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Imma be honest i used to think of anya and daisuke as solely like a pseudo-brother sister/ best friend dynamic but your art has made me accept them as a romantic pairing within the span of a day. Personally ive found myself interested in the idea of her being taller than him and him being all flustered at being with an assertive and dominating woman. I think they would have such a goofy (and hot) dynamic and i wanted to thank you for gracing me with this blessing

Anon you made my whole month of January and it aint even over. This is the highest honor compliment. You inspired me to adopt the Daisuke shorter than Anya headcannon as well! So this Vogue like magazine goes out to you! Thank you again for the love and support. <3 Same to the rest of you Ansuke lovers. ya'll are are awesome. Thank you for blessing me too. Anya and Daisuke surnames be upon ye.

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So much left unsaid. But at least he fixed it, right? (I needed to finish this cuz the uneven numbers of fan art was bugging me. Don't ask. I had an even amount of Ansuke and Jimcurl)

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Mouthwashing: Brushing AU The Tulpar Crew survived but carry the scars of those days floating adrift. Jimmy never got punished as Curly vouched for the 'conditions of the voyage leading to mental breaks' being the reason he violated Anya and nothing malicious. Not having the money to fight such a situation, Anya submitted, using what money she had left to move. She gave birth, but gave the baby up for adoption as she couldn't bare looking at 'the eyes of that monster'. Anya's health was on the decline as she had no support system. Until Daisuke showed up on her doorstep on a whim. "Swansea helped me find you." that was his response to Anya's shock. Indeed, Swansea told Anya if she needed anything he would be there. But in her own mental state and self loathing, she couldn't bare it. Daisuke saw the turmoil she was going through, though unsure of the reason, she stuck beside Anya helping her work through their problems in small ways. The more time they spent together, the better Anya got, to the point she could confidently say she had a friend. She even reaches out to Swansea and tries again for Med school. "You were the bravest one on that ship!" That was what Daisuke said. Anya knew he didn't know what happened to her. She feared to tell him. Would he still accept her? Right now, she didn't want to think about it. For now, she just wanted to enjoy the warmth of the sun a little longer....

((The image above has some of Daisuke's diary notes))

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My thoughts on Curly x Anya in one line

Curlya is the definition of a proship. But we aren't ready to talk about that are we? (Note you can ship what ever you want, but if you go as far as to say that Curlya is a 'pure ship' and that 'if Jimmy didn't exist, then Curly and Anya would be happy." I have to remind you that a man's character is tested by adversity. Meaning that omitting Jimmy doesn't erase the fact that Curly by default would defend a r*pist. Jimmy x Anya is as much as a proship as Curly x Anya. You are pairing her with someone that didn't say/protect her from her attackers and is actively friends with them.

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Your art is so lovely :3

No you Anon (thank you)

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TELL US MORE ABOUT MOUTHWITCHING PLEASE!! (no pressure)

Here is a big ass post for more. I might drop more later hopefully with pictures.

https://www.tumblr.com/maguslil/772258274674409472/art-block-beating-my-ass-with-mouthwashing-but?source=share

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[Art block beating my ass with Mouthwashing but give me time y'all, let me cook.]

In the mean time I want y'all to have these Mouthwitching crumbs.

-Anya is Slavic/Russian.

-AU taking place around the 17th Century

During the 17th century it wasn't uncommon for women to have some level of education and knowledge of medicine to be better care takers but that was reserved for the wealthy.

Of course there were some people that believed women should have no education like further back.

-Anya's family was one of them which is why she fled to the Americas (roughly) for a better chance at life.

She already had quite a bit of knowledge about medicine and such but she was paranoid about the masses thinking the same as her family about a common/poor girl Knowing such refined/high end profession and knowledge so she opted to only help those that really needed it. (She doesn't care for nobles either)

-Anya makes a living helping raise lambs and sheep for their wool to make linen. She has a favorite sheep that has black wool. Unfortunately that's another reason people call her a witch.

