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GILMORE GIRLS (2000 - 2007) 1x08 | "Love and War and Snow"
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this isn't something he's ever spoken about out loud . all he's done is push forward - not think about the past and certainly not talk about sarah . not with tommy, not with tess . it was as if he knew they would reunite, and perhaps that was what he was waiting for all along . he hates that the has to break kari's world like this, and in all honesty, maybe it was for the better for him to relive this grief . combat boots take him over to the sofa, elbows resting on knees and for the moment he doesn't look up at his wife .
joel knows what she's asking even if she doesn't say it . she doesn't have to . " it was the day of the outbreak, everyone was tryin' to leave ... " he pauses, taking a moment to compile himself . " we got into a car accident and sarah injured her leg so i had to carry her . "
the details are a little hazy . he's never had to recall the moment . his forehead creases and he finally looks up at kari . the pain, the heartbreak that was plastered over her . the same pain that is present in his voice . " we were bein' chased by runners and a soldier shot 'em and then he decided to go for us ... " tears well and his gaze drops again to focus on a spot on the floor . " there was nothing i could do ... she died in my arms . "
๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ & ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ . . somehow. years spent with this ever present, gnawing knot of guilt in her chest for being late, for missing them, for even deciding to go see her parents mere days before. kari had tried to make peace with where she was at the time of the outbreak, but she couldn't. not completely. not in some way that she'd ever be free of it---now, it worsens tenfold. it feels like being punched in the gut, like having her heart ripped out of her chest. not only did she miss them, but she missed her daughters last moments. she missed being there for joel in a kind of grief only they could ever understand.
the moment words leave @likem1dnight's lips kari's entire nervous system shifts. her hands become clammy, eyes widen, an insistent ringing starts in her ears. stomach turns, too, to where she's afraid she might lose her breakfast earlier that day.
she has to take in a deep breath to refill her lungs with air. eyes don't look at her husband for a moment, choosing to focus on a crack in the wall just past his hands. โ tell me wha- . . โ voice wavers, kari trying to push off her tears for a moment longer to speak: โ i know it might-might be painful but, i- . . i need . . โ i need you to tell me what happened, joel is spoken silently.
#roseguided#ROSEGUIDED : KARI MILLER .#JOEL MILLER : IC .#pain? pain#also him actually talking about it?? groundbreaking
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Boothill, you will always be famous(ly cunty)
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there's a mixture of emotions within him : from grief to relief . between losing sarah and not knowing whether @roseguided was alive . whether joel would ever see his wife again . but there she is, and the question she asks hits him like a wave of bricks . where's sarah ? he had thought about this moment time and time again . what was he going to say, how he was supposed to break the news to his wife that their babygirl was gone .
' i'm so so sorry, baby ... ' joel starts, calloused fingers spin the wedding band on his finger, the ring he has never taken off . ' i couldn't ... i couldn't save her . '
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I love you like crazy , my Allykins ๐๐๐๐๐
i love you like crazy, @sacrlegius ๐
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&. ๐๐ง ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐๐ข๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ฌ.
( this is basically just a very self indulgent list of various fluff, angst, and suggestive themed dialogue sentence starters. )
โ i could keep you safe. theyโre all afraid of me. โ
โ iโm trying to fix your hair, so hold still. โ
โ your heart is beating so fast right now. โ
โ promise me youโll still be here when i wake up. โ
โ youโre not as bad as everyone says you are. โ
โ i thought youโd like some company. โย
โ clean yourself up. you're getting blood all over the place. โ
โ here, give this a try and tell me what you think. โ
โ you can kiss me, you know. โ
โ come back to bed. โ
โ you look good like this. โ
โ working together again, itโs just like old times. โ
โ how is it you always know what i need, huh? โ
โ youโre lucky you got away with only a scratch. โย
โ i canโt imagine losing someone like that. iโm sorry. โ
โ you know you can always talk to me. โ
โ the only one who gets to kill you, is me. โ
โ so, what do i owe this pleasure? โ
โ ah, so you arenโt heartless after all. โ
โ may i have this dance? โย
โ itโs okay, you can touch me. i won't break. โ
โ enemies make the best lovers, you know. โ
โ hold still. this might sting a little. โ
โ we can't keep doing this. โย
โ you look like you've got something to say. โ
