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I shouldn't be allowed downtime at work. This is very rough and will be refined, but I figured I would give the Soma x Arikado fans a little crumb. Bottom Soma agenda is still very strong with me. it will be more refined by time i post it to AO3. just wanted to share what i did instead of my tickets lol

"Arikado, what is it?" Soma asks. The other had called him into his office, which is odd. Was something a miss? Did Soma do something?

"Sit."

Arikado motions to the couch that was across from his desk. There was a coffee table with documents and a mug that probably had coffee or tea. Thinking and looking around, it really did seem like the office was like a mini little studio. It felt homey, but given that Arikado was working with Japanese intelligence and probably as hired help by the church, sleeping here or spending long hours, he supposes, would warrant such a homey looking office. Ariakdo remains standing, hands behind his back.

Soma sits, nervous and anxious, his heart beating rapidly. Arikado's expression is serious, but not unkind. He takes a deep breath before speaking.

"There's something I need to discuss with you, Soma.”

"And that is?"

"It's about your... feelings towards me." Arikado says, his voice dropping to a lower tone.

......

"W-What about them?”

"You've been acting strangely around me lately." Arikado observes, noticing how Soma's face turns red at the mention of it. "You're more hesitant to speak to me, and you avoid eye contact. I can't help but wonder why.”

....

"I...don't know what you mean." He says, lying to them. He found them beautiful and attractive, and wanted them. Yet he was afraid of what would happen, what could come of it.

Arikado isn't fooled by the denial. He can sense the truth behind Soma's words, but he chooses not to press the issue further. Instead, he changes tactics. "You can tell me, Soma. I won't judge you.”

"There isn't..."

Arikado takes a step closer, towering over Soma. "There's something. I can see it in your eyes. You're afraid of me, aren't you?”

"No. Not afraid."

"Then what is it? Are you scared of yourself? Of what you might do to me?" Arikado leans in, his face mere inches from Soma's. "Is it because of our... connection?”

That was it, Soma nodded at the last question. "I...like you....but I am..."

Arikado's eyes widened slightly at the confession. He wasn't expecting that. He takes a step back, creating some distance between them. "You...like me?”

"Yes and yet I...I feel..." he struggles. "I was…”

Arikado's expression turns pained as he realizes what Soma means. "I understand. It's complicated. You're not Dracula anymore, but you have his memories, his power…and you are afraid.”

Arikado places a hand on Soma's shoulder, his touch gentle yet firm. "I won't let that happen. I'll be here to stop you if it does." He looks deep into Soma's eyes. "But you need to trust me, Soma. You need to trust that I'll do whatever it takes to keep you safe, even if it means protecting you from yourself.”

Soma, despite the unease, relaxes under his touch. As close as they were, he could also smell them. A mix of something rich and intoxicating, it made him feel just the tiniest bit of feral. "Thank you…”

Arikado can feel the tension in Soma's body start to dissipate. He keeps his hand on Soma's shoulder, feeling a strange sense of comfort in their closeness. "You're welcome." He says quietly. "Just promise me one more thing.”

"Anything.”

"Promise me that you won't shut me out again. Promise me that you'll talk to me when you're feeling confused or scared." Arikado's voice is soft, but there's a hint of pleading in it. "I want to help you, Soma. I want to be there for you.”

Soma nods after some time, then takes their hand into his own, holding it.

Arikado looks down at their intertwined hands, a small smile tugging at the corners of his lips. He doesn't pull away, instead, he lets Soma hold his hand, feeling a warmth spread through him at the gesture. He gives Soma's hand a reassuring squeeze. Soon enough, however, there was a matter of what else needed to be addressed besides feelings and as such Arikado moved to sit next to them.

“There is another topic I wish to discuss, by the way.”

“And that would be…?”

“You're not just a normal human anymore, Soma. You have abilities that are beyond what a human could do." Arikado explains patiently.

