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Do check it out if you’d like to read my new WebNovel. It’s free.

Lots and lots of love.

HEYYY y’all, have been forever and a half since I’ve last posted on tumblr. Just a heads up this is not a ff and I won’t be writing ff’s in the future but if you like/liked my work do check out this novel I’ve been working on.

Lots of love. Oh Yh and here’s a little preview.

“Vee, that is your name granted to you by the master don’t you ever forget the grace he has shown a vermin like you.”

“Vermin… funny how the trash talks don't you think?” I chuckled and looked up towards the man that turned me into a monster for the sake of his master.

- - -

"Mum! Dad! look at her, she's got creepy eyes." Shouted a little child while pointing out of sheer fascination.

"Shhh! Don't look at her, you don't point at the cursed for it will come for you. Let's go now."

Their words cut deeper into the wound around my heart, until I shut out the cries of all those that surrounded me.

- - -

"This isn't the way to go about your revenge... You mustn't take your anger out on the innocent." He spoke as if to coax me not knowing that I was already far too deep.

"Then are you saying that I am guilty? My only guilt is knowing how dirty nobles are and still hoping that they would show an ounce of pity... tell me where has that led me?"

When did it all go wrong? From when? Was it this moment? Or a lot sooner?

- - -

I have been all alone for a long long time... It was better to have no one than someone who hurt me over and over again. The only man I once wanted to give everything to was now standing in front of me, betraying me.

All those that once cared for me were dead... I had killed them with my own hands just to live...

Why won't anyone help me find my family? Why won't anyone hear my pleas... Why? why? WHY?

If there is a God... I wish for another chance... just once more...

- - -

"Vee! The weather's nice, let's go outside and play!" I jolted awake from the nightmare.

That's right, this was the second chance I had begged for... I'm not as weak or defenceless as before either and I have friends now...

In this life, I will surely find my family. https://tapas.io/series/In-this-life-I-will-surely-find-my-family

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Masterlist

A - Angst

F - Fluff 

S - Smut

Y - Yandere

Drabble:

Current titles

If it begins with a once upon a time it must end with a happily ever after  |A F| Jin x Reader

Dancing in the dark. |A| Jimin x Reader 

Coat Pocket |A| Suga x Reader

Faded ink. |A Y| Taehyung x Reader

Arranged marriage |A F Y| Taehyung x Reader

The girl next door  |A| NoBias x Reader

Gif reactions / reactions:

Bts reaction to when they have a crush on you and they get jealous when another member gets close to or flirts with you. |F| 

Bts gif reaction to you taking a bullet for them and almost dying. |Slight A, A lot of F, Trigger warning|

Bts gif reaction of when you die in his arms. |A lottt of Angst, Massive Trigger Warning|

Bts reaction to them getting jealous of your best guy friend. |Extreme Fluff|

Bts gif reaction, demon au. |Slight A, Fluff ending|

Bts reaction to you disliking alcohol. |i cant put it in a category cause its literally what i think their reaction would be like|

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The girl next door

Angst. No bias, just wanted to write.

Warning: it’s angst (I write too much angst, also it’s kinda creepy?) aight it also mentions domestic violence and death. I’ve warned you.

Word count: 932.

Drabble title list

So uhhhh, I’ve been gone a long time, I have no excuse, just had a phat writers block. (Not that I’m much of a writer) anyways, here’s a Drabble.

(GIF is a clip from Voice (a kdrama))

The girl next door always had her hood on.

It wasn’t everyday he’d see her in the hallways of the cramped apartment, but everytime he did she had her hood on.

An oversized hoodie covering almost every feature of her petite body, as well as her face.

The girl next door has a porcelain face.

It was even more rare for him to see the face of this girl, porcelain white with a beautiful shade of pink covering her cheeks. Naturally long lashes and beautiful brown eyes, so beautiful you could drown in it. But everytime, there were new and fresh wounds across the beautiful creature.

The girl next door never spoke.

He’d get into the elevator with her sometimes, he’d even make the effort to say hi, or any form of greeting such as “how are you today?” “The weathers beautiful isn’t it?” And each time he’d be greeted with either a nod or silence.

The girl next door is a remnant of the house next door.

The neighbours were generally quiet and considerate of other residents, but where the girl lived would sometimes be loud. The kind of loud that would make you worried, screams and shouts, even slaps.

He thought maybe, the wounds on her face were remnants of what happens in the house next door.

Although he heard screams and shouts, they were never hers.

The girl next doors facade of being okay is starting to crack.

She usually shows no emotions, but today was different. They were in the elevator together, but instead of the usual silence, slight sobs filled the air.

He wanted to hug her, save her, but how?

Was she being abused by a loved one? Was she okay? Maybe she’s okay? Should I talk to her? Ask about her day? These thoughts filled his mind once again, but he never did anything.

The girl next doors voice is sweet and fragile.

Before he could leave the elevator she spoke, for the first time.

“If I die? Will you miss me? Or ignore it like you always do?”

He wasn’t sure how he should reply, he just stood there and stared at the back of her hood, as she hurried off the elevator.

The girl next door has been gone for a while.

After that elevator incident, the girl wasn’t seen in a while. A week had passed and he grew more worried, finally, he called the police.

“911 what’s your emergency?”

“Hi, ahh, how should I put this? There’s this girl next door and I haven’t seen her in about a week. I think somethings happened to her”

“Sir, what makes you think that?”

“Well.... I usually hear fighting and screams but since I haven’t seen her it’s been silent”

“Sir, what’s your address and do you know the girls name?”

“Uhhh, I don’t know her name but my address is....”

“I’ll send someone to check it out, would you like me to stay on the line?”

“Uhhh, no?”

The girl next door.... what girl next door?

He opens the door to confused police officers.

“Well? Is she okay?” The officers look at each other confused.

“Sir, are you sure the girl lives next door to you?”

“Of course I am, she always walks out that door”

“Dispatch, we have a 10-96, requesting psych check”

“Is something wrong? Is she okay?” The other officer sighs.

“Sir, this is the third time this week you have called in.”

“What? I’ve only just called you?”

“Sir there is no girl next door, she passed away 10 years ago and no ones lived here since then, we’ll have to escort you to a mental institution since you won’t stop calling us”

The girl next door has been dead for a long time.

The girl next door has been dead for 10 years, ahhh that’s right. She went to his high school, she was his first love.

She died from one of her fathers drunken beatings, and everytime, the boy next door would just go under his covers and sleep it off.

“I’ll talk to her tomorrow” he said.

Maybe it was guilt? Maybe it was her haunting him.

The boy next door has been crazy with guilt for 10 years.

They gossiped like they always did.

“Did you hear? The boy in apartment 403 has been taken to a psych hospital”

“Again? Why?”

“What do you mean why? He’s been calling the police non stop for 10 years, I thought he’d be locked away forever”

“Really? I thought he only called each year her death anniversary came around?”

