luci4theminorannoyance

[luci4theminorannoyance]

Hello!

Saw that you have the self aware au in your list, I was wondering if platonic self aware König or Gaz with a kid reader who's in their late teens that gets burnt out from schoolwork would be okay?

a/n: sure!! Of course!!

Konig:

-he didn’t know exactly how to help you, but it was worrying him when he’d see through the warped vision of the screen and only view you on the couch surrounded by papers or assignments you just didn’t get

-he could yell out the answers he guesses.. but that would give him away and he’d hate to have the one connection he has taken away because you think your pc is haunted and toss it out or something

-although he has done a bit to help on assignments that he can; pop up ads for tutors on any of your synced devices you have call of duty on, saying random equations in his voice lines and letting the game lag just enough for you to think it’s an odd accident. Anything he can think of to help you? He’ll do

gaz:

-it’s hard to see you struggle and sit tired and worn out all the time for him. It makes him truly worried, he’s accepted that one day in one time you’ll get rid of call of duty or move and toss your pc for the glitches he creates and he might be gone then. But it’s a better fate then for him to see you crumple up yet another draft of your essay

-he not so subtly helps and gives hints, going as far to making up a whole new file in one of the missions that oddly had… gibberish and links to study guides and answers. Knowing you’d find it and open it some time or another

[luci4theminorannoyance]

I have a cute lil platonic hc idea if you wanna write it :)

Ghost finds a kid wandering a warzone wearing a skull hoodie while deployed for recon. The kid is like 16 and skittish, and they remind Ghost of his past self. He calls in the get the kid sent back to base (not without some mouthing off from them) and informally adopts them when he gets back.

Ik its kinda long but it sounds wholesome :D

a/n: such a cute topic! There’s a lot of platonic asks in my inbox and I love the ideas for them a ton lol

ghost:

-Simon ghost Riley lived up to his name in mentality and reputation, he was a shadow, a figure enemies should be scared of, the boogeyman to barrack soldiers and a scary silent figure to even those who knew him, hidden under that mask

-but the second he saw you, tucked into a corner with a bloody knife and a hoodie on that looked so much like his mask, he let his persona slip off for a moment

-you seemed so much like him in some way, the way your breath was heavy, the way you were scared in the way only anger can show, the way you stared at him with fear but had yet to look away

-he couldn’t let you die here, or live in the place you seemed to for much too long. He picked you up over his shoulder and decided that it was what he would do. Get you to base at least.

-he ignored the cursing in his ears or the kicking against his back as he helped you in the exfil plane, and as soon as your adrenaline burnt out you were at least happy to be around someone

-you didn’t talk much and neither did he, but he began to get attached… the idea of a kid was something he had only thought of in dreams, or nightmares of being like his father, but looking at you made him realize you had little chance elsewhere. Too old for adoption, too young for a safe place to work.

-he took you in officially that very night, let you clean up and told you a bit about himself, enough for you to trust him- and ever since he’s been the best dad you could hope, similar oh so much that nobody would ever assume based off personality alone that you weren’t related. You had melted his heart in ways he didn’t know another person could.

[luci4theminorannoyance]

Since halloween is coming soon... May I please request the cod men and reader are parents, and their child wants to dress up as their dad.

The cod men x fem reader

The cod men and reader were surprised by the costume that they made it look exactly like their uniform but smaller. Their child said to the cod men, "Look, dad, I'm you! Don't I cool ?" The cod men paused for a min and asked them, "Why do you wanna dressed up as me? You could be anything you want for halloween.... like a superhero." Their child said," But dad , I am dressing up as a superhero. The cod men and reader looked at each other in confusion. Their child ran tords him , gave him a big hug, and yelled out, "You save the world from evil people , your strong , kind , and so cool! Dad! You're a million times cooler than Superman and all the rest of the superheros.

YOU'RE MY SUPERHERO DAD!!!"

How would the cod men react?

Simon Konig and Keegan

💀👻😈👺Happy Halloween, Luci!!! 🎃 🦇👹🤡

a/n: YAY!! HAPPY HALLOWEEN GUYS! Also there’s some German translate in here :P and I could only get konig and ghost done before Halloween sorry!!

