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i have a presentastion tomorrow and i am SCAREEEDDD, ONG.

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im gonna be more productive by tomorrow, cause i just ate lots of cakes for today and yeaterday. im gonna cut off sugar and go on a healthy diet, i feel like i gained weight.. i should also do pilates and workout it has been such a long time 😭

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yesterday was the best birthday ever, first, lots of people wished me a happy birthday and i was soo happy i thought people forgot. second, my dad bought me an onitsuka tiger serrano and i LOVED IT! it was expensive to me and we ate steak so i got lots of money out of him and i love my dad deeply about that🥹🥹🫶🏻. third, my ex wished me a happy birthday in my dm and i was flabbergasted, i thought he will never speak to me again OMG. i started chatting with him a little after i said thank you, we talked abt our school'd drama and how we were. and actually surprisingly my brother wished me a hbd in his story, never did that 😭😭 i wish i could have another birthday like this i LOVEEEE it🫶🏻🫶🏻 i was expecting it to be really sad but i was smiling the whole timeee🥹🥹

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im gonna hate my birthday tomorrow :(

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i dont have feelings for my ex but i genuinely still wanna be friends with him, get what i mean? i know he treats girls so wrong but being friends with him was kinda nice. playing games together with our sisters just staying as friends 🤷🏻‍♀️ he has friends that are girls and if he can have some, he could be friends with me too

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my friend is forcing me to have some kind of triple date with my ex.. i mean i wouldn't call it real "ex" bc we were in junior when we dated but i still wanted to befriend him, i just don't know what to talk to him about..

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i just ate a lot of choclate and a kitkat i am so dead..

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why are asmrs like those tappings of keyboards and for sleep relaxing are so SATISFYING. like when they whisper and stuff n i followed their voice, me and my other friend find it so cool and we wanted to try it but we dont have the mic.. is it too childish?? 🤕🤕

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story time, me and my friends were hanging out in one of my friend's house and it was like really fun, all the laughing and loudness was amazing. there was alot of us that was going. while we were playing badminton outside the house, one my friend accidentally threw it to the roof and we were like okey and stuff with it, but me and my other friend got this bright idea to go to roof ourselves. my other friends were shouting at us to not to while we were on the process of getting it, the roof was like up and down and it felt like parkouring 😭😭😭 thank god my friend's parents weren't in the house bc we were LOUD ASF 😭😭😭😭

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feeling so motivated to draw bc my dad could give me some money everytime i draw but i dunno!!!!

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Today's diary

today was just as normal i loved it. my friends and i joke around but it was so boring bcs the subjects for today are.. boring omggg🥱 I was so tired bcs yesterday i stayed up until 1 am and i cant open my eyes😭 but i did talk to this one girl i didnt have good terms with and i apologized to her and she also apologized and i was so relieved bcs i cannot take this beef into anywhere, we were hugging eachother and we almost teared up HEHEHE. i just want to be a better person and not have problems with anyone. i was so happy i could bring the courage to talk to her privately and nicely it was nice💋 our lil beef was so outrageous and just so childish 😭 like i should be mature and not be like this thats so ughehdhdb, our friendship is just gonna be like before all of these happened

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⋆ ❤︎ ॱ⋅.˳ Rains in Heaven 𓈒⠀𓈒 𑁍 ⏤͟͟͞͞★

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Actions speak louder than words but consistency speaks louder than both. Choose people that always make you feel wanted.

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i actually love my friends so much they make my mood go up. even sometimes they make me cry with their so called funny jokes i still love them and i care about the deeply :( i don't even know what to do if i didnt became friends with them, living a life without them just feels empty like i need something to boost my energy and my mood.

our inside jokes we always tell, even if people think we're so loud and so cringe, we know that and we probably dont care cause atleast we're cringe togehther!!

especially my best friend. we've been stuck together since 7th grade and i love her sm for staying by my side 😢 both of us were always together since 7th grade its like out own world together but our other friends came in and we form a group tgt, our breakdowns together, our laughter everything is just so perfect 💗💗

i thank Allah Swt for bringing them into my life. i hope we can all go to jannah and spend our lives together there for eternity 💗

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Becoming Better Than Before

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Ptg also known as a positive reaction from a traumatic or highly challenging life circumstances.

Whereas PTSD is a mixture of negative feelings such as depression and anxiety and often leads people to turn to drugs, alcohol, or even suicide. PTG is about having growth as an after effect of an difficult event of one’s life.

Why am I bringing this up?

Now, what I am about say might not be as extreme as these terms describe but it is a perfect example.

When we have bad days, hardships, sins by disobeying Allah or just have low Iman, we tend to succumb to bad thoughts and some even to depression.

We think that Allah can never forgive us as we can’t even forgive ourselves. We “wither away” into thinking that we can never go back but we can. We can take this situation and turn it into our advantage. We can grow from it and be better than yesterday. We can become closer to Allah than before, bounce back and higher than ever. It really is a cheat-code if you look at it from a this perspective. If you turn away from Allah, you’ll turn to other things that will never satisfy or comfort the way Allah can and does. Take a step back and talk to Him. Utter His name and trust me, you’ll get more than you can imagine. You’ll get more than you ever gave. Know that Allah is Ar-Rahman and that His mercy overcomes His anger.

“Say, "O My servants who have transgressed against themselves [by sinning], do not despair of the mercy of Allah. Indeed, Allah forgives all sins. Indeed, it is He who is the Forgiving, the Merciful.”

One thing I want to point out is that even when we cannot forgive ourselves know that Allah can, He is the Most-Merciful, The Most Compassionate.

But I want us to think this way as there a two lenses to look at life. You can either look at as if Allah is punishing you or you can look at it as a mercy from Allah.

How is a hardship a mercy?

Well, the answer is quite simple.

First of all Allah never gives a soul more than it can bear Allah knows that we can go through it. And sometimes we might have accumulated too much sins and these hardships are a way of cleansing.

We as believers want to get to Jannah, some like me even to the highest level which is Jannatul Firdaws but maybe sometimes our deeds are not enough.

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