“No, it’s been constant lately, some people say he’s been cursed”

“Why?”

“Because, he ignored her screams for help the night she was beaten to death”

“I mean who wouldn’t ignore that? It’s scary, what if he came out and beat the person who reported it?”

“True but he should’ve at least tried”

They have no idea what they’re talking about, they heard it too, why did it have to be him who reported it?

The boy next doors life loops around the time she was still here.

It didn’t matter whether they put him in a psych ward, after all he’d always come back to apartment 403 and pretend like she still lived in apartment 402. It gave him a sick sense of security, it fed into his sick hallucination that she was still alive and he could save her.

So today, once again he saw her exiting 402 with her baggy hoodie and wounds all over her porcelain face.

“I’ll save her this time”

Wow that was deep, 10-96 is police code for Psych patient, a person exhibiting crazy or psychotic behavior.

On a serious note, this is a real problem in some places, people ignore domestic violence from other households because they think, “it’s not my business” or “I don’t want to face any consequences”. Please please pleaseeeee report any domestic violence you hear or see, I know it can be scary but something like this could happen and you will be saving someone.

Thank you for taking the time in your day to read this. Have a safe day and stay inside. Save lives.

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Arranged marriage

Taehyung FF. Yandere!Taehyung Angst with Fluff.

Warning: contains Angst

Y/F/N - Your Full Name

Drabble list

Marriage, something beautiful, something so pure, a day filled with love and happiness and yet, you sat and cried.

Kim Taehyung, he was a beautiful man, one you’d only dreamed to marry, yet the person you dream about is always so different to the person you really love.

He had everything, he had all the money a person could ask for, he had an empire that he built from the bottom, yet he didn’t have one thing he longed to have, you.

He stood in front of the mirror in the dressing room and smiled, soon you’d be his, soon you’d see how happy you make him, sure, maybe a little return of feelings would be much appreciated by him but he knew not to push his luck.

You stood as the lady who’d be holding your wedding gown from behind said it was time for you to start making your way towards the alter. You bunched up your heart or whatever was left of it and headed towards the large wooden door.

As the door opened and you entered, it looked like something you had only dreamed of, of course he knew you’d like something like this, he always knew. You lifted your head from the red carpet that you’d been following looking towards the alter where the man you’d soon call your husband was standing, did you even love him? No one questioned and no one answered.

Half way through you walking towards the alter, you saw your ex lover standing right in front of you, perhaps he was sad to see you walk to another man, perhaps he was happy that his life was no longer on the line, perhaps it was both. You smiled bitterly, you knew there was no escape anymore.

As you reached the alter and he hurried the priest along to continue the ceremony, you couldn’t help but notice the single tear that fell onto your cheeks, did you love him? No one asked and no one answered. If they dared question your love for him in front of him, he’d have them killed for sure. You just stood there and cried, silently, knowing fully well no one would come to save you anymore.

Priest: “do you Kim Taehyung take Y/F/N as your lawfully wedded wife?”

V: “I do”

Priest: “do you Y/F/N take Kim Taehyung as your lawfully wedded husband?” You stood there, will no one help you? Will not even your parents try to save you. As you tried to look towards them for help, he pulled your chin towards him, making you face him.

V: “Princess, don’t drag this out, they won’t save you anymore, they’ve already sold you to me. Now you only have me remember?” You nodded afraid what he’d do if you didn’t answer him. Not even the priest could help you not even God.

Y/n: “I...I do” you hesitated.

Priest: “The groom may now kiss the bride.” He made his way towards you, holding you in his grasp, surprisingly he didn’t kiss you, instead held you close, almost desperate to be loved back the way he loved you so dearly.

V: “I won’t do anything that princess doesn’t want me to do anymore, after all, this is all I’ve ever wanted” you hesitated a little, still stiff as a board in his hug, but for some reason, you felt at home in his embrace causing you to melt into his touch.

The days after the wedding went by as normal, as he promised he didn’t push himself onto you nor did he lock you in his basement. But you didn’t really resist him either, all you did was sleep, wake up and sleep some more. So as usual you woke up from your slumber and walked into your kitchen, your throat screaming at you to get at least a drop of water in your system. What is the point? You asked, but before you could drift off into this thought any longer, you heard a weird groan from the corner of your living room.

You not being the type to investigate just walked to your room and locked the door, there was no way someone was in the house, Taehyung was not the type to let that kind of thing happen, but then what was groaning?

You decided after a few minutes that it was a good idea to try and call him to see if he knew what it was.

V: “Hello? What’s wrong princess? Why did you call me all of a sudden? Is something wrong?” Before you could even open your mouth he had already sensed something was off, how he did it? You really didn’t know.

Y/n: “Ummm I don’t really want to bother you but, there’s a weird groaning noise coming from the living room, and I don’t want to go out and see what it is” you heard him sigh on the other end, you’d never thought he’d be angry? No more like irritated at you, you instantly retracted and started distancing yourself from him once again. You didn’t really know how dangerous or not dangerous this man was yet, heck you didn’t even know how old he was until you heard one of the maids talk about him.

Y/n: “You know what nevermind, ill just go and che.. EEKK” before you or he could say anything else, you heard a loud thud against the door, just your luck that Taehyung decided today was a good day to let everyone that worked in the house have a day off.

As soon as he heard your whispered shriek he was already making his way to the house

V: “Hang on princess I’m coming, okay?” Before he got a response the line cut, he was now worried out of his mind, what if someone didn’t like the fact that he now had a wife and decided to kill you.

As he pulled up to the house, he saw how the front door was slightly open, he was now really worried.

V: “y/n? Where are you?” You knew you heard him, but you were too scared to move, the flashback of when you were kidnapped as a small child replaying in your mind, you hated this feeling, feeling so small yet not being able to do anything about it other than cry. You just sat there and cried while he made his way through the whole house frantically searching for you. Your small cries were loud enough for Tae to find you in the closet, rocking back and forth terrified out of your mind. The sight of you so scared killed him, the look of fright when he opened the doors pained him more than your loveless expression, he’d never ever hurt you, the way you looked at him made him want to ball up and explode. He didn’t really think much but to hug you until you felt safe again, he didn’t really care who or what was in the house, he just wanted you to stop looking at him like that.

Y/n: “I was... I was so scared, why are you so slow? I told you there was a weird noise, now look at what you did” you cried and cried while he whispered “I know” and “I’m sorry” while embracing you.

After a couple of minutes and you seemingly settling down a little, taehyung got up to investigate what that noise could’ve been, as he made his way to the living room, he had heard the groan, he turned towards the source of the noise. He relaxed when he realised it was a small kitten, he tilted his head a little while he walked towards the kitten and picked it up.

V: “was it really you that made all that noise? Gosh you scared my wife, almost to death” he said while he carried it towards the room you were in, he saw that the kitten must’ve knocked over the vase beside the door to your shared bedroom.