Konig:

-oh his heart melts like butter, those big innocent eyes looking back at him from under a replica of his mask made it hard not to chuckle

-“oh kiddo, that’s very sweet.” Konig simply said, not daring to ruin his sons image of him as he simply surveys the details you must have put into it for your little son, from the well replicated arm guards to the stitched Austria patch you must have grabbed from his wardrobe while making it “your Mütterchen did this for you, ja?” konig sighed at the warm idea of you being home working away on such a costume for the son you and he adored so deeply

-he was snapped out of his little daydream by the sound of you walking up and the warm feeling of getting hugged tight by you, feeling his sons fingers still clasped onto his giant hand… and in that moment alone nothing mattered but the fact he was here, home, where he belonged

ghost:

-stays silent and hugs his daughter real close until she pulls away with a clearly visible grin from the crinkle of her eyes under the mask, a bit too big for her- but none the less

-“like you better without the mask, kiddo.” Ghost teases her, with no bite or hurt in his words, god forbid he tease her too hard or you would be tugging him by the ear to have a stern talking (not that he’d want to make his princess cry to begin with)

-he doesn’t voice his thoughts until long after she’s gone to bed, his hands wrapped around your waist as you simply cook and rant about your day

-“she really think I’m some big ol hero?” Simon asks with a chuckle, half surprised by the idea anyone could think that he could be a hero of any sort, a soft expression ghosting over his face when you nod and kiss him on the cheek

[luci4theminorannoyance]

Hiii I understand if you won’t write this but could you please do Kate laswell with a soulmate who has endometriosis, it can be an uncomfortable topic for some people so I completely understand if you won’t do it :DD

a/n: this one was a bit hard to tackle but I hope I did it okay!

Kate:

-being the very very caring wife she always is has over time perfected the art of being there and helping with any pain or discomfort especially during your usually quite difficult periods

-also in her fashion and due to her job, she takes a lot of time off to help you or go to doctors appointments or whatever you’d like her to go to

-it’s her job after all as your wife! It’s what she signed up for and does quite willingly, she loves you more then anything else afterall

-got you on hormone medications and some of the smaller Surgeries for build up in order to help with pain, and always takes you out for dates when your surgery healing is done, and sits with you the whole time when you have bad days

[luci4theminorannoyance]

Hi! I was wondering if you could do an angst with Father figure Price x Adopted Daughter Reader and platonic 141? It's okay if you can't ^^

a/n: ofc! I love some good angst!! I wasn’t sure if you meant kid reader or teen reader so it’s more on the teen reader side- kinda on the fluffier ending tho

Price:

-he just… didn’t understand you sometimes? He was trying didn’t you get that? Sure he was tough on rules, tough love made sense to him. Perfect sense

-you however, we’re a puzzle he couldn’t solve. He was starting to think he wasn’t built to be a dad (despite his teams support on the matter)

-he was trying, really really trying. He showed up for as much as he could but how much can a man with a job like his show up? He pays for what you want, he lets you do for the most what you want, isn’t that enough?

-then again he wasn’t too keen on your friends either, the people you brought around always unnerved him. You were his daughter, not some troubled young lady who needed friends like yours

-so here he sat, drunk out of his mind to try and get his head cleared on his break… before his phone started buzzing. Over, and over, and over again until he lazily opened it and drunkenly attempted to read your texts

-then, as all forgotten plans do; it dawned on him. He had forgotten about the father daughter dance you had after school, and you were coming home in no more then 30 minutes.

-he dragged himself upwards, taking a shower, shaving as fast as he could, changing into a suit that still fit luckily for him as he has gained a pound or two due to the more frequent gifted breaks of being a dad and then he took a good ol’ reliable cab to the event, still utterly drunk but attempting to sober up for the moment.. he couldn’t miss this event this time. You’d have his head on a stick

-he got to the door before puking in the trash and heading to find you, feeling on edge in the whole event before finding you and whispering in your ear to get your attention

“hey kiddo…. I don’t t-think I can do this event long.” Price said in a half mumble, but before his stubborn streak came up and he embarrassed you with a bad dance and wobbly footing, you were already dragging him outside, tugging him to the parking lot

-he heard you yelling and yelling and cursing out, but most of it flew over his head as he simply focused on how hurt you look, how sad you seemed to be. It broke his heart. He had killed 100 men and more, but the second his little girl yelled at him? He felt like the scum of the earth

-he let you tell him off, let you curse and push him around till you burnt out all your anger and hugged him, crying into his shoulder as he patted you on the back and took you home

-he watched movies and ate with you instead, much too tired for most else- and when he woke up to you cuddled beside him… he felt like a good dad again. He had a lot to learn, but he was trying, and he knew you cared for him just like he did for you. Enough to overlook flaws

[luci4theminorannoyance]

I think it’s time for a big ol bio update guys!

