liesbylae

[liesbylae]

i havent seen anyone talk abt this song so im beginning the conversation.

[liesbylae]

get to know me!

hiiii this is a big FAT get to know me post which essentially has lil fun bits about me!!

first off, this blog is NOT my lies, its the exact opposite in fact. laena’s truths had no ring to it so i went with the lies. and laena’s life was way too generic so yeah!! i also find it funny how its “lies” by me, but ill proceed to be brutally honest on here lol.

few things about me: my name’s laena (not my actual name, just my middle name) and i’m a minor so please don’t get weird i don’t appreciate it :( i love rambling about things i love, so i made a page for it! you’ll see what i like if you simply just scroll through.

i think thats about all! and if you’re an irl and you found this somehow, (maybe by looking over my shoulder at some point in class idk) uhhhh go away??? or not idc really

[liesbylae]

a guilty pleasure i have.. (choices)

you may know choices from goofy ads like this...

but PLEASE hear me out.. and LET ME SPEAK MY TRUTH. (well, if you're an irl of mine who's happened to find this, despite the fact i don't go by laena irl) if you are a likeminded individual who loves this app too, THANK YOU FOR LISTENING TO ME. AND FOR AGREEING. i love u already.

the ads are nothing like how the actual stories are, the actual stories are very interesting and in the case of the one i am about to talk about, fucking emotional and HEARTBREAKING quite frankly. i will be talking about with every heartbeat, which has been published on there for quite some time now but nonetheless, for likeminded individuals who regularly use this app, i will place a spoiler warning right about now just because im that cool and nice.

firstly, its about having a bf/gf named dakota (depends on what you pick) in high school (my irish single ass couldnt relate with that high school bs but lets continue) its a heartwarming story, as you find out they used to have cancer when they were little and its like aw is that why you were so scared of dating me thats no reason to be scared awsawuahfu anyways. now im gonna talk about this love interest because let me tell you the look options for dakota are CUTE. and i mean all options for them. but lemme show you mine hes so a a a a a

isnt he adorable?? and 95% of the time hes smiling so its even more djhfdsuhufhai a a a a a a?!?!?!? getting off topic im aware of how odd it is to be attracted to a drawing but sure look it doesn't matter!! continuing about this story, it has such CUTE heartwarming moments, like when dakota confesses their feelings its so adorable stop this behaviour!!!! and going to a fall festival, which is incredibly american as a european playing the game but idc its so cute!! but then at a certain point they faint and we find out their cancer came back and from here on out its an emotional rollercoaster.

now im not gonna fully spoil the ending, but i will imply it. because of the ending, i almost cried on a bus, because i played the last chapter on the way to school. with ceilings by beabadoobee playing in the background which i deeply regret because this book left me broken. HEARTBROKEN. DEPRESSED. never has any book, or anything left me so sad and left me pondering my own mortality actually taught me to enjoy life.

anyways i love choices and i will prob talk about it more in the future it doesn't deserve the rep it has ok bye

[liesbylae]

4 songs that i am literally so so obsessed with atm

apollo - faith zapata: this song is so criminally underrated (and is a good song to listen to if you're after finished pjo and you feel empty inside) "why i wanna be anywhere he is, i'd do anything, i'll take all the risks, something in his smile is so addictive" SO SO REAL. man i hate having crushes tbh get me OUT OF HERE!!!

sunny day - beabadoobee: prepare for beabadoobee because i love her and her music is just peak man. this song makes me feel hyped for summer because honestly its just summer in song form and i LOVE it so much "you know i don't mean it, i promise i'm better, with the sun we'll leave my house, i'm sorry for yesterday" tbh its so me, i am a moody little bitch but at the same time i am chronic people pleaser it's kinda embarrassing..

glue song - beabadoobee: this song makes me feel like how honey tastes like and feels in my mouth however one thing is is that it makes me remember how sad and alone i really am... "tangled in love stuck by you, from the glue." same honestly lmaooo

better (with you) - crying city: SO SO UNDERRATED. i love crying city sm!! this song is so me.. "i shouldn't believe that i'm stuck in your hold, there's something in your eyes that feels like home." attachment issues when?!?!?!??!

ok so that's about it xoxo love you all 0 followers of this x