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Women
Women, what is the first thing that comes out of your mind when you hear someone discussing it?
Do you think that they are talking badly about women?
Do you fancy that they are admiring women?
There are 3 statements that I have heard about women:
Women should cook, serve, and take care of the house.
Women should follow the rules that men create.
Women have to have kids if not, no man wants them.
I am very passionate about Women and Children. I want to empower women that they can create things, they can be whatever they want, and they can do whatever that they think it's right for them.
I want the next generation to understand that women have to follow what they think it's right, instead of following things that are non-sense for them. I know, there will be lots of people against what women want, especially in the field of leading things.
I used to believe that we should have just sat down and waited for a man to come and give us the power to become powerful, that was my mindset before, but after I learn, research, feel, see, sense I think women also can create a power that can change things in several aspects. Why do we have to doubt ourselves when we are the ones who will change our life's situation?
I am learning that one of the factors we need is that we need to raise our self-esteem. Be brave of facing danger, fear, or difficulty. Maybe there are also women who think that they are brave, confident, and can do whatever they want, that is good for you, but 1 thing you should know is that there are also lots of women that are not brave enough, or the self-esteem is not stable, maybe I am also 1 of the women that have that kind of insecurity, some people would not believe that I am insecure about this that, but here I am with all my weakness wanting to tell the world that we also can be whatever we want, we decide whatever we want, in term of all-changing upset.
with love, Veby x
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Burnt Out
I am in a place that I am feeling burned out, I think 1 of things that I have to do is figure out how I can cut down the number of commitments in my life, and I find it really tough.
I feel like I need to keep up with my work, because otherwise I wouldn’t be able to pay everything, especially helping my mom to build a house because she deserves it. I know that I don’t have an accurate concrete picture that is going on. I think I just have this short of ethereal feeling that if I stopped working as hard as I was working then everything was going to crash and burn, and that is my biggest fear, it’s all about financial thing.
I come from a family where if you are not wealthy or your financial isn’t stable you will not get any privilege, that is how my mindset built. I am the person who will not care about people’s shit, but when it comes to a family or relative, it can make me mad like really really. Ok. I need to recheck my commitments, I need to reduce my commitments, it means I need to see exactly what I am going to sacrifice.
In my case, my biggest fear is like I was not gonna make enough money to pay everything I want, to buy things to rewards my mom and dad (even though they don’t ask for it, but I feel like I need to give them gift every month), but I know I hadn’t really sat down to calculate the math, I just do crazy in-depth budgeting on a month to month, I do put in average income numbers, average expense numbers, this gets me a pretty accurate estimate of how much is gonna be left over at the end of the month.
Alright, from now on I need to see things in different pictures, I think I realised that I could actually slow down, especially now PPKM is still on (it’s not a fully 100% lockdown, but it’s something like that) I really need to accept that almost everyone in this industry will try to do overworking, and also you need to accept that, "at least try", and yes, I would just grow a little bit slowly because I need to (no other choices right now).
So, at the end of the day I will just keep on my track, get straight on my priorities, and be willing to make sacrifices, get as many as “listing & clients” as I can on those sacrifices.
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Main Affliction of The Mind
I am actually an ignorant. I am unable to distinguish between truth and falsehood. I don’t listen to anyone around me if I should be aware of this or that, because for me I need to see, feel, or sense it first then I will believe what they say. Sometimes I feel like, I am Blind, Lost, Confused, Unconscious, Possessed, and Afflicted. My cognitive is not working well at filtering things that makes me feel like ���oh this person is like this like that”, and my mind that is identified with my ego can not comprehend with reality. Forgiveness, is one of thing that I will do to myself. I forgive myself for not not being aware. Kindness, I am being kind to myself that I am able to see things differently,
Love, I love myself, even tho sometimes I can’t control things.
Unity, I unite with myself at the end of the day, no matter what things that I have done today, I will be back home, I will find way to be back, because I will.
