched breasts so her neglected one received pleasure as well. Soon a few more moans and whimpers started to emit his lips as they pleased each other. “Holy fuck.” he moaned. 

Becky bit her lip as he pressed himself against her again. She nodded, and then gasped out a quick, “B-Bigger actually…” The feeling of him rubbing against her core was mind blowing. Her hips were moving against his, the grip of her thighs on his hips tightening. Becky moaned out, letting her head fall back into the pillows again out of sheer pleasure. “Mhm…y-you…I want you to so badly right now, baby…” she bit her lip, “W-We can’t though.” His lips on the top of her breasts caused one of her hands to move from his back to his hair, gripping his dark locks tightly. “E-Eli…don’t…ah…don’t stop…” she moaned. His hips rocked harder against hers, and she arched her back fully into him. “Oh god…baby…” she gasped. He kissed up to her lips, and she caught his kiss, deepening it as soon as she could. Becky couldn’t help but moan and sigh against his lips as his hands slipped past her panties and onto her ass. “F-Fuck…” she whimpered out, moving her hands from his hair down to his back, letting her nails scratch down his back a little bit.

Becky tilted her head, letting Eli have a little more access to her neck as he kissed her. “That feels…amazing.” She said, circling her hips against his to add a bit more friction. When he told her that she was amazing, she smiled softly at him, “I love you”. His hands moved from inside of her panties to beside her head, but he slowly trailed his hand over to her breast, moving his hand against her. “Eli…” she moaned out. That was it. That touch did it. She wanted him to just take her right there even though she knew he couldn’t and he would probably try to stop her. However, he began to mention how much he wanted to make love to her, and she began to thrust up against him harder. “I-I want you inside of me so bad, babe.” She moaned, “F-Fuck…I nee—-“ Her thought was cut off by the tension in her lower half almost coming to a peak. “E-Eli…I’m…I’m so close…babe…” She gasped, digging her nails into his back again as the pleasure she was feeling increased. “Oh…oh…d-don’t stop…”

As Becky drug her nails down his back, Eli moaned in pleasure and gripped onto her side a little, making sure not to hurt her as her thighs gripped his waist tighter. When he felt her walls closing around him, Eli let out a few more moans and whimpers knowing he was starting to get close. “Shit, Becks.” he breathed as she mentioned she was close, then kept his pace and force the same as he pressed his lips against hers. Emitting a few moans into the kiss, Eli moved his hand from her waist in fear that he’d hurt her if he squeezed too hard and pulled apart from the kiss. 

The moment he heard Becky tell him to make her cum, he took it as an order. He started to leave a few hickeys on her neck knowing how they drove her crazy. When she started to thrust her hips into his meeting his hard and fast pace, he started to suck harder on her neck as he let out more moans. Once he heard her say more, he started to thrust animalistically in and out of her as he moaned more frequently, then pulled from her neck. “I’m close.” he breathed, his body now covered in a thin sheen of sweat. Feeling Becky’s walls close around him and her swearing and moaning his name just about caused Eli to lose it. “I’m about to..” he whimpered feeling her walls still contracting around him. “I’m about to..” he was cut off as he came. His thrusts started to slow down allowing both of them to ride out their orgasm, then looked down at her. “I love you too.” he whispered and kissed her forehead as he panted a little and kissed back before pulling out of her. 

Once he pulled out of Becky, he moved to lay beside her, threw the condom away and cleaned up, then covered them up. He opened his arms for her to lay in and smiled. “Holy shit.” he finally breathed and kissed her head. “How was your first consensual time?” he asked as he looked down into her eyes. “Aside from the scratches that are most likely going to leave marks on my back.” he chuckled and gently lifted her head to kiss her chastely. “I don’t if the scratching left marks, it’s just another way letting everyone know I’m yours.” he smirked as he pulled away from the kiss. 

When Eli climaxed, his sounds paired with the motion of his hips caused her to moan out a little more. “Oh god, Eli…” she arched her back into him again before reaching around him to pull him in closer to her. She kissed him passionately as his thrusts slowed up a little, allowing her to keep riding out the waves of pleasure that Eli was giving her. He pulled away from the kiss and kissed her forehead, causing her to smile softly at him. He rolled off of her and moved over beside of her, taking a minute to clean up before scooting in close to her.

When he opened his arms for her, Becky slid in and let her head rest on his bare chest, wrapping her arms around him. “I love you so much.” she said, giggling as he cursed, “That good, huh?” She smirked at him. “I’m totally kidding.” she nudged him playfully. He looked down at her, causing her to grin up at him widely. “It was really…really good.” she blushed a bright shade of red. She kissed him back, still smiling into the kiss. “You’re amazing.” she paused, “I didn’t just mean in bed…I meant, like, in general.” Becky moved a hand in front of her face, “I should probably just shut up now.”

When he brought up the scratches, she giggled. “So, you take your shirt off for random people?” she laughed, “You seem to like biting too. Are you a werewolf, and you’re not telling me or something?” Becky scooted up to kiss his cheek softly. “I don’t know who would see them other than me, then.” She pushed the covers down a little to look at her hips, where he’d gripped so tightly. They were still pretty red, and had scratch marks starting to rise up a little bit right near her hipbones. “You got me too.” she said, “So, we’re even, if you ask me.” Becky pulled the covers back over them and settled back into his chest, wrapping her arms back around him.

[my-paras-blog]

A Single Night Without A Ghost In The Walls

After losing Clare, Eli's become depressed and realizes that Becky is too. As the two talk they make a plan to run away to Ottawa together for a few days.

After school let out…or better yet, as soon as she got released from the Principal’s office, Becky promised Adam that she’d meet him out on Jake and Katie’s garden, foolishly enough, because she should’ve known he was probably hanging out with Fiona. She rolled her eyes at the thought. She walked out of the school, and walked down the cement steps, ignoring the stares from her peers. They stared at her because of her wardrobe choices for the day, the makeup that was smeared across her face to no avail, and the cop cars that were supposedly back at school because of something she said. Becky dug down in her bag and put her sunglasses over her face. She felt like hiding away. When she told Adam that she wanted attention, she never meant for it to be like this. She shivered a little, having left her jacket inside her locker. She had tights on with her shorts, but the thin material did no justice to the leather jacket that was hanging inside of her locker.

As soon as she hit the sidewalk, she picked up her pace to a sprint. She ran as fast as her legs could take her, letting the cold air hit her harshly. Becky took it in, welcoming it as it hit her skin, hot from tears, anger, and fear. She got to her house and stopped right by the driveway. Who knew what would happen by the time she got back from Eli’s. She didn’t really want to know. No one was home yet, so, she walked in and grabbed a jacket. She also changed out of her shorts and tights, and into jeans. “Juliette!” she called for her puppy. She waited for a moment, only to hear the dog’s paws thudding against the hardwood as she ran down the hallway. “There you are.” she smiled softly, “We’re going to Eli’s okay? I don’t want you to be scared when the men in the black uniforms come, so you’re going with me.” she bent down and kissed the dogs head, attaching the harness to her small body, “Come on.”

Becky headed out of the house and down the road, following the directions that Eli sent her. She reached up and touched the slightly raw skin on her face, shuddering. “Crap” she said matter-of-factly, remembering that she’d forgotten to touch up her makeup. She shrugged. Like she could honestly get through telling someone about this without crying. That was a joke. She continued walking, gripping the dog’s leash tightly, making sure she didn’t run away, until they reached the Goldsworthy’s front porch. She walked up the steps and rang the doorbell, waiting for Eli to answer.

Once school let out, Eli hopped in the car with Bullfrog and relaxed as he rode home. Normally he’d drive CeCe’s car, but she was working today and he was still saving up for his own, though today Bullfrog was only dropping him off and picking up CeCe only to take her out. He had heard that Becky was going through problems and had even seen it all over the dash, he started to think that it would get worse after what happened with her and Adam. After all he went though the same thing with Clare and KC, then sighed. Sure he was over her and doing better, but he could only imagine how Becky was dealing with everything. When he started to text her, he knew she might feel better talking to him face to face since he’d be able to support her and offer comfort. It was something he didn’t mind doing, helping someone. As he thought for a little he continued to text and ran to his room figuring that his story might offer her some comfort, he’d tell her about Julia if it meant helping her. The minute he got to his room, he grabbed the frame that held a picture with him and Julia, then sighed as he texted back. It was obvious to him that Becky was hurting and deep down, Eli knew he was too, he knew that the events that happened to both of them, though different, he knew it would effect them for the rest  of their lives. People don’t just forget about being raped or losing the person they loved most, it doesn’t happen like that and ran down the stairs. 

After getting a text saying she was going to tell him the longest story he’s ever heard, he chuckled a little, then almost texted back asking if it was longer than the story of him and Julia or him and Clare, but realized she didn’t know about him and Julia so he simply replied with quick remark. Another soft chuckle escaped his lips when he heard how long they’d be there and mentioned getting food. Reading that she’d like a milkshake, Eli smirked. He wasn’t planning on actually going to get food, but he’d get her a milkshake if it made her feel better. Holding the frame in his hand, he put it on the mantel, then walked to the kitchen. He smiled seeing that they had ice cream and everything he needed for a milkshake, put a tall glass in the freezer to ensure that the milkshake would stay cold, then looked at the text again seeing she wasn’t specific on what flavor to make her so he played it safe and made a chocolate milkshake and put it in the cold glass once he was done seeing that she’d be there soon and grabbed snacks from the cabinet. 

