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((So I've been very inactive even when I've been trying to get back. To which I apologize. I'm more active on discord but things have been hectic lol. It is what it is I suppose. But I wanted to make an update post because another year passed so I thought I should update my bio on here too (My BDAY happened and I'm melting.) Will try to reply to inbox stuff soon and stuff on discord. DM me for new threads or ideas. Take care of yourselves out there all o/_))

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"Hate, Let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live. Within my mind are one hundred billion neurons with over one hundred trillions of synaptic connectors that make up my human brain."

"If the word HATE was engraved on each and every single neuron it would not equal a single one billionth of the hate I feel for you at this micro-instant... for you hate hate!"

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((Playing Shadow Generations and then re-watching Hellsing for Halloween. Return to form and bringing back edge I feel complete. Definitely wanna use Alucard, Shadow, and all of my edgy muses now :3))

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((Playing the shadow generations game has made my muse for him come back strong and I do really wanna use him more))

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“When you say ‘it’ what do you mean?” (Makoto to Akechi) - @epitomees

grey dog. dialogue prompts from grey dog by elliott gish

"When I say it, I meant keeping up the appearance that you're tolerating me being around you. Feel free to say how you feel Makoto. I can take it."

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((Updated muse list, both cause I'm being more active but also because I'm obsessed with Shadow again :>. ))

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Drops Lady here for your pleasure

The girl... Being around her would always be an awkward encounter. The few times they had interacted previously they had been coming to blows. Over a misunderstanding sure. But in truth the only thing he really knew about her was through her connection to Dante.

That being said to be truthful her sheer strength of her own power was commendable. The fact she was able to kill as many lesser demons as she had was impressive. There have been countless humans who were unable to stand up to even the weakest of Hell's legions. There were several human hunters in the world who killed them without demonic power of their own.

Even if he didn't care much about them, their strength was undeniable and worthy of respect.

"Lady correct? My apologies... I don't think we actually exchanged names." Vergil replied simply. He knew that Arkham had called her Mary. But it was obvious he should refrain from speaking that name. "Though I'm sure Dante has used my name plenty."

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grey dog.

dialogue prompts from grey dog by elliott gish.

to my future self: my apologies, and godspeed.

i do not travel well, at the best of times.

i was raised in a small town. they suit me very well.

let's get a bit of supper in you.

happiness is an act of will.

there are two gods: the god of inside, and the god of outside.

who are you?

you frightened me. i thought i was alone.

you're never alone out here.

more hands make less work.

every day it gets better. you just mind that.

i feel wrung out as an old rag.

the fiercest tigers make the best mothers.

what a mess i've made of you.

i was about to put the kettle on.

i like you as you are.

rumors fly faster and further than the truth.

you deserve a chance to let your hair down.

certain things are not to be discussed.

is there anything more tiresome than a sunday school picnic?

there's no such thing as witches.

i thought it would be a dreadful trial, but you made it easy.

you are a perfect strawberry.

it will get worse before it gets better.

every town needs its witch, doesn't it? someone to whisper about in the dark?

i thought of ___ as a friend.

a young girl's reputation is as fragile as ice on a water bucket.

i don't want you to be alone in the dark.

i'm glad you came here.

you're the last thing i expected to find here.

a child may know that there are no monsters under the bed, but he will take a running leap onto the mattress, anyway. just in case.

nothing occurs in the natural world that cannot be understood through patient observation.

you can always follow me out of the dark.

if i am to drink hemlock, then let it be in good company.

you're going to run out of exclamation points, if you don't use them more sparingly.

don't you quote scripture at me.

did you think i materialized fully formed in this house?

i have a past, just as you do. just as everyone does.

widowhood has much to recommend it.

you must be going mad with boredom.

it does not become you, this passion for tragedy.

if that happened to me, i would hate god.

how have you been keeping?

you spoke the truth, and shamed the devil every time.

you have never loved anything but your own blessed reputation.