-Curly is a noble.

-Jimmy cleans feces, garbage another human and animal waste for a living.

-No one knows why Curly and him are friends. Some say they grew up together, others say Curly was drawn to how 'sophisticated' the man is.

-Jimmy was given a better job by Curly.

-Curly would eventually catch wind of Anya being good at medicine and hire her. (Jimmy spotted her first while she was with Daisuke).

-Daisuke's feelings for Anya blossom over time. (Slow burn). But he feels like he isn't man enough for her especially when an Adonis like Curly shows up.

-No. Curly and Anya do not get together.

-Yes Jimmy did not like Anya rejecting Curly.

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The itch came back for these two. An AU for my oc Miriyu and Ucchal. Ucchal is gang leader through and through. Feared on the streets, a real demon, and unstoppable force but if only he knew he would come face to face with an unmovable object. Big things come in small packages.

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The way you draw Anya is just so 🥰🥰🥰🥰

I love herrrrr

Fbjsdbjadjaj THANK YOU ANON😭😭

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Mouthwitching (Mouthwashing AU.) might make it a fanfic idea cuz I want more Anya x Daisuke. 💜💙

Witch Anya but she isn't really a witch. Just a very smart and beautiful woman that was cast out of her village due to practicing medicine.

Daisuke is a Land Lady's son and ends up goofing around with his friends trying to find this Moonlight Witch. (Anya lives near a lake where the moon hangs full when night falls).

He ends up finding her but it's just Anya who he realizes is just a normal lady. Daisuke learns medicine from her ultimately and ends up using it in his life becoming a very decent doctor.

Of course I'ma have to add that Curly and Jimmy are around. And Curly wants Anya bad and his friend Jimmy knows how to make it happen. 🌚

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<3

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pls can we get more of ansuke it's wonderful

Yes! You can.

#MouthwashingBrushing

He tried to keep up with Anya on one of their runs. It's been some months since they started dating. And Anya is in a better head space (despite working in the same place as Jimmy and Curly). Daisuke is her best sort of company as she tried to get her life back in order.

Anya shares her running time with Daisuke.

The man agrees, despite not being 100% ready for the fact Anya is athletic as all hell.

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I love your ansuke stuff

It means a lot that you love it <3 QoQ

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Your Daisuke x Anya comic is so heartbreaking omg

I promise it's only hearting breaking in he aspect that she is struggling to heal and even when she is with Daisuke (the happiest parts of her life) it's hard because of those around her and the weight of trauma. A reminder that love isn't a immediate fix but a small step in healing process.

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((A sorta rant I posted on Reddit cuz I see too many people thinking this way and showing their real colors through Anya))

I don't folks understand or care about what it's like to go through a FORCED pregnancy.

Why SHOULD Anya have the child of a man that SA'd her?

It's not some moral obligation. This is nothing on SA victims either (the ones that manage to have courage and heart enough to endure it, you all are amazing).

But not everyone recovers from the stress and trauma of SA. And you all (the ones that genuinely) think her keeping a child of Jimmy is in her best interest?

Do we even know if Anya wants children? So we assume she should not only go through the stresses of birth and pregnancy. (Cuz FYI: when you are pregnant your body changes. Hormones shift, there are complications. Possible life threatening ones. Anya could die, get sick, swelling, sickness, not to mention the period of time she won't be able to be on her feet. She LOVES running. So then she will have to stop what she is doing too.).

You all are saying she should put her life on hold for a baby that was forced on her?

And after that? You want her to raise this child? A child that might LOOK like Jimmy. SOUND like Jimmy. Hell it might grow up to be another Jimmy. But even if that doesn't happen you want her to love the child of a r*pist? Her assaulter? As if she isn't traumatized enough you think Anya should be forced to be a mother?

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To All Those That Have Reached Out

It's been a very bad few weeks, and I haven't exactly tried to be subtle about it on tumblr lately. I've gotten tired of bottling up the persecutions and backhanded slaps from my brother and sister from the entire world, and tumblr is one of the few platforms I'll vent about them on.