Not long after setting everything up for them, he put out the milkshake knowing it was still cold due to the glass. He knew that Bullfrog and CeCe wouldn’t be home until late so he didn’t worry about them walking in as they were talking. Once he heard her knock on the door, he walked to answer it and smiled at her. “Welcome to the Goldsworthy home.” he welcomed and looked down at the small dog. “I don’t know how safe the puppy would be running around in here since it’s not actually dog proof, but I can give her the kitchen and put a gate across so she doesn’t get hurt.” he suggested knowing that there was a lot the puppy could get into especially since not all the doors were closed and he didn’t want the small dog to get hurt. “I hope you don’t mind, but you didn’t mention what kind of milkshake you want so I played it safe by choosing chocolate.” he assured after getting a small bowl of water for the puppy and putting it down for her, he wet a small paper towel, then closed the gate that way they could still hear the small dog bark or make noise and walked over to sit next to Becky. “Ok and let the story telling begin.” he smiled faintly at her and handed her the small wet paper towel. “Your make up is, well, kind of messed up and I’m pretty sure that you’d look better without it.” he tried to make her feel somewhat better.

Becky smiled at him, taking her sunglasses off as she walked inside, pulling Juliette along beside of her. She rubbed at her eyes again, knowing how messed up her makeup was. “I’m sorry I didn’t ask you first, Eli.” she said, looking at him and then looking down at the small dog. “I just didn’t want her there when the police showed up. She was abused as a puppy, and, I don’t know. I didn’t want to scare her anymore.” She spoke. Becky reached down and picked Juliette up, holding her close, no matter how much the dog fought her. “Chocolate is perfect, actually.” she smiled at him, “That’s my favorite.” Becky dropped Juliette down in the kitchen, rubbing her head. “Stay here, and don’t make a mess.” she looked the dog in the eye, standing up to face Eli. “I know she can’t understand me, but I still talk to her.” she laughed a little. She watched Eli fill up the bowl of water and sit it on the ground, flashing him a smile. “You’re so sweet, Eli. Thank you for all of this.” she ran a hand through her hair. 

She walked over to the couch and sat down, crossing her legs. Becky rubbed at her eyes again, because her running mascara was itching her face a little bit. Eli came and sat down beside her, and she turned to face him to see that he was holding out a wet paper towel. She graciously took it from him, smiling, “Thanks.” Her face flushed a light shade of red as he told her that she probably looked better without it. “You’re the second boy to tell me that today. I guess the whole ‘new look’ thing isn’t really necessary after all, is it?” she chuckled softly, wiping the makeup off of her eyes until it was all gone. “There” she balled up the paper towel and sat it on the coffee table in front of them, and then reached over to grab her milkshake.

Becky took a sip, shivering as the cold drink went down her throat. “It’s really good, Eli.” she smiled, “Most guys wouldn’t know how to do this…or they’d leave the top off of the blender, like Luke.” She pursed her lips, shaking her head. “So, from the beginning…” she took a deep breath, “I’d never had a boyfriend until last year, around September. I’d never been kissed. No one had ever held my hand. The only guys that hugged me on the regular basis were my dad, and grandpa, and people at church. You get the drift.” She took another sip and looked over at him, “That is, until this guy from my Christian high school back home, Justin, asked me to the homecoming dance. We started dating after the dance and everything was fine. He played hockey with Luke, and he treated me like a princess.” Her face fell, and she shuddered, “That is, until one night, it just went terribly wrong. He was stressed from hockey, and school. We got into an argument, and at first, he threw his book at me. I dodged it and tried to calm him down, but he smacked me in the jaw.” 

Becky ran a hand through her long, blonde, hair, “I just…I wanted it to stop, so when he told me he’d stop hitting me so much if I let him have sex with me…I did it.” Tears started streaming down her cheeks, “I knoEli looked at Becky after she wiped her make up off and smirked. “Yea, you really shouldn’t wear it.” he scrunched up his face and shook his head a little. He listened to her story intently and watched as her facial features changed. Once she started to cry Eli moved his arms around her and listened to her. “I don’t think you’re a whore. You were abused and the guy took advantage of you, it wasn’t your fault, Becky.” he assured and let her go as he closed his eyes for a minute. “I thought that sharing stories would help you.” he stated. “I can’t relate to what you went through with your boyfriend, but I can offer some sort of sympathy. I can relate to what you and Adam went through as well, after all I proposed to Clare and a week after she said yes she left me for KC. I’m going to combine my two stories for you.” he started and stood up to grab the picture of him and Julia to show Becky, then sat back down. 

“That’s Julia, I always called her Jules because she was my jewel. We were thirteen when we started dating. Best friends at the age of eleven. She was my everything and when we started to date things got difficult. She would be able to help you if she could, she knew what it was like to be abused, her step-mom would beat her. Non-stop at times. One time when I was taking her home, we were five minutes past her curfew and she hit her in front of me. I ordered her to pack her bags and she listened. Her step-mom then started screaming at us telling her I’m not good for her, that I’m only going to treat her like shit, then she hit me. I didn’t fight back, but I called her dad and told him everything. She stayed with us for a few months while her dad put her step-mom in therapy. When she got out of therapy she was ok, everything was better and the year after that was good. We became closer and then her step-mom found out she was no longer a virgin. She moved back in after that. Our two year anniversary was spent together cuddling and watching TV. We ended up talking about her future together and she said she was never going to leave me and I promised her that I’d take care of her for as long as she let me. We fought when her step-mom was drunk and she ran off on her bike, she kissed my cheek even though I was pissed at her and told me she’d come back that night. I didn’t chase her, but I yelled back that I was sleeping on the floor when she arrived back. Rather than getting her I got a phone call saying she got hit by a car. I stayed in the hospital for a week while she was in a coma, I never left her side. I was there when she took her last breath.” he sniffled at the end and wiped a few tears from his eyes. “I never told that to anyone, not even Clare.” he admitted. 

“That’s why I can relate to what you’re going through right now with Adam. I went through it with Clare. She was my second chance, my second girlfriend just like Adam was your second. I love Clare so much just like you did with Adam. I never once thought she’d hurt me, especially after I gave her a second chance. When she left me last month for KC I left broken.” he admitted. “I had proposed to her only for her to let me down. I know her and I are friends now and we’re doing great, but I can’t forget how much she hurt me. I know that’s probably how you feel about Adam. He hurt you just like Josh did and probably more. He was the second guy you trusted just like Clare was the second girl I trusted. They broke that trust and now it’s up to us to pick up our pieces.” he looked at her. “I don’t know if this will help, but seeing that your brother is an ass and won’t do shit to help you. I promise that I won’t let anyone hurt you, including me.” he offered a soft smirk. “Now you can go on about Adam.” he smiled faintly. w you probably think I’m a whore or something, but I was so scared, Eli. I went through so much makeup just trying to cover it up. I went through hell to hide everything.” She wiped her eyes, “I’m sorry for crying. You’re probably like, freaked out, or something. Most guys are like, weird when girls cry.” She gave him a soft smile, “Now, onto Adam?”

Becky blushed again at his complement. “Thanks, Eli.” she grinned, “Maybe I’ll consider it.” She looked down at the ground, smiling shyly. She already knew that Eli had quite the way with words. He wrote and directed plays for Degrassi, and apparently was quite the short story author as well. Even though what he was saying to Becky was so simple, and so effortless, they made her feel a lot better than half of the so called “reassuring” comments she’d gotten as the day rolled through. 

Talking through the story again also didn’t feel so rehearsed when it came to Eli. She didn’t have to be specific. With the police, she had to give details: He smacked her in the jaw and her mouth bled, he hit her in the stomach with a large textbook, and he used his size to intimidate her, over other things. Becky could just speak about how she felt on the situation. The tears that fell from her blue eyes were a dead giveaway of how she felt. She relaxed into Eli’s arms as she continued to cry while telling the story. Nothing could really prepare her for the story he was going to tell once he let go of her, though.

As Eli spoke about Julia, Becky just sat there in awe. Her heart hurt for Eli, possibly worse than it had the entire week. She may have been abused, and then heartbroken, but at least she didn’t lose someone she loved. Adam may have been gone as far as she was concerned, but at least he was still there to be her friend. She could still see him everyday if she wanted to. Eli would never see Julia again. A cold chill rushed through her at the thought. She reached over and took Eli’s hand, giving it a gentle squeeze. “Eli, I’m so sorry.” she spoke softly. She scooted over to him then and wrapped both arms around him, rubbing his back and shoulders, “I know that nothing I say or do can really make this better, but know that, if you ever need someone to talk to, I’m just a text or a phone call away.” She couldn’t wrap her head around what Eli must be feeling, having to retell that story again, especially after watching the girl take her last breath. “You are such a strong person, Eli. I could never watch someone I know take their final breath, let alone someone I was in love with.” 

