michaela-o

[michaela-o]

Hello ya all i havent posted in a while but it's like 4 am rn and we are supposed to go on a vacation in like 2 days or so but we did the check-in flight thing too soon and it didn't give us our tickets so we reached out and they told us tl try again tomorrow so i really hope everything works out🙏🏻🧡

ALSO :D I may not have art but since i can't sleep i have some thoughts to share with you about Cybertronians and humans ! It may be a short one but feel free to join in if u have your own !!

Okay so i was thinking about bots not really understanding the impact anxiety really has on humans. There are two liaisons aboard the Lost Light and one of them seems to not show up as often as the other liaison and when they do show up, it's mostly in the presence of another human liaison. Some bots pick on this little detail and start to snoop around trying to get inside human media to search up what this weird behavior means.

So the bot somehow gets lucky to get access to the human internet and types in the search bar all the observations the bot has made and the word anxiety shows up. So the bot searches and gathers more information about the strangely behaving liaison and the bot is perplexed to say the least. What..? What do you mean your little heart and mind can't properly recharde because of this annoying thing that won't leave you alone..its like having some kind of bug in your processor that u can't get rid of. To a Cybertronian, having your systems betray you for no reason would be maddening. They can usually purge corrupted code, vent pressure, or reboot a system when something goes wrong. But humans don’t have that option they just endure until it passes.

And as the bot reads further information, the bot also figures out why the little anxious liaison is not seen around alone and is not as confident as their other human friend. Humans are social creatures of course and the fact that you must feel such a deep loving conection to the other human when only their presence is able to calm you down is something chemically remarkable.

And so on the word spreads to be a little bit more careful and quietly aware around the anxious liaison. To notice their body language a bit more keenly. See that curled in posture? Nah they're not feeling well. Holding their own hand or rubbing parts of their body? We can go to a safer place some on. So while some bots might start out thinking it’s “adorable” when a human gets jittery, they quickly explain how it actually makes living for humans a bit more difficult since you didn't choose to have this anxiety that makes your heart race for no apparent reason sometimes, when some bots tell you to just "delete it from your processor" .

:D

I had some fun stuff on my mind and suffering anxiety on my own i was wondering how would i actually act when i met the cybertronians. Because i'd like to think i wouldn't be anxious but let's be real😭

If u have some thoughts please share them with me :3🧡

[michaela-o]

Wrote this in caps lock for ya all🥹🫶🏻

( plz keep in mind that these colors and patterns are not really scientifically accurate but rather just what i’d like to imagine baryonyx looked like :3 )

[michaela-o]

First aid learning about humans <3

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I was lissening to this banger while drawing my self-insert with Jazz :3 he’s such a bestie material🫶🏻🧡

( also we’re going on a vacation to Turkey in 2-3 weeks yaaayyy )

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I was high and locked in so hard i made this in 3 hours and watched every episode of prehistoric planet in the meantime😭🧡

I get asked what my fav dino is a lot but i cant really say i have a fav one😭 theyre all beautifull🥺

[michaela-o]

I love this dynamic🥹🧡 also the song reminds me of them i wish i knew how to animate😭

Imma make more art soon and also share my ideas but im very tired for now :3

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If i may share my thoughts since i really like the idea of rung with hypno kink🙏🏻 this one’s for u @xaythefreak 🧡🥹

ME ME ME i wanna hear your thoughts about rung with hypnokink pretty pleaseeeee🧡

( i was reading some of your posts and bro the way u think got me feeling some stuff✨️chef's kiss✨️ )

ALRIGHT ALRIGHT I GET IT ILL DO THE HYPNO PORN YOU ANIMALS /silly

(also holy shit hi michaela-o I love your work uh peak jumpscare /silly)

Hypnotherapy Rung save me,, I defiantly see him using hypnotherapy as a way to get his patients to loosen up and be more comfortable around him,, BUT LETS GET FREAKY WITH IT >:3

he most likely uses hypnosis on you to make you relax when you are particularly stressed, oh? you're having a rough day? no worries dear.. just look into his eyes for a little bit and let all your worries melt away...

he won't use hypnosis to get freaky with you unless you state that your alright with it, he wants to make sure you feel safe and your consent 100% matters to him, if you're not into it, he won't force you.

he'd defiantly use his hypnosis to enhance your pleasure you get from interfacing with him. he wants to make sure you feel good (stone top Rung nation RISE UP) and he'll defiantly try and make you feel as good as possible.

while most of the time your mind is blank throughout the session, Rung will make sure you have a little bit of self-awareness while you're under, he doesn't want to accidentally break any boundaries you might have so he makes sure that your able to communicate anything that might make you uncomfortable.

