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musicalpastasalad · 5 years ago
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Day 1 of a week of writing literally anything
Sitting in an empty lunchroom
Absent feelings hang in the air vents
That move the air but they dont move us
Fingerprints line the sinks
It looks as if our souls have descended into the drains
And run down the pipes
Away from the restless air
Out of sight
Out of mind
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musicalpastasalad · 6 years ago
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René Magritte (1898-1967)
September 16th, 1956
Oil on canvas
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musicalpastasalad · 6 years ago
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Woman of Interest
The lights leak through the gas
Cold and indifferent
My skin grows mountains,
Jagged peaks
That echo the thoughts
That my mind sees in ever shadowed corner
Why is it that when my mind races
I am the one in second place?
Deeper beneath the surface is where
My anxieties like to swim in tandem with my fears
Adulthood ought to have lifeguards
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musicalpastasalad · 6 years ago
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Witching it up at the gym. Recently i dyed my hair purple and decided to wear whatever clothes i want so thats been nice.
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musicalpastasalad · 6 years ago
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Sitting in the gym massage chair. It was a good workout, i have been really pushing my weights for the first time in a while. I enjoy my new routine from my trainer. Planning to keep pushing weights till new years and see where im at.
My anxiety has been touch and go depending on the day. Big oh well, but ive been pushing for more shifts at work and im making enough to get by while also supporting Paul.
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musicalpastasalad · 6 years ago
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Handprinted Tights
Marya Jalava on Etsy
See our #Etsy or #Tights tags
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musicalpastasalad · 6 years ago
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Art By IG: @floortjesart
Instagram: @artwoonz
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musicalpastasalad · 6 years ago
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Have you ever
Overflowed with emotion?
Stomach hurting nerves, giddiness, dread, longing, disgust?
I feel them all when I think about anyone else. Ill probably delete this but i had to scream it into the void for a moment.
Family and friends have always been a struggle for me. Making keeping and losing friends is a talent of mine. Not immediately, but ive noticed ive fallen out of touch and i always pictured it getting easier in time. To be with other people i mean. I long to feel connected to anyone, and trust them, but i just dont.
Keeping a partner? Unlikely. Its the same story every time and i am the common denominator.
Married? Laughable! I can't get through anyone elses wedding without slipping out early to have a panic attack.
Keeping friends? Not easy when you imagine everyone hates you.
Idk. Im really struggling with feeling normal and worthy around anybody. I feel sick all the time.
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musicalpastasalad · 6 years ago
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O.W.W.W.P
With a glance out of the window she
Is bleeding winter
Letting it throb in her veins
Letting the snow nip at her ankles
Cloth pants
And empty beer cans have littered on the morning
Met with the glacial flood covering the dead leaves
The drought has been quenched
Perhaps I will get some rest
After I pour some ghosts into the air
And let the smoke stain my skin
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musicalpastasalad · 6 years ago
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Second day of feet in gym. Not bad, but im bloaty and hormonal and dont want to be here but that probably means im right where i need to be.
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musicalpastasalad · 6 years ago
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Peanut butter tastes great on anything. From Toothpaste For Dinner.
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musicalpastasalad · 6 years ago
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Second day of feet in gym. Not bad, but im bloaty and hormonal and dont want to be here but that probably means im right where i need to be.
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musicalpastasalad · 6 years ago
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I guess this is the space that I always share how depressed i have been and my plan to bounce back. Its never a bad thing but i imagine you all get a little sick of seeing the same posts.
Anyway, today at the gym i had no anxiety for the first time i could remember. Im delirious tired, but i feel just fine.
Not bad. Take care.
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musicalpastasalad · 6 years ago
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Wednesday is an excellent student, but frankly, I’m concerned. This is our class bulletin board. This month our theme is “Our Heroes”, people we love and admire. You see, Susan Ringo has chosen the President. Isn’t that sweet? And Harmony Feld has picked Diane Sawyer.
THE ADDAMS FAMILY (1991) dir. Barry Sonnenfeld
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musicalpastasalad · 6 years ago
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Post traumatic stupid
It took a year to thaw again
But still it grabs me by the throat
I am 24 and i am choking on the ghost of my youth
When does it stop knocking on my door after dark
And around every corner?
It watches my evening walks
And hears the downwards smirk at each sentences end
It knows me
I wish it would send a postcard instead because
No matter where I come up for air
There she is, ready to pull me back down
The person I always wanted to leave behind
Please, let me stop and rest awhile
I have been exhausted for ages
And canyons forming at the creases from my eyes
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musicalpastasalad · 6 years ago
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The Penner Cabin
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musicalpastasalad · 6 years ago
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Reblog if your a kinda "meh" FITBLR
You know, sorta bad ass on occasion when your not swamped with life stuff. You want to prioritise it more but things keep getting in the way. You’re super jazzed about fitness but sometimes it doesn’t go to plan.
Sometimes you’re a fitblr, sometimes you’re a shitblr and that’s OK. Reblog if your you’re proud of the fitblr days and meh about the shitblr ones.
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