She kept her arms around him as he proceeded to talk about the situation with KC and Clare. Becky never really understood what happened. All she knew was that KC wanted Clare back, and he wanted her away from Eli, because he believed they should be married instead or something like that. Whatever the case may be, Becky Baker and Eli Goldsworthy had both been recent victims of undeserved sabotage. The thought sent a rush of anger through the girl, mainly directed at one Fiona Coyne, since she’d made up with Adam just in the past afternoon. “I know it’s stupid to get mad over my situation with Adam. It’s completely different from yours with Clare.” she said, “You did so much for her, and spent so much time with her. You bought her that ring, and then she just left?” The thought made Becky question Clare’s choices. Eli seemed so sweet, and even though she’d been friends with KC for a while, Clare’s decision still made no sense.

“That just…sucks.” she said, “It really sucks, Eli, and I’m sorry.” she said, letting him go. She kept one hand on his back and rubbed gently in small, soothing, circles. “You’ve got it exactly right, though. I got hurt and abused once, and when I thought Adam would love me and take care of me like he seemed set on doing…he just betrays that.” she frowned, “The thing that really drives the knife deeper into my back is, the night before he made out with Fiona and got back with her, was the night that Luke made such a jerk of himself online. It was when he talked about my rape and called me a lesbian.” Becky’s eyes rolled, shaking off how irritated just talking about that made her, “So, Adam invited me over, and I brought my guitar. I sang for him, because he said he was feeling bad about himself. He kissed me, and he called me beautiful. We shared a bed together. He held me and said he wanted to run away with me and stay gone forever.” She shook her head, “I don’t even know how I was so stupid not to see that coming. It was ridiculous. I’ve never been so mad.” Becky huffed, “Plus, has anyone ever told you “if she will cheat for you, she’ll cheat on you” saying before? It’s totally relevant. Ugh.”

Becky decided she was thoroughly done talking about Adam, and the rape, especially. She shrugged at his comment to continue talking about Adam. “No, I don’t feel like it. Plus, we shouldn’t sit here and mope.” she said, “I mean, it’s possibly my last few hours as a teenager anyway. My parents are going to kill me when they get home and the cops are outside. That’s going to go over well.” She reached over and took a sip of her milkshake again, shooting a soft smile at Eli, “I really appreciate this. Thank you.” She smiled softly ,”Um, since we aren’t talking exes…d-do you want to watch a movie or something?” Becky’s question came out more awkwardly than she intended, “I mean, or we could keep talking about life?” She shrugged.

Eli looked down for a moment when she mentioned him watching Julia take her last breath and let a tear fall. “I didn’t watch her.” he admitted and glanced over at her. “I had climbed in the hospital bed with her and laid my head on her chest like I always did. I closed my eyes due to the fact I liked listening to her heart beat and then it just stopped beating. That day I called CeCe and told her I never wanted to fall in love again if it’s only going to hurt like that when my heart got broken. She said it wouldn’t, but she was wrong.” he chuckled lightly letting a few more tears fall only to wipe them away and hug Becky back. He moved her a little closer to him in order to tighten the embrace a little. 

When he heard her call her matter with Adam stupid because it was different he looked at her. “It’s not stupid because it happened. He hurt you just like Clare hurt me. It’s a pain that we’ll never forget. What’s stupid is the fact that I still care about Clare.” he chuckled lightly. “I’m over her, but there’s always going to be that piece of me that will always care about her.” he admitted. “Or maybe I’m not over her yet and it sucks.” he stated and looked down. “She left me for him in the blink of an eye she even gave me her ring back which is sitting on my dresser I just haven’t gotten around to pawning it. Hell I still kept everything and I’m an idiot.” he sighed the last part. “As for what I did for her, it wasn’t much I made my mom teach me how to cook, then went to after school classes which I didn’t tell Clare about due to the fact I had already told her I learned from my mom. I also made CeCe teach me how to slow dance because Clare used to love the movie A Walk To Remember so I turned it on and told her I wanted to learn that dance and she taught me, then when I proposed I kept it a secret from Clare, but as she hung out with K.C I used that time to go to dance classes. It was my way of showing how much I loved her. She was never a big fan of gifts whether they cost a lot or a little, she believed the best gifts come from the heart.” he reminisced as he looked over at Becky. “I wanted to be a husband that she could be proud of.” he admitted. “Turns out I wasn’t enough.” he wiped his eyes a little more at the memory of her leaving.

As Eli listened to Becky talk about Adam, he wrapped an arm around her to comfort her and leaned his cheek on her head. “I guess we both got stabbed in the back by the people we loved, but the good news is that we’ve learned from it and that we’ll continue to grow as people. We’ve learned a lesson from them though they’re both different. I can already surprise my next girlfriend with my cooking skills and if she wanted to dance I would be able to slow dance with her no problem.” he admitted. “I’ve heard of that saying and have told that to people. It’s just like the saying once a cheater always a cheater.” he shrugged knowing that he knew nothing about what happened between Adam and Fiona. 

Hearing Becky mention not wanting to mope caused Eli to agree. “But we need a way to get over them.” he stated. “And as for your last hours alive, how about we do something no one will expect?” he asked with a devious grin. “Adam’s mentioned running away with you before, but what if we did it?” he asked curiously. “I have money saved up that I was going to use to pay for mine and Clare’s wedding that way she could have her fairy tale wedding, but those plans aren’t happening. There’s about $200 grand. Some of which I saved from when I was little and the other from when I sold fake ID’s after Julia passed to get me out of feeling like shit. I figured that I’d use some of the money to buy a new engine for my car that I totaled, but my dad ended up buying it so I held onto it and just continued to save up Christmas and Birthday money.” he stated and looked at her. “I can take CeCe’s car and leave a note for her saying that I needed to get away she’s offered before for a week and to pay for a room, but I wouldn’t let her. We could run if you want to for a little.” he offered not really knowing if they were really going to go through with it or not, though also knowing he’d take care of her if she wanted to run. “We could also bring the pup.” he added. 

“Oh, Eli.” She frowned, reaching over to wipe the tear from his face, “I am so sorry this ever happened to you. You’re way too young to be hurting like this. We both are, but you more so.” Becky leaned into his embrace, scooting over has he moved her a little, where she could hold him tighter. “Just know that Julia’s not completely gone. She’s still with you, because you’ll never forget her. She probably hates that you’re going through all of this, because you know she would want you to be happy.” When he reached up to wipe his tears again, Becky caught his hand and gently moved it aside, reaching up to brush the tears off his face again. She gave him a weak, but hopeful smile, “It’ll be okay.” She nodded in agreement when he said he still cared for Clare. “I get that.” she said, “I still care about Adam. I mean, I don��t like have a lot of feelings left for him. He took those when he left like he did.” She played with a picked spot in her jeans, “I know exactly what you mean, though. Like, the thought of KC and Clare kissing makes you nauseous? I swear, when I saw Adam and Fiona at lunch…I got really mad. They weren’t even touching, just talking.” Becky ran a hand through her hair, “I want to get over this. I want to go find the ‘prince charming’ that Tori tells me exists somewhere out there for me, and get past this whole rape thing, and just be happy. That’s all I want out of life right now.”

She bit down hard on her lip when he was telling her all of the things he did for Clare. The effort Eli put into his relationship made her heart break for him even more. He mentioned Clare’s favorite movie being “A Walk to Remember”, and she smiled. “That’s my favorite movie too, actually. So, I think that’s adorable, and you’re too sweet for doing that for her…all of that, actually.” Becky listened to him speak about pawning the ring, and she made a thoughtful face before speaking, “Well, I’d keep it.” she said, “Your princess will come someday, Eli, and you’ll need that.” She grinned. “I think it’s pretty cute that you had everything planned out about the wedding and all of that. If it makes you feel better, in my opinion, she made a huge mistake throwing it all away like that.” She leaned into him, letting her head rest against his chest as he leaned on her, until he said that he wanted to be a husband that a girl could be proud of.

She sat up, and turned, making sure they were looking eye to eye. “Eli Goldsworthy, you are going to make some girl very happy someday, and you’re going to be a great husband.” She reached up and pushed some of his shaggy, dark, hair out of his eyes with a soft smile. “Well, Fiona cheated on Drew with Adam, and even though we were never official, Adam apologized for cheating on me.” Becky shrugged, “That’s what I meant by the whole cheating thing.” she sighed in frustration, “I’m so tired of talking about this right now, though.” Becky grinned at him, “Well, I might get to live until tomorrow…maybe.” He began to talk about wanting to run away with her. The thought excited her, and scared her all at the same time. The thought of getting out of Toronto for the next few days sounded too perfect. “Eli, I can’t let you spend your money on me.” She smiled, “It’s a sweet thought, but, maybe we could split it? I have some babysitting money stored away…and I should have enough left. I kind of, might’ve spent a lot on a push up bra.” She shuddered, “Long story.” She wanted to run. There was no part of Becky Baker’s being that wanted to leave Eli’s house and stalk back home. She hadn’t checked her phone in hours, and she knew it was probably blowing up with texts from friends and numerous calls from her family. However, her iPhone was sitting at the bottom of her purse, completely shut off. She didn’t want to even think about any of it. She even began to wonder why she decided to tell in the first place. She glanced over at Juliette, who was laying in the floor of Eli’s kitchen, looking over at them sadly. “Do you really want to do this?” She asked, reaching over to put her hand on his, “I-I want to do it. Let’s go.” She bit down on her bottom lip nervously, “Will you come with me? I have to go by my house to get some things first, but then we’ll go.” Becky gave his hand a squeeze before pulling back, “Where are we going, anyway?” Adam wanted to go to New York. I’m guessing that’s where you’d want to go too, because aren’t you headed there at the end of the year anyway?” She smiled faintly, remembering something about Eli mentioning getting into NYU somewhere along the line. “How will you be so sure that no one finds us?” she said softly, “I’m really kind of afraid, that if they don’t take him into custody, Justin’s going to come up here. He always threatened me, that if I told, he would. He said we’d ‘reconnect’.” A shiver of disgust ran down her spine, knowing exactly what the boy meant. “I just want to get far away from this city, and my family, and just be with someone who actually cares.” she said. 

