meg4-matt44

[meg4-matt44]

Right here

„Baby, how you doing? I know you’re not doing the best. But I‘m here, I‘ll always be here.“

Summary: You are in your phase where you tend to ignore everyone and disappear from the face of earth completely. Matt knows it, but he’s always right here.

Containing: poor mental health, established relationships

Not proofread and English isn’t my first language

It’s the end of a very stressing week. A week full of judgments, trouble at work and nothing to look forward to besides your bed.

You drag yourself into the apartment and slip out of your shoes. It seemed silent, but the urge in you to scream was overwhelming, it was boiling to be let out. You wanted to scream all day, but you had to keep your anger to yourself because ,women are always so loud‘ and you couldn’t be seen fitting right into a box that was created by men, you were to feministic to give any man this satisfaction. You are home now so nothing to hold back anymore, no one could hear you „AGGGGGGHHHHHHH“. It came from the top of your lungs and lasted til you were completely out of breath.

As you started to let out your anger, your sadness and disappointment about yourself followed right away. Tears ran down your face and you just stomped into your room. „Alexa, close the blinds“ you were to lazy and tired to do it on your own, so you were glad Matt installed all those smart home gadgets for you.

Matt.

You looked at your phone, a lot of message he send you throughout the day. Not one of them are answered, let alone opened. You just couldn’t. Sure Matt would understand it, but he would want to help and you didn’t want help, just rest. The only way to end this way rott in bed for at least three days.

You have told him about your mood when you don’t feel like existing, but that was years ago. There’s no way he could’ve remembered, right?

*ding*

Matty 🐝: I know you’re probably going through this phase again but I can’t even imagine being here while you feel that way. So I‘m not gonna push you just know that I‘m right here for you. I Love you Baby ❤️

The second wave of tears overwhelmed you. He wasn’t like other times when you were struggling with something, when he nearly stopped breathing until you told him what he could do to help. That’s just the way Matt is, caring, helping and unable to stop.

You: Could you actually come over? I don’t wanna not exist alone right now

Matty 🐝: Big mac and coke zero?

You: You’re the best ❤️

You: drive safe, I love you

After what felt like only 10 minutes, you heard the doorbell. You didn’t rush to open the door, mainly because of the heavy hoodie blanket you were wearing (you stole it from Matt because it was so comfy and never lost his smell).

You opened the door, looking up at him with your eyes which were surrounded by smudged mascara and hair all messy. You didn’t say anything, just let your head fall right onto his chest. This little but deep touch made you feel connected to something, like you were finally recharging.

He wrapped one arm around you, the other one held a McDonald’s bag with your go to order. I soft smile formed on his lips, just happy to be there for you. Matt’s smile grew even more when you placed your chin on his chest to look at him.

„Hi“ he whispered, brining up his hand and brushing out the hair out of your face to admire your beauty. You could be puking, covered in flour, be on the toilet or giving birth, he couldn’t stop thinking about how beautiful you were.

You took a deep breath and replied the same. „Hi“ staring into his blue eyes.

Matt couldn’t help but laugh to himself, catching your attention right away. „What?“ you ask curios. „You just sounded like Ross in the first episode of friends“ he never fails to make you smile.

„You call yourself lucky because you have food with you“ you free yourself from his grip and steal the food out of his hands. You crawl into the spot on your couch that you have barely left that day, but now you weren’t alone anymore. Matt lets himself fall next to you, putting an arm around like it’s second nature to him (because it is).

„You know you can always tell me to leave when it gets to much for you.“ Matt speaks quietly, not wanting to disrupt your peace. Your brows immediately drown with confusion. „no please don’t leave. It’s a good thing you’re here, because it reminds me that I‘m not alone during hard times like before.“ You let yourself fall into his arm and sling your arms around his torso. A smile forms on his face, thinking he’s a special person to you.

Because he is. He always was and always will be.

[meg4-matt44]

Someone excited?

