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David Sims: Roses (2003)

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miffy figurine pngs ! credit not necessary for pngs ! like or reblog to use <3

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my dress up darling ★

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Haruki Murakami

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Well, my two guinea pigs died. The other day my partner and I decided to do a cremation service with Seattle Humane, and cremate them together so their ashes would be together in an urn. Got to wait 2 weeks to get the remains.

We actually ended up getting another 2 guinea pigs... well, first what happened was my guinea pig Venom passed - and we ended up getting my other one Cuddles a buddy because we were afraid Cuddles would be sad. Cuddles still ended up dying from grief anyway... there was another big guinea pig from the store, so we went back a few days later and got that big one. Turns out the 2 new guinea pigs we got really get along with each other and love playing around with the other. I guess there was a silver lining to all this.

Another thing happening is my oldest uncle (my dad's oldest brother) ended up in the hospital and tomorrow they're unplugging his life support. He's declared brain dead. My partner and I are going to make a visit to the hospital today and say our goodbyes. I haven't seen him since my grandparent's funeral back in ...2012?? I can't even remember. The crazy thing is my dad was hospitalized for a heart attack about a few months ago and I remember freaking the fuck out... My dad is the only person in my family I really keep in touch with (let's just say, my mother has been a malignant narcissist since before I was born and has triangulated all 3 of my brothers against me, so I keep no to minimal contact with them... they're enablers and flying monkeys at most)

I've always dealt with death very well but I think for the first time besides when my dog Max died (in 2011 I think), I'm genuinely sad. I was talking about it with my ex-partner too and I told her I think it's not that people dying makes me sad... it's the fact I know there's so much intergenerational trauma within the family and everyone is stuck in their own ways. They are stuck beings. And I know what makes each person "stuck."

Aside that... I might go on an intermittent leave at my job. It turns out I ended up getting a skin infection even though I was recovering in January, and then my theory is that I ended up with an infection through my hands and fingers (they're having a very hard time healing). So I'll be working reduced hours in order to recover and hopefully my body and skin will be good as new at the end of March.

I think that's really all I have to say. This week has been very long and difficult for me, but I'm managing.

Oh, also my ex-partner said there is Evil Eye on me. I'm pretty sure it is 2 people from my job, one who just recently quit (who I consider a groomer and sexual predator). I usually do egg cleanses occasionally to clear negative energy but I started realizing I've been having weird negative things happening to me for a certain period of time... so I did a return to sender back to the bitches. Trust me, I know where all those Evil Eye come from lol. I wear an Evil Eye bracelet and it will only work if it is gifted from someone else and you wear it all the time. I think because of being sick and unable to do a whole lot of things it's left me a bit unprotected, so I ended up cleaning my altar and doing a smoke and candle cleansing. I'm not even going to say what exactly I did about that one former coworker but rest assured...bad things always happen to bad people, it will get them when they least expect it. Next, it will come after the pick me who imo is misogynistic and always studying/copying women that she is jealous of.

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People being like you should be fine with israel as a concept no i despise israel and everything to do with it thanks

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some pngs of the weird cute girls series by bonbonpocket ^___^ i love them SO MUCH i cant wait for them to be real <3