“I am human!” Soma denies, standing up and moving to him. “I still-”

Arikado raises an eyebrow. "You may not feel it yet, but your body is changing and you're not completely human anymore." He walks closer to Soma again, his expression serious. "You need to accept that, Soma. You need to accept that you are not the same person you were before all of this started."

....

A sigh. He sits back down.

"Why me?"

Arikado sits down next to Soma, a sympathetic look on his face. "I wish I had an answer for that. I don't know why Dracula chose you. But it's happening, and there's no changing it now." He puts a hand on Soma's back, rubbing it gently. "But you're not alone in this. I'm here to help you, no matter what.”

"Thank you," he says softly, leaning into them, sighing deeply.

Arikado allows Soma to lean against him, wrapping an arm around his shoulders. He can feel the tension in Soma's body begin to ease again.

"Anytime." He murmurs, his hand continuing to move in slow circles on Soma's back. "Just remember, you're not alone in this. I'm here for you, no matter what.”

At this Soma could only smile, sinking into the comfort of their embrace. Arikado pulled Soma closer, holding him tightly. He couldn’t help, but feel a sense of protectiveness towards him, mixed with a strange warmth in his chest. He's never been this close to anyone before, not since he became Alucard. It's a strange feeling, but not an unwelcome one and Soma noticed the slight change and as the other held him tighter.

A pause, a beat. Soma returns the embrace, pressing ever closer.

Arikado tenses for a moment when Soma's arms encircle him, but he quickly relaxes again. He's not used to being held like this, and it's both unfamiliar and comforting at the same time. He buries his face in Soma's hair, inhaling his scent and letting out a soft sigh.

The young man could only blush, face buried in their chest as they cuddled on the couch. This felt very nice

Arikado notices the blush on Soma's face when he looks down, and he can't help but smile gently as he runs his fingers through Soma's hair, enjoying the feeling of their bodies pressed together. "You're cute when you blush." He teases quietly.

"Ahh...I'm not blushing" he said, pulling back with a blush staining his pale skin.

Arikado chuckles, a deep, rumbling sound that sends shivers down Soma's spine. "You are absolutely blushing. Don't deny it." He reaches up to cup Soma's face, his thumb brushing over the flushed skin. "It's adorable.”

Soma feels his heart beat faster, which Arikado notices. It makes his own pulse quicken in response. He can't help but find Soma's reactions endearing, and he's drawn to him even more.

"You're so responsive," he murmurs, his hand still on Soma's cheek. "It's like you're a completely different person when you're with me.”

Soma wants to say it's because he makes him shy, makes his brain short circuit because he was also just so...composed. so mature and handsome, did he mention that? Soma finds his eyes trailing to their lips, suddenly wanting to kiss them, to take him off guard. Arikado follows Soma's gaze to his lips, and a knowing smirk forms on his face. He can tell what Soma is thinking, and he leans in closer, his own eyes flickering down to Soma's mouth.

"What are you looking at?" He asks in a low voice, his breath brushing against Soma's skin.

Oh fuck. It's all Soma can do to not melt. "Your lips. I think they would look nice, slotted against mine."

Shy and flustered as he was, he could still be smooth.

It takes Arikado by surprise, Soma's bluntness, but he can't deny the way his heart skips a beat at the suggestion. A quiet laugh, his hand sliding down to grip Soma's chin.

"Is that so?" He says, his voice slightly huskier than before. "And why do you think that?”

"Because I know you feel the same."

Arikado's eyes darken at the accusation, and he pulled Soma even closer, their faces mere inches apart.

"And how do you know that?" He asks again, his thumb tracing the curve of Soma's bottom lip.

Soma's breath is more shallow, a heat slowly pooling inside of him. "Because you would have stopped this before we got this far. We can't turn back..." Soma's voice is soft, hands tracing the older man’s chest.

