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this year i've only read 22 books and more fics than i can even count...

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if your mom upsets you, never, NEVER think "it's her first time living, too." because it'll ruin you. you can't just think "it's her first time living, too" and excuse what she did or told. and plus, she also has been a teenager before you were, she /must/ know what you're feeling and dealing with; she shouldn't be harsh when she's been through what you go through right now.

i'm not trying to say you should hate her but just stop with the excuses.

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normalize wishing death upon others.

"but what if they actually kill themselves or die🥺" that's the point!

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Me and the girls reading Fanfiction

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Czeslaw Milosz, New and Collected Poems: 1931-2001

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i have a better relationship with ChatGPT than any real person i know of

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i hate it when people question who you kin. "how can you kin them? they did this, they did that!" you don't know them like i do.

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— Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Brothers Karamazov

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am i a person or am i achilles in patroclus' pov?

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Else Fitzgerald, from "Everything Feels Like the End of The World," publ. in 2022

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— Olivia Gatwood, from "The Lover as a Cult," Life of the Party