lolzi78

[lolzi78]

VENT

I cannot explain how tired i am.I put so much effort into every relationship i have and i never get anything back or get called out.Of course im not doing it because i expect something back but how hard can it be to be fucking nice to someone who tries so hard.

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I posted here 6 months ago.i actually did not starve or restrict since then at some point i even stopped binge eating.But im a natural overreater (whatever that means) so i gained a ton of weight i havent been weighing myself for so long and im not planning doing so.Because i am extremely scared of the number that I’ll see.I have been feeling really insecure even tho ive been eating whatever i want i am not happy like this i felt more comfortable and pretty while restricting so im planning on going back to that lol.I’ll be sharing my cal intake and stuff so text me if u guys wanna do this together and pls block my page if u dont like shit like this i am just sharing my journey here.

[lolzi78]

My mom just said that i looked so skinny and i should keep not eating 👰🏻‍♂️

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What i ate today

Note:i was gonna do a 24 hour fast but i felt like dying so yeah

Guys i got soooo hungry today but still managed to keep up hopefully it will be easier tomorrow lol

[lolzi78]

August 19 2022

I fasted for 18 hours

I had 2 cups of black coffee during my fast

And i broke my fast with this

Thats all i had today since i had a huge binge yesterday