V: “Hey princess look, it’s just a cute little kitten, it was the vase this little guy knocked over don’t worry too much anymore okay?” He said as he sat beside you on the bed with the little thing still in his hands.

Y/n: “You sure? You really sure no ones here? What if this things a trap and there’s someone in here” you started to panic again.

V: “trust me there’s no one here, just this little bugger” he said, finding the situation somewhat amusing.

Y/n: “Why are you smiling? It’s not funny, I was terrified of that thing, why would you leave me in this mansion all alone? You said you loved me your a big fat liar” you said as you moved away from him, just about ready to leave him. You didn’t really know why you were so angry, you clearly said you didn’t love him, but then again, sometimes what he did could be dangerous and that did worry you. Or when he wasn’t able to make it home at night, you sometimes even thought about taking him fresh clothes, but you never actually did, you didn’t want to bother him.

His eyes lit up with happiness, the fact that you felt safe with him around rather than without made him want to jump to the moon. Or maybe it was just the way you looked at him at this very moment, he could live in it forever.

V: “Are you really that upset that I wasn’t with you all day?”

Y/n: “Of course I am, why would you leave me in this ghost house all by myse...” you stopped talking realising what you had just said. But before you could retaliate he pulled you into a loving embrace, one that made you awe, one that made you love him.

V: “It makes me so so happy that you, find security within me, I will never leave you all alone ever again, I’m really sorry.”

As you stayed like that a little longer, the kitten squeezed out from Taehyung and your embraced and walked towards the chair in the corner.

Chimmy the kitten: “well my work here is done, love and hope has been restored I guess?”

I’m sorry this is so late @taetaeobsessed sorry for the wait.

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Hi, can I request number 19 with taehyung? Thanks 💕

Okay so, I’m working on this one but it’s going to be a while before I post it. I really hope you don’t mind.

I have like a billion and one things to study and like complete. Sorry about the delay. 😭🙇‍♀️

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Hello, im here for the drabbles 😌 so I’d like 15 (Faded Ink) with a very cute and smiley tattoo artist Taehyung ✨ If you see it going another way just ignore me and do you!! Much love thx 💜✨

Sorry this took so long to write, but I hope you enjoy a fluffy but angsty tae.

https://madewithbangtan.tumblr.com/post/186958814945/faded-ink

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Faded ink.

Tattoo artist Taehyung. Angst with minor fluff. Yandere!Reader

Warning: contains angst, I think it may be slight Yandere.

Wordcount: 655 (sorry it’s long)

Drabble titles

You step out the shower still steaming and dripping wet, it felt refreshing. You always thought you could spend hours in there without a doubt but you had better things to do.

As you dried yourself with your pink fluffy towel you raised your arms and saw how the inking of his delicate artwork was starting to fade. You smiled to yourself, finally you’d be able to see his precious square smile once again.

You stepped into the small quaint tattoo parlor, it always smelt like him, warm and fuzzy with a hint of mint.

V: “here’s my favourite customer, how have you been?” He always greeted you with a hug, a warm and big hug, one that said many things you wanted him to voice.

Y/n: “I’ve been better, how are you? Is it just me or is this place getting more crowded?” He released his grip on you, and smiled, you wanted to hug him for longer, but his smile will have to do.

V: “I’ve been fine, what can I do for you today?” He asked excited, he was always this excited to work, but you hoped he was happier to do yours.

Y/n: “oh just another colour rejuvenation.” This was your 10th time using that excuse to be with him for hours on end. He simply smiled and led you to one of the seats, he helped you lay down and get comfortable.

He looked so damn good when he was turned around, rearranging his station.

V: “okay, I’m ready if you are” you just nodded and he placed his mint blue into his tattoo gun and he started touching up his masterpiece. Most of the time it was silent, not the awkward type that makes you so uncomfortable that you squirm in your seat uncontrollably, but the type that filled your heart to the brim with joy.

You watch as his face contorted in many different ways, trying to perfect his work, he was like a beautiful statue of an angel sitting right in front of you. You were sure at some point he may hear your heartbeat.

3 hours later, he was finished, you didn’t want to leave you wished you could bottle this moment forever, relive every second of it over and over again.

Just when you were lost in your thoughts a girl bursted through the door, one you’d seen far too many times, her name was Yona and she was here to take what belongs to you away from you, again.

Yona: “tae, are you done yet?” He instantly brightened up with a huge smile on his face, you hated it. You loathed it.

V: “I’m almost finished babe, go wait in the waiting room a little” there he goes again, ripping your heart up into tiny pieces, why must he do this to you?

Y/n: “I’ll go pay at the till, don’t worry about me” you said, a lot colder than what you sounded like stepping into the parlor.

V: “I’m sorry, she’s my girlfriend but she can be a bit much sometimes, next time how about we grab something to drink, you are my favourite customer after all” you couldn’t help the small smile that spread across your face, as you walked away from the chair, towards the till, he walked towards that girl. It hurt you but he’d always say little things that made your hopes go flying through the roof.

As you walked out the store you knew very well that he’d never actually call you out for a drink, but somewhere deep down inside you, you hoped he’ll break up with that girl to be with you, if not you’ll have to get rid of her, and that would hurt him.

“It’s okay, You’ll come back to me when the ink fades.”

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Coat Pocket

Angst. Suga Drabble.

Warning: it's an angst

wordcount: 340

Drabble title list 

It always seemed to end like this, it was once whole, there was once love. 

This world had no time for you to grieve, how did it end like this? What went wrong? The same questions you asked yourself every time it ended like this, what do you call this? Love? 

You never once thought of how Yoongi would look to you when shivering slightly and whispering the words, I don't love you anymore… The cold winter night didn’t feel so bad now.

Y/N: “what did you just say to me?” perhaps the pain from the past was far greater than this one, perhaps your brain was trying to block out the facts he spat at you.

SG: “I don’t love you anymore, let's end this”    It didn’t feel like him, where was the Yoongi that you knew, the warm one that would cuddle you to sleep at night, the one that once said he’d die for you. Now the only thing leaving his lips were daggers that shot straight to your heart, once again tearing it to pieces.

Y/N: “Dickhead… the time I wasted loving you... Was it all a lie?”

SG: “Look I’m sor…” there was nothing but anger left in you, the love and pain you felt freezing into rage along with your hands in this winter evening.

Y/N: “I don’t want to hear it anymore, fuck off” as soon as those words left your lips a single white fluffy snowflake fell onto the ground, this is how you meet and this is how you end, every memory you’ve shared with him flashing right before your eyes. You closed your eyes, no goodbyes were shared between the two of you, it was as if you never even said hello to him that winter night 2 years ago.

You shoved your hands into your coat pocket, they say you learn from your mistakes but you know he won’t be your last mistake.

“I’ll one day find someone to fill this cold empty space in my pocket.”

