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Everything is not racist

In the United States there is a push for something called systemic racism. We have seen these buzz word usage all in the past. Black Lives Matter, is nothing more than an easy catchy slogan. Something easily chanted that calls to the emotional instability of a generation long plagued with mal-nutrition. This comes in the form of many things, such as mass produced chemically induced foods, to the products of living such as the gas emissions from vehicles. However, these things that have happened have little to nothing to do with race. They have everything to do with the ability to control you. 

If one were to look at the science in all of the data surrounding covid-19 many of the scientists themselves may be confused. The fact that this virus has been around longer than many are letting it be known in the public, and that it has been known about by many who pay attention and understand the basic tenants of how a virus works. They are very simple organisms with very complex little systems. Like everything in the human body, the inside of the body has to have the right conditions for the virus to even take hold. Some drugs or even some vitamins and otc stuff help inhibit this ability. It is not saying they are a cure all for it, but basic cellular biology teaches us that a virus like every living thing needs homeostasis to continue life. Why wouldn’t ensuring a mineral like Zinc, gotten from the ground and ingested when people eat food grown in the dirt outside, is in anyway harmful or fake?  Social media companies do not want to let people discuss thing. They want to continue to push an agenda. I don’t care what your political values are, medicine should not be a political issue at all. 

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Another day down. Another day started. It is funny how the person who attacked my blogs before and came here to say i am a racist, wont show his face despite beimg someone who supposedly has honor.

Sadly this same person could be a relative seeing how our families are so close. This would make him one of those who would flip on someone to save their own skin. Either during the nazi invasion of these countries or during the communist regime. People forget how the content of their character shines througj and feel they can front for everyone. This same person left the scene of an accident in July of 2019 and was charged. They pled down of course, as i have said will do anything to save his skinny jean wearing ass.

Basically this is here in case the person who decided to attack my personal blog with the initials JL in Mesa AZ and drives a miata and wears skinny jeans and atf raid shirts all of the time. If you would like to talk in person please feel free to contact me. You cannot plead out of a civil for slander and defimation. Also gonna let those class action lawyers know not to accept you as a client. Have a great life! Maybe when you grow up you will understand things a bit better. Also next time you attack my mental health online, dont be a pussy about it dude. Come at me correct and just tell me it is you.....or do you pretend to be big amd bad to impress you boyfriend?

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What is the world coming to?

I am sorry for what I am about to write, however if I do not I think my head is going to fucking explode.

Currently I am attending a university, which receives both public and private funds. I am currently majoring in Communications at said university. This week, week 5 of my ethics in communications class the question for discussion says this.

"Do you agree that there should be restrictions on the First Amendment? Why?"

These people in this class are replying with things such as there should be a limit to free speech, and this is why because people are mean and words can be hurtful.....

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME RIGHT NOW?????

Words can be hurtful, what in the ever loving fuck gives you the right to limit my ability to call you a twat waffle, because it may hurt your feelings? Are you fucking serious right now? Is this what the culture of participation trophies has given us? People willing to toss away their rights to preserve someone's emotional well being?

I say again WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCK?

You think because you have thin skin, I should have to filter what comes out of my mouth? Who is going to determine what is hate speech? Facebook? Google? These same people who labeled those on the right as Nazi's even though they are religious Jews?

I'm sorry if you are offended because of the way I speak or type, but don't think for one moment I'm going to be silent while you try to strip away my rights.

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Interesting

Last week, people from my old job began attacking my posts and different blogs I had around different web sites. It is rather funny they are doing this considering the action being taken wasn’t against them personally, but instead against the company.

Interestingly enough many of the same people are looking for management jobs with places such as Carvana, among others. These people should not be put into any kind of a management role, until they learn a few definitions in the English language, and not their liberal language they spew from. For instance, memes are jokes around pictures. Remember what a meme format is, since your second job in your life was being a team leader. 

Next we will look at a word many on the left love to throw around. Racism, a word meaning a strong dislike of someone based on their race or ethnicity. This has nothing to do with what gender someone is, or what they believe in sexually. 