Sincerely, thank you to those people - mutuals, followers, and outright strangers alike - who reached out to me over these past awful few weeks. I haven't had the ability to get back to everyone yet because my health is taking a nosedive again and I haven't been able to expend the kind of emotional energy to communicate and get back to everyone quickly without risking another backslide. I need surgery soon, and I'm trying my hardest to lower my stress levels and focus on my health. I'm autistic, so overshooting my social energy can really be bad for my general health.

From offers to doordash groceries to my house, to offers just to listen, I've wept over the amount of concern and compassion that I've received over the past days. I am not exaggerating, to those who have sent me a message, that your shared sympathies, concerns, advice, and care have been above and beyond anything I've received from my siblings in over 10 years. Backdraft is a helluva symptom when you've been taught from childhood to believe your very birth was the cause of your older sibling to hate and abuse you. My sister resents me for being born and taking my mom's attention away from her (she has openly admitted this to our mother), while my brother resents me for my mental and physical disabilities and has taken to taking his angst and childish pettiness out on our mother as a way of punishing me. I've been ashamed of the little brother I spent so much of my life devoted to bringing up well that I barely recognize him anymore.

I was recently taught the phrase, "Never hold water for your oppressors, because they will never let you have a drink," and I've been taking it to heart. I hate to think of my brother and sister as oppressors or anything but people I want more than anything to see how much I've sacrificed, changed, endured, and given up out of love for them, but staying on the island they've marooned me on will only result in a sad end when I have the opportunity to set my own sails for other waters. Even my mother has washed her hands of my siblings, feeling just as used and taken advantage of by them as I've felt unfairly persecuted and judged. My siblings are extremely myopic, self-centered, and selfish people that never deserved the time and effort I put in to showing them how much I loved and cared for them.

I'm thankful to have grown up as part of one of the generations that celebrates found family, because it's made it impossible for me to feel completely hopeless about the future.

Opening up to one of my best and only friends of over 10 years has resulted in what may turn out to be a happy change. My mom and I would benefit from another person in the house, and after several tense and nerve-wracking talks with him, my best friend will be visiting for a couple of weeks soon. Given that he's queer and his is one of the states that flipped red this past horrifying election while I live in Washington, it just seems to make sense that we at least meet up in a safe state and see how we go together and if he likes it here.

My mom is thrilled to the point of practically flying to him herself and carrying him piggy-back here overnight. She's an incredibly stoic person in the face of abuse, but I know my brother's disrespect and outright rudeness to her recently has been hurting her.

I can't wait for when my friend visits and if he finds he wants to settle here, either as a housemate or in his own place (although real estate prices are skyrocketing in WA right now due to a rush of former red-staters fleeing here in the wake of November 6th's election results). We met here on tumblr not long after I first joined the site to promote and work on a webcomic series I was involved in at the time, and our friendship turned out to outlive the comics. I'm very excited for the opportunity to see him and spend face-to-face time with someone I've loved like another brother for years.

Things are still bumpy, and if you haven't heard from me after messaging me, please know that I've probably seen your messages and taken them to heart. My dark spells still come and go, and there are times where I still get trapped in feeling hopeless and lonely, but I'm working on it.

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Make no mistake, this still hurts. (A lil AU I made for Anya really). She awoke from a nightmare. All the words from those around her on Earth, every opinion and perspective she never asked for came crashing down on her. Even in this beautiful moment she is haunted by what Jimmy did to her, her choice for abortion. Anya feels a mix of sadness, hatred and resentment to those that think she needs to take responsibility for something she never wanted to happen. Daisuke doesn't judge her. He is attracted not only to her as a person but her strength. She still carried on with her life alone even after surviving the crash. You can't find someone as strong as that. Anya is more than a victim in his eyes. It's the pain of overcoming not just the SA but the trauma afterwards.