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I loved and still love my oc’s. They are the best parts of me.

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from the stream yesterday 8D 

good old wips <3

whip it. whip it RRREAALll GOOOD.

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Some wips of stuff in the stream. <3 <3

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GOD I LOVED sonic so much. I made everyone so gay it was fantastic.

omg, when i still drew on notebook paper bc we couldnt afford nice white printer paper.

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*u* all the lovelies i bought from this very cute artist.

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Hello, sorry for the bother! i really do love your style and coloring style. Im curious, would it be ok of me to ask for your Paint tool said settings? ;b; if you don't want to that perfectly fine, just thought i'd ask!~

Woww I haven’t been on here in a while. Ty for the question!

I barely started using paint tool sai, I only have 2-5 drawings in my da gallery since I posted a year ago or more. I used the standard settings that were already there so no tweaking things yet! Just the general pencil tool for sketching and coloring. Most of my art I made in other programs and some in photoshop. I recently (just last month of this year) started using SAI again (and coloring in general) but hope to explore more things and wouldn’t mind posting tutorials on some stuff. Might help some people but there are already tons of artists out there who are more capable of giving feedback and tips performance wise. But, we’ll see how it goes. I’ve also been livestreaming since 2 weeks ago and will probably make that more public later for fun/learning (then we can allll learn togetherrrr!!!! HAHAHAHA. XOXOXOXO

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Intuous/SAI/1.5hrs

Cynthia/Shirona: DPPT

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Forever Wip. Before ORAS came out I autoshipped them just by seeing their pictures. I liked them both so much that head canons spawned. Head canon that they’re bff’s. That Tabitha gives Courtney donuts and sweets to cheer her up. Head canon that they’re such awesome team mates he just picks her up like she’s dainty pie and treats her like a princess. Head canon that Tabitha squeezes her and Maxie like they’re teddy bears whenever they go out of their way to get him super rare sweets. Head canon that he brings the bae- the BOSS coffee and donuts on Monday meetings (lol do they even have….)

I feel like Tabitha would give the best hugs. <3

One thing I really love about him are his eyes- the shape of his eyes. I didn’t do it any justice and I don’t have the energy to do more for this right now. So, yeah, I fudged up but…I really like them <3

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Intous

Sai

2.5 hrs

Ingo + Emmet

Subway masters <3

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Lisia

Intuous

Sai + PS

2 hrs

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SAI

Intuous

30 mins

Wally 

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2 hrs

SAI +Intuous

This was actually from more than a month ago and I just decided to add some blue to the furfrou and finish adding color to the clothes on the rack which took about 10 minutes. Just speedpaint digital coloring practice. Didn’t feel like doing anything else to it rn. XOXO

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I'm one of the ealier anons but I just kinda figured out what you do. I think it's mindblowing that you're an artist and writer but you also work in the medical field? Like holy shit and I read your journal even though the post date has been a while and DANG, the amount of responsibility you take on for people you care about is just...I don't have words. It sounds hard and I don't know if I can ever do something like that... btw are you rich?

Hello! er, again LMAO. I don't know which one u r (sorryyyy, can't tellllllllll obvvvv)

But regardless, thank you for that, it's a very nice form of encouragement.

One of my coworkers actually said this to me today, I think it was said by Mother Theresa- about how....

"I do not love everyone. I can not love everyone. I can only love the person beside me."

Also. I have my own priorities and goals in life and things that I do as a person. I live my life accordingly to the way I choose but you are free to choose your own standards and way of living.

AND OMG NO I AM NOT RICH. Is it bc u read my journal? ERRRRRRRRRRRHURRRR. no. i'm not. i just splurge once in a while on things I want. But who doesn't do that in some form. I'll consider myself rich monetarily if I have 9834092384 cars and a mansion with 3984509384 rooms and lots of other things rofl. I'll consider myself rich if i ever develop the mentality of being ok with wiping my ass with a wad of 100 dollar bills.

And if I own a toilet made out of gold and the handle is diamond encrusted. ROFL. XOXOX

...hmm..if i was rich, i'd want to turn desserts or unfertile land into agricultural projects and grow food and let ppl live off the land in 3rd world countries- k maybe's there's more efficient ways of helping but....ITS A START. All these legendary questions being thrown at me these last few days, omg, thank you

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Really random, cliche, and maybe philosophical question? But "why" are you an artist? Like, I read your response to another person about art as a result, not a means? But w-what...did you really mean by that? OTL

Hmm....let's see how I can place what I am thinking....

The reason I make art is not because I want to be an artist.

I make art because there are many things that I love and I want to show my love for those things and people through colors and pictures. I want to remember how those things made me feel and I translate my feelings into colors.

The reason I write is not because I want to be a writer.

I write because there are many things that I want to say, there are stories that i want to tell, there are situations that I wish to explore with words. I want to know the extent and depth of a universe made within one sentence. I want to remember the sounds of someone's voice with a metaphor.

Hard evidence of the outcome in how I process my environment, experiences, and interactions.

Those were some of my thoughts if you are referring to my response to that other anon down there.

hmm...other thoughts...-

Am i an artist bc i make art? does making art make me an artist?

Basic definition then other meanings in a culture as in "yes they draw but they only make X thing, how can you call them an artist", or "a TRUE artist is someone who does X or X number of things."

But, why do i make art, write, sing, do whatever it is that i do?

bc there are many things that I love and stand in wonder of and these are my attempts to translate my thoughts, myself- essentially,-..

to communicate how they have made me feel.

the propagation of these behaviors are for those reasons and then those reasons serve as a foundation for more realizations and beliefs.

..mmm..immortalizations of the soul.

not because I want to live forever..

but because those things made me feel like I could.

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I've been wanting to tell you for a really long time that I love your sense of self integrity and honesty that you have with yourself and others.You don't pretend and I feel like you're really genuine as a person because of it. Also, you're really analytical :/ Honestly at first I found that hard to believe bc you act so carefree and your art is whimsical. But now I know! Anywho, keep up the great work.

Oh boy oh boy, all these lovely asks. Thank you anons, whoever you ppl are XOXOX--

Integrity and honesty. I wanna ask what it is you see me doing that leads you to this conclusion out of curiosity. I just am who I am. I learn and grow...my experiences carry me "forward". I let them. I make them.  Also, yeah I keep getting that often- the "you laugh alot and act carefree but omg u also have a deep srs side too". Different ppl have different qualities about them.

Hmmm...i also think..that the qualities people truly admire are things they'll also take on bc they see it as important.  Whatever qualities are important to you are most likely qualities you will uphold over other traits.

(like if loyalty, love, respect, and trust are more important than....well...status? being in control of everything in one's environment? )

can I even compare things like that though bc status has its own importance and so does control but I suppose the heart of something is revealed in how people use those different things.

It's important to look out for one's self too however...maybe an extreme side to that is fucking everyone else over in the process to get whatever u want. So many sides and situations. Maybe someone who only honestly wants the physical intimacy of sex wont be compatible with someone who sees physical intimacy as something worthy of gaining one's trust and isn't so open to giving and receiving as another.

Maybe someone who sees it as ok to make mistakes and forgive themselves so easily and therefore others is not compatible with someone who.....has higher standards (and needs those higher standards because they understand the weight of mistakes and maybe so should others).

Or maybe it's not always about compatibility- someone who more consistently looks out for themselves is not going to look out for someone else or even jeopardize themselves occassionally for another person. To do something but believe something different? Why would you do that. but oh,,,there's lots of "reasons"..

Thank you for your thoughts, though, anon. XOX