I’m back- I mean it this time (hopefully) and I’m so glad you guys stuck around

[luci4theminorannoyance]

heyyy!! you may or may not see this so i might send it again but i actually have a self aware idea that i kinda wanna write myself too but i wanna see how you make it:

self aware kreuger and keegan who’s like in love with us or something and we’re like a commentary youtuber who does videos on icebergs, deep dives into video games or controversial/problematic things

HELP ik this is confusing so here are some examples

(i love both of these youtubers to death btw go subscribe to them they make fire videos)

and call of duty happened to be what we were gonna be covering in our video and we were gonna talk about it’s history, the problematic parts of the fandom, cosplaying on social media, and what cod became today and all that jazz

again i might resend just incase you dont see it but you dont have to do this !! i also plan on writing my interpretation of this and stuff so watch out for that hehe x

i saw this as romantic and gn reader would be great but its up to you !!

a/n: woah this is a super cool idea!!! I am not truly equipped to do all of this but I’ll see if I can make it live up to such a cool concept 🥲

Keegan:

-Keegan had watched you for months, from the screen as you sat on the loading selection page, or while you deeply dived into little bits of characters or chats or simply played to take notes… it was cute, watching you work so hard on something

-luckily for him, you recorded it in the same room too and it gave him an awful lot of information on his ‘world’ or at least what he was to your point of view and how others viewed everything about his life, other people, and anything related

-it was hard to accept of course, but Keegan didn’t shatter under the weighing pressure that his world wasn’t fully real. As he had you now. And that was more then enough for him

-he’d voice specific lines about lore you would otherwise have to Google for hours, diving into files you couldn’t reach and finding out what you had been oh so stressed about the night before while going through nitty gritty details

-he felt his blood boil just a tiny bit every time he heard you replaying videos of less then correct interpretations of himself, or of some cosplayer making him a man he wasn’t. It was nice attention though, he couldn’t deny that.

-oh he couldn’t wait to tell you all about what you wanted to know, or to hear about you for once… he wanted to know so badly what your favorite color was or why you do videos, but he could wait a bit longer to tell you, hopefully

Krueger:

-LOVES hearing your voice when you film, when you talk, when you sigh over new drama to cover or giggle when you get some traction on a post, since it means the very world to him

-he’s slightly scared you’ll set down the game as soon as your done with the video on Call of Duty. He doesn’t want to be alone again, not after he’s come to the conclusion of his life not being real

-what if you set down the game and don’t come back? What if you give up on the video? What if it doesn’t do well so you don’t post about call of duty again and you forget all about him

-makes him scared and antsy to tell you, to signal you that he’s there. That he’s alive or at least as alive as pixels can be

-he wants to hold you and squeeze you and tell you all the things you spend time researching or chuckle with you and having you hear him properly

-at least he’s figured out some semblance of a quick way to get to the internet, and he plays your videos on repeat, time after time to hear your voice and to see your smile

[luci4theminorannoyance]

Hellooo, and could you do nikto with a fem reader who loves hugs ? It’s okay if not :)

a/n: sure!! I’ve been a bit unsure on writing nikto recently, but I’ve been looking over my work and I think I’ll go back to writing him more often again!

nikto:

-he’s not one to let people come within an arms reach most of the time, mostly for his own personal comfort. But rarely, he’d let you hug him

-it slowly morphed into a thing after every mission, and then after every training, and then at every break, the subtle shifts making it so that he doesn’t truly mind it or notice it till one late night fly back to base, where he sits with you sleeping, head on his shoulder

-it was a warm, uncomfortable feeling for him to think about too long, but he enjoyed having you around all the same, so he wouldn’t mind. Why would he? Your the sweetest girl he ever could think of

[luci4theminorannoyance]

Idk if this is where I put requests but If you don’t mind can you write a fem!Reader x roach where reader has been dyeing her hair for years and decides to ask roach is she could put streaks in his hair? Like she has all her hair dyed one/two colors and roach would have matching color skunk highlights?

a/n: this is such a cute idea!!!

