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when the party's over - Billie Eilish cover

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Hello! Here is a new song that I wrote called "plateau", I hope you like it! I will put the lyrics below!

Lyrics:

Verse: I keep wanting your advice  Guess I didn’t internalize what you said the other thousand times I’ve asked  ‘Cause I keep coming back 

Begging for scraps at your feet  But all you can do is repeat  Generic positivity like please stay strong  But what am I doing wrong? 

Chorus: This is as far as I’ve gotten,  My life plateaued at fifteen  Where is the future you promised? Where is the saving I need? I was never brilliant, I learned by biting the dust I’m not the one-in-a-million that you told me I was  Did you just say that to be kind?  Or did you really believe it at the time? 

Verse: Acted like it was set in stone  The way my life was supposed to go  So I kept holding onto hope even when it was hopeless Made it my life’s devotion  I thought that I’d age gracefully  Hard work pays off eventually  I’d find everything I need and then some, all in time  But that was all a lie   And I still don't know why

[Chorus] Bridge: You say I used to have potential Where did it all go? Is the truth that hard to swallow? Then I don’t want to know That I wasted all my time and the stars couldn't align That it wasn’t meant to be 

[Chorus] Outro: You say I used to have potential Where did it all go? Is the truth that hard to swallow? Then I don’t want to know That I wasted all my time and the stars couldn't align That it wasn’t meant to be for me

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Here’s a little song that I started working on when I couldn’t sleep. Let me know if you want me to finish it! 🎶

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Hello everyone! Here is a new demo for a song I just wrote! I hope you like it! I’m trying to post more music updates on my YouTube channel, let me know if there are any videos that you would like to see!

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I haven’t used any traditional art supplies in ages so today I decided to bust out my old acrylic paints! It ended up being a lot of fun playing around with them; I painted a face and my dog while she was sleeping! 🐶🎨 It was definitely an adjustment, the proportions are a bit off on the face, but that just means I’ll have to practice more! 🙂✍️

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Hello everyone! Here is a new painting that I made, I am trying to work on my portraiture! I hope it’s alright that I’ve started posting more art updates, let me know what you think! 🙂✍️🎨

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Hello everyone! Here is a little painting that I made yesterday! I hope you like it! 😄🎨

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Hello again! I had so much fun making the animations yesterday that I decided to try to come up with a little story! Here is the little story I came up with, this is just the first sketch, I really want to color it and make it look finished! Let me know what you think, any advice would be amazing! 😄✍️

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Hello again everyone! I decided to keep working on animating so I made this little animation for my mom! 😁💌✍️

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Hello everyone! Here’s a little animation that I made! I am trying out new creative things, so I decided to try animating something. This was really fun, and I hope to try more since I have a lot to learn! Any advice would be greatly appreciated! 🎨✍️😄

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Hello everyone! I just realized that I never updated you all on Tumblr about the release of my new EP! (It is called "Not Going Anywhere", and it's available on all streaming platforms!) I also happened to design the cover! Here is a video of the process of designing it! Let me know what you think! 😀

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Hello everyone! Here is a quick demo that I recorded for a song that i wrote yesterday! Let me know what you think, I will add the lyrics below:

Lyrics:

What do you see that I don't,

What do you know that I don't know?

Is there an answer right in front of me, right under my nose?

Is it perseverance,

Do I give up easily?

Do I not put in the work or is it something in my genes?

I like to hope that by the morning everything will change,

But when the sun reaches the sky and I open up my eyes,

Everything's the same

It's an aimless journey,

I'm swinging in the dark

But you make my losing battle look more like a walk in the park

I like to hope that by the morning everything will change,

But when the sun reaches the sky and I open up my eyes,

Everything's the same

Are there signs that I'm ignoring?

Should there be lessons in the pain?

Because as far as I can see,

How things are is how they'll be,

No matter how many days that the sun reaches the sky,

When I open up my eyes,

Everything's the same.

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Hello everyone! Here is a bit of a new song that I have been working on called "Overthinker"! Let me know what you think! I am hoping to finish the song soon; when I do I will post a video to my YouTube channel! 😀

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Hello everyone! Here is a snippet of a new song that I have been working on, please let me know what you all think; I love getting feedback! 🎶🎵

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I posted a cover of "She" by @doddleoddle on my YouTube channel!

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Here is a little cover of sick of losing soulmates by @doddleoddle . Sorry for the mistakes I make in the video, I filmed it in a hurry before heading to class! Let me know what you think! I might re-film this and improve it tomorrow!