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when they see my weird girl persona and expect me to be more normal when they get to know me and instead I actually get weirder

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Winter Aesthetic

🤍 a warm cup of coffee in the mornings reading a book looking out of a window to a yard covered in snow

🤍 listening to the nutcracker and swan lake ballet while brushing through your hair or in the background all day

🤍 watching christmas movie with winter scented candles burning all around your room and a mug of hot coco

🤍 getting bundled up to go on a walk in the middle of the night the first time it snows

🤍 playing a game of chess or doing christmas themed puzzle by the fire with your significant other or best friend

🤍 the cold breeze fluttering your scarf and snowflakes on eyelashes

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and I crazy or am i just a teenage girl?(i want to throw up and sob because i feel unloveable)(i’m so melodramatic)(just call me francis abernathy i guess)

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Jeanette Winterson, from "Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal," publ. in 2011

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𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔡𝔬𝔫’𝔱 𝔥𝔞𝔳𝔢 𝔱𝔬 𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔴𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔢 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔡 𝔬𝔫 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔰𝔥𝔬𝔲𝔩𝔡𝔢𝔯𝔰, 𝔡𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔤 🩶

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daily walks and pinterest >>

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I NEED to start being more active and eating properly oh my god why is it so difficult

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James Wright, from “Autumn Begins in Martins Ferry, Ohio,” writtenl c. 1961

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My Eating Rules for the month of October

to get skinny (from a girl with an ED. please stay safe and don’t follow these rules)

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>800 cals per day

running at least twice a week (sports do not count)

walking and biking everywhere

green tea in the mornings

drinking a ton of water

NO snacking

If I binge then I can’t eat for the next day

30 minutes of work out every day (running/sports don’t count)

cw: 130lbs

gw (by the end of the month): 120-125lbs

gw (in general): 110lbs

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#how to not binge?

it’s either I eat nothing or everything how do I make it stop. how do i make the pain go away

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Hi

hello?

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ED girl autumn

made by ~lia~ 🤍🍂🪦

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Turned Sixteen today. I hate today. I’m slowly turning into her:

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I hate feeling fat on my birthday

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I need to be a model so bad

I’m so grateful for the opportunity given to me and I hope to make it big 🤍