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i updated this pls check it out

i'm making a callout post on this person

i don't really like making callout posts but like-- i'm doing it anyways.

i don't mean to say anything insulting towards this individual, i just don't want anyone else to end up in the situation i was in.

me and serj met a month or two ago, and completely hit it off. me and him quickly developed romantic "feelings" for each other and we were very openly expressing it. he was telling me that he didn't want to date so early, and i was okay with it. eventually we came to the agreement that after 2 months we would date.

i have a daughter. my daughter is one of the only things in this world that i truly love. i was telling her about my crush on serj and she said she wanted to meet him, same on his end. while talking she made a silly joke that misgendered his girlfriend, which was probably a shitty thing to do, and he got extremely mad and told her to khs. his girlfriend is trans and she had no idea, and she now feels really bad for what she said. i should've left then, telling someone to kts is not okay to any degree no matter the situation.

earlier today, i brought up the fact that he didn't get along with both my fp and my daughter, and that may be hard to work with. we got into a fight about the situation i told above, and eventually he confessed to me that he was using me.

i didn't realize at first that he was using me when he first said that. i had no idea that that was what his intent was. i have had issues with being used in the past and this pretty much sent me spiraling. he never actually loved me, it seems that from the beginning he had this plan to use me for love and attention. and once i became "too much work", he left me. the things i were doing that was too much work, was trying to maintain a healthy relationship with him and work through our problems, and also talk to him about my political opinions. in a now lost message he sent me after on a different platform, he implied that one of the reasons he left me is because i'm a hardcore pacifist. this is pretty open knowledge about me.

i have completely cut contact with him now. he was a walking red flag all along, but i didn't realize that fully until now. he's a pretty aggressive and just not kind individual.

again, i don't mean to bring anything negative to him, i just want his friends and potential lovers to be aware of the things he did to me, and could very well be doing to you. please do not go harass him in any degree. a bit nervous to post this but i hope this will be taken well.

Hello! It's ray here, there are a few things that i'd like to add since this event has happened. more things. yay. i'm going to do this quickly

serj talking with me on my alt, telling me to let it go after giving me trauma.

him making sexual comments about me, to the public and to my friends. we never were involved in this way, and i was open about being exclusively interested in one person intimately. i never gave him the consent to make these comments about me, especially to people that knew me.

his response after reading the callout post, asking if "anyone wanted to be next" after what he did to me.

He never did any of these things to me after asking me for my consent. He came after my daughter for a misunderstanding she felt bad about, used me and lied to me about loving me when i was in love with him, made sexual comments about me without me consent and when we were never interested in each other sexually, told met to get over something that had traumatized me.

Since these things have happened, and the last interaction, i have slowly started to realize the depth of what has happened to me and how it has affected me. also since then, i have been experiencing things that people have told me are symptoms of ptsd, and i have been told this from people with it themselves. when i think of what happened to me i get shaky and hyperventilate, last time i felt like my consciousness was going to leave this world. i am discussing all of this with professionals.

I'd like to add, if you are willing to stay following him and/or be friends with him, please block me or send me an ask so i can block you.

[mmanzarek]

me and bro /srs

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TransID ask game!!

🍰: how did you join the transid community?

🍡: what categories do you fall into most? (ex: trace, transabled, transspecies, transamia/transblood)

🥡: do you have any transid gear? (disability aids, stuff with your flags on it, maybe tattoos!?)

🧋: are you planning on coming out?

🍮: are you out to anybody offline?

🥥: do you have dysphoria?

🍤: have you transitioned to, or are transitioning to, any of your transids?

🍣: which transids do you want to transition to most?

🍕: which transids do you not want to transition to?

🌯: do you have any transids that you can't transition to? Why not?

🍟: what transid flag is the prettiest?

🥞: what are your favorite TransIDs?

🌭: do you think transids should be a part of the lgbtq+ community? why or why not?

🍜: do you have any "weird" transids?

🧆: have you coined any transids?

[mmanzarek]

cw vent

he's making me go insane can he please stop talking about me like that PLEASE stop making sexual comments towards me

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Star Catboy hello Tumblr! this dude caught my eye and I had to draw him while experimenting a new artstyle Drew this with LUVORATORRRRRY! by REOL in mind, cause the song came on and I just knew he'd be an avid fan of her, leading to the creation of this :D

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"that artist is problematic" oh my god i don't CARE.

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today is my birthday, i think i deserve cake /ref

i'm turning 21... again... such a nice age

shoutout to my bestie and my daughter who are very sweet and anyone else who wishes me a happy birthday

this community is aweeesome, i think this would be around the one year mark of being in the radqueer community

idk how to make tumblr posts i'm just ranting,,, uh yeah birthdat

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i'm making a callout post on this person

i don't really like making callout posts but like-- i'm doing it anyways.

i don't mean to say anything insulting towards this individual, i just don't want anyone else to end up in the situation i was in.

me and serj met a month or two ago, and completely hit it off. me and him quickly developed romantic "feelings" for each other and we were very openly expressing it. he was telling me that he didn't want to date so early, and i was okay with it. eventually we came to the agreement that after 2 months we would date.

