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skinny. skinny. SKINNY.

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all it takes is discipline.

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drinking tea/coffe is my fav appetite suppressant

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how i feel going from mia to @n@ just because i didn't like pvrging

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Manifesting ✨

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i LOVE the it film, fav film 4ever

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why do i always think im not skinny enough

like wtf im 43kg and in my mind im fat af, i wish i could see myself with other peoples eyes, like i wanna know how they even see me

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yk you messed up when your sense of hunger vanishes and you get full after 200kcal

oh ana, thank you for giving me this gift

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how im gonna live when i hit my ugw

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Eating disorders make you the worst person on earth because my sister used to be really fat and she has lost weight recently and it makes me upset. I didn’t judge her when she was bigger, but it gave me peace knowing I was smaller. I guess it upsets me when I see people lose weight because of how hard it feels for me

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from 📌

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I wish more people knew eds are not just about starving. I ate fried chicken my mom bought yesterday night after not eating all day at work, and I’m still feeling guilty about it 24 hours later. It is the guilt of everything that is killing me. We feel like a failure even though we’re actively going against our bodies’ instincts.

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Does anyone else miss the st4rving feeling after they eat?

It felt like I needed food so bad, but once I have it, I never feel full or satisfied anyways, and wish I never ate anything to begin with.

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fasting is so easy until it’s the hardest thing ever 💀