Arikado's grip on Soma tightens, and he can feel his own desire building up inside him. He knows Soma is right. He should stop this before it goes any further, but he can't bring himself to do it. He's been fighting his feelings for so long, but now that Soma is here, in his arms, it's impossible to resist.

"You're playing a dangerous game, Soma," he whispers, his lips almost touching Soma's.

"I know." A simple understanding as he leans in to finally kiss them, although shyly.

Shy or not, Arikado finds himself melting into the kiss, his eyes fluttering shut. He lets out a low groan, his tongue darting out to deepen the kiss. He pulls Soma onto his lap, needing him closer, needing to feel every part of him. His hands roam over Soma's body, mapping out every curve and contour.

Soma isn't going to complain either, climbing onto their lap, straddling him as lips part for them. Arikado takes advantage of the new position, his hands now gripping Soma's hips firmly, holding him in place as he kisses him hungrily. His tongue explores Soma's mouth, while Soma’s own tongue reaches out to brush against theirs as they lose themselves in each other.

"Arikado..."

"Say my name again," Arikado demands, his voice rough with desire. He kisses along Soma's jawline, his lips leaving a trail of heat on Soma's skin. "I want to hear you say it again and again.”

The younger of the two shudders, moaning at the kisses. "Oh fuck...A-Arikado ah…”

"Good boy," Arikado praises, his hands moving up to tangle in Soma's hair, pulling at the soft snow colored locks as he continues to attack his neck with kisses and bites. "You're mine, Soma. No one else can have you. Do you understand?”

Fuck. The way Arikado claimed him as his own. That no one can have him. It did things and his pants were so very tight now. The fingers in his hair and the feeling of their mouth on his neck. It was heaven. "Mmnn Arikado...you're making me feel as if I'm melting."

Arikado chuckles against Soma's neck, his tongue darting out to taste the skin there. "That's the point," he says, his breath hot against Soma's ear. "I want to make you feel so good, you can't think straight."

His hands continue to roam, moving lower until they reach the waistband of Soma's pants.

Soma whines in the back of his throat, hips rolling as he buries his face in their neck. "Gods..."

Arikado growls in approval, feeling Soma's hips move against him. He can feel his own arousal growing, his body responding to Soma's every action. "You're so needy, aren't you?" he murmurs, one hand gripping Soma's thigh tightly. "You want more, don't you?”

"Yes...I want more. Please, I feel so hot."

Arikado's control is slipping, and he can't deny Soma's pleas any longer. He quickly unbuttons Soma's pants, pulling them down just enough to expose his thighs. "You're going to get everything you want, Soma," he promises, his hands massaging the soft skin of Soma's thighs.

Soma lifts up, helping the other. His arousal was much more noticable. "Is that a promise?"

Arikado looks down, seeing the outline of Soma's cock through his boxers. He licks his lips, desires burning in his eyes. "It's a promise," he says, his fingers hooking into the waistband of the boxers. "I'll take care of you, sweetheart.”

"G-Good." He murmurs, gasping as he feels them toy with his boxers.

Arikado slowly pulls down the boxers, revealing Soma's cock. He lets out a low moan at the sight, his eyes darkened further. "Look at you," he says huskily. "So hard and needy for me.”

It's weird, but under their gaze he feels shy, but knowing they are looking at him that way, makes him so very needy for more of him. His praise, those touches. And oh how he loved that deep, smooth baritone voice. How it was filled with such desire and need.

Arikado watches Soma's expression closely, noticing the way he seems both shy and eager at the same time. It's adorable, and it only fuels his desire to make Soma fall apart even more.

He starts to stroke Soma's cock slowly, his grip firm but gentle. "You're doing so well," he praises, his thumb rubbing over the sensitive head. "You're such a good boy for me.”

Soma moans out, eyes hazy as he bucks his hips up. "Mmmn. Ahh.. ha...keep.. doing that."

