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I miss him. I took three of our pills we have to take for seizures, and I am coming down from them right now. And I miss him.

Everything is overwhelming right now. I am both too cold and too hot, and my heart is beating too fast. I know this reaction is normal but I feel awful. Usually he is there if I am going through this.

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my friend took in a stray and she’s the cutest kitty ever but he named her oil so whenever he sends a picture of her me and my other friends look like we’re roleplaying as the US military

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if you want to support autistic people you really do need to shut up about picky eaters. sorry

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Saw a thread on Twitter of "gifts to give a person with ADHD and autism" that was full of stereotypical and quite frankly patronizing items, so here's a list of I (autistic individual) want instead as a gift

Money

Fourteen billion dollars

Free coupon to kill somebody with my teeth

Suitcase full of money

Cool looking rock

Scratching post for me to sink my claws into

An albino elephant

The head of Jeff Bezos mounted on my wall

Uncooked rice

A cup full of blood

100k in cash

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Whenever I post something about my experience as an autistic man with adhd, there are always a couple of people like, "Yeah, I'm not neurodivergent at all, but I've had this exact same experience my entire life!"

And I'm like, buddy, I have some news that may shock you...

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I am very upset today and I cannot pinpoint why.

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It's fucking funny when you start to notice the "tells" of certain alters, such as speech patterns, posture, voice pitch, accent, hand gestures, ect.

Like "wait a minute... why am I fucking man spreading like a fucking clown.... oh.... oh it's him."

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unfortunately ive done so much research into did that i know the symptoms really well. therefore, if i display those symptoms, i must be subconsciously FAKING for ATTEN--

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system meme dump!

ENDOS DNI

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I love DID because it's my brain deciding I was too traumatized as a child so it should invent more people for me to be traumatized with.

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sea otters are the cutest animals. dont try to change my mind. 🦦🥰

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Tramonto tra gli ulivi

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I feel awful. A combination of fatigue, a racing heart, and a sickness to my stomach from what I can only assume is leftover anxiety.

I want to sleep more but cannot, and it frustrates me. It is also too hot in the house.

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I suppose it is my turn to have a case of insecurity and anxiety. How fun. I will talk about it tonight when he is home… perhaps. Ultimately they are feelings that will go away on their own as they are illogical and, frankly, silly. I wish I was not effected by them.

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In case this gets seen (might just delete, awooga)

FEELINGS WORKED THROUGH!! FEELING SOUP DIGESTED

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Trying to convince ourselves we haven’t ruined a creative experience and made it 10x more complicated, and that things will work out okay and still be fun for everyone 🫠

Think we’ll just… not… talk about hcs in private 1-in-1s and just do it in the group setting until more time as passed

It’s causing a bunch of stress

Really really wondering if maybe we should bow out of it and say we’re uncomfortable with the direction it’s gone and it feels out of character, and let others just do the idea without us. But then like, what if that causes problems :’)

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