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Bts reaction to you disliking alcohol.

Request: I wanted to request a reaction: You don't like to drink alcohol because you don't like the taste or you don't drink much. How would the boys react?

(Credits to gif owners)

Warning: mentions of alcohol. (Idk it’s 2019 someone will get triggered for no warnings)

So I haven’t wrote a requested reaction in so long, also haven’t been posting much. For those who are interested I went through surgery on July 26th so I’ve been recovering. To keep things shorts that’s the reason I haven’t been able to write much. Anyways hope you enjoy this one.

Rm:

Namjoon has stated before that he’d rather eat than drink at a party which indicates that he doesn’t really like drinking either.

As we have all seen he will drink alcohol occasionally to celebrate but other than that probably not.

So Nomjoon wouldn’t mind whether you drank a lot or not.

“You don’t like alcohol? We find something in common everyday.”

Jin:

From what we’ve seen Jin seems to really enjoy alcohol, not in a way that’s unhealthy. I think alcohol intrigues him this shows in the way that he is so knowledgeable about it.

This in mind, and the fact that a lot of the members have said he’s one of the more tolerant ones, he may be a little bummed out when you mention you don’t like alcohol.

He finds alcohol interesting and likes the taste (sometimes) and the fact that he won’t really be able to share that moment with you will make him feel a little disappointed.

“You don’t like it? That’s such a shame, it’s okay I’ll just drink with the boys”

Suga:

Yoongi has stated before that he doesn’t like alcohol either.

Just like Rm, he probably wouldn’t care much.

However if you do drink with him, don’t try to win him in tolerance, many have said he’s got a very high tolerance for alcohol.

“I don’t like alcohol, you don’t like alcohol, let’s just go grab Galbi instead”

Jhope:

This boy would not give a damn, why? you ask. Well because he doesn’t like it either, not only does he not like it, he’s got a low tolerance for it.

When you tell him you don’t like the taste he most likely will totally agree with you.

“How about we get juice or something instead? We both don’t like alcohol it’s a WinWin situation”

Jimin:

It was once said that Jimin is also into alcohol like Jin, very knowledgable and also enjoys it. Like Jin he’ll be disappointed that he can’t share a glass of wine or a shot of soju with his s/o. Also his tolerance is pretty high too, so no need to worry about him when he drinks with the boys, he probably knows his limits.

“What? You don’t like alcohol? I mean to each their own I guess”

V:

Tae has said before he doesn’t like the taste of alcohol, but from what I saw I think he likes certain types of alcohol, he probably doesn’t like the more stronger ones like vodka but he’ll probably be able to tolerate a cocktail or something.

So at the end of the day, he doesn’t care, he’s not going to ever ask you to drink with him, because he doesn’t like it.

I have a feeling he might tell you that he doesn’t like alcohol before you do.

“I don’t like alcohol, wait what you don’t like it either? We’re meant to be”

(This gif of tae is so cute, I had to use it.)

Jungkook:

My kooky we all know, he’s a good drinker, he likes alcohol, he doesn’t care what type, his tolerance is also up there.

He won’t care if you like it or not tho, I feel like he’ll be too shy to drink in front of you, especially if the relationship is new, he’d much rather drink in front of his hyungs where he can be his wild bunny self.

“It’s okay if you don’t like alcohol, we won’t be needing that anyways, let’s go get banana milk”

Fun fact: if you don’t care you can leave, but I actually enjoy alcohol, not in a way which is concerning, I just like the atmosphere when I drink. But like I’m a dangerous one, cause I either turn into a laughing mess or a crying mess or a quiet mess. My tolerance, hmmmmm it’s questionable, I think it’s average. I’ve never been so drunk that I don’t even remember my own name or anything, so yeah anyways thanks for reading.

Bye.

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Drabble title list.

So I’m going to write drabbles again, the rules are simple send me a message with the number of the title and a name of one BTS member, you can write a little plot that you want me to base it off if you want. Thank you my loves.

1. Flowers of despair

2. Path of hate

3. The taste of solitude

4. Dying summers

5. Spring

6. 50% off

7. Broken wings

8. Star crossed haters

9. Lost and found

10. Touch of death

11. A crown of hate

12. It wasn’t always easy

13. House of glass in progress

14. Faded ink uploaded

15. Life and death, the equal path

16. One more night

17. A wish on a shooting star

18. Arranged marriage uploaded

19. Coat pocket    Uploaded

20. Royal pain in the ass

21. Baby steps

22. Remember me?

23. The girl next door Uploaded

24. A stolen kiss

Because I can’t wait I will be doing number 20. You’ll see who the member is once I release it.

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Dancing in the dark.

Pairing: Jimin X you

Genre: angst

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It had seemed to become apparent to you that Jimin genuinely didn’t love you anymore, he’d be close to you when the morning rose, but as soon as it fell, he was gone, no where to be seen, perhaps dancing in the dark, having fun, being free without you, maybe if you let him loose, he’ll no longer need to sneak, maybe if you set him free he’ll no longer hurt you, if you let them leave, there’s no way they can hurt you right?

You closed your eyes next to him one last time, once you opened them, there he was again, leaving you one step too far back, and he let his wings spread open and fly away, while yours sat in the corner, rotting away, slowly. Perhaps if you’d seen this sooner, just a bit sooner you’d have the strength to rip away from his grasp without breaking, he held onto you, he begged with his eyes for you not to leave, but you were so dark, so dead, so heavy on the inside. It didn’t matter anymore, his love for you vanished out of thin air, he said many times how much he loved you, but who isn’t able to stop anyone and tell them plain words, the eyes of a single being can define their whole entire actions before they even move.

So before it was too late, you broke free, and turned around and smiled at him, with a stream of tears streaming down your face.

“Maybe now, I can dance in the dark too”

I really loved the original version of this, so it’ll stay like this. 

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If it begins with a once upon a time it must end with a happily ever after.

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Pairing: Jin X reader

Genre: angst and fluff

The fairytales that your mother read to you as a kid always began with a once upon a time, but it also always ended with a happily ever after. You thought that your life would be as sweet as this and maybe sometimes you’d be able to feel just as happy as the fairytales that she used to read you. But then the thought of reality hit you once again, you had a man, who seemed to have popped out of fairytale itself, but he hardly had any time for you, it was as if sometimes you didn’t really exist. It got ridiculous, but each time you tried to leave, he held onto you for dear life, like you were the only girl in his fairytale, like you were the only person that mattered to him, each time you broke, he was always there to help you back up, each time you cried, he’d also be there, to lift you back up and hold you in one piece and make sure you did not crumble.

He was like glue to your crumbling world. His silent night whispers were everything that you needed and wanted in the world.

“Y/n, your story did start with a once upon a time, and even if it didn’t, I will make it end with a happily ever after with me, together”

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So update

I’m so sorry to everyone that may be waiting for another reaction or something.