Arikado grins, increasing the pace of his strokes as Soma's hips buck. He can tell Soma is close already, and he wants to push him over the edge. "So sensitive," he murmurs, his free hand moving to play with Soma's balls. "I bet you could come just from this, couldn't you?”

Soma wants to answer him, wants to speak, but as Arikado starts to play with his balls, on top of speeding up his movements, left Soma with very little thought to do anything but cling to him and cum in his hand, moaning their name.

Arikado groans as Soma cums, his name spilling from the boy's lips like a prayer. He works him through his orgasm, milking every last drop from him until Soma is trembling in his lap.

"That's it," he soothes, slowing his movements and kissing Soma's forehead. "Good boy, you did so well for me.”

Coming down from the high sees Soma nuzzling into his neck, a pleasant noise passing his lips. The praise is lovely and it makes him all the more eager to please his partner.

Arikado holds Soma close, wrapping his arms around him and stroking his hair. "You're so sweet like this," he says, his voice soft and affectionate. "All blissed out and clingy."

He lets Soma rest for a moment before speaking again. "Are you ready for more, or do you need a break?”

Soma thinks about it. On one hand, he worries that if they break, he might get sleepy. That was, after all, intense. Yet spent as he was, he was a horny 20 something year old and he wanted more.

"Let's keep going."

Arikado smiles, clearly pleased with Soma's answer. "Good," he says, lifting Soma up and laying him down on the couch. "Because I'm not done with you yet."

He hovers over Soma, his eyes roaming over his flushed face and messy hair. "I'm going to take my time with you, sweetheart. Make you feel so good, you'll forget your own name.”

Soma grins happily at this, and helps out by slipping off his pants and boxers. Arikado watches with appreciation as Soma undresses himself, his gaze never leaving Soma's body.

"Look at you," he says, leaning down to nip at Soma's neck again. "I could just eat you up.”

"A-Arikado I-"

Arikado pulls back slightly, looking down at Soma with a questioning expression. "What is it, darling?”

“Please be gentle.”

Arikado's expression softens, and he cups Soma's face in his hand. "Of course I will," he assures him. "I would never hurt you, Soma. I promise to be gentle and take care of you.”

"I...really feel the desire to bit you right now"

Arikado chuckles at the unexpected confession. "Oh? You want to bite me?" He raises an eyebrow, a smirk playing on his lips. "Go ahead, then. Bite me.”

Soma grins some, pulling him down to bite his neck, sucking on the skin.

Arikado lets out a low growl as Soma bites him, his body tensing at the feeling. "Mmm, naughty boy," he murmurs, his hands gripping Soma's hips tightly. "You're marking me, aren't you?”

"Yes~”

"Good," Arikado says, tilting his head to give Soma better access. "I want everyone to know that you're mine. That I'm yours."

He pushes his hips against Soma's, grinding down against him.

"Me too...Arikado," he moans, rutting against them like a needy whore, desperate for more.

Arikado groans at the sight of Soma rutting against him, his eyes darkened with lust once again. "Look at you, so desperate and needy for me," he repeats, his voice hoarse. "You're going to be the death of me, Soma."

He reaches down and grabs Soma's wrists, pinning them above his head as he leans in for another kiss. Soma let's him, happy to give up control and kiss his lover, body aching for more than this. Needing more.

"I want to be consumed by you."

Arikado deepens the kiss, claiming Soma's mouth with his own. He presses their bodies together, the heat between them becoming almost unbearable. "I'll consume you," he whispers against Soma's lips. "I'll make you mine in every way possible."

He moves his hands from Soma's wrists to his thighs, spreading them apart and settling between them.

As his hands are freed he instead keeps them where they are. His eyes are half closed as he watches them settle between his legs.

Arikado notices Soma's hands staying in place, and he grins at the sight. "Such a good boy, keeping your hands where I put them," he says, his voice dripping with praise. "You're doing so well, sweetheart. I think you deserve a reward."