Roach:

-he’s always enjoyed seeing other people’s hair and how they used it to express themselves and adores seeing your hair color change from time to time

-he was always a bit scared to dye his own hair or do anything drastic as a teen, so when he asked you he got really excited. He was only planning to use the extra you had from your dying that you finished a few minutes ago, but he eventually let you talk him into dying a few more streaks

-the sitting around was the hardest part for him, having to have his hair in tinfoil and not being able to lay on anything, but once he got to wash it out he was so so happy with how it came out. It was nice to match something with you, something that he can see wherever he is, and that he can think about when thinking about you (which happens to be quite a lot)

[luci4theminorannoyance]

Sobbing.... I MISS YOU LUCI!!!! IM YOUR BACK!!!! 😭

Hii!!! Yeppers, I’m finally back 😔, it’s so nice to be posting again

[luci4theminorannoyance]

Hii! Can you do a short Drabble about Valeria x spotted hyena hybrid partner who has a tendency to bite on everything and everyone but is extremely possessive over Valeria and constantly marking his scent on her like biting everywhere etc? It’s okay if not ! Can I be 🐾 aoan?:3

a/n: hiii! Sure! I love anons so much :D

Valeria:

-she adores your habits, all of them. They make you yourself after all, even if it means she has to fix a few tactical vests you chewed on too deeply or cover up a big ol bite mark on her hand because you got jealous one day of one of her soldiers giving her a fist bump

-keeps her old dog-tags on her desk, and still wears them not because of their significance of her past, but because they have your bite mark perfectly preserved as a mark on them

-makes her giggle or smile when she looks at one of her items to see the marks of your sharp teeth or soft bites at something

[luci4theminorannoyance]

🎶✨when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positivity is cool) 🎶

HELLO I HOPE YOU ARE DOING WELL MY FRIEND!!

Hii!! I’m doing good, how are you??

top five songs:

-know your rights by the clash

-Mr self destruct by nine inch nails

-Something stupid by frank Sinatra

-the blonde by tv girl

-meat grinder by MF DOOM

[luci4theminorannoyance]

I’m sorry y’all!!

my life has been super busy this past month or so and I haven’t been posting! Now that my my schedule is fully sorted and it has a structure again, I plan to post at least twice a week until I get all the requests I have in my inbox gone, and then I’ll be posting some of my own work plus my own works! I thank you all for being so patient

[luci4theminorannoyance]

papa me want more framed traitor turned social anxiety recluse y/n 🙁 slash joke but also where's that part two at🗣️🗣️ but also no pressure love you drink water

a/n: I’m sorry I was busy watching a toddler cousin and getting Covid from said toddler :(, anyhow! Tada, part two!

(Part one: here)

ghost:

-he starts to see himself in you, and he doesn’t want that. He doesn’t want you to turn out like him, he doesn’t want you to become ruined and put together again like he has been. He had felt it deep down that you weren’t the one who sold out the team, he just had pushed it down and now look where it has gotten him

-he makes some jokes to you, but would rather simply lament about his decisions. He gets soap and gaz to socialize with you more… but you’re not the same. He feels like he’s broken someone so close to him. His friend.. his poor friend. He had ruined everything- well, as far as he was concerned he had been the one to ruin everything

-he had made peace with quite a bit of his life.. but now? At the moment as he feels the blood drip from his wounds down the cold metal chair he’s been tied to, sitting back to back with soap. He can’t seem to make peace with what he had done to you

-he was so glad you had shown up to save them once he heard the rattle of the lock and the slight sound of your boots. He needed forgiveness, and he can’t get people to truly forgive if he’s dead. He hugs you silently as soon as you practically drag him and soap back to a safe spot to check for more damage and such, not wanting to let you go again.

soap:

-he thought you’d bounce back, he was so sure of it. He thought he’d give you a bit of space and he’d be back to comfy hugs and teasing jokes over comms or chatting away while he lamented about his newest crush or family drama

-he was so sure… but that didn’t happen, he simply saw you getting farther and farther away until he felt like he didn’t even know who you had been or who you are now

-it was messing him up. Every shot he made felt off, every plan he set with price felt like fail, every joke he made sounded silent.. he wasn’t used to his. He didn’t know how to deal with this. He was a man of plan and action, of fast thinking… not.. not trying to fix something he was apart of breaking.