i have a daughter. my daughter is one of the only things in this world that i truly love. i was telling her about my crush on serj and she said she wanted to meet him, same on his end. while talking she made a silly joke that misgendered his girlfriend, which was probably a shitty thing to do, and he got extremely mad and told her to khs. his girlfriend is trans and she had no idea, and she now feels really bad for what she said. i should've left then, telling someone to kts is not okay to any degree no matter the situation.

earlier today, i brought up the fact that he didn't get along with both my fp and my daughter, and that may be hard to work with. we got into a fight about the situation i told above, and eventually he confessed to me that he was using me.

i didn't realize at first that he was using me when he first said that. i had no idea that that was what his intent was. i have had issues with being used in the past and this pretty much sent me spiraling. he never actually loved me, it seems that from the beginning he had this plan to use me for love and attention. and once i became "too much work", he left me. the things i were doing that was too much work, was trying to maintain a healthy relationship with him and work through our problems, and also talk to him about my political opinions. in a now lost message he sent me after on a different platform, he implied that one of the reasons he left me is because i'm a hardcore pacifist. this is pretty open knowledge about me.

i have completely cut contact with him now. he was a walking red flag all along, but i didn't realize that fully until now. he's a pretty aggressive and just not kind individual.

again, i don't mean to bring anything negative to him, i just want his friends and potential lovers to be aware of the things he did to me, and could very well be doing to you. please do not go harass him in any degree. a bit nervous to post this but i hope this will be taken well.

Hello! It's ray here, there are a few things that i'd like to add since this event has happened. more things. yay. i'm going to do this quickly

serj talking with me on my alt, telling me to let it go after giving me trauma.

him making sexual comments about me, to the public and to my friends. we never were involved in this way, and i was open about being exclusively interested in one person intimately. i never gave him the consent to make these comments about me, especially to people that knew me.

his response after reading the callout post, asking if "anyone wanted to be next" after what he did to me.

He never did any of these things to me after asking me for my consent. He came after my daughter for a misunderstanding she felt bad about, used me and lied to me about loving me when i was in love with him, made sexual comments about me without me consent and when we were never interested in each other sexually, told met to get over something that had traumatized me.

Since these things have happened, and the last interaction, i have slowly started to realize the depth of what has happened to me and how it has affected me. also since then, i have been experiencing things that people have told me are symptoms of ptsd, and i have been told this from people with it themselves. when i think of what happened to me i get shaky and hyperventilate, last time i felt like my consciousness was going to leave this world. i am discussing all of this with professionals.

I'd like to add, if you are willing to stay following him and/or be friends with him, please block me or send me an ask so i can block you.

[mmanzarek]

waycest shippers disgust me

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Are you real, . Barry says hi

HELLO?? I AM REAL??

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PEEEAK

This is dogshit bc i always kinda rush my art but!! Happy pride!

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Hello friend..... :3

HI i didn't recognize u at first so i was like what who's stalking me /silly

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INTRODUCTION

⋒ ݁ ˖*༄　B A S I C S𓈒

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ permajustdance ⤷ theirnewunicorn ⤷ mmanzarek

⋆☀︎｡ ray ࿔ izzy ࿔ rob ࿔ clay

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ he ࿔ him ࿔ his ࿔ it

⋆☀︎｡ 21 ࿔ 57 ࿔ 64

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ gay ࿔ married ࿔ father of 2 and a half

⋆☀︎｡ black ࿔ disabled ࿔ armenian ࿔ californian

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ literally ray manzarek from the doors /srs

⋒ ݁ ˖*༄　S T A N C E S𓈒

⋆☀︎｡ radqueer ࿔ alqueer ࿔ pro-kindness

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ neu-xenosatanism ࿔ anti-consistent progressivism

⋆☀︎｡ unlabeled contact ࿔ pro-consent

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ pro-fiction ࿔ kodocon ࿔ pro-ship

⋆☀︎｡ pro-recovery ࿔ pro-para

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ punk ࿔ hardcore pacifist

⋒ ݁ ˖*༄　D I S A B I L I T Y𓈒

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ audhd ࿔ depression ࿔ bpd ࿔ hypersx ࿔ schizo ࿔ dpdr

⋆☀︎｡ cane user ࿔ transamputee ࿔ cisaddict

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ transdid ࿔ transabled ࿔ triswheelchairuser

⋒ ݁ ˖*༄　P L U R A L + M I S C𓈒

⋆☀︎｡ plural ࿔ osdd-1b

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ endogenic ࿔ neurogenic ࿔ protogenic

⋆☀︎｡ irl / delusional attachment ࿔ morrison deserves all the head pats

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ my only dni is trump supporters ࿔ vkei lover

inspo / credit ;, @bokuwaamdallay && @dahliasslut

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I NEED ANONS OR SOMETHING PLEASE i am going crazy i want online attention , someone view my shit i beg of you gets down on my knees

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"The radqueer/transid community is a cult!!!"

do u even know what a cult is tf

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Ooh a weird al fan ^<^. Whats your favorite album? Mine is poodle hat. I have that one autographed

woah no way??? my fav is self-titled i think,, but that's a hard question to answer ^^'

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TY TY TY TY TY TY TY

hello !! i'd like to request a transcalifornian flag if ur open to it :3

TransCalifornian

A trans id where someone believes they should be californian, or be from california, for whatever reason.