[meg4-matt44]

WHAT ON EARTH? Am I hallucinating?

@bernardsbendystraws love love love

[meg4-matt44]

Sending foul, disgusting anons really does not benefit anyone. You never know what someone’s last straw is. Be kind or be run over by a semi truck.

I’ve seen too many people receive horrible things today and I don’t fuck with that one bit. I suggest turning off anons for a bit, spreading the word, and making sure everyone is aware and safe of the current situation.

Pls spread the word! Reblog, comment, tag, make your own post, anything!!!

[meg4-matt44]

HOLD UP

WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN???

I LOVE YOU @55sturn 🫶🏻

[meg4-matt44]

Hey 💌 I’m Saja — a mother trying to hold onto hope through days that feel impossibly heavy.

I know you probably see a lot online, but if you could take just a moment… I’d be so grateful.

💫 A reblog of my pinned post could help our story reach someone who cares.

🌿 And if you’re in a place to give, even a small donation could bring comfort to my daughter and help us feel safe again.

@sajagz, thank you for listening.

Even gentle support creates strength.

From one heart to another — thank you 🤍

I’ll do what I can!🫶🏻

[meg4-matt44]

Hello, wonderful souls! 🤍🌍

I hope you're doing well. 🌿

Could you help me amplify my family's story and bring awareness to our struggle? 🙏🏻

💬 Please reblog my pinned post or consider donating just $5—your support could truly make a difference in saving lives amidst war and hardship.

Your kindness and voice matter more than you know. Thank you from the bottom of my heart! 🤍🌿

🕊️ @mosabsdr | Every share counts. 💫

I unfortunately can’t donate cause I‘m a minor but I‘ll do what I can. I only wish the best for you and your family.🫶🏻

[meg4-matt44]

If anyone has feedback, please don’t hold back. I’m working on something new and don’t want mistakes to happen again🙏🙏

My Person- Chris Sturniolo

Summary: You wake up from a nightmare that caused a panic attack but no worries Chris is always here for you

Warnings: A tiny bit angst I guess, panic attacks

A/N: My first fic AGGGHHHH, I hope you enjoy it :) (also heart dividers are from @issysh3ll <3

You‘re alone in complete darkness. Just a big light above you brightening a small part of your surroundings. Not a even a silhouette of person anywhere near you. When you tried to scream, you couldn’t. You felt a presence, but you couldn’t figure out where they were hiding. After what felt like a never ending cry for help, you woke up. You gasp for any bit of air your lungs can take. Chris, who was actually fast asleep next to you, felt the sudden shift, immediately copying your movements. „Baby, are you okay?“ he asked, his voice full of concern. Tears ran down your cheeks, your heartbeat quickening which each second, feeling like your about to die. Your skin starts to itch everywhere, like you’re on fire. Everything feels numb and you try to breath but it feels like there isn’t space for any oxygen in your body. Gasp after gasp and sob after sob that’s when Chris suddenly connects the dots. A panic attack „Shit, okay baby listen to me, we got this alright?“ He took your hand and put it on his bare chest, your heart banging against your ribcage with the speed of a sewing machine. „You feel my breathing right? Try to copy it. Slow and steady. In and out.“ You feel his chest rise and fall, trying to copy the rhythm, but it was all to much. You shook your head not being able to bring out any words „can’t- I can’t“ He placed his forehead against yours, his blue eyes hypnotizing you, giving you a feeling of peace and calmness. „It’s okay, I‘m here. This will be over soon sweetheart“. You try to blend everything out and just concentrate on Chris, nothing else than the balance of his chest moving. After what felt like an eternity in hell, you caught your first steady breaths. „Are you okay again?“ you only are able to give him a tired nod, but it’s reassuring him enough that you are better now. „I-I-„ Chris immediately pulls you into his arms. „You don’t need to rush yourself, I‘m waiting“ After you were able to take a few more breaths you were also finally able to speak again. „It was the dream again“ Chris tilts his head down to his chest your head was leaning against on „The one we’re you’re all alone and can’t scream?“ You nod. Only thinking about it makes a shiver go through your whole body. „But it was different this time. This time I knew people were there. I felt it but I couldn’t figure out where they are.“ He’s so sorry that you feel that way and that you have to go through this and he can’t do anything. „I wish I could do more than just be next to you, when you literally feel like your burning alive.“ You push yourself away from him, just a little, to look at him properly. You take his face in your hands. „Are you kidding? You’re already doing so much for me. You were the first person I told about all this. You helped me pick out a therapist and also offered to pay for the extremely expensive ones. You’re the only one who can comfort me like this. You are my safe place Chris. You are my person!“ His furrowed eyebrows slowly parted as he heard you say all of those things. He smiled from ear to ear knowing he is the reason that you feel better. „I did all that because I love you. But what you mean I‘m your person?“ You chuckle at his answer but are more than happy to explain what you mean. „There’s always this one person in your life who you want to share everything with. Either happy, sad or even anxious news. A person you want to be involved in your life as much as possible and to me you are that person. My person“ Chris clearly couldn’t hold back anymore when he pulled you in a tight, nearly rib breaking, but warming hug. „I love you too Chris.“ A small giggle leaves my throat as I hug him, feeling safer than ever. „My person“ he finally muttered against the skin of your neck.

