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"Old friend" is a gayass thing to call someone

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DIGITS FREE THEMSELVES from his side, resting them against the console of the ship before moving his attention away from the other to the console herself. The very plea causes them to sink his digits on the ends of the console, allowing features to place a pained look upon his features. The plea alone would’ve made an incarnation fold, yearning to hear it once more before causing pain towards the other. He will not let the other’s power be used against him, swaying him to accept. He can’t go through this cycle over and over for much longer. ❝ No. ❞ response is strained, causing digits to clench the console. ❝ I can’t stay. Not this time. You’ve had your chance, Doctor. ❞

"yeah, managing everything well, that's me, honey." the false grin reaches his face before slipping as fast as it'd come. he'd been travelling on his own for some time ever since he'd left abandoned ruby , probably for too long. it feels like he's back on that ship again, grey haired and angry brows, begging her to stand with him — he'd gone about things the wrong way back then. it feels like all their whole long lives they've been chasing and running from each other — rejecting and hurting each other. sometimes asking the master to stay , often running from him, running was what he did best. he glances up at him, swallowing hard, trying to keep the tears at bay, something this version of him never can seem to do. "i want you to stay, please."

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THERE'S NO NEED FOR THIS. No hunger or thirst that thrives within his circuitry, needing not to share this moment between them. But for sake of his own twisted sanity trapped in the confines of this metal host amongst the need to get the other move along and have something for once — METALLIC DIGITS reached for the nearest biscuit, bowing his head just a little in thanks towards the other before resting against the chair once more. ❝ Then why throw such baseless accusations, my old friend? You say that i’ve taken good care of you and yet, you seem to claim I can do the opposite of my coding. ❞

BITE OF THE BISCUIT IS TAKEN, giving the other another pointed look in their direction before forcefully ingesting it. Sounds similar to that of a SIGH escapes vocal processors, giving the other a weak smile on synthetic lips. ❝ One could say that i’ve changed. ❞ Control yourself. Don’t let a single wicked cackle leave your false lips at such ridiculous statement. ❝ If you’re so insistent — DRINK YOUR TEA, my dear. Find out for yourself. ❞

never one to be ORDERED , sits nonetheless . starlight , fallen star , all the restraint in the world to not simply kick feet up 'pon the table . feigned innocence , his greatest weapon , ❛     ✩   -----     oh no , i wouldn't say low , dear . care for a biscuit , mm ? ❜ sleeve of sweet treats produced from never ending pockets , slid across the table towards him . ❛     ✩   -----     no , i daresay i wouldn't think of you so lowly , after all , you take such good care of me ! ❜

there again - that pang in hearts . guilt . time later to interpret that , it's rather rude to interrupt teatime after all . brow quirks , minute shards of previous conversation simply fall away to thoughts of later . speaking of rude - leg lifts over other , hooks over knee , at least not on table ! ❛     ✩   -----     i'd imagine you'd have at least tried by now , especially , after you've said - all this time travelling together ? i think i'd rather be touched if you did in the end . what do you say , ay ? good old fashioned poisoning for the thrill of it ? ❜

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@bringslife: ❛  please don't go, i can't handle losing you too.  ❜ (for dev master)

❝ You've lost me before, darling, and you’ve managed quite WELL without me. ❞ Sharp tone is given towards the other, allowing digits to curl into a fist at the side. ALWAYS THE SAME dance between them, coming and going within each incarnation that span their long lives. Always the same answer between them as well, rejection following suite in the lifelong question shared towards the other. He's gotten so used to it by now that very thought of such admission feels like a TRICK up their book. Surely, a dotting companion must be somewhere in waiting for him. ❝ I don’t believe you. ❞