When one stops to think about these pushes for all of these different gender labels, they forget about the facts. The fact is there are two biological genders in every species. This is for mating purposes. If you want to grow a beard, and dress like a dude. This is your choice, however if someone owns a bakery and they choose not to make you a cake, this is their choice. Move on to the next baker and take your money to someone who wants it. This is their right just as much as it is your right to love whomever you choose. There is nothing wrong with either of these things. 

Acceptance does not come when something is shoved down someone’s throat. Being forced to care about someone is not going to make anyone care anymore about their fellow man, in fact the opposite is bound to happen. If you don’t like it, well to bad this is the truth. I do plan to go to medical school and once I am finished my medical forms for patients will have two genders, and if someone puts something else in there, well... sorry can’t help you much because they only teach how to treat males and females in medical school not the other 2002 genders people have made up. Can you imagine how long medical school would take someone if they have to learn about treating so many different species with so many different body parts? Yes I am joking about this, but it has gotten a lot out of hand. 

The left uses tactics like cancel, and shutting everything down and screaming louder than the person in front of them, yet claims to be anti-fascist. isn’t this the exact tactic used by the fascists? Isn’t it also interesting it has always been the conservative parties, who are more concerned about the complete well being than the individual? The groups like Antifa and so forth are nothing more than cowards, who try to intimidate. It is the very same people I talk about above, who have this same kind of mentality. I don’t know where the psychosis comes from in these people, and I don’t honestly care, as long as they leave me alone they will be left alone.

The bullshit from these people is so funny. I cannot stop laughing about it and how easy they have made proving my case, along with so many others. It is almost sad. I’m sure they are reading this so I will say even the dude they had call me on my off time, and wanted to have a discussion, didn’t do a good job of covering up why they were calling to harass me further. This is all ok, documented and recorded. They tell me each time there is a company policy against recording my conversations, but what they don’t understand is there is a company policy against retaliation and discrimination. So it continues. You violate the policy so do I apparently. Since the management all violates the policies and the people in charge don’t seem to care at all. Corporate America what can you do?

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Class Work

I am going to be using this for one of my classes this next 8 weeks as more or less of a proving ground. I’m going to try some ideas on here and see how well I put them together before submitting them. 

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Remembering

Today never gets any easier. Thinking about calling a sibling only to remember they have been dead for sometime.

I remember today like it was yesterday. I have seen many different people in many different situations, and in various stages of life. But you are my brother and even though you are not physically here, I have kept many things from your life.

I have the letters from the people's lives you saved. I have pictures of what I would later find out be our last Christmas in this life. I carry the memory of the day you ended your own suffering. I always will carry this memory with me.

I am not mad at you, I never have been. But damit why aren't you around Alvin? I miss the times we had although they weren't many as we grew up, I remember going to the same schools, getting in trouble, and so on. I miss you brother and always will. I am here working on getting done with school so I can continue toward medical school.

Alvin, you are greatly missed.

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Lol

Ambulance wins, everytime.

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A Shit Day

So I am one of the many people with PTSD and sometimes, the day is just shit. I am jumpy as fuck, constantly thinking someone is behind me. Barely made it through training, don't remember how or when I got there today. It has been one long day of reoccurring flash backs, and feeling like my chest was going to explode.

I haven't been to therapy for a while now because I am working and don't have time to go. Sometimes I feel as if I am not strong enough to handle the challenges that are in front of me, yet I know I am. If I am able to retain a job is questionable at best. I try but always seem to find something about them that I don't like. However, the job I am at now seems very cool and very good. The trainer today saw I was struggling and asked me if I was ok. This is one of the best places I have worked since being diagnosed with PTSD. The stuff I see if a bit triggering, but I look at it from the standpoint of I see it so no one else has to.

Right now I am just laying in bed waiting for my medication to kick in and hopefully put me down. I haven't slept well in about a week, so I am well overdue.

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Jelco when he was just a small kitten. Trying to make him feel better about being in a new place.