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weight

58kg is bullshit

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same

“Eating disorders are about control”

WHERE IS THE CONTROL, I WANT CONTROL

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me and who?

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My weight

I constantly weigh myself every time I walk past the bathroom and today I weigh 57kg which is almost 60kg so I'm on the verge of freaking out today I don't want to eat I need to lose weight, I need to get to at least 50kg and people always tell me "That's not a healthy weight". They don't get it and no one ever does.

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Sick.

Today I woke up and realised that I had caught my family's sickness. Thankfully, it is not covid and I did a covid test just to make sure but it came back negative. I haven't showered in three days and my room is beginning to contain more and more trash every day and my meds make me full numb and I can't think. I am on fluoxetine, which is my antidepressant, and my quetiapine, which is my antipsychotic. My meds take a few weeks for them to start to work and they have just began to work but I feel worse since I have no thoughts going through my head and I feel emotionally numb. I hope I feel better later today.