He starts to kiss down Soma's body, stopping to leave marks on his chest and stomach. Soma's groans are soft, his chest heaving as he squirms under the other.

Arikado continues to kiss and bite at Soma's skin, making his way lower and lower. He takes his time, enjoying the way Soma reacts to his touch.

"You're so sensitive," he says, nipping at the inside of Soma's thigh. "I could tease you for hours and you'd still be begging for more.”

He wants to deny it, but how could he when the dhampir was right? "Y-You aren't...mnn ahh..wrong."

Arikado chuckles, his breath hot against Soma's skin. "I know I'm not," he says smugly. "You're like putty in my hands, so easy to mold and shape."

He lifts Soma's legs over his shoulders, his face now level with Soma's entrance. "And right now, I want to taste you.”

Soma squeaks, eyes wide as a blush dusts his cheeks. His cock twitched in response.

Arikado chuckles again at the sound Soma makes, clearly amused by his reaction. "So cute," he says, running a finger along the underside of Soma's cock. "You're blushing like a virgin."

He leans in and licks a stripe up Soma's inner thigh, his tongue tracing the edge of Soma's hole.

The young man sighs happily, enjoying the feeling of their tongue and hot breath. Arikado smirks, enjoying the sounds of pleasure that escape Soma's lips. He begins to kiss and lick around Soma's hole, teasing him even more before finally pushing his tongue inside.

The teasing and licking have him crying out Genya's name, and when that skillful tongue enters him he swears he went to heaven because it felt so fucking good.

Arikado loves the way Soma moans his name, the sound sending shivers down his spine. He pushes his tongue in deeper, fucking Soma with it slowly and deliberately.

"That's it, let me hear you," he says, his voice muffled against Soma's skin. "Let me hear how good I make you feel.”

Soma does, not very much caring who hears him as he pushes into the tongue. Were one to walk in, they would see Soma with his head thrown back. Mouth open, drooling and tongue sticking out with his eyes rolled back in pleasure. He loved everything about this, the way Arikado's tongue seemed to drive him insane.

Arikado is both turned on and impressed by Soma's unabashed response. He keeps his tongue moving, relishing in the taste of Soma and the way he's falling apart under his touch.

"Look at you," he murmurs, pulling back for a moment to catch his breath. "You're such a mess, so lost in pleasure. It's beautiful.”

Soma moans, his cock hard, leaking with precum and begging to be touched.

Arikado notices Soma's neglected cock and decides to give it some attention as well. He wraps a hand around it, stroking it in time with the thrusts of his tongue.

"You're so wet," he says, looking up at Soma with a hungry gaze. "You're going to come again, aren't you?”

He nods, toes curling and feeling his balls tighten up, the heat unbearable as he feels the pleasure spike. "Y-Yes. Fuck G-Genya shit I can't..." he cries out, hysterical and sobbing in pleasure at how overstimulated he was now.

Arikado can tell that Soma is close to his limit, and he speeds up his movements, determined to push him over the edge.

"Let go," he urges, his voice low and commanding. "Come for me, darling. Come for me now.”

The younger of the two does. His cum shooting out in thick ropes, coating Arikado's hand, the cum dripping all over him. Arikado strokes Soma through his orgasm, milking every last drop from him. He watches as Soma's body trembles and convulses, completely lost in ecstasy.

He finally pulls his tongue out of Soma and sits up, admiring the sight before him. "Beautiful," he breathes, looking at Soma with a mix of adoration and lust.

Soma on the other hand feels his brain melting, feels like he has...no thoughts. He isn't sure what it is, but it is safe to say he was in a sub headspace, completely under Arikado's command, trusting him. Arikado notices the change in Soma's demeanor, and a possessive gleam appears in his eyes. He moves closer to Soma, gently stroking his hair as he speaks.

"You're so deep in subspace now, aren't you?" he says softly. "You're mine, completely mine to use and you love it, don't you?”