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LIFE. DREAM. EMOTION.
I feel like that I’m open to explore a lot of things and that‘s how I became strong as an individual. How I can handle lots of things, and that is also one of self-exploration. Now I feel like my life is a bit boring. I work, exercise, eat healthy, and sleep 8 hours, but I am happy that’s a life I wanna live, I finally came to a realization, like I am done, I have explored enough. This is what I wanna do, I just wanna focus on my goals. I don’t need to keep ruining my life, and 1 of my goals is moving to the 🇺🇸
I feel like the last time that I was being trashy (got wasted last month), it’s just too much for me and things just went crazy after and this is just the point where I think I should stop, organically I am just so done with nightlife’s lifestyle. I am an over-thinker, I can’t control it, it’s my nature, but at the same time I just learn to be friends with my Anxiety. I am trying to mask everything now. Less talk, behave more, now also trying to just sit down, not saying anything, and just listen to people talk untill I feel comfortable enough to say anything. Sometimes we meet people that only take advantage of us, not sincere, and I can see that. My ex boyfriend who helped me a lot in this Real estate industry told me that You have to be smart because there will be lots of people will be nice to you, but when you got problems, there will be maybe only 3 persons beside you, and they’re your friends. Just be confident, you’ll be Massive one day. I trust you. I can treat people like shit, but the amount of time that i treated people like shit, shit happens to me, I get it back the same energy that I give out to people. I just wanna be nice to people. I just wanna be healthy, I just want 8 hours of sleep, and I just want with my friends that I can engage with emotionally and intelectually, thats what makes me happy. I have that willingness to be better, to do better. I want to be a Great Business Woman. I want to be kind to people. I know people use me alot, but remember that I only come with good intention.
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Friday, 30 July 2021
I am grateful for:
1. I talked to my parents.
2. I ate my favourite food.
3. I had 2 cups of coffee
4. I could drink water
5. I followed up some potential clients.
Lots of happy things happened today, even tho last night my mood got ruined because of something, but it’s all better now.
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Body Image
“You have been criticizing yourself for years and it hasn’t worked. Try approving of yourself and see what happens.” —Louise Hay
First of all, I will tell you what Body Image is. It refers to a person's emotional attitudes, beliefs, and perceptions of their own body. Experts describe it as a complex emotional experience. Body image relates to: what a person believes about their appearance.
It all began when I was in a middle high-school. I was a dating someone, who was one of a cool kid, has nice ride, nice outfits, good-looks. We were dating for years, I was SO in love with him, plus he is also my first-love. He told me that I was so skinny, and he did not like my hair, and others on my body parts. It obviously teared me down, because he was someone that I loved and someone that I expected to say that I am pretty for him. I just followed what he wanted me to be, but one day I found out that he cheated on me with a girl that was not even prettier than me and even shit happened in between them two. I lost all motivation that time, I was just a teenager, but from those things still affect me till today, because he was the one that I listened to that time. When it comes to relationship, I ain’t someone who is easily to fall in love. It takes time for me to trust someone to rely on.
The second one is when I stopped using a skin-care routine that makes my skins look so bad, i have acne scars and stuff. I was super desperate. I don’t know what to do, I have spent millions just for skin-care and stuff. I have a very low self-confidence till now, if I could say. My insecurity is mental. It hits me hard. My beauty standards are high, it is just like others girls I know. I wish I could just believe in myself that I don’t need to change things on my body part, but just focus on recovering my acne scars.
Seeing a woman who has good teeth, glowing skins, skinny body, and nice hair is just amazing!!! Just by seeing a woman who has it all, I am the one who is so happy.
I wish I could say that I have completely accepted my body, but truth be told, I’m still getting there. And I’m sure I’m not alone. We learn to embrace what makes us who we are, but we will falter in our self-acceptance on days when we feel bloated, when our acne acts up, or when we feel that none of our clothes fit right.
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