Eli listened to Becky as she mentioned everything that has happened to him with Julia. “I just don’t think I’m meant to be happy.” he stated honestly as he thought about everything that had happened. To him it seemed everyone he was happy with left him in different ways and closed his eyes so Becky could wipe his tears. Clare left him for KC and Julia passed away. He held Becky as she continued to talk and ran his fingertips along her spine, he couldn’t believe how close they’d become in the matter of a few hours and how much he opened up to her. It was uncanny to him since he’s had trouble opening up to everyone after Julia’s death, even Clare. 

A small chuckle fell from his lips as she mentioned her favorite movie also being A Walk To Remember. “If you’re alone I’ll watch it with you and you won’t have to be or feel alone.” he stated knowing he’d protect her since no one else has. “Thanks for the compliments and I just wish I was enough for her, but I wasn’t. She can’t and hasn’t accepted me so I know that it’s not meant to be.” he stated honestly and chuckled a little bit. “And I Jack the Pumpkin King am still looking for my Sally.” he reference his favorite movie and listened as she talked about Adam and Fiona. “I didn’t know that, but like KC and Clare they’ll be happy while we’re here looking at them through glass. I’ll let you in on that through glass reference later.” he assured and listened as she mentioned running away. 

“If you want to split we will and yes I’m sure I want to get away.” he said honestly. “I’ll leave a note for my parents letting them know I’m bringing my cell phone. We’ll have to stay at a hotel that has wifi and allows pets. Bring your laptop if you want to since I’m bringing mine. We just can’t tell anyone where we are.” he stated the obvious. “By the way about the push up bra, if you bought it for a guy that was stupid. If he can’t accept you for who you are or how you look without the help of cosmetics or clothing he’s not worth your time or effort.” he stated his opinion. “Also don’t worry about bringing make up, it doesn’t look good on you.” he smiled at her knowing she’d take it as a compliment. “I’m telling my parents where we’re going and what’s going on so they won’t worry, but we don’t need to worry about them telling anyone or coming to find us, they’re hippies and believe that I shouldn’t have rules and to let me do as I please.” he explained. “They’d come get us if something happened though.” he added. “I’m going to go pack really fast and make you a fake ID for obvious reasons.” he stated and stood up. 

Without a word, he ran up the steps as fast as he could and ran to his room. Once in his room he quickly made Becky a fake ID, then packed his clothes and everything he felt he’d need into a duffle bag. The minute he was packed he grabbed his laptop and laptop case, then carried them on both shoulders as he made his way down the stairs. “Ok all that’s left is for me to leave a note explaining where we’ll be and a way for them to contact us.” he added knowing he can trust his parents. “With yours I wouldn’t be so open since they’d try to come get you and probably try to have me arrested for kidnapping or some shit.” he chuckled a little unsure if they’d try to blame him for Becky’s rebellion. The minute he was done his note, he ran to Becky and held out his hand. “Ready?” he asked curiously. 

When the two got outside he helped her in the car and looked over at her. “When you pack don’t forget things for the pup and I’ll hold her out here that way she won’t slow you down.” he added and looked over at her as they drove. He followed her directions to her house and parked in front of it, then looked over at her after taking the pup. “You have to leave them a note saying you’re running away and that you’d be fine.” he explained not knowing if she was planning on leaving them a note or not. “Also your phone keep it off since they could track it to come get you. If you’re online it’ll be harder due to the fact we’ll be using the hotel’s wifi and they won’t know where we’re staying.” he added knowing how protective her parents are. “Also I’ll protect you and since we’re going to have a hell of a lot of homework, study buddies?” he asked curiously and looked over at her. “While you’re packing I’m going to use my phone for gps and to find a hotel for us outside of Toronto of course. If you have cash bring it since cash can’t be tracked either. I just have to stop by an ATM.” he chuckled lightly. “Don’t be too long.” he whispered as he watched her leave the car. 

Eli listened to Becky as she mentioned everything that has happened to him with Julia. “I just don’t think I’m meant to be happy.” he stated honestly as he thought about everything that had happened. To him it seemed everyone he was happy with left him in different ways and closed his eyes so Becky could wipe his tears. Clare left him for KC and Julia passed away. He held Becky as she continued to talk and ran his fingertips along her spine, he couldn’t believe how close they’d become in the matter of a few hours and how much he opened up to her. It was uncanny to him since he’s had trouble opening up to everyone after Julia’s death, even Clare. 

A small chuckle fell from his lips as she mentioned her favorite movie also being A Walk To Remember. “If you’re alone I’ll watch it with you and you won’t have to be or feel alone.” he stated knowing he’d protect her since no one else has. “Thanks for the compliments and I just wish I was enough for her, but I wasn’t. She can’t and hasn’t accepted me so I know that it’s not meant to be.” he stated honestly and chuckled a little bit. “And I Jack the Pumpkin King am still looking for my Sally.” he reference his favorite movie and listened as she talked about Adam and Fiona. “I didn’t know that, but like KC and Clare they’ll be happy while we’re here looking at them through glass. I’ll let you in on that through glass reference later.” he assured and listened as she mentioned running away. 

“If you want to split we will and yes I’m sure I want to get away.” he said honestly. “I’ll leave a note for my parents letting them know I’m bringing my cell phone. We’ll have to stay at a hotel that has wifi and allows pets. Bring your laptop if you want to since I’m bringing mine. We just can’t tell anyone where we are.” he stated the obvious. “By the way about the push up bra, if you bought it for a guy that was stupid. If he can’t accept you for who you are or how you look without the help of cosmetics or clothing he’s not worth your time or effort.” he stated his opinion. “Also don’t worry about bringing make up, it doesn’t look good on you.” he smiled at her knowing she’d take it as a compliment. “I’m telling my parents where we’re going and what’s going on so they won’t worry, but we don’t need to worry about them telling anyone or coming to find us, they’re hippies and believe that I shouldn’t have rules and to let me do as I please.” he explained. “They’d come get us if something happened though.” he added. “I’m going to go pack really fast and make you a fake ID for obvious reasons.” he stated and stood up. 

Without a word, he ran up the steps as fast as he could and ran to his room. Once in his room he quickly made Becky a fake ID, then packed his clothes and everything he felt he’d need into a duffle bag. The minute he was packed he grabbed his laptop and laptop case, then carried them on both shoulders as he made his way down the stairs. “Ok all that’s left is for me to leave a note explaining where we’ll be and a way for them to contact us.” he added knowing he can trust his parents. “With yours I wouldn’t be so open since they’d try to come get you and probably try to have me arrested for kidnapping or some shit.” he chuckled a little unsure if they’d try to blame him for Becky’s rebellion. The minute he was done his note, he ran to Becky and held out his hand. “Ready?” he asked curiously. 

When the two got outside he helped her in the car and looked over at her. “When you pack don’t forget things for the pup and I’ll hold her out here that way she won’t slow you down.” he added and looked over at her as they drove. He followed her directions to her house and parked in front of it, then looked over at her after taking the pup. “You have to leave them a note saying you’re running away and that you’d be fine.” he explained not knowing if she was planning on leaving them a note or not. “Also your phone keep it off since they could track it to come get you. If you’re online it’ll be harder due to the fact we’ll be using the hotel’s wifi and they won’t know where we’re staying.” he added knowing how protective her parents are. “Also I’ll protect you and since we’re going to have a hell of a lot of homework, study buddies?” he asked curiously and looked over at her. “While you’re packing I’m going to use my phone for gps and to find a hotel for us outside of Toronto of course. If you have cash bring it since cash can’t be tracked either. I just have to stop by an ATM.” he chuckled lightly. “Don’t be too long.” he whispered as he watched her leave the car. 

Becky sighed, leaning into Eli, letting her head rest in the crook of his neck. “Everyone’s meant to have some happiness in life.” She said, “You’ve just got to find it. I mean, for a while, I thought I was never supposed to be happy either. I don’t know. I’ve just never given up hope. To me, it’s not over yet.” She said. She let her arm drape around his midriff, closing her eyes, content in the position she was in. Everything that day had felt so cold. The weather was bitter as she stepped out of her house in her not-so-wise choice of clothing. The way the boys whistled and called out at her throughout the day wasn’t heartwarming or sincere, like when Eli had complimented her. Not to mention the gazes of Principal Simpson and the police officers as she told her story, not wanting to make eye contact with any of them, carefree of the fact that it may have made her look like a liar. However, the way Eli had her cradled safely in his arms made her feel better. The comfort from his presence was enough for her for that entire day, and it made her feel considerably better, even if the world was falling apart around her.