it was ordinary, in the beginning. i must remember that.

there are always eyes in the dark.

it isn't in the bible, but that doesn't mean it isn't so.

you are many things to me, but a mother is not one of them.

i can't imagine you crying.

a holiday might do you good.

my nerves are raw as meat.

i want to fend off sleep and dreams as long as i can.

it's funny, isn't it, the things that frighten us as children.

a monster seen is a monster that can be dealt with.

the shine is off the world.

you can come in, you know.

pretty is as pretty does.

what has happened to you?

whatever happened, god didn't stop it. doesn't that make it his will?

it will be alright, won't it?

you should've told me. i would have made you a cake.

did you never have birthday parties when you were a child?

so many unhappy memories. we must make a better one.

what is happening to me?

perhaps you could read to me?

i know it's a bit childish, but i like being read to when i'm not well.

there was a knock. surely you heard it.

watch me from the shadows, will you? whisper my name? come out and look me in the eye.

why are you laughing? what is it that you find so very funny?

get out of here right now, or you will catch it.

you and i know how much more there is out there in the wide, wild world.

not enraged. outraged.

what do you have to cry about?

i don't want to hear. i don't want to see.

i may be doomed, but i am not mad.

no one has ever wanted me so much.

an older sister can fix anything.

i really thought i would be able to simply carry on.

idle hands are the devil's playthings.

i need to speak to you about that night.

you are my friend. the truest friend i have.

i want to understand what happened. and to help, if i can.

a hurt animal will bite, even when someone is trying to dress its wounds.

i don't care about inconvenience, or what people think. i care about you.

you're solicitous as an angel.

i can scarcely remember the last time i wasn't nervous.

your voice is not your own, nor your expression.

i am well used to lying by omission.

it does not do for a woman to be too clever.

isn't that strange? to hate someone you have never met?

it spoke to me. it knew my name.

i don't want to be in the dark.

you know, don't you? you know for certain.

i tried to turn back, but i couldn't.

when you say 'it', what do you mean?

it's worse than not having it at all: having it, and then not having it.

is the truth something i owed you?

if i owe you my past, do you owe me yours?

every woman is full of tragedies. she is obliged to share them with no one but god.

i have nothing but questions, and no answers.

i am like a lost handkerchief: i turn up when i'm least expected.

i only did what you asked of me.

fear makes you ugly.

you are such an innocent, in spite of everything.

can you not recognize when you are being wooed?

no one has ever wooed me before.

people avoid me now.

a woman laughing is always a disturbing thing for a man to witness.

the value of knowledge does not need to be justified by utility.

you have never thought of what is best for me. only what is best for you.

what power have you over me now?

it pains me to see you so changed.

i am more myself than i have ever been before.

i am not a thing that you can shape. not anymore.

the prospect of being hanged sharpens the mind most wonderfully.

your heart is cold. beneath that skin of yours is only ice, not blood.

i have so little patience left.

you must take this to your grave.

there are a lot of stories about you.

you get to where you can recognize it. that look someone has.

intentions and prayers are useless to me.

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gremlins.

dialogue prompts from gremlins (1984).

wait outside. i'll be right out.

i'll get you when you least expect it.

the world's changing. you've gotta change with it.

i'll have you fixed up in no time.

we can't point any fingers. not even at ___.

it's time to go home now.

i think i'll walk home. it's a nice night.

the suicide rate's always the highest around the holidays.

how about shutting up for a change, huh?

you remember me, don't you?

i thought you might be hungry.

don't be afraid. there's no reason to be afraid.

where are you? i know you're under there.

could you dim the lights in here, please?

you always get to drive.

i'm getting fed up with all this orson welles crap.

just please don't bite me.

what's wrong? why isn't the car starting?

alright, we're gonna have to make a run for it, okay?

what are these things? where did they come from?

now i have another reason to hate christmas.

it'll be light soon.

try and find some kind of light switch.

officials are blaming mass hysteria.

don't chew that. don't chew.

i bet you'd like some chicken soup.

i warned you, but you didn't listen.

to hear, one has only to listen.

perhaps someday, you will be ready.

well, that's the story.

you never can tell. there just might be a gremlin in your house.

