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Am I an asshole?

So I’m staying with my bfs family until we can get back on our feet and everyone here is obese the mom, dad AND the three kids. Am I wrong for using them as my personal fatspo? I never comment on their weight or make fun of them out loud but in my head I can’t help but judge and use them to fuel my ED

AM I AN ASSHOLE PLS BE HONEST😭

[mangosoloco]

Slight Tw?

Went to a pool/water park today and everyone was sooooo thin, it triggered me so bad I refused to eat there. When we got back to my bfs uncles house they bought 5 pizzas and bread sticks and they’re the type of family to all eat at a dinner table (FUCKK) so I ate 1 breadstick and the aunt screamed “that’s all ur gonna eat is a piece of bread!?” I told her I don’t like pizza which is true and she let me off the hook. I drunk a mini watermelon Gatorade zero and ate half the breadstick. I feel so pudgy bc of all the thin girls I witnessed, one of the girls had hip bones that stuck out sooo far. I’m nervous for when his cooks dinner tonight (hopefully she doesn’t bc she has to work at 10)

Leave some encouragement in the comments pls

[mangosoloco]

Update (a little long srry)

so chat I finally moved, not the ideal arrangement but at least I’m with my bf. We’re staying at his uncles house and I had to give my cat away in order to live here so I’ve been extremely sad and stressed got here on the 15th and have eaten a total of 1000 cals between 15th-16th

We celebrated Father’s Day by having a cook out and I’m proud to say I did great I put two ribs on my plate with a small portion of Mac and cheese but only ate the macaroni and fed the ribs to my dogs.

The festivities are still going on and so far ive had 5 jumbo marshmallows, two popsicles and 3 shots of vodka (ik alcohol is high in cals but wanted to loosen up)

Happy (late) Father’s Day to all active and caring fathers

[mangosoloco]

HEY GUYS

It’s been a rough 3? Days been stressed so bad about my living arrangements that I can barely eat definitely a win but my stomach is cramping so bad. Had a total of 850 calories for the past 3 days and have only had a banana today my bf doesn’t know about this account so it’s semi hard to post 😅l

[mangosoloco]

⭐️⚡️GOOD NIGHT AND SKINNY DREAMS ⚡️⭐️

checking in for the evening bc I don’t think I’ll post again. Today has been a good eating day for me had that monster at 2 and had three 90 cal breadsticks at 6. It’s 9 and my boyfriend gets off in an hour so the last thing I’ll eat is a half a Hershey bc we split one every night when he gets off 🥹

Todays cals

Monster-10

(3) breadsticks-270

(3) blunts-0

Half Hershey bar-105

TOTAL

295

[mangosoloco]

Good afternoon y’all, woke up at 8am having my first meal at 2pm consisting of a blunt and Zero Ultra monster (store was out of mango loco😔)

WISHING WEIGHLOSS ON EVERYONE (extra 10 pounds loss for my monster drinking girlys⚡️😌)

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Has anyone tied grilled banana with a sprinkle of cinnamon on top? Saw a girl eat it in a wieiad vid and it sounds fire with a drizzle of honey??

[mangosoloco]

Old account, new activity. Looking for people to follow newish to tumblr I’m 24|F

[mangosoloco]

THIS😭

having a boyfriend that's skinnier than you is literally so embarrassing... like wym come sit in my lap, babe noooo