[meg4-matt44]

This is so me, when I’m sick

𝐒𝐮𝐠𝐚𝐫

|| blurb of matt taking care of your drunken state

♫ well they should should call you sugar, you’re so sweet ♫

The second Matt sees you stumble out of the bathroom, gripping the doorframe for balance, he’s already up from the couch, making his way toward you. His brows knit together in concern as you blink up at him, your lips parted in an intoxicated daze.

“Matty!” You exclaim, voice slurred as you reach for him with grabby hands. “You’re so—so pretty.”

He huffs out a laugh, steadying you with his hands on your waist. “Yeah?”

You nod, a goofy smile spreading across your lips. “Mhm. You have a sparkle in your eye. Like…like a diamond. A really, really pretty diamond.”

Matt can’t help but smile, shaking his head at you. He knows it’s the alcohol talking, but he also knows you wouldn’t say it if you didn’t mean it.

“C’mon, baby,” he murmurs, carefully guiding you toward the bed. “Let’s get you to sleep, yeah?”

You pout, dragging your feet dramatically. “You need to stop playing video games with Chris so much.”

“Yes,” you insist, poking his chest weakly. “I want you all to myself.”

He nods, his tone indulgent. “I know, I know.”

Satisfied with his answer, you let him sit you down on the edge of the bed. He kneels in front of you, reaching for the cotton balls and makeup remover he had grabbed from the bathroom. His touch is gentle as he starts wiping away the smudged mascara and foundation clinging to your skin.

“Ah, now that’s the woman I fell in love with,” he muses, smiling softly as your bare face is revealed.

You giggle, swaying slightly before he steadies you again. “You’re the best, Matty. You take such good care of me.”

He hums, brushing a stray piece of hair from your forehead before moving to unzip your dress. He helps you shimmy out of it, then slides your panties down your legs.

“Yay,” you sigh dreamily, flopping back against the bed. “We’re gonna have sex now.”

Matt stills, his hands on your thighs as he lets out a breathy laugh. “No, baby. You had a bit too much to drink.”

Your face scrunches up almost immediately, and before he can react, tears are welling up in your eyes. “You don’t wanna have sex with me,” you hiccup. “No, no, no!!”

“Hey, hey,” Matt soothes, moving quickly to cup your cheeks. “Don’t cry, baby. It’s not that I don’t want to—I just wanna take care of you first. Okay?”

You sniffle, lips wobbling. “You promise?”

He leans in, pressing a lingering kiss to your forehead. “Promise.”