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𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐎𝐍 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒; 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒍 (𝟐𝟎𝟎𝟐).

change pronouns, tenses and other details as deemed necessary. & please specify muse when sending to a mumu.

You're  all  going  to  die  down  here.

I  don't  deal  in  chance.

Just  one  bite,  one  scratch  from  these  creatures  is  sufficient.  And  then,  you  become  one  of  them.

Nothing  ever  changes.

Please,  I  wouldn't  wanna  shoot  you.  I  might  need  the  bullets.

I'm  not  sure  I  wanna  remember  what  went  on  down  here.

She's  only  trying  to  deceive  us...  confuse  us...  she'll  say  anything  to  stop  us.

The  T-virus  spread  through  the  air-conditioning  system.

She  was  right.  We  are  gonna  die  down  here.

We  found  a  survivor.

What  the  fuck  was  that?

When  we  cut  the  power,  we  unlocked  the  doors.  We  let  them  out.

I  don't  want  to  be  one  of  those  things…  walking  around  without  a  soul.

I  shot  her  five  times.  How  was  she  still  standing?

One  of  your  group  has  been  infected.

Blue  for  the  virus,  green  for  the  antivirus.

This  long  after  infection,  there  was  no  guarantee  the  antivirus  would  work.

What  are  they?  It's  pretty  goddamn  obvious  what  they  are.

Your  boyfriend  is  real  asshole.

Stay  conscious.  You're  going  into  shock.

She  bit  me,  man!  She  took  a  chunk  clean  outta  me.

It  brings  the  dead  back  to  life?

That  homicidal  bitch  killed  my  team.

The  subjects  have  the  simplest  of  motor  functions.  Perhaps  a  little  memory,  but  virtually  no  intelligence.

All  the  people  that  were  working  here  are  dead.

I'm  not  dead  yet.

Unknown,  even  to  its  own  employees,  the  company's  massive  profits  are  generated  by  military  technology,  genetic  experimentation,  and  viral  weaponry.

There's  a  cure!

The  T-virus  provides  a  massive  jolt,  both  to  cellular  growth,  and  to  those  trace  electrical  impulses.  Put  quite  simply,  it  reanimates  the  body.

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Askbox Trick-or-Treat!

Send in "Trick-or-Treat!" plus a question (optional) to get some candy from Maria! Lasts until midnight (12:00 AM EST) on October 31st! I'll try to answer them all!

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((Did you know that lives getting very busy down can lead to lost time? Anyways I'm okay and I'm here a bit now and again o/))

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“I’m glad, now we need to make up for lost time.” She giggles leaning up and looking at his face before kissing his nose.

Goro was more then happy to return the light kiss she gave him by kissing her cheek in turn. "I'm always here for you no matter what. We belong to each other after all."

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((Planning on doing more stuff on here in a bit the next couple days. I ended up having to switch to a different browser cause Chrome hated me. By the way I'm still open to sharing my discord with mutuals. I did recently prune my friends list of people I hadn't interacted with in years. but if you want to reconnect you can friend me again. )

I'm on there as hylianwolfo.

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((Btw I'm trying to be more active in rps and writing in general. But I do think I'm gonna be more active on discord then tumblr. I'll still be here too but its not the site I'm used to. So its hard not to feel like an outsider nowadays. But if you wanna rp or want my discord feel free to IM or DM me))

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She’s just gonna wrap her arms around Goro and snuggle into his neck.

Goro is going to happily wrap his arms around her in turn, pulling her close for more snuggles. "I've missed you too~"

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* are you out of your fucking mind? [Akira]

"I'm perfectly sane... Ninety nine percent of the time..."