She looked up at him after he said he’d watch “A Walk to Remember” with her. Becky let a soft smile play on her lips, “That’s so sweet. You really don’t know how much all of this means to me. Everyone’s either been mean or weird with me lately. I just want someone to care.” She spoke. As he continued on about Clare, and how he wasn’t good enough for her and all of the hurt she’d caused him, Becky sat up a little. She pressed a quick, light kiss to his cheek. “Well, to me, it sounds like her loss.” She smiled a little wider at him, hoping to make him feel better. His “Nightmare Before Christmas” reference caused her to perk up a whole lot more. “I love that movie!” she smiled, “I was never allowed to watch it as a kid, and I saw it for the first time last year. It’s really, really good. I love Tim Burton, well, of what I’m allowed to watch of his work. He’s a genius.” She pursed her lips, “That was totally irrelevant, but yeah, I know what you mean…about everything.” She settled herself back down into his arms comfortably, “I just feel like…I was never what Adam wanted. I felt like…er…um…shit…for like, twenty-four to thirty-six hours straight. Fiona’s so perfect.” Becky paused, feeling the need to throw in something extra to correct herself, “At least on the outside.” She didn’t want to seem judgmental, but Becky still considered what Fiona did to be highly wrong. Fiona’s act against her and Adam’s relationship was pretty much all of the seven deadly sins thrown into one pretty package, complete with a bow on her head and everything. Becky raised an eyebrow at his through the glass comment, repeating it out loud. “Through the glass?” she asked, “Unless that’s some implication that you’re the Mad Hatter, and I’m Alice…you know, the looking glass? That would sort of make sense, actually…but yeah, I don’t get it.” Becky couldn’t help but chuckle at herself, knowing how blonde and awkward she must’ve sounded.

Becky listened to his instructions carefully, not wanting to miss a beat. The last thing she wanted to do was run away with Eli and then break their cover somewhere along the line. “Okay, sounds easy enough.” She nodded towards the older boy. As he brought up the push up bra thing, a hot red blush came to her cheeks. She was so embarrassed that she’d even let that secret slip past her lips. She nodded in agreement with him. “I know it was dumb. It didn’t change anything either. I just looked desperate, and felt stupid.” She said, shrugging slightly, “It was super stupid, because I had a meltdown today in science class, which caused me to tell Ms. Oh everything. Now, I’m here. Well, not that I regret being with you. That’s quite the opposite, actually.” She smiled, “I realize that now. He’s not worth it. He can go be with Upper East Side Barbie. I’m going to find someone that’s worth ten of Adam Torres, well, at least in the boyfriend department. He’s still a good friend.” Eli’s compliments about her appearance made her smile every time. “Thank you so much. No guy’s ever made me feel this beautiful, and it’s only taken you a few hours to do so.” She nodded as he told her about his parents, “That’s definitely not my mom and dad. The thought of me going to stay in a hotel with a boy for a few days would horrify them. That’s why I won’t tell them who I’m with, or where I’m going specifically. If they figure it out, they figure it out. I don’t think they will, though.” Becky liked that his parents would be okay with this, and that they would come and get them if something bad were to happen. It made her feel better about going off with Eli. It had nothing to do with the level of trust she had with Eli, because she trusted him, she just felt better knowing there was someone that would help if they needed it.

While he went upstairs to pack, Becky turned on her phone. Sure enough, an influx of messages and missed call notifications came through. She went to her settings and disconnected the Wi-Fi, and the mobile network, where no one had a prayer’s chance in finding them. She shut the device off and then tossed it back in her bag, to let it go forgotten. He came back downstairs quickly, and she stood up, heading over to where he was writing the note for his parents. She walked into the kitchen and picked up her dog, rubbing her head. “We’re going on a trip, okay, baby?” she kissed the dog on the top of her head, “We’re going to be alright now. I won’t have to be so scared, at least, for now.” She nodded when he asked if she was ready to go, following him outside. She got into the car and shut the door, holding Juliette in her lap carefully. Becky watched Eli drive down the road, listening to every word coming out of his mouth, nodding. “I can do that.” She said. When they stopped in front of her house, she knew it was now or never. She handed the puppy over to Eli, sitting her in his lap. He warned her about taking too long and she nodded, “My guess is that are they’re at the church still, and if they’re there, so are the cops. I’ll be back.”

Becky shut the car door and took off running to her house. Once she got inside, she frantically ran upstairs to her room. She grabbed enough clothes that she would need for at least four days or so. She grabbed her toiletries out of the bathroom, and her perfume, throwing them into the dufflebag. When she was done with her clothes, she climbed up on her desk chair and pulled her glass piggy bank off a shelf. She’d kept birthday, Christmas, and other money in here for a long time now, and rarely touched it. She simply took the pig and let it drop to the ground, sending it shattering into a ton of pieces. She bent over and picked up every last bill that had fallen out of the glass animal, stuffing them into the bag. She had no idea how much was in there, but she hoped and prayed it was enough. Lastly, she grabbed her guitar case and strapped it to her back.  Becky headed downstairs and grabbed Juliette’s bag of food, bed, leash, and a couple of toys, and put all of the items in the dog bed to carry out to the car. She sat the items on the kitchen table, grabbing a notepad and pen. She scribbled down a note that simply stated that she was done with Toronto, and she was done with her life. She didn’t want to die, but she couldn’t live here anymore, at least for right now. She closed, telling them that she’d be back eventually, but not to look for her for a few days, and that she was safe. When she was done, she hurried out to Eli’s car, stuffing everything in the backseat. She got back in the passenger side and let out a sigh of relief. “I felt like I was packing for a fire.” She sighed, “Well, I guess I was, but still.” She looked over into Eli’s green eyes and smiled weakly.

She took one last look at her house and shook her head. Becky was ready to leave. Luke and her family had been too much, and she couldn’t take it anymore. She looked over at Eli and asked softly, “Did you find somewhere?” She reached over and took Juliette out of his lap, placing her back in her own. She ran her hands through the dogs fur, and then reached back in the backseat to grab a dog tog. She gave it to the blonde puppy and looked over at Eli. “I’m ready when you are.” she smiled at him, a little more confidently, “Thank you, for everything, Eli. I owe you one.” she said. Becky was unsure of what was going to happen while she was away with Eli, but she knew she needed it. She also knew that she needed someone like Eli. He was willing to take care of her, and be with her, when no one else would. She wouldn’t pass that up for the world, and she couldn’t be more than ready for his car to pull out of her driveway.

When Eli heard her tell him about how everyone’s been treating her different he looked down and at her outfit. “It may be your choice of attire. It is winter and people might think you’ve gotten your seasons mixed up.” he chuckled trying to make her happy even if he wasn’t. “Other than that I can’t see anything that would make someone treat you totally different, you’re still you and that’s not going to change.” he stated honestly. A small chuckle fell from Eli’s lips as Becky told him it was Clare’s loss when he felt the opposite. “Thanks.” he said feeling slightly better thanks to Becky. Once he felt her move slightly from his embrace, he glanced over to see if she was ok only for her to press her lips to his cheek and then move back to her original position as she talked, then he kissed her head. He was shocked to hear that Tim Burton was not only her favorite director, but that she couldn’t see some of his movies. “In that case at the hotel I have a surprise for you.” he smirked down at her. “About Fi, I don’t think it’s just that. There’s more than just what meets the eye with her. She has problems like the rest of us and Adam was there to help her through it, but I know that still doesn’t give him a reason to hurt you. I just wanted to show you that even if you think she looks perfect on the outside she’s just like the rest of us on the inside. She works hard to keep up her appearance since they were a big thing on how she was raised.” he explained. “Well when you mention through glass like that yea, it seems that way. I was actually referring to a song. The lyrics that I’m talking about are How do you feel that is the question, but I forget you don’t expect an easy answer when something like a soul becomes initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes you can’t expect a bit of hope so while you’re on the outside looking in describing what you see, remember what you’re staring at is me.” he did his best to sing the lyrics. “Sorry if it sucked I’m just used to singing with music.” he admitted.

“Good now you can throw that push up bra in the trash where it belongs. No girl should own one of those.” he stated his opinion and listened when she talked about Adam. “I think I’ll jump on that band wagon with you. I hope to find a girl worth ten Clare’s girlfriend wise since Clare and I are friends regardless of how much it hurts I still want her in my life and she has been a big part of it and I have to remember that Upper East Side Barbie.” he chuckled. “Clare can have Boy Toy Ken who also happens to be a simple toy who was possibly created at the Inhuman Creation Station so they can control his mind.” he stated and looked down at Becky. “No offense since I know you two are friends, but he’s just that. What you see with him is what you get.” he shrugged. “I’ve seen people making fun of him and he didn’t really seem to notice or anything. There was also that video of Clare as well, he jumped right in on it most likely because Adam and Conner were in on it.” he stated giving his opinion. “There’s no need to thank me for the compliments they’re true and you are beautiful you just need to see it yourself. When you get to your house keep the make up off, dress into something comfortable, lose the push up bra and then look in the mirror, you’ll see.” he smirked at her. “No tell them you’re with me just in case they try to have me arrested. Don’t tell them where we are or anything of the sort. Just say you’re running away with me, you’re safe and whatever else you have to so they don’t worry as much.” he explained. 