BIG on praise when you are under, constantly tells you about how much he loves you and how well you are being for him... he loves you so much <33

you WILL be receiving the best aftercare of your life after, he wants to make sure you enjoyed yourself and you are comfortable <33

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I LOVE THIS STUPID TWINK SO MUCH *blows him up with my mind*

also, art jumpscare :3 I finally have some motivation YAAAY (ignore the chiikawa censor)

[michaela-o]

I just got a cool transformers self insert idea (prowl and human + pittbull x terrier trend?👀) and a motivation i hope won't vanish in three seconds :DD

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Since Ive been following you I didnt know you love dinos or do paleoart!!! you dont know how happy I am as big fan of dinosaurs and as paleoartist :> Torvo buddy looks AWESOME AAAAH btw my favorite dino is Amargasaururs! (it should be in the game! if I'm not mistaken) what's yours? I dont play path of titans but do play The Isle Evrima sometimes if you interested <3

Ah a fellow dino enjoyer ! Here’s a lil Amarga sketch for u <3

Honestly? I love all dinos and i dont think i could pick a favourite one😭

Also yeah its not really something i talk about too much thati do paleo art but i feel pretty comfortable sharing it with ya all :3

(OMG i play the isle from time to time too !! Please i would love to play with you feel free to dm me🙏🏻🧡)

[michaela-o]

I’ve been home and i have a week off of work because i got hurt😭 and i’ve been playing some path of titans and i wanted to draw this really cool dino called Torvosaurus !!

I would also like to take a moment to appreciate these amazing animals. Always loved dinosaurs since i was a little kid. Everything about them is just so beautiful and majestic u don’t understand😭🧡

(If u also like playing this game feel free to dm me so we can play together?👉🏻👈🏻🧡)

[michaela-o]

Liar

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Ratchet doesn’t want a pet (he does)

I was reading some amazing fics from @fiber-optic-alligator about drift and ratchet with their human🥹🧡

( i love first contact au sm )

[michaela-o]

When people talk about the pain of a relationship between a basically immortal transformer and a very mortal human who lives only one of their Cybertronian's years (Vorn: 83 years) I am reminded of the sorta real world example of this.

Pet rats on average tend to live 2-3 years and people will still care for them despite their extremely short life span. This is absolutely heartbreaking for owners as a lot of them see their rats or people just in general, see pets as their children/family. They can care for them to the best of their ability but they still die so soon. They can even can get sick or have a accident cutting their life span even shorter.

There's this sort of guilt that must come with it; feeling inadequate as you "failed" this being relied solely on you. Why are they dying so soon? Why couldn't I be better? Is this my fault? You can't really change nature but you can look at it from a different perspective. (Cheesey I know)

While for Cybertronians humans are just a blip for them for these people bots are there for their entire lifespan. The transformer will be a constant throughout it all and be with their person until the bitter end. They will never know a life outside of their love; The metal hands that cradle them in their own form of softness. The breeze as they feel as they sit on their shoulder. Even in the face of knowing this organic will never always be there to ride in their alt mode, scamper over their frame, or just by their side. They will still be with them; this is a privilege and a burden they must carry within their sparks.

You might find that a human can change a bot's entire perspective on life and even the world itself; because they live so short everyday is a precious one. They must make the most of the time you have left. It can't be wasted in entropy, just slugging through it. This would be a dishonor to their human and a dishonor to themselves.

Which in that case I feel the inevitable heartbreak is well worth it for the bot in the end. They just can be there, and that's the greatest gift of them all.

[michaela-o]

I kinda locked in🥹feels nice to be back in transformers fandom🧡

(the overlord one is waaayyy older it looks super wonky and also I’m never trying to grow a carrot again)

Look at this piece of shit😭 i waited 6 weeks for this

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One thing that was always able to put me at peace were dinosaurs for some reason😭🧡 probably because we used to play with dinosaur figures and role play as dinos outside when we were kids with my friends like all the time and i just overall have no bad memories regarding dinosaurs.

They were such beautiful animals and i always had special interest in them and how they lived, behaved etc. (Acrocathosaurus is one of my absolute favs)

Hope u don’t mind me sharing some of my paleo art on here🥹🧡

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Saw this over on tiktok so i took inspiration !!🧡

( Ena oc belongs to @relkokuchlba !! )🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

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OH MY GOD I LOVE THIS SM🙏🏻🧡

and they were business partners