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Venting!

I am HIDDIOUSLY depressed right now and can't reach out because the two people I feel most comfortable talking to will say unhelpful shit that will just make me feel worse. I have been moved to the smallest bedroom of the house, which already sucks, and I can't do anything to make it my own because there is construction and furniture pieces that we can't get to until JULY. And I want to start building a small business to work towards supporting myself, but I again can't share any plans with anyone because they say the wrong things. Like, I want feedback on what steps I should take, how to approach a problem, how to reach people, and they just question if I can even run a buisness, showing no confidence in me. I'm trying to grow as a person, trying to figure out how to adult as an autistic with radical anxiety, but every time I try they hold me back because they think I should do this other adulting thing I'm very clearly not ready for.

And what extra sucks is I just spent 2 months with my sister and found a routine that made mee feel confident and in control. I felt like I was finding my own footing and building myself to be the person I want to become, and 3 weeks at home and that's all gone. I can't start a project, half because I can't get into my supplies and half because I'm too depressed.

I want to be more then this pathetic woman stuck in a room too small for her vision, but people won't let me.

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I have a website. It hosts my art dolls, writing portfolio, and personal fan fiction collection. But mostly, it’s for my Book Binding business! The prices here have been updated to match the site, and you can still ask me questions here, but most of the business will be run there. so, go check it out.

Lemon Sunset BookShop

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Vent

Just detoured myself out of a meltdown because I have no emotional support in my house. My dad is an ass so my mom has to shoulder his emotional needs, but he won't reciprocate so she has me shoulder her. So I'm left holding the bag with no one to turn to and every time I try to point this out I'm yelled at. Mom says if somethings wrong I should tell her, but then when I do I'm treated like a burden. I hate this! I hate this! I hate this!

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Happy Holidays!🎄

May you ignore the chaos in your lives for just a moment, like Obi-Wan & Cody✨

Inspired by Aaron McBride's official 2022 Lucasfilm Holiday Card:

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Also, a bonus closeup:

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VENT

I fucking hate this situation!

My dad has turned into a grumpy asshole who can't accept ANY criticism because his bitch mother left him traumatized! So he's shitty to my mom and she can't say anything. Here comes me, just trying to live my very small life: "hey mom, I think I mildly poisoned myself with highly toxic aerosol spray." And her response is basically "shouldn't have done that." It's bullshit, but God forbid I call her out on it!

I don't have any way to leave, very few friends to reach out to, and a location locked job so I can't move in with my sister, who wouldn't want me to anyway because she's not ready to deal with my issues.

I FUCKING HATE THIS!!!!

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the catholic old white guy asked me to explain lgbtq+ to him and it was honestly kind of funny

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Cody | CC-2224

Clonetober 2022 #27

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Rex | CT-7567

Clonetober 2022 #26

(Happy Tales of the Jedi release day!)

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Howzer | CT-7569

Clonetober 2022 #25

＊Numerical designation is the artist's own headcanon.

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Blackout | CC-0007

Clonetober 2022 #24

＊Numerical designation + face is the artist's own headcanon.

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Glitch | CT-1414

Clonetober 2022 #23

＊Numerical designation is the artist's own headcanon.

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Ashe | CC-2222

Clonetober 2022 #22

＊Ashe is an OC, and is the 7th Sky's CMO & former Chief Clone Medical Trainer in all of my stories.

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Stabber | CT-9111

Clonetober 2022 #21

＊Stabber is an OC, and the 212th's CMO in all of my stories

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Kix | CT-6116

Clonetober 2022 #20

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Gregor | RC-5576

Clonetober 2022 #19

(＊Gregor is canonically a "CC," but the artist thinks an "RC" Republic Commando designation suits him better.)

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Bacara | CC-1138

Clonetober 2022 #18

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Gree | CC-1004

Clonetober 2022 #17

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