mad-iee

[mad-iee]

[mad-iee]

I find it funny how in just one moment you can make me feel so many different emotions

I don’t know how you manage to make me feel love , pain , joy and hurt all in one

The sad truth about this is that if we were meant for each other

I wouldn’t be feeling like this.

~ mad-iee. 🧿

[mad-iee]

Your biggest mistake was thinking that I needed you, thinking that my world would end without you, crashing and burning as you walked out the door

What you didn’t understand was that before you I had myself; I was the one who nourished the roots of my tree, watering it with happiness and success, I was the one responsible for the growth of my branches, rising higher than the limits of the sky

What you didn’t understand was that you were just an acorn attached to the branches of my tree; even though we were one for sometime, your falling had no imapact on my growth.

~mad-iee 🧿.

[mad-iee]

and just like that, i stopped looking at everyone else.

~mad-iee 🧿

[mad-iee]

I have to keep asking myself: do I really like YOU or do I like the IDEA of you?

~mad-iee 🧿

[mad-iee]

“You’re dancing with her while I’m staring at my phone” - Stone Cold, Demi Lovato 🖤

[mad-iee]

I’m the type of girl to blow you kisses as you walk past, to wish you luck for your exams, to hold you when you feel as though the world is crumbling around you, to be your biggest supporter and your most loyal sidekick

But you are a boy who doesn’t notice my kisses, my support, my loyalty, because you are a boy who looks at another girl, the same way that I look at you.

~mad-iee 🧿

[mad-iee]

i miss you but i can’t figure out why

you were never mine in the first place.

~ mad-iee 🧿

[mad-iee]

Overwhelming ✨🖤

[mad-iee]

The hardest part about moving on isn’t meeting new people and going on endless dates; it’s the realization that I will never find you in anyone else, it’s the realization that I have to stop looking for you in someone else, it’s the realization of the true meaning of ‘moving on’.

~ mad-iee 🧿

[mad-iee]

from Your Soul is a River by Nikita Gill 🤩🤩

[mad-iee]

Once again I looked for you last night

In the countenance of others

In their laughs

Their eyes

Their touch

But again I awoke next to a body that wasn’t yours

Stumbling out the door

The world once again proved to me that I will never find another like you

~mad-iee. 🧿

[mad-iee]

I think the hardest part about it all is that I know I’m falling for you, even though you aren’t falling for me

~ mad-iee 🧿.

[mad-iee]

The gentle beating of your heart bring me peace, just like the tranquil sounds of raindrops drumming against my window.

Your beating heart reminds me of these raindrops; what the world would look like without rain, is what my world would look like if your heart ever stopped beating.

~ mad-iee. 🧿

[mad-iee]

Sometimes I wonder, do you think of me as much as I think of you? Do you lie awake at night thinking of the times we’ve shared and the times to come? Do you want to hold me as badly as I want to hold you? Do you think you could be falling in love with me, just like I am falling in love with you?

~mad-iee 🧿

[mad-iee]

you aren’t physically here anymore

but your presence lurks in the shadows of my lines, only coming out in my darkest hours.

~ mad-iee 🧿

[mad-iee]

Without touching

Our intimacy burned

What you could do just by looking at me

He could not do with his hands all over me.

~mad-iee 🧿