That seems to pacify you, and you let him slip his oversized t-shirt over your head. Once you’re dressed, he pulls the covers back and guides you to lie down. He props you up slightly, pressing a water bottle to your lips.

“Drink, baby,” he coaxes.

You obediently take a sip, though half of it dribbles down your chin. He wipes it away with the sleeve of his hoodie before settling beside you, pulling you close against his chest.

“You’re so good to me,” you mumble sleepily against his hoodie. “I love you so much, Matty.”

You hum in contentment, finally letting yourself drift off in the warmth of his arms. And Matt? He just holds you a little tighter, making sure you know you’re safe with him—always.

dividers: @bernardsbendystraws

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╰┈➤𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒍𝒚, 𝒉𝒊𝒗𝒊

[meg4-matt44]

My Person- Chris Sturniolo

Summary: You wake up from a nightmare that caused a panic attack but no worries Chris is always here for you

Warnings: A tiny bit angst I guess, panic attacks

A/N: My first fic AGGGHHHH, I hope you enjoy it :) (also heart dividers are from @issysh3ll <3

You‘re alone in complete darkness. Just a big light above you brightening a small part of your surroundings. Not a even a silhouette of person anywhere near you. When you tried to scream, you couldn’t. You felt a presence, but you couldn’t figure out where they were hiding. After what felt like a never ending cry for help, you woke up. You gasp for any bit of air your lungs can take. Chris, who was actually fast asleep next to you, felt the sudden shift, immediately copying your movements. „Baby, are you okay?“ he asked, his voice full of concern. Tears ran down your cheeks, your heartbeat quickening which each second, feeling like your about to die. Your skin starts to itch everywhere, like you’re on fire. Everything feels numb and you try to breath but it feels like there isn’t space for any oxygen in your body. Gasp after gasp and sob after sob that’s when Chris suddenly connects the dots. A panic attack „Shit, okay baby listen to me, we got this alright?“ He took your hand and put it on his bare chest, your heart banging against your ribcage with the speed of a sewing machine. „You feel my breathing right? Try to copy it. Slow and steady. In and out.“ You feel his chest rise and fall, trying to copy the rhythm, but it was all to much. You shook your head not being able to bring out any words „can’t- I can’t“ He placed his forehead against yours, his blue eyes hypnotizing you, giving you a feeling of peace and calmness. „It’s okay, I‘m here. This will be over soon sweetheart“. You try to blend everything out and just concentrate on Chris, nothing else than the balance of his chest moving. After what felt like an eternity in hell, you caught your first steady breaths. „Are you okay again?“ you only are able to give him a tired nod, but it’s reassuring him enough that you are better now. „I-I-„ Chris immediately pulls you into his arms. „You don’t need to rush yourself, I‘m waiting“ After you were able to take a few more breaths you were also finally able to speak again. „It was the dream again“ Chris tilts his head down to his chest your head was leaning against on „The one we’re you’re all alone and can’t scream?“ You nod. Only thinking about it makes a shiver go through your whole body. „But it was different this time. This time I knew people were there. I felt it but I couldn’t figure out where they are.“ He’s so sorry that you feel that way and that you have to go through this and he can’t do anything. „I wish I could do more than just be next to you, when you literally feel like your burning alive.“ You push yourself away from him, just a little, to look at him properly. You take his face in your hands. „Are you kidding? You’re already doing so much for me. You were the first person I told about all this. You helped me pick out a therapist and also offered to pay for the extremely expensive ones. You’re the only one who can comfort me like this. You are my safe place Chris. You are my person!“ His furrowed eyebrows slowly parted as he heard you say all of those things. He smiled from ear to ear knowing he is the reason that you feel better. „I did all that because I love you. But what you mean I‘m your person?“ You chuckle at his answer but are more than happy to explain what you mean. „There’s always this one person in your life who you want to share everything with. Either happy, sad or even anxious news. A person you want to be involved in your life as much as possible and to me you are that person. My person“ Chris clearly couldn’t hold back anymore when he pulled you in a tight, nearly rib breaking, but warming hug. „I love you too Chris.“ A small giggle leaves my throat as I hug him, feeling safer than ever. „My person“ he finally muttered against the skin of your neck.