-he started to build up your friendship again, little pats on the shoulder or soft jokes. Not the big hugs he practically threw himself into, not the teasing jokes that would turn into arguments with laughter in every dumb insult

-he was half out of it when he woke up in the disgustingly cold metal room, feeling the chains wrapped around him and ghost, coiled like a snake. He listened as ghost ranted about his feelings of how… guilty they felt, soap tried to be optimistic, cheering ghost up with dumb jokes he’s said 100 times or some funny tease about how much blood was drilling on the floor. But he was panicking. What if you hated him? What if he died here and died knowing you and him weren’t back to perfect terms?

-latched onto you like a leech as soon as you flung the door open, hugging you even tighter the ghost would, feeling that big old spark light up in his chest, the feeling of his friendship being started again, even if just a step in a long long way to where you two were before

[luci4theminorannoyance]

Hi! may I request something? the residential masked fellas (Ghost, Konig, Keegan, & Roach), x therapist!reader, who's a billionaire? (shocking part, the billionaire part was not mentioned by our reader) I imagine reader spoiling their s/o with gifts & affectionate stuff they deserve, while helping them get a sense of theirselves or something like that 😭 (most of the cod characters need therapy, to be honest) BUT- they start to suspect how on earth did reader get all of the stuff? cause i'm sure reader gifted them the expensive kind- but anyways, reader just casually just says their a billionaire, like it's normal- how would they react to this?

Please take care of yourself & stay safe !! 💖

a/n: you take care too!!! Sorry to all my followers for not posting in forever 😔 I had family stuff going on, and I’m a bit burnt out so I couldn’t come up with story plots for some of the characters

konig:

-konig is a well off man to begin with, but doesn’t use much of the money he earns with his impressive title as he has little idea what to actually buy when it comes to things being worthwhile, and hence since you give him so many gifts, his house is mostly filled with gifts then actual things he bought

-always took the gifts at face value and adored the thought put into them and never really thought to think of how much money you must spend

-eventually though, one of his few off duty friends asked why he had such high class things in his house as they pointed out gifts you had simply given him and he started to get quite curious himself

-called you up one night to ask, waking you up as he asked a simple “uh- maus? You know the mixer you got me last week when I said I wanted to make cookies is 800 dollars, why??”

-you had to stop laughing out loud from his confusion since you thought you had been open with it due to the amount of things you simply gave him

Roach:

-stayed in his cramped barracks a lot of the time and very rarely replaced any of his tearing gear because he was too tired to do so, he just generally didn’t care how the public saw him and had little care on himself

-of course that changed when you practically threw him new clothes, new gear, new facial care for his tiny apartment he used when off duty. He started to actually enjoy getting to indulge in a massage or a face mask while he simply felt all clean

-of course, he thought it was all temporary, that you were just spending a particular amount on a well paying month, but as it went on and on continued, he started to get more and more confused

-one day when you took him on a shopping trip, he saw you check your checking account and THATS when he realized that you planned to pay for his every whim personally and could without damage… a very flustering experience

Ghost:

-never truly is off guard even when off duty or around people, it’s built into him from trauma and past and his job doesn’t help to much with that

-however, he does have a particularly interesting hobby that calms him down more then most things can, even you (although he adores you with all his heart). And that hobbies is photography. Of things he enjoys, that is. He never put money into a very good camera, never seeing the need in doing so until you bought him one…

-he cherishes that camera more then he cherishes his mask, which is saying quite a bit. He didn’t know how much he actually needed the upgrade till he saw the difference in his photos

-he of course, shows it off to his team. And soap points out exactly how pricey it must be for a lil old therapist to buy. he starts to get worried, did you spend money you didn’t have on him? Did he take away from your own funds? Did he just take it and not think about the damage you might have created yourself without even thinking twice???

-calls you on his burner phone in a tiny bit of a panic, but it doesn’t show too much under his gruff tone. He lets out a sigh he didn’t notice he was holding in once you told him that you in fact had the money to buy that camera 100 times over

[luci4theminorannoyance]

🧟Can I ask for a part 2 of the reader turned into a zombie and their partner protects the reader from getting shot? 🧟‍♀️

Bad ass goddess valeria, Hot Alejandro, Sweetheart Rudy, Cutie Gaz, and cute octopus Konig