A shaky nod, body shuddering as he feels the aftershocks of pleasure. Arikado grins, his heart swelling with pride at how well Soma submits to him.

"Good boy," he praises, continuing to pet Soma's hair. "You're doing so well, following my orders so perfectly. You're making me so happy."

He begins to unbutton his shirt, revealing his muscular chest. "But I'm not done with you yet. We still have a long night ahead of us, my dear.”

Soma hums. Eyes dazed and glazed over as he watches Arikado undress more. Fuck he was beautiful. Arikado continues to undress, his eyes never leaving Soma's face. He can see the awe and adoration in Soma's expression, and it makes him feel powerful.

Once he's fully naked, he runs his hands over Soma's body, feeling the smoothness of his skin. "You look so good like this," he says, his voice huskier than before. "So blissed out and dazed.”

"Genya..." he whispers. "Please..." a desperate whine, arms around their neck.

"Please what, sweetheart?" Arikado asks, wrapping his arms around Soma's waist and pulling him closer. "Use your words. Tell me what you want.”

"I want you to fuck me.”

Arikado smirks at the bluntness of Soma's request. "Is that so?" he says, his fingers tracing circles on Soma's hips. "You want me to take you, to fill you up with my cock and make you scream my name?”

An eager nod.

"Such a greedy boy," Arikado chuckles, laying Soma down on the couch and hovering over him. "You're insatiable, aren't you? You can't get enough of me.”

Being laid on the couch soma sighs happily, legs spread and arms above his head once more. He watches as they hover over him. Arikado can't resist leaning down to kiss Soma again, claiming his lips in a hungry kiss as he slowly pushes into him. He groans at the tight heat enveloping his cock, relishing in the feeling of being inside Soma.

"Fuck...! G-Genya...Sir..!" He cries out, tears pooling as pleasure mixes with pain, eyes squeezed tightly shut. He hadn’t expected him to go in without any real prep, and yet the pain felt..good. It made his mind slip further into the sub headspace.

"That's it, baby boy," Arikado growls, starting to thrust into Soma at a steady pace. "You're taking me so well. Such a good boy for your Master.”

Oh God he didn't expect that, to hear those words.

"M-master...?"

Arikado notices the effect his words have on Soma, and he grins devilishly. "Yes, Master," he repeats, his voice dripping with authority. "You're my little pet, aren't you? My submissive little slut.”

A nod. Genya smirks.

"Say it," Arikado demands, grabbing Soma's wrists and pinning them above his head. "Say that you're my slut. Say that you belong to me.”

"I-I'm your slut."

Arikado's grip on Soma's wrists tightens, and he picks up the pace of his thrusts. "That's right," he growls. "You're mine to use however I please. I can do whatever I want to you, and you'll take it like the good boy you are.”

Soma could only nod, getting pushed further and further into a sub headsace. "M-Mastser...i...i need to cum. Please... "

A slip of romanian: "Dragostea mea....please let me cum.”

Arikado is taken aback by the sudden change in language, but he finds it incredibly sexy. He smirks and leans down to whisper in Soma's ear.

"You're begging in Romanian now? How cute. And you're asking for permission? Such a polite boy."

He bites Soma's earlobe before replying, "Go ahead, cum for me. But I'm not stopping until I'm satisfied.”

Happy to have permission he cums again, whimpering as he finally pushes past the threshold, so fully into a sub headspace he becomes unable to do anything but whine and moan in pleasure as they keep going.

Arikado continues to fuck Soma through his third orgasm, his own climax building up quickly. He loves seeing Soma like this, completely surrendered to him and lost in ecstasy.

"That's it, just like that," he praises, his thrusts becoming more erratic. "You're so perfect like this, so obedient and submissive. I could keep you like this forever.”

"M-master..mmm ...ah...ah ah. Fu-- p-please." A mess, unable to form any sentence.