I’m literally so busy this week, I have 3 things due before I’m off for a week of work experience. I will get some more time to do it then, so I’ll be taking requests and giving a makeover to the old ones.

Again I’m so sorry, I really wanted to get back in the grind of things but life finds a way to distract me again.

I promise I will be back next week. 💜🙂💜

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Bts gif reaction, demon au.

Genre: fluff

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This may be the last reaction that I move over from my old account to this one. I’ll start writing new reactions soon, so I’ll need people to request some stuff. I can not guarantee that I’ll get to all of them but still.

Rm:

Rm tried so hard to never let you see his true form, he didn’t like the fact that you may leave him if you knew he was such a hideous creature. Even then he still loved you, he didn’t care if you’d be disgusted by him. Although this could be called a form of betrayal, he wanted to feel you and see you for just a bit longer, he knew sooner or later he’d be found, that sooner couldn’t have come any faster. Rm had spotted another demon on earth, he had the duty to send them back to hell, you were both out for a little lunch together, and when he suddenly left without saying anything to you, you followed him, when you saw him rip into a form of something dark, fear wrapped around you.

He seemed to be fighting something that looked similar to him, but darker, you were sure he won, but you couldn’t tell when he turned back into a human form and limped and fell, your love for him made you worry, without thinking twice you ran towards him, kneeling down next to him, you lifted his head up and cuddled him, you didn’t know what he was, or what he could do to you, but you felt his sincerity when he said he loved you.

Rm: “Y/n? You saw, didn’t you? Why are you still here?” You looked down at him, no longer fearing for your life, but for his,

Y/N: “Because I love you, you big dummy, now be quiet, I’ll punish you later for not telling me about this but for now, shhhh”

Jin:

When Jin left the apartment he had just fought with you, you were sure that he was cheating on you by the way he wouldn’t ever come home. You followed right behind him, your heart half broke when he met up with a woman. Still, you followed them you needed some type of conclusion. Your thought of sadness soon turned into confusion, when the women started to talk about you, and how you couldn’t find out, “I can’t find out about what?” You asked yourself and then you heard her say,

Woman: “You have to leave her and go back, they’re all waiting for your return, stop being so stubborn”

You were confused and hurt, why was he trying to leave you, and why was he actually leaving you at the very minute, you walked out from your covers, hurt and in pain,

Y/N: “Jin? Where are you going?” Jin’s eyes widened, larger than it ever had, he was surprised.

Jin: “Y/n? What are you doing here? You can’t be here, go home and forget about me, please”

You stared at him, with tears running down, you shook your head and walked next to him.

Y/N: “No, please don’t leave me, I’ll die here without you.” Jin hated it when you cried, so he pulled you into a hug and asked if you’d love him no matter what he was.

Jin: “Y/n would you love me, even if I’m not really who you think I am” you watched as his eyes went from a hazel light to a dark black, fear fell over your body for a split second but you didn’t care, you hugged him and whispered.

Y/N: “No matter what you are, I can’t live without you here, I’ll die without you here, please don’t leave me all alone”

Suga:

Yoongi was sent to earth as a punishment, he would never be able to fall in love or be happy. His duties here were to keep the peace between human and heaven, it’s funny how demons are the balance and heaven can’t help themselves. He thought he was going crazy when he fell in love with you, he felt like he was in heaven for the split second that he was with you, he knew he couldn’t put you in danger. You couldn’t understand why he wanted to break up with you, he was trying to leave you before you were bound to him forever, you fell to the ground and pleaded him,

Y/N: “Don’t leave me, please, don’t break up with me, I’ll do anything, please” he lifted you up, his heart breaking as much as yours were,

Suga: “It’s not you, this sounds so classic, but it’s really not you, please don’t break like this because of someone like me” You looked at him confused,

Y/N: “What do you mean someone like you, you're the only one I need, the only person I want” he closed his eyes and sighed, he shook his head side to side.

Suga: “I’m not the person that you think I am, I’m not someone you should love, so please just leave me”

You turned around, sobbing, you didn’t want to look back, Suga was starting to fall back into his demon forms, his love for you starting to kill him, you couldn’t do it, you couldn’t leave him. You turned around and almost screamed out in shock, Suga was almost fully turned, but you didn’t care, he looked so scary and this did fear you, but you’d rather die with him than without him. You ran into his embrace, Yoongi froze completely, he didn’t know what to do, but he felt your heart beating slowly, but also really quickly being bound to him, he couldn’t stop you or himself anymore. 

Y/N: “I told you, I won’t ever leave you if this is the reason, I don’t want to leave, I’d rather die with you than without you”

Jhope:

You always thought that if Hobi wasn’t a human then he’d be an angel or something very happy and gentle. He knew that you had a small idea that he wasn’t really human, but you never questioned him once, he was too afraid to tell you, but also didn’t want to know what your reaction would be, anyone would fear losing their lover because of who they are. Demons can not stay in human form without changing back to their demon form at least once a month. You walked into your bedroom and found Hobi in bed curled up in pain, he was a dark creature, the complete opposite to his personality, you froze scared of what could happen to you. But when you saw him balling even more Just in complete pain, you couldn’t help but feel pain yourself, you walked towards him and cuddled into him, back hugging him and holding onto his waist rubbing up and down trying to make him feel better, before you knew it, his wings disappeared and he was back to being human.

Hobi: “Y/n you don’t have to stay if you don’t want to, I can sense your hesitation” you shook your head, and turned Hobi around,

Y/N: “If it’s not you, I don’t want to live, or love, you look beautiful, how did you suffer by yourself, I had no idea, I’m such a bad girlfriend, will you forgive me?” He smiled.

Hobi: “I’d never be able to hate you, and don’t you think it’s weird for me to forgive you, I’m the one that needs forgiving, but if loving you is still a sin, I can commit it over and over again”

Jimin:

Jimin has always been so open with you that you were sure he wasn’t keeping anything from you, but when a demons time to mate comes along, you become more uneasy and needy like a human, but the problem was, that he’d need to tell you what he was in order to get his release, the need for his release, became way too much. His eyes were completely black and Just in sooo much need, he saw you walking into the bedroom and sitting beside him, you looked at him frozen, you didn’t know what to do, you were now sure that he wasn’t a human, you were now sure that he was something dark, but the thought of leaving him, pained you more than the possibility of you dying. So instead of hesitating and confusing everyone, you kissed him, He didn’t know whether to return it or stay still, so you deepened it, you needed some sort of response from him.

Jimin: “Y/n I don’t think it’s a good idea to kiss a demon that’s really needy, I need to mate right now and you're not helping,”

Y/N: “Then maybe I could help, I love you.”

V:

You knew that Taehyungs past was one that he didn’t like talking about, he avoided that topic at all cost, at this point you didn’t know anything about him, anyone would want to know everything that someone could know about someone they love, but he just wouldn’t open up.