I'm sorry if there are too many characters. It's just that I love your writing. I am seriously addicted to it. You're the best. 🫂

a/n: this- this draft has been sitting in my inbox for a whole 7 months I think… I’m so sorry. I totally forgot about me ever making that post because it’s old! Also to anons asking for part 2s, please try to link that writing of mine so I can refresh my memory without hunting through my posts :((

Gaz:

-gaz had been haunted with nightmares since the day you got infected, barely eating, barely sleeping, barely thinking. Wanting to go home to your comfort but knowing there was no home and no ‘you’ to get comfort from

-you were kept in base until the task force found a cure, he knew that much, but he didn’t want to see you and didn’t want to see how he had failed you

-one night, in one of the colder months, he base was raided, all the doors open and enemies holding everyone hostage, the enemies discussing what to do with the hostages and the locked up zombies, including you, choosing to just end everyone

-And before gaz could think he had gotten out of his ropes and was standing in front of you shakily, not even sure you knew who he was or that you weren’t going to bite him

-he was shocked when he felt your cold icy hands hold him close from behind, watching as luckily back up showed up before he was shot by the enemies to begin with

-guilt starts to follow him after the event, because he never visited… you must have thought he was dead, or had left you! He visits you daily now until he finds the cure, which he’s determined to do

konig:

-konig was a colonel, high ranking and good at his job, so when the first waves of infection hit he was shoved into a bunker with you and he thought you and him were gonna be fine in the cozy setting his job had landed him

-oh how he was wrong.. one door breach, one minute of things going on that he couldnt control, and then you were bit. His whole future turning to dust in his eyes

-how could he ever go on without you? You were the one thing he was planning on staying for in the now messed up world

-since the bunker has been heavily destroyed by the ravage, he packed what he could and took you everywhere. He had some common idea that you knew who he was, that he proved with the fact you didn’t attempt to bite him nor hurt him, but it still made him feel so helpless to see you slowly rot ever so slightly

-he had stumbled across a camp with you one day, feeling something off about the place a second before he heard the all too familiar click of a sniper rifle being taken off of safety, and he quickly got in front of you, knowing you wouldn’t dare hurt him

-had some very choice words with the survivor after the fact, but at least he got some info on the newest solution attempts for the virus, which was a shot that would halt the rot and spread of contagious diseases in those turned to the undead. Which is better than nothing, right? He has hope that one day you’ll be safe in his arms, making his heart melt with your soft words again

Rudy:

-the cartel had grown and grown in the ruins of the virus like a weed, and soon started testing cures- who knew that the cartel would be a useful resource for once.

-that however did not stop from Alejandro and the vaqueros working in their little time trying to push Valeria out of the small still semi functional town

-most in las Almas hadn’t been affected due to the hills and lack of large population, but it didn’t stop some from getting infected… you being one of them

-Rudy was heart shattered when Alejandro had forced him to leave you in one of their safe houses, but he knew it was for the best

-after a particularly bad incident, the cartel had found most of their safe houses and bases and Alejandro knew they needed to move fast and grab only what the team needed to continue operating. What they didn’t need? A zombie. No matter how close to Rudy you may be

-Rudy, as soon as he learned of Alejandro’s plan, got down on his knees and begged and sobbed for Alejandro to change his mind, finally getting Alejandro’s soft heart to give up on trying enough that Rudy took you along with them to the newest base, softly leaning into you the whole time, enjoying your touch even if it was cold and uncomfortable

I’m so sleepy but uh- I’m sorry for not doing Alejandro and Valeria! I might try to do an actual follow up on this 😭

[luci4theminorannoyance]

Hello Luc!! Can i ask for some headcanons on Krueger or Konig with an even colder s/o? Like their s/o was so sweet to them all along they never thought he'd be even more vicious than them on the field

a/n: of course! Sorry for the week long break guys, I was doing some study classes for the summer and I didn’t have energy!

Konig:

-he’s so so used to you being sweeter than sugar when around him, soft kisses and little cuddles when off duty or little smiles whenever you pass in the halls

-nothing made his heart melt like you, and luckily he was aware of that enough to avoid going on missions with you, although it did make him worried to think of you getting hurt and him not being there

-on one particular mission, he had no choice but to add you onto the chosen team for a mission he was going to be leading, and the second he saw your mood switch he was shocked enough that his jaw would have gone slack if not for his helmet strap

-genuinely and utterly terrified for a good 10 minutes in the back of his brain that you could be so, easy to switch? So different? but he still adores you, both on field and at home