livingasahurricane

[livingasahurricane]

So this is me. Happy. Satisfied. Confident. Not because of how I look but because I feel good in my body. And it all comes from having a hobby that makes me wanna be able to do more.

I thank the universe every day that my decisions - good or bad - led me to this point, to meeting these people and living with the opportunity of trying wall-climbing.

Don’t be scared of being a beginner in something! It’s a beautiful feeling, and if you have someone who can teach you, your relationship will grow faaast. Be brave! Take those little steps!

Love you

[livingasahurricane]

Two days ago a friend asked me when my last real, deep yoga session was.. you know, the real moving meditation. I had to think hard about the answer and it led to a realisation. I thought that I’m at a great point in life: balanced, healthy, a bit busy, but who isn’t? Running all day everyday and still balancing. But yesterday, as I started doing sun salutations, I already knew that this journey is way longer and I’m still not there... Yoga never felt so great and bad at the same time. I ended up practicing for 1 hour, until half past midnight. And now I keep focusing on that feeling I had yesterday, the connection to the universe - can I break my bad habits and escape the self-disturbing lifestyle that living in a big city provides?

[livingasahurricane]

I gathered tons of experiences while travelling, but somehow this time I didn’t want to talk about it that much. It’s like they filled the exact holes in my soul that needed to be filled and it was just perfect, and I wanted it all to myself...

[livingasahurricane]

After finishing my exams, although I was incredibly happy for being able to relax for a week, I couldn’t stay calm. I was alone in our flat (all of my flatmates were and are still at home), my parents were in the middle of a renovation so I couldn’t visit them and my boyfriend just went snowboarding to France with his buddies.. I don’t usually feel alone, but these days I couldn’t find my place, however I have my routine and I tried to stick to it, but it nothing felt right.

So last night I sat down to my laptop and guided by a spontaneous idea, booked a flight to Stockholm for this Thursday. I was hesitating first, but then I thought about my upcoming months, university and everything, and realised that if I'm not going now, I won't have the opportunity for a long time. So I booked it (it was surprisingly cheap), and now I’m looking forward to my first ever solo travelling experience, spending my day reading about what to do in Stockholm. Am I completely crazy? I can’t decide myself...

P.s.: my parents and grandma were incredibly supportive, I was actually shocked by how easily they accepted the news!

[livingasahurricane]

The essence of being here

I’ve had a feeling for a long time now that I should create a blog-kind-of-platform where I can share my experiences and the steps of my life, little achievements so I could also find like-minded people. I think it’s not fair and not healthy that you feel alone and you’re anxious, because your friends and relatives don’t have the same experiences or their thinking is different... I believe that everyone we meet is in our life for a reason. But still, it’s rare to find those like-minded people whose thoughts you can read. There are more than 7 billion people on Mother Earth, let’s find the ones who share the same values.