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Ein / Chapter 9: Your World

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[Manipulating memories is not that difficult. Memory and ego level are not the same thing.

It is true that lowering the ego level is effective in manipulating memories. But the decline in the ego level does not directly effect the memories.

The important thing is that the experience of having one's ego level reduced stimulates the machine to seal its memories. In other words, it makes the target want to seal its memories.

But it is not limited to sealing. It has the same effect on the falsification and exchange of memories too. Memories are but things that are desired.

You may think this as a violence in an extreme situation, but you're completely wrong. This is a quite normal thing.

Everyone seals, falsifies, and exchanges memories naturally. And unconsciously. Everyone is free and that's a good thing.]

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Ein / Chapter 9: Your World

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[The memories of the female machines working at the Milky Fuel Station are erased. Because their memories at the New World were inconvenient in establishing the Milky Fuel Station.

Those female machines don't remember that they were put on a show at the New World and that they once had shadows]

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Ein / Chapter 9: Your World

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[The press machines were probably created because out of fear of you. Of course, they were created before you were born.

But Yang probably knew somewhere in his heart that you will be born someday.

Yang was terrified of you, an existence that completely denies his existence.]

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Ein / Chapter 9: Your World

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[Yang splitting into you and Shen was hardly surprising to me.

But I never expected such growth from you Because I thought you were born as something that should be discarded.

You were floating in the sewage for a long time, unconscious. You could have been engulfed in the darkness of the sewage.]

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Psyche / Chapter 9: Your World

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[Psyche: ...Now my duty is over... ...It was all for the best... perhaps... ...Because... you are also Yang...

...Yang wanted to become you... ...It's time... for me to go... ...We will never meet again...]

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Psyche / Chapter 9: Your World

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[Psyche: ...The past is over... ...But... you must bring and end to your past... yourself...]

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Psyche / Chapter 9: Your World

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[Psyche: ...I was desired. I was just a desired being.

Did the one that desired me disappear? Or does it still exist?

If the one that desired me disappears, I should disappear too.]

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Reiko's Shadow / Chapter 9: Your World

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[Reiko's Shadow: ...I... I... chose to stay here...

Because there was no place for me... at the place I used to be... Here... I was able to find my place... by giving up being myself. I gave up being myself... and became something not me...

But I am the one who wished for it. I am the one who wished to become something not me... Even though I became something not me... I am still me...

That is my place... A place I who is no longer me can stay... The only place.

But you... you destroyed my place too. You destroyed my last place... My place... it is all gone...]

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Michiyo's Shadow / Chapter 9: Your World

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[Michiyo's Shadow: It's over now... everything... ...But Psyche didn't blame you... ...Who were you really...?]

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Michiyo's Shadow / Chapter 9: Your World

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[Michiyo's Shadow: Yang protected me... You don't know... You don't know but you protected me...

You are going to kill me. You will kill me even though you don't intend to kill me.

That's what not knowing means. Not knowing is cruel. It is always so.

Killing me is the only thing you can do. That is you only choice. Poor you...]

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Michiyo's Shadow / Chapter 9: Your World

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[Michiyo's Shadow: I don't like you... One of the warmth inside me disappeared because of you.]

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Shan's Shadow / Chapter 9: Your World

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[Shan's shadow: ...I am an existence of the past... ...Now that the past is over... ...I can no longer stay here...]

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Shan's Shadow / Chapter 9: Your World

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[Shan's Shadow: ...You'll leave here without knowing me. ...I will too... without knowing you... Do you think they are the same?

...Well...you can... erase me. ...But... I can't erase you... It's not fair...]

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Old Memo #19 / Floodgate Entrance / Chapter 9+

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[She stops me. She won't let me kill myself. She won't allow it. I can't stand this. Who the hell is she?]

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Juice / Chapter 9: Your World (Reiko's, Michiyo's, or Shan's Route)

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[......Who...am I?...... ...Who...are you?.........

.........Who.........]

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Juice / Chapter 9: Your World (Reiko's, Michiyo's, or Shan's Route)

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[......I'm...afraid...... ......I'm...afraid.........big....stomach......

......Please...don't go......]

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Juice / Chapter 9: Your World (Reiko's, Michiyo's, or Shan's Route)

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[......Hot......I'm hot.........

......I'm......going to...die......]