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🐝  *  ―  𝑬𝑴𝑶𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑨𝑳𝑳𝒀 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑹𝑮𝑬𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  why did you have to leave me?  ❜ ❛  how could you do this to me?  ❜ ❛  i trusted you!  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry, but i can't do this anymore.  ❜ ❛  do you even care how much you hurt me?  ❜ ❛  i'll never stop fighting for us, no matter what.  ❜ ❛  i don't know if i can forgive you.  ❜ ❛  i never thought i'd feel so alone, even when you're right here.  ❜ ❛  please don't go, i can't handle losing you too.  ❜ ❛  you were the one person i thought i could always count on. why did you have to let me down?  ❜ ❛  did you ever even care about us? about me?  ❜ ❛  i wish i could hate you for what you've done, but i can't.  ❜ ❛  why do you always have to play games with my feelings?  ❜ ❛  i never thought saying goodbye would hurt this much.  ❜ ❛  every time i close my eyes, all i see is the pain you've caused.  ❜ ❛  why do you insist on tearing us apart when we could be so happy together?  ❜ ❛  i'm tired of pretending everything's okay when it's clearly not.  ❜ ❛  i don't even know who you are anymore.  ❜ ❛  i need you to understand how much you mean to me.  ❜ ❛  i'm scared of losing you, but i'm even more scared of losing myself.  ❜ ❛  why won't you let me in? what are you so afraid of?  ❜ ❛  you were my world, and now everything is falling apart.  ❜ ❛  how am i supposed to trust anyone after what you've done?  ❜ ❛  i can't go through this heartache again.  ❜ ❛  why did you leave without saying goodbye?  ❜ ❛  how could you say something like that to me?  ❜ ❛  you've always had a way of making me feel worthless.  ❜ ❛  don't you dare walk away from me when i'm talking to you.  ❜ ❛  please, just tell me the truth, even if it hurts. i can handle it.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how to fix what's broken between us anymore.  ❜ ❛  you're not the person i fell in love with anymore.  ❜ ❛  just hold me and tell me everything will be okay, even if it's a lie.  ❜ ❛  i trusted you, and you betrayed me.  ❜ ❛  i never meant to hurt you, it was never my intention.  ❜ ❛  i've given you everything, and it's still not enough.  ❜ ❛  why do you always have to make everything about you?  ❜ ❛  why did you do it? why did you betray me like that?  ❜ ❛  i miss you ... more than words can say.  ❜ ❛  you're the best thing that ever happened to me, and i'm scared of losing you.  ❜ ❛  i'll always be here for you, no matter what. just please don't shut me out.  ❜

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❝ PERHAPS, but am I in the wrong for doing so? ❞ GEARS WHIRL AND SHIFT internally, letting the other to tilt his head to give a pointed look in their direction before a small smile is given upon their synthetic features. Both a blessing and a curse that comes with each incarnation, allowing him to slip from certain conversations like the one now lost before them. Something about certain system updates? Oh, what a shame. It’s for the best.

AMUSEMENT is plastered on their features at sight of their actions, motioning the other with a single mechanical digit to come over to their seating arrangement. ❝ You WILL sit and have your tea, Doctor. The rest can wait until you’re done. ❞ It’s almost teetering on the edges of a DEMAND, knowing how the other tends to be when putting something above all else. He will allow no such thing in his presence, even if he must tie the other down for his sake. Synthetic scerlas GLINT at the others response, letting out a (false) disappointed sigh. ❝ Really, my dear? After all this time traveling together? Is that how LOW you think of your MASTER? ❞ He was definitely considering it.

times like these he wishes to stroll about a planet , he's restless . ever present reminder of why he should not do that offers him tea . one could almost mistake cold comforts of habits for affection . familiar pang at hearts , does not let it alter smile in the least !! ❛     ✩   -----     you're just saying that because you know i'll forget ! ❜ not altogether a wrong assumption , conversation previous is already LOST .

three seconds pass , needs another five before he can turn ( & an extra moment to straighten that bowtie ) , spins upon heel with extra flourish . no need to show off , to be impressive , BUT OLD HABITS DIE HARD , don't they ? familiar pang once again , but if he stops to think about it too long - tea ! ❛     ✩   -----     alright , old friend , you've twisted my arm ! shall we sit ? i certainly hope not - loads to do , you haven't poisoned it , have you ? ❜ as if he wouldn't sit for hours if it was asked of him , as if he wouldn't drink even if it were poisoned .

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rory and I playing the game of hitting each other with post after post of feels for our muses… crying on the floor scoob

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❝ THE DOCTOR. ❞ REPEATED in a lowered voice, teetering at the edges of it being a whisper towards the other. THE VERY TITLE feels sweet on his tongue like spun sugar, blooming an unknown feeling within his chest at the image of the last known incarnation that comes to mind. IT DIES DOWN QUICKLY soon after, remembering their previous experiences with them. THE RAGE, FLAT OUT REFUSAL from the other towards his previous incarnation and those beforehand since the dawn of their time. He can’t go through that again. Not yet.