Y/N: “Oppa, you still haven’t told me where your from, or when your birthday is, or even what you like and dislike”

He froze not knowing what to say, not knowing what to do or how to say that he was a literal demon, 

V: “I, I don’t have a birthday, I've never had one and possibly never will, I like you well I love you and dislike the idea of possibly losing you, I’m from…” he couldn’t bring himself to say where he was from, how do you tell someone that your from hell, how do you tell someone that you were just sent here as punishment.

Y/N: “See, your hiding from me. Again, where could you be from that makes you this hesitant, it can’t be that bad, can’t you just let me in?”

He looked down, defeated, he knew this was possibly the only chance to tell you the truth.

V: “I’m from… I’m from hell…”

you looked at him, and slightly laughed, not believing him, but when you saw the expression on his face, and his eyes turning black, you held onto his face and smiled, and placed a light kiss on his lips.

Y/N: “It’s funny that you're from hell, because your the only thing in this life that I can call my heaven, I love you, you weirdo” 

You pinched his nose and placed a final kiss on his cheeks before Getting up to order dinner.

Jungkook:

You and Jungkook were playing 2 lies and 1 truth, when it got back to his turn he said.

“1) I’m 41 2) I'm a demon that could possibly kill you, 3) I was born in California”

You looked at him confused.

Y/N: “Jungkook it’s 2 lies and a truth, you literally just told me 3 lies, “

Kookie: “But I didn’t, just guess” you looked at him with the look of confusion.

Y/N: “Fine, number 2, it seems the most normal” he looked frozen, he stayed still for what seemed like an eternity he then cuddled into you. Naturally, your hands reached up to his hair and started playing with it.

Kookie: “Will you y/n still love me if I’m a demon, that has committed a grave sin?” You’d never ever seen him so serious before.

Y/N: “Jungkook it’s not funny stop, your not a demon, let’s play something else”

Jungkook looked at you, he didn’t want to keep such a big secret from you any longer.

Kookie: “Look into my eyes, do I still look like a human?”

Not a single trace of fear left you, you just nodded, usually when he says that, the human should see a demon, a scary one that even scared himself, but you just cuddled into him more and kissed his hands while saying.

Y/N: “I don’t care what you really are, all I know is that your my angel and that’s all I care about, you and I, nothing more or less, and I know that you won’t ever harm me”

I think that was very fluffy.

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Bts reaction to them getting jealous of your best guy friend.

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Request: I wasn’t sure if you do reactions, So feel free to ignore this but maybe a reaction to them getting jealous because they didn’t know your gay Best friend was Gay so they were always there and being touchy. If that makes any sense 😂

I used to get a lot of requests back in the day didn’t I? for the good old times, requests are open!!!!

Rm:

Namjoon was so busy, he was always in the studio and so you always hung out with your friends instead just so you wouldn’t get too lonely, you always had that one friend that you hang out with, even when you were with Namjoon it just felt so natural, what Namjoon didn’t like was you being so close to him, he would feel upset until you told him that he’s gay and if anything he’d rather date Rm.

Rm: “Oh……. I’m sorry, so I should never be jealous, is what you're telling me?” Y/N: “wait, you were jealous?”

Jin:

Your friend was just always over, Jin didn’t like that very much, but your friend was getting married soon, and he wanted you to help him plan his wedding, and your friend didn’t want his fiancé to see him for a month until the wedding. It was a tradition that passed down his family. So he was practically moved in with you, Jin isn’t scared to express his feelings when your friend kept touching your arms and calling them sexy, but when he finds out that he’s gay, he’ll feel a hundred times better.

Jin: “Oh, he is?”

Suga:

Suga wouldn’t care if he was your best friend or friend, he’d confront him and ask why he’s so touchy with you, and why he constantly placed his hands on your shoulders, but as soon as your friend started to laugh and tell him, that he’d rather touch Yoongi’s shoulders, he’ll look at you confused, and when you told him that your friends gay, he’ll feel really….well, embarrassed.

Y/N: “You numpty, you don’t need to be jealous of anyone” 

Jhope:

Hobi was especially jealous because your friend was good looking, he never suspected that he’d be gay, but as soon as you told him about your best friend and his boyfriend of a month and how cringy they were, he’ll feel reassured and put pieces together towards why your best friend was soo touchy with Hobi from time to time.

Hobi: “Oh”

Jimin:

Oh, this ChimChim, he’d always be extra affectionate towards you when your best friend came over, he’d be really touchy. He’d kiss you for a lot longer, or he’d even just have you cuddled in him and he wouldn’t let go, that’s until your friend says,

“next time, remind me to bring my boyfriend so I don’t feel like the third wheel”

Confused Chim is confused. Soft Chim is soft. (Don’t try to tell me otherwise, cause he’s cute af)

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V:

Tae would chill together with you and your friend, he wouldn’t really care if your friend was touchy, not because he didn’t love you, but because he trusted you that much.

(not saying the others don’t trust you Just, you get me right?)

But when you talked about him and asked Tae if he had any friends that were also gay because your friend wanted to date someone, Tae would try his best to help out and be a good friend.

Tae: “Oh I can go ask, I’m sure I’ve got at least one”

Jungkook:

This little bubble would be so jealous, only cause your friend was much more into fitness, he didn’t like how he’d touch you and how he’d slap your arms and act more like a boyfriend than Jungkook did. Jungkook would act all touchy and lovey-dovey especially around your best friend until your best friend bought his boyfriend for a double date, and Jungkook would accidentally spill how he was so jealous thinking your best friend had feelings for you.

Y/N: “Wait, so my kookie was jealous? That’s the cutest thing I’ve heard, come here, don’t be jealous your the only one I’ll love”

Aren’t these so cute? 

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Bts gif reaction of when you die in his arms.

Another one I found from such a long time ago which I really enjoyed writing, so here it is done better.

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Request: I'm such a sucker for angst and you write them so good😭 can I have a bts reaction please where you die in his arms and sorta write how it led up to that moment. Thank you so much Warning: this scenario contains a lot of sensitive topics such as cancer, and I took a lot of time researching about all these topics please don’t think I’m trying to disrespecting anyone, thanks. 

WARNING AGAIN DO NOT READ IF SUICIDE OR DEATH, IN GENERAL, IS A TRIGGER FOR YOU. Rm: (Before I start Namjoon’s I would like to explain what lung cancer is, lung cancer is the uncontrollable growth of an abnormal cell that starts in one or both your lungs, they do not develop into healthy lung tissue, it rapidly divides and forms tumours.) Ever since you were young, you suffered from lung cancer, so when you started dating Namjoon, that’s the first thing you told him, you had tried all types of treatments from drugs to chemotherapy and radiotherapy however nothing seemed to work. Every breath that you took was even more painful, soon your cancer started to develop more, not wanting Namjoon to worry you didn’t tell him that your cancer had now developed to stage 4, because you were so ill you spent most of your time in the hospital, so when Namjoon wanted to take you to the park right outside your hospital, it made you smile. Rm: “Is my princess ready for our little date” Namjoon always smiled no matter how tired he was, you smiled and nodded. Being wheeled In the wheelchair to the park was not how you wanted to picture dating Namjoon, you wanted to be able to freely go to a cafe, go to the amusement park without worrying, but you didn’t want to make Namjoon feel bad so you kept smiling. 

