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Check out this cool moth I had in my room! :D

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We love you! Put yourself and your health first, take your time and whatever you decide, I hope that the end result will be your happiness! Please stay determined and take care of yourself<3

ENGLISH: Underverse 0.8 part 1 might be the last Underverse episode I publish. I'm done with the toxicity, the hypocrisy, and the bias. I give up trying to explain that I'm not a monster, I just wanted to have fun with a video game that made me happy. I'm not sure if I'll come back or want to make content on YouTube anymore, I'll have to take a long break after this, find another job, I don't know, stay ayaw from all this. Every year, it's the same thing, and I don't feel comfortable in this fandom anymore. I'm not mentally okay. I'm done pretending all this hate is not affecting me. Maybe if I step aside, these people will get the attention they've been wishing for, since there won't be that person and her work they hate so much. They feel I shouldn't have gotten an opportunity in the first place and that they could've done way better, as if this fandom were a competition. Or they'll just find another target to turn into a pariah. I'll make an announcement when the trailer/full episode will be released. ESPAÑOL:

Underverse 0.8 parte 1 podría ser el último episodio de Underverse que publique. Estoy harta de la toxicidad, la hipocresía y los prejuicios.

Me rindo tratando de explicar que no soy un monstruo, solo quería divertirme con un videojuego que me hacía feliz. No estoy segura si volveré o si querré hacer contenido en YouTube nuevamente. Tendré que tomarme un largo descanso después de esto, buscar otro trabajo, no sé, alejarme de todo esto.

Cada año es lo mismo, y ya no me siento cómoda en este fandom. No estoy bien mentalmente. Estoy cansada de fingir que todo este odio no me afecta.

Tal vez si me hago a un lado, estas personas obtendrán la atención que tanto han deseado, ya que no estará esa persona y su trabajo que tanto odian, que sienten que no debería haber tenido una oportunidad en primer lugar y que podrían haberlo hecho mucho mejor, como si este fandom se tratase de una competencia. O simplemente encontrarán otro objetivo para convertir en un paria.

Haré un anuncio cuando el tráiler/ episodio completo esté listo para ser publicado.

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Random delulu doodle of slenderman that I did. Having kinda an art block recently but this time I just went on and had some fun. I tried to make it look kinda messy, played with stuff and I swear, I looked like a crazy person while doing it. (I am a certified crazy person)

It may look kinda crappy but hell, I had fun. You know, feeling like the ultimate edgy teenager, drawing this like a patient of an asylum while listening to Get Scared and Three Days Grace like the old times when I was the ✨weird creepypasta kid✨™

Coming back to it kinda lately. And well, since I'm still not really out of the teenage years, still in highschool, I have time to be the weird creepypasta kid some more. Especially since I started my quest to watch all the Slenderverse series, track back all the important ARGs and oh god, I started with EverymanHYBRID, finished it a couple of days ago and I do NOT regret. I wholeheartedly recommend but remember, you never will get the salad recipie. It's been over fourteen years and it seems like Slendy does not want us to ever know it. And HABIT is a vibe. I love this guy, this silly evil menace to society<3 and I love you; the great, awesome, incredible people who came here and actually read all that.

I love how the background came out tho! It really reminds me of the cover of Best Kind Of Mess album from Get Scared :D

Remember to do whatever the hell makes y'all happy and take good care of yourselves and your loved ones. No matter what other people think, be yourself and do your thing, enjoy and embrace all the weirdness in you because we all are a bit weird and that's what makes us special. I am proud of you all and believe in you with my whole heart<3

-M.A.J.

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OH MY GOD. GUYS, LOOK AT THIS CUTIE THAT I MET TODAY!!

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A Fresh Sans drawing I've made some time ago :D

(I used shiny-sparkly-super-cool markers so I added two shots of the drawing here so that you can see how it looks under the light)

After drawing Fresh in his normal, underverse clothes I was kinda bored so I added some random stuff ;D I decided to also make some connections to the Fresh Parasite in his outfit while maintaining his 90's/80's style. I figured that I can do the parasite's eyes into a sort of pantera pattern and do little zigzaggy outline imitating the teeth and I can make the tentacles into tiger stripes! I still feel like the upper part of his outfit is kinda too plain, since I commited so much to the lower part of the jacket and pants but I had no idea what to do there so I left it for the time being. It's been like a month and now since then so I don't think that I have any idea what to do with it

I drew it on the back of one of my notebooks and honestly didn't expect it to go anywhere good so I have it on this cartboard notebook cover with an unerasable pen scribble on the side 😭 which honestly kinda bugs me, because I'm actually kinda proud of this one and have no idea on what to do to make the background look better. Any ideas? Like, for the background so that I can cover the scribble or some other thing I can do with the drawing?

❗Fresh belongs to Crayon Queen❗(thank you for bringing the coolest, most radical guy into the underverse<3)

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OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

SOMEONE FOLLOWED ME

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

MY FIRST EVER FOLLOWER ON TUMBLR 😭❤ THANK YOU

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My therapist: Bowling Bans does not exist. He can't hurt you.

Bowling Bans:

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Honestly, I feel like Papyrus is really underappreciated in the fandom. This guy would be hecking epic in the multiverse and just like Sans, there are alternative versions. Hell, YOU can make an alternative version. AND WE ALL CAN APPRICIATE OUR GREAT, AWESOME PAPYRUS THE WHOLE YEAR JUST LIKE WE DO ON LET PAPYRUS SAY "FUCK" DAY.<3

LONG LIVE THE GREAT PAPYRUS

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Hi everyone<3

G u e s s w h o 's b a c k

(Already, it's not even a day since I posted my last update to my first ever post but hell, I always wanted to share my works with people, even if I'm still learning)

I have a new drawing for y'all! This time I was randomly moving my pencil and saw Horror in it so I went with the thing ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

(TW: blood in the finished drawing)

I'd appriciate some advice if you have any! (I'll post both sketch and final version)

The paper was definitely NOT prepared for so much water (': but I even kinda like the grainy texture it gave to the background. It makes it more interesting to look at.

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Update to my previous post! :D

Still waiting for propositions on what to write on Ink's scarf!

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What would Ink write on his scarf? (Gimme ideas, I'll write them on the scarf!)

The human!Ink I drew was inspired by a great cosplayer who you can find on TikTok under the nick Tragified or Alastair so shoutout to them!

I am not really good at drawing (especially people) but I have this cool headcanon that when human!Ink would have no space in his belt, he'd put his pencils in his hair when he has to stop drawing for a sec or change the pencil to another one instead of putting it anywhere else to "not forget where it is"... But then he always forgets and wonders where it is until he reaches his hand to his hair to fidget with them while he tries to remember and finds them. So I wanted to draw it!

Sketch:

Current state (while writing the post):

The stuff I wrote so far:

If it's unreadable, there is a transcript

"DO NOT PUT METAL IN A MICROWAVE"

"DO NOT TRUST THE FANDOM"

"GO GET CHOCOLATE FOR ERROR"

"ASK FRESH ABOUT THE FURBIES"

"TRUCE WITH ERROR"

"TAKE UR VIALS"

And a little doodle of a cat saying "MEOW" that I imagine Ink made while Dream was giving him a lecture and he got bored because he didn't listen and in the middle he forgot what Dream was even talking about.

I appriciate any tips when it comes to drawing, I'm constantly trying to improve!