❝ No. ❞ FIRM TONE is laced within his response, giving the other a challenging look on his features. HE WANTS HER to challenge him, giving him a reason to strike against her if she challenges his decision. ONE LESS OF HIS FAMILY that he has to deal with in this universe. ❝ I will do no such thing. Go find his current pet or someone for that matter. ❞

Ophelia did her best not to roll her eyes, keeping herself on her best behavior for asking for this favor. It already pained her enough that she was coming to him of all people, but it was proven, time and time again, that he could do get the results she wanted.

“I want you to get a hold of the Doctor.” She repeats simply, her hands fighting not to fidget with each other as she spoke. “I know it’s… not normally the sort of thing I would ask of you, given our past run ins, but if anyone can get a hold of him, it’s you.”

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DIGITS HOLDING THE WINE GLASS on one hand, motioning a pause with the other as he takes a sip of the strong liquid within it. Oh, he hasn’t had something like this in AGES — mainly leaving his needs (and abilities) for such with his previous incarnations behind it. He would save this a better occasion, knowing how his plans turn out to be at that time. But what the other is asking of them? It’s definitely needed.

COUGH escapes his lips, digits hitting his chest to clear it up. ❝ Run this by me again from the beginning, my dear. ❞ Strained tone is given towards the other, giving the other a look to match with it. ❝ You want me to do WHAT now? ❞

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If the rumors are true and [REDACTED] is playing the master after sasha… it’s over for me. don’t hit me up… I’ll be in mourning.

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❝ Don’t be ridiculous, my dear. ❞ FIRM TONE leaves vocal processors, pouring the remainder of (already made) tea into a cup for the other while they go bout of their (un)usual talks to themselves within this incarnation. IT'S EMBARRASSING, downright humiliating that they’ve gotten used to it by now — it brings some sort of comfort (and entertainment) throughout the days ahead stuck in the confines of the craft itself. He’s going to make the other pay for this sooner or later.

❝ COME NOW. Don’t make me call you a second time, old friend. ❞ WARNING TONE is given towards the other, letting gears move and shift to allow him to move his attention towards the other. Hell has no wrath like an android forced to wait upon their foolish creator to stop talking and drink something for once. ❝ We can discuss it afterwards. ❞

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❝ What? You didn’t expect this to happen, did you? ❞ VENEMOUS TONE is given in response, throwing the other a JUDGMENTAL look their way. ALWAYS THE DOCTOR to try to reason with the other lower lifeforms that populate the universe, seeing some version of "the good" in them that they so desperately want to see. THERE'S NOTHING GOOD in this species that’s currently holding them at gunpoint, coming from a violent upbringing and such. Why can’t she see that? There’s no point in reasoning in them.

DIGITS WRAP around the LASER SCREWDRIVER in his pocket, itching to use it against the species in question. MAKE A MOVE SO I MAY STRIKE AGAINST YOU. Glance is given to the other, whispering in an angry tone their way. ❝ What’s your plan now, doctor? Time’s ticking for us. ❞

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❝ HONEY, i’m home! ❞ SING-ALONE tone could be heard echoing off walls, allowing digits to clasp one another in (manic) delight at the sight of the old girl herself. OH, he’s gone for something new and sleek this time! Finally, an incarnation that has some taste for once in their lives and — WHAT'S THIS? THE DOCTOR HIMSELF? Handsome little devil that they turned out this time. He’s gonna have so much fun torturing that pretty little face of his in due time. ❝ Did ya miss me, doc? ❞

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❛ OH PUH-LEEZE. ❜ IF EYES could be rolled to the back of his head, he would’ve done so at this point. STUCK between a rock and a member of that bloody organization TORCHWOOD due to an idiotic alien that grabbed the wrong timelord and human in passing, he’s forced to hear the never-ending complaints from his nearest company. DEAR GOD, what has the universe done to this pathetic human to make him like that? He’s worse than this incarnation and it’s saying something.

❛ This is hardly my fault! ❜ Sharp tone is given in their direction, allowing features to give the other a look of judgement. Whether the other believes it or not, he’s telling the TRUTH for once. Surprisingly. Freed digits point to himself before responding once more towards the other. ❛ It’s not my problem if they can’t distinguish their timelords. Do I LOOK like THE DOCTOR to you? ❜