Since the morning of that day, your breathing was heavier, much worse, and you knew you had to be ready for something, it had been years of just so much pain. Rm: “Baby, your breathing so heavily are you sure your fine” Y/N: “Yeah, I’m fine, I’m really happy, that your here”

He pinched your nose and told you to wait there for him, he had to use the bathroom, that’s when the unbearable pain started, you knew very well, that this time you wouldn’t be able to survive, that this time, was the last time. It had been almost a full 2 minutes of the pain, you were by now clenching onto your chest for dear life, you didn’t want to leave Namjoon without saying goodbye, you didn’t want him to feel guilty for your death, you didn’t want to burden him even after your death. “Rm: Y/N!!” He screamed your name, scared, you tried to look up, you tried but failed and fell onto the ground. Y/N: “Namjoon… I love you.. I really do…” Rm: “No don’t do it, don’t say anything, let’s take you back to the hospital, you’ll be okay, you’ll be….” Y/N: “No… I don’t want to… not anymore… I can’t do it anymore… I’m sorry…. I’m really sorry… promise me something.” He shook his head and teared up. Rm: “No I can’t let you go, not yet, not now, why, why, let’s go, let’s go back to the hospital, let’s go, you’ll be fine, you can get better, the doct…” Y/N: “No…. promise me you won’t blame yourself…. promise me… that you’ll find happiness in someone else…. I don’t want to see you…. alone…. because of me” Rm: “No I don’t get it, let’s go,” Y/N: “I won’t get better… it won’t get better…. please….. promise me” He slowly nodded his head, tears streaming down so fast that it was now dripping on you, you closed your eyes, you felt at peace, being at peace it was nearly impossible because of your cancer. It took Namjoon years, years to get used to your death, he walked past your old hospital room, he smelt the light scent of roses and the thought of you liking roses, and how many roses he got you for your birthday and Christmas and even Easter. He walked out, wanting to keep your promise. “You’ll always be in my heart, and I don’t want to break your promise”

Jin: (So this one was inspired by the her highlight reel) Jin always knew how clumsy you could be, how everything you did ended up with you having at least one scratch, he seriously loved you and your clumsy-ness. He was on tour or too busy holding concerts, he had never had time for long dates where you could feed on the time you longed for so much. So a simple ice cream date it was, times like these felt like you were not dating an idol but the ideal man any woman would look for. You dressed up, in your skirt that he loved, and you waited on a bench near the park, you saw Jin walking towards you with a Bouquet of flower in his hands, it looked so beautiful, without thinking, you sprang up and waved towards him while shouting his name. You looked so happy and beautiful in his eyes. He turned and smiled and waved back, you ran across to give him a hug, but before you knew it, you were hit by a car, you fell to the ground the once smiling beauty was now on the ground lying in a pool of red, the colourful flowers cascading down from Jin's hands as he ran towards you as fast as he could. Jin: “Y/N, Y/N, Y/N, please say something, please...” He held you in his arms, you were looking so fragile, the skirt and blouse that once framed your body were now covered in blood. your blood. Y/N: “Ji…Jin I’m cold……I’m so sorry………I’m so…” You stopped mid-sentence, Jin sat there, blank not saying anything, but screaming and crying, his words were incoherent. The ambulance soon arrived and took you to the hospital where you were shortly pronounced dead. Jin sat there for hours, grabbing any doctor that got in his view. Jin: “Please save my Y/N, please, please tell me she’s okay” Doctor: “I’m sorry Mr Kim, we can't do anything” He sat there until he had to go, his members and manager came to get him. Years later, he still couldn’t get the image of your smile out of his mind, and he always got the same flowers for the day and placed them on the sidewalk, and left it there. Today out of all days, the sun seemed to be much more beautiful than ever. “If I could turn back time, I would protect you with everything I have”

Suga: Suga knew how much he meant to you, he knew that you would die for him, and he would do the same, you meant the world to him, and you were always there, so he decided to go public with you, the last thing he expected was for his fans to absolutely hate you, he couldn’t understand why they would hate someone that made him so happy. Suga: “Hey baby, my manager just called, said something about needing to practice more, do you want to come or do you want to just wait here?” Y/N: “Mmm, I’m really tired so I’ll wait here, hurry back I’ll miss you” He smiled at you, pecked you on your lips and left, not even an hour later he left, someone was banging on the front door, thinking it was Suga, you ran to it, and looked through the peephole, it wasn’t, it definitely was not Suga, and it wasn’t one person, it was multiple of them. You ran for your phone and dialled Yoongi’s number. Suga: “Baby? What’s the matter? Why are you still up?” Y/N: “Oppa there’s someone at the door, their screaming and banging and I’m scared” Suga: “Baby, are you safe? Tell me your safe can you hide in the bathroom and lock it?” Y/N: “I’m gonna call the police, I’m scared” Suga: “Just hide and don’t come out, I’ll be there” You ended the call and called the police, the police say they’ll be there in no time, but that no time was more than 10 minutes enough time for them to break down the front door. You hid in the toilets trying to not make a single sound, Just then everything went quiet thinking they left, you opened the door and walked out. Until you felt a sharp pain in your chest, it was a knife, they pulled it out and ran away, you fell to the ground, in pain, suga ran in not long after, holding onto you for dear life. You were coughing up blood trying to keep it out of your throat so you could breathe.

Y/N: “Yoongi oppa… I’m okay... I’m going to be okay....do you think I’m gonna die?” You asked with tears in your eyes, you slowly closed your eyes for the last time and Yoongi cried, he cried all his tears and he screamed, the police came in and brought an ambulance, they wheeled you into the hospital, but you were pronounced dead on the spot. 