"What do you want, baby?" Arikado asks, feeling his own release approaching. "Use your words. Tell me what you need, and I'll give it to you.”

"Y-you..please. too much...!" He whines, crying and sobbing out in pleasure.

Arikado chuckles darkly, enjoying the sight of Soma's tears. "Oh, is it too much for you? Are you getting overwhelmed, baby?"

He grabs Soma's chin, forcing him to look at him. "But you can take it. You can take anything I give you, can't you? You're my strong boy, my little masochist.”

Soma wants to protest, but he trusts him. Deeply. So he nods. They have never done this, never negotiated. Yet he trusts Genya and somewhere deep down he could only agree because he was a masochist, he did like this. Wanted this.

"I..mm...can."

Arikado's eyes gleam with pride and lust. "Good boy. I knew you could. You're doing so well, taking my cock so well. Just a little longer, and then I'll give you what you need."

He thrusts harder, his hips snapping against Soma's as he chases his own release.

Soma continues to cry, tears streaming down his face as he feels his half hard cock twitch. "P-PLEASE....MASTER PLEASE I -"

"Please what? Say it." Arikado demands again, his grip on Soma's chin tightening. "Beg for it, Soma. Beg me to fill you up with my cum and breed you like the little slut you are.”

"Fill me. Breed me anything just...!!" His mind blank, throat sore. It hurts and feels good all at once and he's aroused and scared and starting to panic despite how hard he is trying to be good.

Arikado senses the panic rising in Soma, and he quickly realizes he's pushing him too far. He stops moving and looks down at him with concern.

"Soma, are you okay? Color?”

Color? What color? He's sobbing and full on panicking to answer.

Arikado curses himself for not thinking of a safeword sooner. He immediately pulls out and gently gathers Soma into his arms, holding him close and stroking his hair.

"Hey, it's alright. You're safe, baby. I've got you. Just breathe, okay? Take deep breaths.”

Soma buries his face into his neck, breathing in his scent as he clings tightly, body shaking as he tries to calm down.

Arikado continues to soothe him, whispering comforting words and running his fingers through his hair. He rocks him back and forth gently, trying to help him come down from the panic attack.

"You're doing so well, sweetheart. You're doing so good. Just focus on my voice. I'm here. I'm not going anywhere.”

Eventually Soma calms and settles, hiccuping and clinging tightly.

Arikado holds him for a while longer, waiting until he's sure Soma is completely relaxed before speaking again.

"Are you with me, love?" he asks softly, his tone full of concern and affection.

A small nod, another sniffle.

"That's good. I'm proud of you for calming down."

He kisses the top of Soma's head and gently wipes away his tears. "You scared me for a moment there. I thought I had pushed you too far.”

"I..." a pause. "It felt good and then it was too much..." he murmurs. "I'm sorry...I couldn't handle it…”

Arikado shakes his head and lifts Soma's chin to make him look at him. "No, no, you don't have to apologize. It's not your fault. I should have asked you about a safeword earlier. I didn't mean to overwhelm you like that."

He cups Soma's cheek, his thumb rubbing over his soft skin. "You were so brave to tell me when it was too much. That takes a lot of strength. You did nothing wrong, I promise.”

Soma gives a watery laugh. "We didn't expect to go this far...so the idea...wouldn't have been brought up- but i...would like to do this again."

Arikado smiles slightly, relieved that Soma is feeling better. "Again, but with a safeword. We need to establish some boundaries and rules before we go further into this.”

A nod and then he feels Arikado is still very hard. "You haven't cum yet…”

Arikado glances down at his erection, then back at Soma. "It's fine. I can take care of it later.”

"But…’

"No buts. Your comfort is more important to me than my own pleasure. I can wait.”

He nods and curls into him again. "I love you.”

Arikado holds him close, his heart swelling with love. "I love you too, Soma. More than anything.”

#soma x genya #it was suppsoed to be quick #its 14 pages and idk how we got here but here we are

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