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Looking forward to and simultaneously dreading stepping on that scale every morning

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Having th1nsp0 of yourself is a bittersweet feeling.

Like yes, now I am incredibly motivated because I used to look like that…

But I also USED to look like that. I’m just gross now.

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Worst thing about this is I’m actually quite a good baker and people give me shit to bake for them all the time so I feel obligated to…

Then I end up eating too much of whatever I made and p4rg3…. Like my bf’s dad just gave me peaches to make peach cobbler cause I mentioned I made it the other day

Don’t tell people you bake 😊

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Starting the day off with a purge is crazy

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reblog if may is gonna be your. month.

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Back in my honeymoon phase…🌸

May is going to be MY MONTH

I can’t wait ^^

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My boyfriend told me the other night that in an old photo of me he hasn’t noticed before how malnourished and sickly I looked until he saw me when I was better. He said that you could see all of my bones and I was skeletal. My biggest motivator ever 🥰🥰 I want to be described like that again omg

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DON’T MAKE COMMENTS ON CHILDREN’S WEIGHT

This is the fucking reason for my disorder

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I stare so hard at people who are skinny when they eat because I’m trying to memorize how they do it 😭 I probably look so creepy or judgy but it’s worth it to learn their secrets

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ughhhh I desperately need m3ansp0 so if anyone wants to help me out go for it 🙏🙏

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Binged today after an amazing week because my mom suggested I had recovered since I was eating more (not true) and it wrecked me. Donuts, Girl Scout cookies, fat fat fat. I’m a pile of fat. I need to do better. She will see how “recovered” I am. I’ll be skinnier than she ever was.

Stay. Skinny.

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Yoga burns a surprising amount of calories!! If you want something that isn’t intensive and is quiet, do yoga 🩷🩷

I burned 117 kcals in about 30 mins and felt so relaxed after. Defo worth it.

*Also, doesn’t make you that hungry or sweaty. Literally the worst when a workout does that.

Stay skinny ☕️

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intro 🤯

hi there! I don't plan on posting much, but I figured I should introduce myself anyway. ₊˚🖇️✩ ₊˚🎧⊹♡₊˚🖇️✩ ₊

age: 17

fav colors: pink, blue, purple 🩷💙💜

fav season: winter

fav food: cottage cheese 🫖

least fav food: kraft singles 🧀

fav drink: coffee ☕

least fav drink: any sparkling water 💧

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I have persistent depressive disorder and anxiety, along with some other neurodivergent sprinkling <3

I plan to try eating <800 kcals a day, but that is a high number and more likely to be <600 over time. Ana is the only way

I am vegetarian 🥑 it seemed to make being so screwed in the head easily excusable

I don't encourage ed's, they completely change your brain functionality, and life just sucks after you get in too deep (me).

if you need advice/comfort don't hesitate to reach out!

stay safe and stay thin ~

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