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blushing is so stupid you're literally my blood wtf. obey me

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Sirius: "Snape knew more curses when he arrived at school than half the kids in seventh year."

11 year old Severus: "You motherfucking, shit-stained, cunt-mouthed little prick. Your chin looks like a ballsack and your droopy eye looks like the hood of a clit."

11 year old Sirius (crying): "I'm rubber, you're glue--"

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considering we mostly only see Tom in his Dark Lord era in the books i think characterisation of him when hes younger can probably go any way you want as long as theres some justification but i still feel like oooooo if my Tom differs too greatly from the fandom consensus i will be persecuted and set on fire or something

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niche but sadly very core Voldemort meta for me (which not based in anything but vibes I will admit) is that I think he has a lot of unresolved emotions about his parents and it manifests in bizarre ways because he doesn't even understand that's what's bothering him

I'm obsessed with giving him a parent [after he makes at least one horcrux] because a part of him wants to be nurtured, celebrated, and understood. A strong factor "Lord Voldemort" is his determination to essentially create himself; become singular, separate from any line. There is no first name-surname, he is only himself. Because being a part of a line has done nothing for him. It has been wielded against him, it has provided no care, it amounted to shallow indignity on both ends.

So I do think he'd get a lot out of, forgive me for saying this about a platonic relationship, a parent who matches his freak; a boymom who prioritizes him and is willing to engage in complete enmeshment to soothe his feelings of rejection and displacement.

And he knows he's never going to get it, despite not knowing he wants it. So he wants to be the parental enmeshment boymom.

I see Snape as the clearest taste of this, with his abnormal closeness to Voldemort in the inner circle, learning dark magic no one else seems to get to learn, and his blood/class status being completely irrelevant. Voldemort wants to ignite something in him that his past self never got. Your muggle dad sucks. Your pureblood family won't associate with you. But here I am, to raise you as a man like you should be raised, help you become singular and isolated from all others except myself, and I will not interrogate why this is so important to me.

But this only extends to young adults straight out of school; he detests children, and the younger they are, the more repulsed and anxious he gets. I don't think Voldemort trying his hand at boymoming to express what he thinks a fair and just parental influence would look like would make him a good parent. Not even in the gothic way, he'd just be mediocre and avoidant. Sad!

Anyway. Having a mentor figure he's spoken to and had a relationship with is a great spotlight for making this dynamic more stark. A late mentor means a third parent that disappointed, abandoned, and rejected Tom Riddle, confirming Voldemort's hypothesis he must create himself anew, and thus another parent must be eradicated from his personal history and his hurt must be buried where it is no longer relevant. And I'm aromantic so platonic derangement is innately more appealing to me in every situation.

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predator&prey

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yunie does NOT have a phone but she DOES have an iron will and an unbeatable determination to keep her trauma decay as high as possible, and if she's gotta let whitney molest her in front of the entire canteen to achieve it then so be it

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I desperately need more Whitney comfort in this game

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S13: Badly Describe Your Ship Round 1

Cannibalism as a metaphor for eating people

cw: cannibalism

What if you ate my leg 😳👉👈 and years later I still think you are hot and we kissed once 👉👈 and we are both men 🥺 and I had a thing for dangerous people I guess 😳😳.

when the man-eating monsters are the least of your problems

cw: yandere character

A loser musician managed to nab himself a yandere girlfriend AND a yandere boyfriend. Now the survival of like 10 people hinges on how well he can manage his way-too-prone-to-murdering-everyone polycule. Oh, also the man-eating monsters are there, but they are honestly less of a threat than those two

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sex is fine but have you ever thought about all the ways you’d rewrite a flawed piece of media that shaped your life and holds a special place in your heart despite its unfulfilled potential

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hey i got this weird passage at the end of my date with avery has anyone else gotten this???

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Once every month kind of treat

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need more Bailey content😭 I can only read this again and again to analyze him if he secretly have soft spot for PC... ( even though he didn't try to find PC at all when they are missing lol )

and there are other things I'm interested. - Bailey will slap to wake you up if you pass out in your room and tell you that there is a bed. ( did he always break into your room to check you?- ) - If it's a school day and you choose to sleep past 7:00 AM, Bailey will pound on the door to wake you up for school. - Bailey left a picture of PC missing person notice posted on the wall, whereas if it had been anyone else he would have torn it up. - On Avery's event, if Leighton won, Bailey will tell them to bring you back before midnight. If Quinn won, Bailey will warn you not to drink or eat anything that Quinn gave to you. If Avery won, Bailey will glare at how Avery wrap arm around you. - If you stress out while walking around in the town and pass out, Bailey will wait for you at the hospital and drive you back home. If this happened 2 or 3 times, Bailey will tell you that he won't take you home like this again. If this still happen, Bailey will still come to drive you home but not saying anything anymore LOL I will keep thinking that PC is Bailey's favourite little brat😔🖤

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doodles i did like a week ago... my silly freak <3

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if harry and hermione “accidently” time-traveled together in tom riddle’s era, who do you think would tom be more attracted? or be interested in? or end up with? (need to know for study purposes)

depends on a number of factors! Is the TR you’re writing bi? Is there any kind of horcrux thing going on? Does he know anything about either of them, and who are they pretending to be? I think he’d have reasons to be intrigued by either but it depends on the set up and what you have everyone trying to do

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archons ft. reincarnation (part 2)

venti, zhongli, raiden ei x gn!reader

summary: it’s difficult to find a balance between grieving you and loving you, but somehow, they make it work.

word count: 5.8k

note: as requested by an anon, here’s part two of archons ft. reincarnation! a bit more lighthearted compared to the first part, but still plenty of angst around *side-eyes venti’s part* and i am once again being biased by giving ei the happiest ending

warning/s: spoilers for venti’s story quest, brief descriptions of past character death (reader), angst, read part one first for more context!

part one

VENTI

“What do you think of the Anemo Archon?”

“Lord Barbatos?” you ask, and Venti tries to ignore the way his heart leaps at the sound of his name on your lips, but it’s difficult to do so when you’re sitting there looking at his statue with the same wistful look you used to don as you spoke about freedom. It warms his heart to know that you associate freedom with him.

You turn your head away from the visage of the Anemo Archon, placing your hands behind your head and laying down the palms of his statue. The sight is endearing, once he considers how your roles have changed. Before, it was him who fit snugly in the palm of your hands. How the tables have turned. How he wishes it never did.

“I think he’s a bit overrated.”

Your words singlehandedly snap him out of his reverie. So absurd and surprising coming from you that a laugh escapes before he can stop it.

He knows he should probably be offended or something, but Venti agrees with you. He is a little overrated. Who knew sleeping for hundreds of years on end could make a person like him so revered? Perhaps Morax should take a leaf from his book.

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