โ just relax and let me take care of you. โ
โ thought youโd be lighter without all that blood. โ
โ i had it under control. you didnโt need to do that. โ
โ everything looks so beautiful from up here. โ
โ you treat all your ladies like this? โ
โ well? how do i look? โ
โ canโt sleep? โ
โ do you mind if i smoke? โ
โ iโm scared of ending up alone. โ
โ i donโt think iโve ever seen you smile. โ
โ how long has it been since you've slept? โ
โ you are losing my interest, and thatโs very dangerous. โ
โ iโd suffer hell if youโd tell me what youโd do to me tonight. โ
โ you look really pretty right now. โ
โ iโve never cared for anyone the way i care for you. โ
โ iโm not wearing any underwear. thought youโd like to know. โ
โ just a few more stitches and youโll be as good as new. โ
โ iโd say we make a pretty good team. โ
โ i want you to forget this ever happened. โ
โ i'm here for business โ not pleasure. โ
โ if i didn't know any better, i'd say you were jealous. โ
โ you'd look better down on your knees. โ
โ fine, keep acting like you hate me. โ
โ kiss me again. โ
โ are you asking me out on a date? โ
โ just sit there and look pretty and let me handle this. โ
โ you okay? caught you staring off into space again.ย โ
โ well, i do feel better now that you're here. โ
โ i'm not drunk enough for this. โย
โ why is it whenever we see each other, youโre covered in blood? โ
โ i was wrong about you. โย
โ the first time i met you, i had no idea you'd mean this much. โ
โ you gonna be a good girl / boy for me? โ
โ iโm not afraid of you. โ
โ books mean more to me than people anyway. โ
โ i just wanted to say thank you for protecting me. โ
โ how about a kiss goodnight? โ
โ i donโt have time for distractions right now. โ
โ you shouldnโt be out here by yourself. โย
โ if i have to think about one more thing today, my head will explode. โ
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Must take a real genius to operateโฆ
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@roseguided : do you hate me ?
rosalie finds herself a little surprised, sure, she's never been bella's biggest fan - and it's not that she hates her . no . it is more complicated than that . given the choice, rosalie wouldn't pick this life for herself . and that is really all this comes down to .
' bella ... ' she starts, arms cross over her chest &. their eyes meet . ' i don't hate you . ' a beat, her expression softens . ' i'm jealous of you . '
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rhaenys... my beloved ๐ญ
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i just have to get through todays shift & then i have the next two days off & i can write... everywhere :') edit: feel free to add me on discord, just let me know who you are. nyallyz ๐
#i may have moved evie off of here and onto her own super lowkey blog bc i watched ror last night#i have one more ep of hotd and then i'm caught up except i am scared bc i saw a spoiler on tt and i'm Not okay#i've started writing up some basic info on clem and by writing up i mean in my head#OOC.
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leon: oh no Clemโs sexy
sheโs also 4โ11โ so tiny princess ๐ฅฐ
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okay so my game plan for the next couple of days after work:
-write up some basic info on clementine -catch up on hotd -watch rise of red -watch the new boys ep -start writing on here
#OOC.#also! i may have saved a url for a dazzler blog... will i do it? idk bUt i could sideblog her maybe?
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SABRINA CARPENTER via Instagram Stories (July 11, 2024)
#god i've never been so yell-y about an oc but!!!#clem the woman that you are!!#CLEMENTINE EVANS : IMG .#my goal for the weekend is to write up some basic info about her#but essentially she's a popstar supe in the boys universe and i love her sm
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okay, the only other thing i need to mention about this blog is that i think i wanna focus more on plots than random interactions? don't get me wrong i am a slut for a meme, especially as an ice breaker / random thing but i just really wanna write the characters i have on here and talk about them, and just do all the things. also! my discord is available to mutuals, cause i don't know how often i'll pop onto the dash throughout the day between work and life and its just so much easier for plotting and chatting purposes :')
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Bonus:
Doctor Who Appreciation Week 2022ย Day 7: Wildcard - Favorite Parallel (8x01 Deep Breath // 9x01 The Magicianโs Apprentice) ๐ซ
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#likem1dnight . an independent multi - muse writing blog, written by ally .
featuring : clara oswald, daenerys targaryen, evie grimhilde, harley quinn and more .
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the holy trinity of Joel Miller yellingย ๐
โ requested by anonymous
#i was looking for a specific set from the game but y'all down understand how much i need this man#JOEL MILLER : IMG .#also the finger point when he's like 'you take me to her right now'
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