[meg4-matt44]

Sometimes I forget that I am reading FAN FACTION and not just a normal story someone wrote. Like wtf you mean the guy that’s been cheating on his gf in this story is meant to be Matt Sturniolo? Man I love fiction

[meg4-matt44]

A vagina is a woman's penis. So true, Chris

[meg4-matt44]

Hi! Sorry to bother you, but I have been keeping eye on a ongoing problem :(. There is this user aka pedo that goes by @ apsumyking who sexualizes 17 year old ariana greenblatt. He has done this more than once with plenty of different accounts.

Please report him and please tell/tag others! don't put ariana in this tag because he'll change his user and honestly, he has done this plenty of times with her.

He continues to try to make other accs but we can't let him.

‼️‼️‼️

[meg4-matt44]

Me with @y3sterdaysproblem 💋

do y’all ever like an authors smuts so bad that you wish you could employ them and pay them to write you personalized smuts? cus that’s me every day with one account. im like “i wish i could make her my personal writer” LMAO

[meg4-matt44]

Spread the love 🫶🏻

may i say that i absolutely love the dynamics on this platform. aside from the negative part which, by the way, sucks ass, i always find so interesting the way multiple blogs interact with each other. like, we've got people purposely trying to turn on other people, others flirting with each other shamelessly. i literally call people whom i have never met and that probably live on the other side of the world "love", and "baby" and "dear". i've been called mommy, which is new cause some time ago i've said that my friends jokingly call me mom since I'm kinda "the mom" of the group, but never in my life i've been called mommy. keep doing that guys, keep living, keep loving, keep being horny. this is what I want to see on this app, not hate.

love, bree ☾

[meg4-matt44]

I wanna say something about the @/letstrip1975 / @sturniololuv08 situation.

warnings for talk of SA and grooming possibly triggering!)

this post is for awareness and a warning for people experiencing similar, please reach out to someone for help.

Recently something has come to light about a woman on here having inappropriate convos with a minor, I wanna speak on this for awareness and so people who may be in the situation seek help. Her @/s are tagged because I couldn't give a fuck if she gets mad, she deserves hate and showing people her account hopefully will let more people report or block her.

- She is grown (28) going out of her way to have multiple sexual conversations with a 17 year old. ALREADY, WEIRD.

Not only is she 28 and talking to and sexualising a minor. But she is also dating an 18 year old! AGAIN, FUCKING WEIRD!!!! 28 dating a freshly legal adult is weird. I don't care if people disagree, that's a 10 year age gap and I KNOW that comes with easy manipulation, guilt tripping and abuse! This woman is a groomer, and a creep.

Just to add on top of this all, she has in the past written and discussed writing stories about rape. Rape is a serious thing, an evil and illegal thing where someone is attacked and violated, even within fiction this shouldn't be written about, normalised or romanticised. The account also posts about a "sadistic matt trope" which basically entails Matts character as being some sort of horrific sadistic guy who abuses people etc, this is not okay. bdsm can be okay to write fiction about as long as its portrayed as consensual. The things this woman writes of are too far.

Overall I feel I can speak now for the entirety of sturniolo tumblr here, GTFO!! Nobody wants you here. As someone who has experienced weirdos in the past, this hits a little too close to home for me and I really recognise the patterns and her excuses for her behaviour. Just know an adult flirting with a minor is never okay.

If you are experiencing grooming like I talked about here, please reach out for help, there are numbers you to call, trusted adults to talk to. Remember, you can be manipulated even if you aren't a minor, 18 and 28 isn't an appropriate gap and I hope the girlfriend seeks help soon! There are ways you can get help and never be afraid to just block someone even if you w

[meg4-matt44]

IM ROLLING🤣😭