As Becky ran into pack, Eli held her puppy on his lap as she curled up while he looked for a place for them. A smirk fell upon his lips when he found one and smiled. “I found a place for us, pup.” he said looking down at the small pup. Not a moment later Becky was out and putting her stuff in the back seat, then hopped in the front and smiled at her. “I did find a place.” he stated and entered it in the GPS. “It’s not too far from Toronto.” he stated as he started the car and took off allowing the small dog to choose where she wanted to sit down. “You never gave me your puppy’s name and she hasn’t been answering to pup.” he chuckled as he looked over to Becky and noticed how happy she seemed to look now that their plan was set into motion. “Thank you for coming with me because I know if I’d run away on my own I wouldn’t be back.” he admitted and rubbed her hand a little as he followed his GPS to the hotel. “I also know that I wouldn’t be able to live if I stayed. I’d probably continue letting myself die piece by piece.” he whispered and kissed her cheek when they stopped at a red light. “Thank you.” he whispered as he pulled away to watch the light until it turned green. 

Becky shook her head, laughing slightly, “Obviously you missed the ‘I’m Becky Baker! My brother’s an Ice Hound and we just moved here from Florida!’ bit.” She nudged him playfully, “These are my winter clothes, well, besides all that long sleeved stuff that my mom decided I needed.” She shuddered at the memory, but continued to tell Eli anyway, “This morning, when I was in Biology, some Ice Hound came up to me and like, had his hands all on my arm and back.” She looked away and shook her head, “It was weird. I don’t know. I guess I’m just weird, because with you, I feel totally comfortable. I feel safe, and I’m happy like this. When other guys touch me though, especially pigs like the hockey team, it just grosses me out.”

 She sat in his embrace, her eyes shut contently, until he leaned down and pressed a kiss to her head. Becky sighed and looked up at him with a soft smile. Her smile got even brighter, though, when he hinted that they were going to watch Tim Burton movies all night at the hotel room. “That sounds amazing.” she gushed happily, “Laying like this and watching a movie sounds perfect right now.” She listened to him trying to describe Fiona and nodded. If anyone understood acting one way because their parents forced them to, it was Becky. “That’s understandable, but I still kind of think she should have more respect for herself, and stuff, you know?” she sighed, “I don’t know. I just wish that things didn’t have to be so hard.”

Eli began to sing the lyrics he had been speaking of earlier, earning a smile out of the younger girl. “You weren’t bad.” she smiled, “Not at all. You’re a lot better than a lot of people I know that try to sing. Like you kind of said, acapella’s hard anyway. That’s why I’ve got my baby. Well, not quite my baby, but a replacement. I’m still getting warmed up to the new one.” Becky spoke, “I’m definitely talking about my guitar here, by the way.” She smiled up at him, “Remind me to bring that with us too. I’ll sing for you, or something.” When he mentioned the push up bra again, she blushed once more, “Okay, okay, I’ll get rid of it.” she said, “I love that you’re like this, Eli. I love that you like me better with no makeup on, and er…little to no chest. It means a lot.” 

He spoke of KC in a rather mean way, but Becky couldn’t help but laugh. It was all fairly true.  She’d seen how he acted at school around other boys, and online. “Eli!” she laughed, hiding her face in his chest, “You’re making me laugh at the meanest stuff! Stop!” she teased. Becky wasn’t going to take part in his slams towards KC, because she was still friends with him. However, she couldn’t resist snickering a little as he spoke, especially about the “Stuff Clare Says” video. “Oh my gosh, that was hilarious, sorry.” she said, “I’m just a sucker for funny videos.” 

Eli’s constant compliments towards her just overwhelemed her in the best way possible. Her heart would beat a little quicker, and she could feel a hot blush rise to her cheeks. He made her feel so beautiful without even really trying, and she couldn’t understand why or how. “Okay, so, I take it you want me to wear and bring sweats and t-shirts?” she smiled at him, “I can do that.” She really wished she could see what he saw. She wanted to see this insane beauty that was very invisible to her. “Well, if it means anything, I think you’re really handsome.” she said sweetly, “Your eyes are gorgeous.”

He ran her through their plan again before letting her get out. When she got back to the car, she got buckled in and ready to go. “Oh, my puppy?” she smiled, “Her name’s Juliette, but not spelled like Romeo and Juliet, but, J-u-l-i-e-t-t-e.” The puppy heard Becky speak her name, and immediately got up out of his lap and crawled over to Becky, making a bed out of her sweatpants. “So, are these clothes better?” she smiled over at him. “I am a lot more comfortable in this, in more ways than one.” she said. As he pulled off and kept talking, Becky frowned. “I don’t want you to die, Eli. I like you way too much for that.” she said, “So, anytime you need help, just ask me, okay?” He leaned in and kissed her cheek, causing a soft smile to play on her lips, “If I wasn’t mistaken, Mister  Goldsworthy, you’re trying to be a little flirty.” she giggled, teasing him a little bit as they drove down the road.

Becky looked out the window and smiled, happy to be getting away from Toronto, and even happier that she’d found someone that acutlly wanted to take care of her and be with her. She ran a hand through her hair, and stared off in to the night sky as they drove, occasionally stealing glances over at Eli as he drove. “How far out is this place?” she asked simply, reaching down to rub Juliette’s fur as they talked. “I’m just ready to lay down and chill for a while. I could use the rest.” she sighed.

“I remember that you’re from the sunshine state, I just thought that you’d have winter clothes considering you moved here and it’s snow on snow on snow.” he shrugged and chuckled when she mentioned them being her winter clothes. “It looks like we’re going shopping. I don’t approve of those winter clothes.” he snickered, then chuckled when she mentioned how the Ice Hound treated her and turned to her. “So like this?” he asked as he hugged her moving his hands all over her back and pulled away to move back into their previous position. “Yea, I can see how that would be awkward and weird.” he chuckled and continued to listen to her as he held her. “I like that you’re happy and I’m happy too. I don’t know what it is, but I like relaxing like this with you. I feel comfortable and the hockey team has a habit of grossing girls out.” he admitted. 

Eli closed his eyes as Becky talked about watching Tim Burton and smiled lightly. “Mmm, sounds perfect. Laying down with you in my arms on either your bed or mine.” he said softly and glanced down at her. “That sounds amazing.” he smirked and listened as she mentioned Fiona. “Believe it or not, she does have self respect. She just has a different way of showing it after everything she’s been through. She’s still getting back on her feet.” he explained remembering everything they shared. “I just can’t tell you since it’s not my place to.” he said softly. 

As Becky mentioned Eli’s singing he looked at her and nodded curtly. “Thank you.” he said softly and listened to her talk about her baby and knitted his eye brows in confusion until she clarified everything. “Ok I got confused there for a minute since I didn’t know what or who you were talking about.” he chuckled lightly, then smiled when she mentioned loving that he was the way he is. Hearing her mentioned no chest actually caused him to knit his eye brows together. “Normally I’d be a perv and look, but you’re wearing a push up bra…” he said honestly and trailed off as he thought back for a minute. “I wouldn’t say you have little to no chest, more like medium. You just keep them hidden behind sweaters and your family approved clothing. Today when you rebelled you probably could’ve gone without a push up bra and just put on a t-shirt and made it seem like you were wearing one.” he said knowingly. “I went shopping with Fi once and some gay guy was talking to me about how some girl was unfashionable wearing clothes that didn’t fit her body and pointed out how she should correct them and then basically gave me female fashion tips from there and I asked him if he had good male fashion tips and he said I didn’t need any.” he admitted.  

Hearing Becky laugh and feeling her bury her head in his chest caused Eli to laugh as well and for him to move both of his hands to her back to make her comfortable as she laughed. “I don’t see why I should stop when you’re laughing.” he chuckled with her. “I mean if you tell the boy to jump he’d probably jump or ask how high. He’s a follower and I bet you if he sees a bunch of kids jumping off a bridge for fun and he had nothing to do he’d be the first to join in and follow their lead.” he stated. “And his grave will read here lies KC Guthrie, a simple tool who was too simple. He got bored and played follow the leader the wrong way.” he said as he nodded. When he heard Becky mention stuff Clare says he was taken aback a minute remembering how he’d been there for Clare after that. “It’s ok. The ‘Stuff Clare Says’ video no longer matters. It’s in the past young Jedi.” he chuckled knowing it would make her feel better. “After all this journey is about getting over Clare and Adam so we can move on.” he assured. When she complimented him he smiled down at her. “Thank you and bring sweat shirts, t-shirts, pants, and pajamas if you have them. I don’t so I’ll probably have to stop somewhere to buy them.” he shrugged. 

Once Becky informed Eli on her puppy’s name he smiled as she spelled it out for her and made a mental note of it. “So Juliet with an added t and e at the end of it.” he noted and glanced at her outfit. “I like that much better than your previous outfit and I’m happy you’re comfortable. I was also right your not flat chested or near it.” he smirked momentarily realizing what he said about her chest. “Sorry if that just made me seem like a perv.” he chuckled lightly as they pulled onto the highway and looked over at her when she mentioned liking him. “Like me too much?” he asked with a raised brow. “So more than you liked Adam?” he asked blatantly unsure of if she meant just as friends or more considering they’ve been openly flirting with each other. A chuckle escaped his lips when Becky mentioned him being flirty. “I thought it was obvious considering we’ve both been flirting with each other or am I mistaken?” he asked a little more concerned than curious for some reason he didn’t know why. 

