milhazel

[milhazel]

my weight has fluctuated so much that I have been able to come to the humbling conclusion that I am only pretty when I’m skinny

[milhazel]

A cat says “meow”

A dog says “woof”

And a pig says “I’ll start tomorrow”

[milhazel]

I wish I had ed friends to do ed things with :(

[milhazel]

is the idea of eating meat making anyone else nauseous recently??? no??? just me???

now I have issues w tuna (I don’t wanna unknowingly eat dolphin) and any kind of broth…

miso soup and veggies for the win

[milhazel]

not sure how my family is surprised and concerned about my weight loss when all they do is talk ab their own weight and restricting around me 24/7?? now they out here just tryna sabotage my progress to feel better ab themselves… cruel world fr

[milhazel]

sometimes I wonder if my skinii younger sister is reading thru ed tumblr too :( it makes me sad but me reading thru it is ok!!!!! she is not allowed to

[milhazel]

good thing my nervous system is scarred now I wake up nauseous every morning thinking he’s cheating on me bc of my nightmares!! life hack don’t even need to look through his phone to get skinniii ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

[milhazel]

emily in paris is my fav ⭐️ving motivation

[milhazel]

anyone complaining about getting the munchies….

just don’t.

[milhazel]

TW anyone have costco ana low cal/high volume or high protein snack/food/drink recommendations????? coconut water has been the best for me so far but I’m fiending for another costco run…

[milhazel]

yeah

[milhazel]

this is why i fear buying literally anything these days. the low cal stuff might even be a lie so i just don’t eat anything at all!!

When you buy junk food, you're literally paying manufacturers to make you fat. Save your money for something else, those calories will bring you nothing but guilt and regret.

[milhazel]

I used to vape as a way to distract myself from eating but I wanna relapse on ana again without relapsing on nicotine does anyone have any recs (plz it was so hard to quit)

[milhazel]

im baaaaackkkkkk 😈

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even starving won’t cure my biggest insecurity, my thin a$$ lips!!!

[milhazel]

water fast today. going to test my strength. ill update here

[milhazel]

we’re going into our 20s, here we’re supposed to look our best. would be a shame if the critical time passed us by without ever achieving the skinni we always wanted.