#enusan

[fish-paul-society]

My Garage Bad Dream Adventure rot is back at it again. Felt like drawing most of the Female Machines hanging out at a coast side, since it's getting warmer.

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Enusan / Chapter 9: Your World (Silk Drawers Core Memory)

Transcript:

[...Silk Drawers.

This... this looks like something outrageous.

And what is this picture of a face? Why is a face like this drawn on it? I've never seen something that gives me chills this much.

...But it makes me feel a little nostalgic too. Why do I feel this way? This is a really strange thing.]

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Enusan / Chapter 9: Your World (Bus Stop Core Memory)

Transcript:

[Bus stop, huh... Bus... I wonder what this bus is like. This is a place where it stops, right?

I wonder where it stops. Does it stop on this round part?

It looks like an ordinary sign board. But I can't imagine how it'll look if this so-called bus stops on it.]

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Enusan / Chapter 8: Yang

Transcript:

[I want my husband to do the things he is capable of. He is a pathetic male machine but that is okay with me.

But actually, I want him to enjoy life more. Like go fishing or stroll around the neighborhood or have long talks with me.

But I guess machines like him feel uncomfortable of not doing things they are capable of. So I've given up and accepted it.

Sometimes, he gets on my nerves, but I'll pretend we're even, since there are things I'm capable of doing too.]

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Enusan / Chapter 7-9 (Shan's route)

Transcript:

[The girl living with you, yes, Shan. She seems very happy.

I guess I should wander around sometimes too. I had forgotten about things like that for a long time.

I've gotten used to not changing. I thought this world will never change.

But that was because I didn't change. Shan reminded me that.

But you know, the older you get, the harder it becomes to change. I wonder why it's so.]

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Enusan / Chapter 9: Your World (after secret can quest)

Transcript:

[Mysterious things are things that existed in a mysterious world.

It is different from our world, and there is no way for us to find out what kind of world it is.

We have our own world, so I guess that's alright. But you know what?

Isn't it exciting that a world we don't know exists somewhere?

I don't know much about Newm. But I understand how he felt. He wanted to go to a different world.

Somewhere not here. Where he is surrounded by things he doesn't know. Where everything is new to him.

But there's no guarantee that a different world is a good world. It might be worse than here. That's likely, isn't it?

But you know, it doesn't matter if it's better or worse. The important thing is that it is a different world. Well, that's what I thought.

But now, I'm not sure of it. You want to know why? It's because my world broadened a bit thanks to my husband.

... Perhaps the size of the world is what we make it.]

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Enusan / Chapter 9: Your World (Diving Suit Core Memory)

Transcript:

[Diving suit... Is this for diving into the sewage? But we can't wear it with a shape like this.

Maybe it is for shadows to wear. But I can't think of any reason for shadows to dive into sewage.]

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Enusan / Chapter 9: Your World (Worn Out Socks Core Memory)

Transcript:

[Worn out socks... There are holes, and they look really used all right...

...These tubes look soft and are curved a little. What were they used for?

You probably put something in them... I wonder what kind of things were put inside...]

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Enusan / Chapter 9: Your World (Butter Knife Core Memory)

Transcript:

[Butter knife...

It seems like it's made of metal. And it does look like something of this world. It might come in handy when eating crab butter.

But I clearly feel it. This is one of the mysterious things.

I feel like I hear stories about these mysterious things floating out from them. Stories of a world we don't know.

Looking at this makes me feel a little sad. I wonder what happened...]

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Enusan / Chapter 8: Yang

Transcript:

[...Everybody has things they can do and things they can't do. And there are things they can understand and things they can't.

You might thing you can choose your way. But you are probably not the one who is choosing.

You are probably not the one who chooses but who is chosen...]

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Enusan / Chapter 8: Yang

Transcript:

[I don't know about Yang. The only thing I know is that there are some similarities between Yang and Juice.

Those two probably have something we don't. And those two are missing something we have.

I don't know what it is, but it looks that way to me.]

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Enusan / Chapter 7: The Shadow

Transcript:

[...Everyone is afraid. But you can't blame them.

But if we can't eliminate what we are afraid of, we just have to live with it. What else can we do?]

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Honda / Chapter 9: Your World (after final bogie upgrade)

Transcript:

[Because of you, the passion in me has weakened. Well, I knew it was coming. I just have to accept it.

I don't know what I should do to fill this emptiness. But I am sure there is still something I can do.

I had a long chat with Enusan for the first time in years. I've been taken over by the manufacturing fever up to now, but having some quiet time isn't that bad.

It's not bad to listen to the sound of frogs. And listening to female machines talk is not so bad either. I guess I have been away from things like that for quite a while.

I have done nothing for Enusan until now. But all male machines were like me. That used to be the norm.

What a foolish norm it is. A really foolish norm.]

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Shan / Chapter 7-9 (Shan's route)

Transcript:

[I was talking with Enusan today, and I felt Enusan and I were kind of similar. But I can't say what exactly.

Maybe like how she looks kind of sad. Like how she is a little stubborn.

And like how she complains a lot about Honda but probably doesn't hate him. I kind of enjoy talking with Enusan.]

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Shan / Shan's Route / Chapter 7-9

Transcript:

[Today, I explored the neighborhood. I only moved around a little, but I never knew that it is so fun.

And I met Honda and Enusan, Since it was my first time meeting a female machine other than Reiko and Michiyo, I got a little nervous.

But Enusan talked with me very happily. And she even gave me a crab too.]