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Oh, joy))

Just had a fight with my father

Who’s completely lost to the propaganda, because he is extremely easily influenced

So i showed him those videos from Kyiv

And he says

“Answer this: Why won’t Zelensky sign a peace treaty?”

And I ask him

“Answer me this: Is this an excuse to kill innocent people???”

On which he says that every day everywhere people die whether you like it or not

So I ask him

“Are you serious??? Are you insane??? Are you fucked up????”

And he spilled alcohol on me))0

And called me a piece of shit

Who doesn’t understand anything

And who’s opinion doesn’t matter

Now))

This is exactly how our government looks on it’s people

He speaks their words

Because he listenes to their propaganda every single day from every device

From multiple devices at once even

Has been for years

Now.

How am i supposed to change minds of thousands of brainwashed people in my country

If I can’t even change my father’s mind

What am I to do

I can’t even hate him

Because I know that he literally has an official mental disorder

Which made him believe all kinds of liars - cultists, medical frauds - for as long as I remember

What am I to do?

What am I to do when people say that it’s not just Putin’s war, that russians must pay, that Russia must be bombed in return

Aside from the fact that the majority here is agains the war

But, just as in Hitler’s Germany, we are forced to keep our tongues shut

Which we don’t

And we get beaten up, arrested for bigger sentences than rapists and murderers

Used to instill more fear in people’s hearts

And to tell stories about “foreign agents” who were sponsored by “The West”

Should we start a civil war?

Should we kill people who are just too naive and bombarded by all sides by levels of propaganda Goebbels would look up to?

And

As a journalist

Believe me when I say that this propaganda is WICKEDLY smart

It uses all the methods known to history of information in a rapid fire speed

It even turned around my own desire to not see things “one sided” into the decision not to see anything at all in fear of being lied to

Which is dumb

But should i be killed for this?

I just kept listening and talking to people

Different people in my job

And a funny thing about a tattoo artists’ job

Is that there are many soldiers getting tattoos

Good thing is, many of them come and tell us that they quit, that this war is pointless, that it’s just our government making money from it

But some don’t

Yet when I talk to them

They

Talk like

People

Not some monsters

Just people

But they truly believe

That they’re doing a good thing

That they’re fighting to free the oppressed

That they’re fighting to protect their people

Or to avenge their fallen comrades

I

I might be just too naive and empathetic myself

But

I don’t want them killed either

I don’t want any deaths

Haha

I want a third path

Hahaha

Yeah, I might be too influenced by the ideas of a fictional character who is also called stupid and naive for his views

But

I don’t know

The only people I want to be punished are those who rule this machine of war and hate

And not only from our side

But

Maybe it was also told to me by propaganda

But i don’t think that American government wants this to stop too

I think I saw it in english media as well that US government is known for profiting on wars all around the world

Forgive and correct me if I’m utterly wrong

But in that same post that said that the entire russian population supports war

Was said that we could’ve stopped it

We

Tried.

Before the arrest of Navalny and soon after our opposition had the biggest rise in this century

We had so many mass protests

They were all brutally suppressed

Young men, women, literal kids and, I shit you not, literally VETERANS, GRANDPAS AND GRANDMAS who ALREADY LIVED THROUGH ONE WAR were BEATEN AND ARRESTED BY POLICE FORCES which are supposed to PROTECT THEM

After the arrest the oppression of opposition has strengthened

We lost our leaders and organisation

Protests began to lessen

Yet with the declaration of “The Special Military Operation” people ROSE AGAIN

And the same thing happened

But worse

So many brutal laws were adopted

All to ensure not a single negative word or movement against the government

So yeah me and my family might be soooo fucked for what I’m writing right now

I’m really not so sure if tumblr is safe

I’m riding on sheer hope for a fluke

But

I just

I am so sorry for keeping my eyes closed for so long

This app and talking to people here is what made me open them

What let me express my rage and made it boil to the point where I couldn’t shut up anymore

I don’t know if I should post this or not

I don’t know.

I might not

Will it make a single change?

I know a way of doing this safer and for a longer time

Actually

It would even be more influential

Yeah

But I wish there will be time

When I can no longer be afraid

And when my words will be heard loud and clear

Along with all the voices of those

Who stand with the free world

For peace and love

And

Hualian)

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reblog to pick up a Tumblr mutual like a cat and give them a hug

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Happy New Year, guys and gals (sorry for being late)! ☃️🎄🎁

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Pls tell me I'm not the only one who knows that Bendy move will be officially released someday and that I'm not the only one who can't wait to see it?

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Merry Christmas, everybody! ☃️

@everybody who wants to join!

Picrew Chain

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My bad habit, because of which I am absent from Tumblr and suffer from bullshit :_>

@everybody who wants to join!

1. Do this uquiz

2. Do this picrew.

3. Tag people.

@mxlilly @circus-of-horror @yourleastfavoriteguyinthechair @microsoupmouse @the-firefly-jar-system @cdcouncil

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Looks like i spoilered someone…

@everybody, who wants to join!

oh look, a picrew chain

link

uhhhhh...

tags: @panda-of-the-trash @karineverse @hiro-doodlez @italic-does-random-shit @inka-boi @fandomsoda @wishtale-blogs @justanidiotartist

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I love this picrew!

@everybody who wants to join the chain! 🧡🦊

I wan start Picrew chain

here is the link

This is mine :3

No presh’ tags @threecheersslxt @dicklessswonder @discount-fun-ghoul @nothingbutgog @nova-the-killjoy @f4y3w00d5 @ihave-6-dollars @rayrard-yuri @uraveragebowieenjoyer @fraudfrogz @lactoset0lerant and whoever would like too join!!

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They’re so cute!❤️

Took a little break from the video and drew my ocs from smiling critters :_]

I changed DragonJoys cloud to fire cus I saw someone else's SC oc already have it :_]

+ some info

DragonJoy: Always in "joyful" mood, even though not everyone believes him cus he's a dragon. He likes active games and can fly

Q&A Fox: She's sometimes have amnesia, which is why she is almost afraid of everything. She can sometimes forget who she is. Despite her frequent amnesia, she can answer questions well, and is quite kind to her friends, although she is a little afraid of them

FancyGoatyGoo: A little self-loving person, with a sense of taste. She's the only one who use makeup and nail(hoof) polish

Grumpy Lamby: He's always in a bad mood. He is a detective even though he doesn't like this job. Pretty smart, that's why he's detective. Likes to handout with Bubba Bubbaphant

Naughty Nasel: She's a weasel. It is the main leprosy and likes to prank everyone. It's rare to see her being nice to someone

Nicely Niret: He's a ferret. He is very kind to everyone and sometimes regrets that his little sister is such a prankster. It's rare to see him being rude to someone

And here's my main oc in SC :]

It's just mine smiling critters sona :]

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Someone asked for DogDay with a puppy on top?

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Can u draw catnap and dogday?

Of course! But I decided to sketch them in this mini-comic (not canon). I hope you will enjoy.

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I'm still drawn to drawing «Smiling Critters», but I don't know which ones to draw. Who would you like to see?

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A couple of hours ago, a “mini-teaser” of the third chapter of “Poppy Playtime” was released in the form of a short episode of the fictional animated series “Smiling critters”. So I was inspired to depict one of the “smiling creatures”.

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One day, Cosmo wanted to learn her friend’s language, and Jax decided to “help” our starlet by giving her a “Japanese language textbook”... Maneko sees the catch.

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Briefly about how Maneko welcomes newcomers to the Digital Circus…

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Meet my OCs of “The Amazing Digital Circus”.

These girls are best friends, despite the age difference... I wonder which one is older?