littlewiseeyes

[littlewiseeyes]

To MBMB

I hope you know how happy you've made me. You recognized early on that I was a sad girl, yet also a girl full of love up under all the despondency. I couldn't hide things from you like I did with others. You saw me for who I am and decided I was worthy of your admiration. People in my life pointed out how more wild and free I appeared to be. You dared me to be myself, my TRUE self. I look at photos of myself before I knew you and after sharing my soul with you. My smile was bigger and my aura was brighter. I thank you for that. 

I know I made you happy too. You were looking for fun, excitement and understanding. I gave you these things and more. Together we seemed to make time stop. Minutes felt like hours with you. We talked about anything and everything. We shared so many moments of laughter, and there were times we cried. It will always amuse me how we initially met. An unusual way, very fitting for a weird gal like me lol

We mirrored each other. But that's part of why things went the way they did isn't it? 

If only life had let us be. I often wonder, how come I was able to get what I wanted but not keep it? How come tragedy and hardship has to visit the good people so often? As one who is very understanding, I know deep down the answers to the "why?" we ask ourselves in our minds. I still wish the things that made it so we can't have our fingers entwined right now hadn't ever happened. It feels cruel to fall in love only to then be forced to get up. I could've laid there happily with you for the rest of my life. 

Maybe someday things will be different and it'll have gotten better enough that I get to have you. Some might say we should move on. I don't think I could ever fully do that. A piece of your beautiful spirit resides in my heart and visits my mind quite often. When life starts treating you with all the blessings you deserve I'll be glad for that. I know in time what's meant to be, will be. And I will accept whatever that may be. Just know that I will never forget you and that I will always love you. 

-YFMG

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And just like that, everything got better

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i think ultimately you do really have to kill that part of your brain that vividly imagines how you would redo parts of your life.

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“Some days are tougher and all you can do is take a deep breath. But that’s okay, you are doing your best.”

— Unknown

[littlewiseeyes]

My mind is running all the time. I am constantly in.the state of thinking, pondering and wondering. Still, I find time to sit with thoughts of You ❤️‍🔥

[littlewiseeyes]

someone who fulfills all your love languages naturally

[littlewiseeyes]

Was your star next to mine ?

[littlewiseeyes]

I like what it does to me when I think of my favorite boy ❤️‍🔥

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someday soon, I'll be so good. This is the truest truth I can speak for myself right now.

[littlewiseeyes]

into my cave of creativity I go, to conjure up concoctions in the coldourn that'll bring comfort to my life ✨

[littlewiseeyes]

I'd say your 20s is self discovery and your 30s is you accepting what you dis-covered

[littlewiseeyes]

Meet me here,

lay me down in the sand,

we'll hold hands,

and when we kiss,

our tongues will dance together,

to the sounds of the waves

[littlewiseeyes]

Your sexiest body part is your mind.

[littlewiseeyes]

“When you look at your life and feel at peace because of changes you’ve made, that’s recovery.”

— Unknown

[littlewiseeyes]

Sometimes she hides herself away just to see if she is worth looking for.

JmStorm