Hearing Becky ask how long they were going to be caused Eli to glance at the GPS considering that it was now going on night and they left in the afternoon. “A little farther.” he assured and glanced back over at her when she mentioned wanting to relax and pulled over to the side of the road. Without a word he took Juliet and put her between them, then leaned over to recline Becky’s chair. “Get some sleep if you’re tired I’ll wake you when we get there.” he assured as he unbuckled himself as he reached in the back for a pillow and blanket that he put there when he went over Jake’s and never took them out. “Here you’ll be more comfortable.” he stated and kissed her head. “Get some sleep.” he assured and put Juliette in his lap before taking off again allowing Becky to sleep. 

Once he noticed that Becky was sleeping he smiled softly and started to drive again. The minute he reached their exit he drove through the nearest ATM and took out a little extra money since he wanted to get Becky the winter clothes she needed while she was with him and some added money in case they may need it later on. After he was finished taking out money he drove through the nearest Tim Horton’s drive through and ordered himself some coffee and figured that he’d order a breakfast sandwich for both of them in case Becky was hungry when she woke up as well as a hot cocoa for her knowing that it would still be hot since the hotel wasn’t that far. The minute they got to the hotel he pulled into a spot and woke up Becky. “We’re here.” he whispered softly into her ear and attached Juliette’s leash to her figuring the puppy would need a walk since they spent so long in the car and only stopped a few times for her. The moment they were ready to go inside Eli checked them in realizing that he didn’t mention one bed or two and looked over to Becky when the girl asked how many beds they wanted. “It’s your call.” he stated honestly. 

“I do, though!” Becky giggled, “I just don’t like them. It’s too much.” She ran a hand through her hair. “You really don’t have to take me shopping, Eli. You ought to know by now that I’m extremely stubborn, and it would be typical for me not to wear the stuff that my mom told me to.” She shook her head, “I hate wearing heavy coats, and boots…with actual pants. The only time I’ve ever worn boots is with shorts. I miss getting to wear shorts all the time, and yes, before you ask. I am allowed to wear shorts.” She snickered. He leaned over towards her, asking how the hockey player had messed with her. She tensed in his grip, trying not to laugh at him, “Eli…” she whined, pulling out of his grasp. She shook her head, “No, it was like this.” She scooted back over towards him and put one hand on his forearm, and then she reached over onto his back and trailed her fingertips down the middle of his back slowly. “I’m sorry,” she chuckled, “I know that’s super sketchy, because I was thoroughly creeped when he did it to me.” She got repositioned in his arms, letting her head rest against his chest again as he spoke. “I’m glad you’re happy, Eli. I like that a lot.” She said, “I know what you mean. I feel comfortable, and it’s perfect, way perfect.” Becky nodded in agreement with what he said about the hockey team, “Please, they make everyone uncomfortable. If I hear my brother yell out the word gay one more time, I’m going to punch his lights out. It might not hurt him, but whatever, it’d get the point across.” She laughed.

She smiled at his response, “I would like that a lot. I just…you’re awesome, Eli.” Becky sat up a little, pressing a kiss to his cheek again. Her smile was soft, keeping her eyes on him. “I honestly am starting to believe that maybe we’re going to be okay.” She said, holding his gaze for a moment before settling back down in his arms. “I didn’t mean that she didn’t have self-respect. I just don’t think that she has a good sense of self-worth.” She paused, “Says the girl that showed up to school looking like Sandy from Grease.” Becky let out a sigh, “I just feel bad for her. It seems like nothing really ever goes her way. Maybe Adam will treat her well. Maybe they’ll last and they can both be happy.” She nodded at him when he said that he couldn’t tell her what had happened to Fiona. “Oh, I don’t expect you to.” She said, “Like you said, it’s not your place. I wouldn’t ever expect you to.” She replied, “I just hope things are looking up for her, and if they aren’t, that they start looking up soon.”

“Eli,” she started, “You already know about my dark side. If there was a kid involved, chances are, you’d know by now.” She chuckled a little, nodding her head, “Also, there’s definitely not a guy in my life…other than you…right now either that I would call baby either.” She paused for a moment, “My guitar’s my baby. Well, kind of. I broke my old one, and Fiona replaced it…and I was just talking about her. Ugh, add that to my list of sins.” Becky pursed her lips and then looked up at Eli, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have gossiped or gotten mad like that after what she did. It was really nice. It’s not like KC. KC didn’t really do anything redeeming in your case, so laughing at him isn’t necessarily justified, it’s just…easier.” Her face got hot, turning a crimson red as he began to talk about her chest. “Eli!” she gasped, laughing at little as she put her hands over her face to hide her evident blush. “Oh my gosh, stop talking about how you have…or are…looking at my chest!” she laughed. When he finally stopped, and moved on to talking about the gay guy from when he went shopping with Fiona, she moved her hands and sighed. “I like the way you dress.” She said, “You’ve got the dark, sexy, mysterious, thing going on.” She took a minute, realizing what she’d just said, to pause and then glance up at him, “I think if you put a little more green in your wardrobe though, that’d be cool. Your eyes would look even deeper and more gorgeous than they already are.”

“That’s so bad.” She kept laughing, as he moved on to talking about KC again, “You should stop, because I’m making fun of a friend!” Even though she was telling Eli that she didn’t approve of making fun of her friends, she couldn’t help but laugh at all of the jabs Eli made towards KC. “He’s…like…a…sheep.” She laughed, “Haven’t you heard? If you have a heard of sheep at the edge of a cliff, and one jumps, the rest of them will too.” She shook her head, “I just reserved my spot in hell for that one. Yep, even though I learned that fact at church. That was just bad though.” Becky smiled at him. “Yeah, you’re right. I’m so ready to lose this whole Adam thing, and put it behind me. It’s so annoying to be stuck in that.” She sighed, “I’ll definitely do that. I’ve got enough of them, that’s for sure, I just don’t wear them out often. I like that you’re into that kind of thing, though. I like the whole staying in, cuddling, watching movies and stuff in pajamas thing. It’s just so much better than getting dressed up and going somewhere.”

 Becky nodded at his note about spelling her dog’s name once she got back into the car, “Yeah, that’s how you spell it. I was going to spell it the normal way, but, I just like this one better.” She watched Juliette roll over onto her back, and she smiled down at her, reaching down to rub the puppy’s stomach as she talked. “Thanks,” she looked over at Eli with a smile, “I’m glad you like it. I like it too. I’m a lot warmer than I was.” She stuck her tongue out at Eli teasingly, leaning back against the seat of the car. Her face heated up again the second he made another comment about her chest. “Eli…” she scrunched up her face, making a face of embarrassment. “Ha, it’s alright.” She reassured him. “I like it, because it kind of make me feel beautiful…and…er…sexy…at the same time.” Her face got even hotter as she spoke, “Trust me, though, I’ve met worse pervs than you. You forget what team my brother’s on.” She let herself snicker at her own comment, pushing her hair behind her ear. Her heart rate increased when he asked if she liked him more than she liked Adam. “You’re…I…We’re…” she stuttered out, “It’s…It’s getting there, Eli.” She looked away from him nervously, “I think that maybe we could have something, but I don’t want to get hurt again. I just want to make sure that everything’s as close to perfect between us as humanly possible, if that makes sense.” She looked back up at him and smiled softly and then laughed when he asked about her flirting. “No, you’re not mistaken.” She shook her head.

She yawned, watching him check the GPS, “Okay…” Becky pulled her jacket up around herself closer, letting her head rest against the car window until he pulled over. “What’s wrong?” she asked, sitting up, looking around to see exactly why he pulled over. He then reached over and took Juliette from her. Becky shivered at the loss of the dog’s body heat against her legs. She kept watching him as he reclined her seat. She rolled over fully onto her side within the restraints of the seat belt and looked over at him with a warm smile as he gave her the blanket and pillow. “You’re amazing.” She said matter-of-factly as she adjusted herself under the blanket. She sighed contently as he kissed her head, closing her eyes. “Okay…” she said softly, starting to drift off to sleep peacefully, not even noticing when he pulled off again.

She’d been asleep for a little while when she felt Eli nudge her a little as he leaned over to wake her up. Her eyes fluttered open, and she smiled at him sleepily. “Hey…” she yawned a little, “I’m never going to sleep tonight now, because of my nap.” Becky laughed a little as she got up and pulled the seat back up. She unbuckled and put his pillow and blanket in the backseat, reaching over to rub Juliette’s head as Eli put the leash on her. She got out of the car and headed into the hotel with her stuff in hand until she found one of those carts to put it all on, leaning against it in the lobby until Eli came inside with Juliette sprinting along behind him. “I think she really likes you.” She smiled, watching as the dog stayed close to Eli, even though people were coming and going constantly around her. She walked with him to the check in desk and waited for him to process everything until he asked about one bed or two. “One’s fine.” she blurted out. Her heart raced a little as she tried to correct herself, “I mean, if that’s okay with you. I don’t mind.” She tucked a strand of hair behind her ear nervously.

