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My boy🥰🥰🥰

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I’ve gotten like 7 destiel election memes on my dash but a lot of them were like “can’t believe I’m gonna learn the election results from destiel” what do you mean you weren’t up all night live checking every news source??? What do you mean you weren’t up till like 2am fucking stressing?? You went basiclly non stop explaining the election and politics to people all night?? Idk that’s just crazy to me

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totally forgot to post this. back in july, my pals over at @broadcastzine asked me to step in last minute so ofc i said yes

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Thinking about how Dream of the Endless, even in the elaborate plot for his own demise, did literally everything he could so he could justify dying to himself. There were so many ways that his plans for his death could have gone wrong.

First of all, there's how convoluted getting the fates to go on a rampage is in the first place. If Morpheus could have, at any point forgiven himself for Orpheus, he would have lived. It would have been all too easy for Thessaly to not have found Lyta before Dream. It would have been all too easy for Dream's plans to not have worked out. It would have been so easy to stop him.

I think the tragedy of The Sandman is not that Morpheus was an inherently flawed being who could not change for the better without killing himself in the process. The tragedy is one that happens so often in real life, that everyone is so absorbed in our own lives, that we don't see that the person next to us is self-destructing.

It would have been so easy for anyone to have stepped in enough to stop what was happening. It would have been so easy to convince Dream that this was not the best way to go about things. If he had been offered help or the option of forgiving himself, from another person, then I think things would have turned out differently.

But the first person who was not too absorbed by their own life to offer Morpheus a kind word and a friendly face, was Death.

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I was just talking about this today lol

California condors are HUGE I’ve only seen one with the full wingspan once but here’s some reference photos

Andean Condor (which is smaller than a California condor) compared to a Guy

California condor and coyote

Also condor doodle I did today (I might have a favorite bird lol)

its so weird visualisng bird wingspans. wtf do you mean this bird has wings bigger then me

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To YOU it’s bad writing. To ME it’s a very nuanced piece of work that explores subtle intricacies without outright saying it. And also it’s bad writing

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Bothersome beast, comforting friend

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Foggy

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Specifically, your vampire au, what do you think that everyone’s favorite horror movie is? Or regular movies if they don’t have one?

Alex says it's some artsy underground thing but its for sure actually, like, American Psycho.

Jay's is Blair Witch or Cloverfield, he's a big found footage guy.

Brian hasn't seen a lot of horror movies but his favorite would prolly be Scream because it's also comedic.

Tim flat out does not like horror movies.

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I feel like I’m already dead but I have to keep on living

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This weird feeling comes around again. The guilt and shame of being alive. The discomfort of living.

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I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage

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Nobody will ever guess who this is about