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How to Draw a Snowflake

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Christmaaaaaas

Merry christmas everybodyyyy!!!! Been a good Christmas for me over in England with my cats and family xxxx

ALSO

You didn’t waste your year, even if you didn’t do much you still lived through the year so you have done something good ^*^

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Best kitty

This is dusk and he’s kinda like my therapy cat and my bestestest friend. He’s the only one I trust being in little space around (+ GH but ignore that) because I can hug him and give him love and affections and really tight hugs and I don’t get judged.

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Spiders

I picked up a Tupperware box and then I look down and on my thigh was the tinniest spider in existence... I now think I have a bruise with how hard I smacked my leg

That was the event that spiralled me I go little space for a few hours

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Names for people I might mention

My little friend - Shay

My little friends daddy- Snek snek

Fwb daddy - Teddy

Random daddy - BestBoi

Person who hates ddlg- Dangle

Abusive mummy- Mama/Imeo

Kinda daddy- GH

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To be updates

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Alsoooo meet my stuffies peoples

Left to right

We have Mr toitle and his fabulous shell

Middle we have Simba and his bootiful ears

And on the very right we have the beloved Mr BunBun who ever so dearly needs a wash because he is drenched in tears

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Rant #1

So we all have that one little friend who tells everyone about your secret but otherwise she’s so nice. This happened earlier; I was sitting in a voice chat with her and two others one of them thinks ddlg is disgusting and one of them supports it but jokingly has his name as daddy I of course JOKINGLY call him daddy. Then it happened

“Did you know Aiden is into Ddlg?” She says

I felt my heart stop beating and my little side wanting to scream at the top of my lungs.

“That’s fucking disgusting I thought you were calling me daddy jokingly.” I was calling him it jokingly though...

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Later that day she invited me to a group DM with her daddy and that’s alright and all as she told him before hand that I didn’t have a CG and it’d be just like babysitting another little and that didn’t bother me

What did bother me on the other hand was when another daddy was added to the call and they discuss among themselves who will deal with who, from this point onwards I shall give them names

The little friend shall be called - Shay

Her Daddy will be called - Snek snek

Random daddy will be called - BestBoi

So snek snek and bestboi were discussing who is going to take care of who incase something happens and i understand that snek snek will be more leaned towards Shay as he is her daddy and that doesn’t bother me

What does bother me though is this sentence Snek Snek said.

“You have the annoying one.”

Mhmm.... so there went my happiness and I don’t know about you guys but whenever I’m in little space you need to watch what you say because I am so fragile and delicate that one wrong word could ruin my day and the rest of the day will be spent with my paci in my mouth and Mr bunbun firmly in my grasp getting ruined with tears.

I wanted to burst out in tears and start calling for my old abusive mummy at that point and I actually almost have called her, I feel so snapped by that little sentence that I can’t even breathe without thinking in the back of my head

“Is that why mama was so abusive towards me?”

“Is that why she ignored me for weeks on end”

“Is that why my fwb daddy talks to me once in a blood moon”

He isn’t really a fwb daddy more of a ‘person I have known for two years that knows my darkest secrets and knows that I’m little and deals with my little space when I’m too fraglie to do it myself’ person (gon call him Teddy because he is a big cuddly bear)

But shay calls him my actual daddy and that hurts so much because real daddies actually love and care for their Littles, Teddy just Deals with me when I’m in little space and threatens to take advantage of me as a ‘joke’ he’s way too sexual to be a good daddy tbh.

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Anyway sorry if you are shay, teddy, BestBoi or snek snek because you will know who you are

Sorry I had so much on my mind

Peace out tumblr

Elizabeth.L