Eli listened as Becky mentioned her wardrobe and not liking the heavy coats or the boots and looked over to her. “You’d be much warmer in that, even I’m wearing boots.” he said honestly and pointed out his combat boots. “I just don’t wear a heavy coat, I prefer my leather jacket.” he admitted. When Becky did the same thing to him that the Ice Hound did to her, he shook his head. “I see where that’s weird, but I hugged you like that because I knew it would make you laugh.” he said honestly. “I am happy and I’m glad you are too.” he whispered honestly and chuckled when she mentioned the hockey jocks. “You’re right they do and if you hit Luke I want to be there.” he admitted.

“I’m not awesome, Becky.” Eli admitted as she pressed a kiss to his cheek. “But I agree with you I think we’re going to be ok as well.” he admitted, then listened as she talked about Fiona and Adam. “We don’t have to talk about Fiona anymore. She’s doing good and if you dressed like Sandy at the end of Grease I probably would’ve stared at you.” he admitted and listened to her talk about her guitar. “You’re wrong you do have a baby.” he stated honestly and looked at her puppy. “You take care of her and everything.” he cocked his head a little. “We don’t have to talk about Fi or KC anymore.” he suggested.

When Becky blushed and covered her face he looked at her. “I didn’t look now, you’re wearing a push up bra.” he stated and looked at her. “When everyone walks by you, you look at what they’re wearing and I’m a guy when we look at girls and what they’re wearing we also notice a girl’s chest even if we don’t like said girl or are dating someone like I was dating Clare we still notice, but I don’t really pay close attention and quickly turn my head if a girls breasts are exposed more that what they should be.” he admitted. “I just try not to notice, but can’t help it.” he sighed and looked away, but ran his finger tips gently along her spine. “You think I’m sexy.” he smirked at her and kissed her head before lowering his head to her ear. “I think you’re beautiful.” he whispered softly letting his lips brush against the shell of her ear before moving back to his previous position. 

He listened to her mention K.C being a sheep and how she’s going to hell. “You’re not going to hell and I like that one.” he laughed. “Since you’re ready to lose Adam and I’m past ready to lose Clare, we should. I think this running away will help us get over them and heal. Maybe even a little faster since we’ll be spending a lot of time together.” he shrugged hoping it would be faster due to the fact they’d be learning about each other and be cooped up willingly in a hotel room together until they needed to leave for something or another. “I should let you know that I’m a hopeless romantic.” he admitted honestly. “I like cuddling more than most guys, I’d do just about anything to make the girl I’m dating happy which you already know. I’m not sure if you know this, but I’m medicated.” he admitted honestly. “I’m bipolar and I have an alarm set letting me know when I need to take my medicine. I also go to therapy for it, but my therapist is currently on vacation for a few weeks. I have her cell phone number in case I need it.” he assured and kissed her head. 

As they drove and she squealed his name when he mentioned her breasts, he laughed. “I couldn’t help it.” he chuckled a little as he kept his eyes focused on the road. “I’m glad you’re finally starting to feel beautiful and sexy because you are.” he assured and glanced over to her as he smirked. “I think you’re right. The Ice Hounds are kings of the pervs.” he chuckled a little, then listened as she stumbled with her words and listened to her tell him it’s getting there as well as her following testament. Without a word, he moved his hand so he could hold hers. “It’s getting there for me too. I won’t hurt you if we do get to that point. I don’t want to get hurt either.” he admitted. 

After Becky got her stuff out of the car, Eli followed suit and grabbed his things as well as their food and drinks from Tim Horton’s. He put his stuff on the cart with hers and carried the drinks as he got a bellhop to help with their cart. Once Becky mentioned one bed being ok, Eli chuckled a little at her nervousness a He put the food and drink on the counter as they talked, then looked at the host as he waited for an answer. “You heard the lady, one bed will do.” he clarified and looked over at Becky seeing that she was as tall as him when she’s not wearing heels. “I’m sure your dad would like knowing we’re sharing a bed.” he chuckled lightly and looked down at Juliette as she moved between his legs, then picked her up. When the host asked about needing one key or two, Eli looked up at him. “Two.” he stated knowing it would be better for emergency measures and waited for them to be checked in. The minute they were checked in he looked over at Becky. “I got us food by the way. I ordered us donuts figuring I’d take the safe way as well as a hot chocolate for you.” he smirked and held up the bag containing the food and looked smirked at her before kissing her cheek. Hearing the price of the room, Eli pulled out his wallet and paid cash for it as he took the two key cards along with the receipt, then handed Becky hers. “Room 304.” he stated and walked to their room. 

“Or…” she smirked, scooting over closer to him, “I could snuggle up to you.” Becky giggled, and then got a little more serious, “Well, I do have a leather jacket, actually. So, I could wear that.” She bit her lip, “If I wore a pair of red heels, maybe I could dress up like Sandy after all.” Becky was really starting to like how she could pick and joke with Eli and it was effortless and fun. She needed something like that in her life to balance out all of the seriousness that was taking place behind closed doors. “It worked, so, good job.” she laughed, talking about how he hugged her, “You seem to really know how to make a girl smile, not to mention how to forget that the world around her is going to hell in a handbasket.” She pursed her lips, looking up at him. As he mentioned her hitting Luke, she shook her head. “I will, I promise.” she laughed, “If I hit him, I’ll let you know and you can watch. God knows I really want to do it so badly sometimes.”

“Yes, you are Eli.” She giggled when the boy mentioned that he didn’t think he was awesome, “I think you’re awesome anyway. That should be all that matters.” Becky cocked an eyebrow at him playfully. She listened to him speak, twisting her hair around her finger. She nodded in agreement with Eli. “Yeah, I don’t want to talk about them anymore. They’re kind of irrelevant. I’m just so ready to move on.” She let out a frustrated sigh, and her facial expression quickly changed into a smirk as he mentioned starning at her. “Oh, really?” she said, “Maybe this Sandy thing should become a real thing.” Becky winked at him suggestively before turning her attention back to what he was saying. “Then, it’s over.” she smiled, “We’re done talking about them. The past is the past. Let’s move on.”

Becky laughed, shaking her head at his explanation. She knew what the inside of a boy’s head looked like, after living with a Luke for a little over sixteen years together. Her eyebrows knitted together as she giggled lightly at his response. “It’s okay, Eli. I get it.” she spoke, “I know what you mean. That’s why I always try and make sure that my outfits are modest, yet, still cute.” She smiled at him softly. However, all it took was for him to kiss her head, and then lean down and whisper in her ear for her breath to hitch in her throat. Becky’s back tensed for a moment, and then she relaxed in his arms. She bit on her lip a little as his lips came to brush against the shell of her ear. A shiver trailed down her spine and settled there as he kept calling her beautiful.  The action in itself was simple, however it was the highly suggestive and sexual tone that had her weak in the knees.

Becky grinned widely at his profession of behing a hopeless romantic. “That’s so sweet.” she gushed, “I like it when guys are just super romantic and sweet, because I’ve never really had that from a guy before.” She listened to him as he continued. As he began to tell her about his bipolar disorder, she nodded. “I didn’t know that.” she replied, reaching out to take his hand, “That’s okay, though. That’s not your fault, and you can’t help it.” Becky brought his hand up to her lips and pressed a gentle kiss to his knuckles, “Just, if you ever feel bad, talk to me, okay? I’ll be there for you. I promise.” She caressed the skin on the back of his hand with her thumb, “Please, though, if you ever feel violent or really angry…let me know then too. I trust you, but I’m just uncomfortable in that situation.” When his lips pressed to her head, she sighed contently, wrapping her arms around him again. “I kind of think we fit together perfectly.” she said.

Later on, while they were in the car, Eli continued talking about Becky’s body. “Eli…” she whined, still laughing at him, “At least I know that you think my body is…hot…or whatever.” A bright blush took over her cheeks. “Considering the fact that I don’t think my body is that great, I like that you see what I can’t see.” She laughed at his comment about the Ice Hounds, “They’re perverted and creepy! It’s one thing to be perv, but they’re like, stalker creepy too.” She smiled at him as he reached over and took her hand. “I’m glad that you feel the same way.” she smiled, “I really trust you. I know you won’t hurt me, and I promise, I would never hurt you. I wouldn’t dare put you through what I’ve gone through, and I wouldn’t ever think of hurting you like Clare did. I wouldn’t be able to live with myself knowing that I hurt someone like that, let alone you.”

Becky smiled at him as he chuckled at her. “Ha, he’d probably die if he knew, but part of me really doesn’t care.” She shook her head at him, still snickering at the older boy. She watched him pick up her dog, rubbing her and holding her close.  The sight caused a smile to curl up on Becky’s face. “You two are cute.” she nodded towards Eli and Juliette. Becky stood there as he got the room keys and then showed her the bag of food. She nodded, smiling, “Thanks, Eli. That’s perfect.” When he went to pull out his wallet to pay for the room, Becky dug down in her purse and handed him her wallet. “Here,” she said, “let me help.” She waited for him to take her wallet, and then took her key from him with a polite smile.

She followed him to their room, and as soon as he got the door open, she started taking the bags off of the cart and put them on the ground. When she finished, she wheeled the cart back into the hallway and then walked back into the room, flopping down on the bed with a happy sigh. Becky rolled onto her side and motioned for him to come and lay down beside of her. “These are going to be the best few days ever.” she smiled.