Suga felt dazed he didn’t know what to do. A year had passed, he had just gotten out of the court after a long trial trying to get justice for your death. “I’ll always remember you, I’ll always be here for you, even if your no longer here”

J-hope: Hobi was a bright sunshine and he lit up anything he came in contact with, his laugh was contagious and so was his smile, you loved him with all your heart. It was only 10pm when the fire started to blaze, he loved you, but his fans didn’t, they found where you and hope lived, and they set fire to it all. Jhope was at the front door when he saw a fire blazing from his home, he instantly went in without thinking twice and got you out. You constantly coughed, finding it hard to breathe. Y/N: “Oppa……. my lungs…… they hurt….they hurt so much” Hobi: “No no no don’t say anything, I’ll get you safe, you’ll be fine” Y/N: “I…I…” You stopped, the uneven heartbeat no longer existent, Jhope’s heart seem to stop as well, it felt like, he had stopped. Everything had stopped, his home where he shared so many amazing memories with you were up in a blaze. The ambulance arrived and tried to resuscitate you but it failed, and you were pronounced dead on the spot. Nothing of you existed anymore. You didn’t exist anymore.  Jhope was not active with bts for a while but he had to have a comeback sooner or later, but each time he was live at a concert or on tour, he wouldn’t smile. You were no longer there to watch his smile. Years passed and the people who burnt you and the memories away from him, turned themselves in, because of how Jhope was hurt still even after years.   “Do you coming out make her comeback because then I would’ve looked for you from day and night, now tell me why you would do such a thing, what did she and I ever do to you.”

Jimin: Jimin was like a small Hamster, he was always cute and wanted your affection and your love and all your attention. You were never ill, so when you were sick for a week to the point where you hardly called him, he was worried, he visited your house and rang the doorbell at least 10 times before the door finally opened. You walked out of the door, and fell into Jimin arms, Jimin: “OMG y/n your temperature is so high, what’s going on?!” Y/N: “I’m just ill, I’ll b…” You fainted, he picked you up and ran back to his car, he opened the door and put you in, he couldn’t see you breathing, so he stood you up and tried to wake you up. Jimin: “Hey y/n, please wake up, please say something, anything please” You didn’t respond, he didn’t care, he laid you down and drove as fast as he could to the hospital. He ran in with you on his back Jimin: “Please, someone help my girlfriend” Nurse: “What’s the matter, sir?” Jimin: “I,.. my… SHES…. not breathing… she was ill and now she’s here” He was chocking up words, in between his little sobs. He was made to wait for at least 30 minutes without anyone tending to him, his members came to comfort him and tell him you’ll be fine. That was until the doctors came back, Doctor: “I’m sorry Mr Park, Miss Y/L/N was pronounced dead 10 minutes ago.” Jimin dropped to the ground, he started to throw a fit, screaming at the doctors for not trying hard enough, he burst into where your body laid and tried to get you to wake up, he wished and begged for it to just be a dream, for him to wake up to you rubbing his back and let him cry into your neck. That didn’t happen, days, months and years passed and he still couldn’t get over you, the image of you kept playing in his head, wherever he saw a couple on the streets he turned away crying. “I can’t bear to stay here, without you, without your shield without your protection, why didn’t you take me too”

Taehyung: Tae was always dorky, everything he did would make you burst into tears laughing, he loved seeing you healthy and took you to monthly checkups with the doctors Just so he could be sure, every time you went, you were fine. So when you got back and was out of breath and was extremely pale, he got worried, worried wouldn’t be the word. Tae: “Y/n are you okay? You look really pale, come here let me feel your head” He placed his fragile hands onto your head and it was hot, you had a temperature. Tae: “Come on I think you have a cold, let’s get you to bed” Y/N: “Hmmh” You got up to get to bed, but fell into Tae, if you thought Tae wasn’t strong, think again, he managed to hold you up still, and he tried to shake you. Tae: “Hey, y/n wake up, let’s get you back to the hospital” Y/N: “I can’t… breath…….” Your heart felt like it was being ripped out, you dug your nails into Tae’s shoulders, you tried everything to breathe, but it stopped. Tae: “Y/n?” he asked cautiously. He panicked and called the ambulance not knowing what else to do. Tae: “Y/n please say something to me, please” He pleaded your lifeless body, and it seemed so painful for even strangers to watch. It took hours of struggling until you were finally put to rest and pronounced dead. Tae: “You were meant to check her, I kept bringing her here because she kept complaining about her chest pains, you brushed it off and you killed her” It took him years to stop crying whenever he went through your phone, he saw all the selfies you guys shared, and it broke him. “Your smile lightened my world, your laugh was like music in my ears, now what do I do without the light, I’m scared in the dark all alone, with no music, why is this world so cruel?”

Jungkook: Jungkook was, funnily enough, your only source of happiness, his laughs made you so happy his smile, his eye smile it mesmerised you. You lived to see him, to make him smile, to help him through life. Until the fans found out, nearly 2 million women hated you, threatening you, to leave him, to kill yourself and saying how you don’t deserve Jungkook. To make Jungkook feel less burdened you kept smiling, you told him “I’m fine”. He constantly asked you how your days were, and the more days passed the more you said “I’m fine/ it was fine” Everything felt so heavy, so long and painful, your childhood wasn’t the best, and fighting with Jungkook made it all the more worse, you fought about something dumb, he left the house and didn’t contact you for days. Each day that passed, it made your ill mind manifest itself and you ruled that he didn’t love you, that he never meant anything he said, and how you’re just a burden to everyone. Jungkook was worried, worried sick and wanted to check up on you but he didn’t know how, so he checked your Twitter, maybe you’ll be out with your friends drinking coffee, what he didn’t expect was a message that read ‘I don’t want to continue this anymore, I can’t do it, I want to breathe again’ He was scared, scared and angry, he ran as fast as he could to your house, where he found you lying on the front door. Kookie: “Baby, I’m sorry, please I’m sooo sorry, look at me” Y/N: “Why? Why? It’s all over now, I can breathe again” You started bubbling from the mouth and you fell into his arms, he lifted you and ran to the hospital. He sat on the bench alone, his hyungs got there to support him. Doctor: “Mr Jeon, please would you come through” Kookie: “Is she okay? She’s okay right?” Doctor: “I’m afraid not, she has overdosed and unfortunately passed away, I’m sorry.” His heart sunk, he ran out, to your home, anything that could indicate why and what caused this. When he arrived, your home was a mess, the state that he left it when he was angry and fighting with you, he started crying, he couldn’t control his feelings anymore, DING. his phone dinged to suggest that he should look at it. It was from your Twitter, a long note. “Hello, This is Y/N and if your reading this now, it means that I succeeded, I’m sorry to those who loved me, I’m sorry to those who supported me, I’m sorry, but I can’t do this anymore, when someone tells another to die enough times, that persons heart starts to turn black, I guess that’s what happened to me, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m really sorry, and I love you Jungkook oppa” He fell to the floor, now balling his eyes out. Many months later, he had a comeback with his group, he really did not want to, you weren’t there to listen to his singing and call him beautiful, you weren’t there to say how amazing he was, his fans went crazy, the fans that once told you to die, said “I’m sorry for what happened” and moved on. Jungkook wanted to kill everyone that killed you, he felt nothing, he felt sick having to laugh and smile to him everything was all fake. Kookie: “Your all fake, your the exact ones that told my only hope and light to die, your the exact ones that told my girlfriend who’ll never come back to go and die, she is gone and now you're sorry?”

“Why would you leave me, I’m cold, your side of the bed is still there, I don’t want anyone but you, I’m so sorry…”

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