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the thing is once you realize cities especially in America are not designed for "living" as a primary purpose you never stop seeing it. The cities actually represent an architecture of death in most cases

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youre listening to killed with a brick FM

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I wish there was a magic skillet I could pick up that would make me literally impossible to fire from a job, no matter how weird or disagreeable people decided I am, where I could still work only part time & ideally with lots of breaks. Like sorry Ms Karen McWasp, I am a load bearing unit and the task will be done when it's done and there's jack shit you can do.

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POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS: i am not a creep. i am not a weirdo. i do know what the hell i’m doing here. i do belong here

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if you aren't best friends with your lover and a little bit in love with all your friends than what's the fucking point

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between countless reputable scientists and king gizzard and the lizard wizard, its wild people still don't believe in human caused climate change. listen to the experts.

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HELP I did NOT need to add his sister to my obsession list I need to FOCUS

PEDRO PASCAL with his sister LUX PASCAL out and about in London August 10th | via Backgrid

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Replace love with literally anything you desire, you deserve everything no matter what's going on. Respect, privacy, sex, help, community, creativity...

You deserve love now. Not once you lose weight. Not once you accomplish that thing. Not once you move. Not once you get on medication. Not once you start therapy. Not once you get that job. Not once you're more like them. Now. You don't have to earn the right to be loved. You deserve it right now, and always have.

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Just trying to dismantle my internalized ableism so I can go my own pace, heal from ignored traumas, and start living my life according to my needs and stop prioritizing literally anything or anyone else above myself.

interaction i have with shocking regularity is when someone’s complaining abt someone they know and theyre like “ughh they’re 21 and dont have a job and refuse to learn to drive” and then they remember who they’re talking to (me. 21 cant work cant drive) and go like

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In the wisdom of my ancient 30s, I have learned and continuously practice the art of lingering. It's the only way to stay sane enough to cope with existence.

fast food, fast fashion, songs being sped up, tv show seasons being only 8 episodes long, replacing youtube vlogs with fifteen second “day in the life” tiktoks, people in their 20s complaining about being too old...everything is so rushed, we have lost the art of lingering.

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absolutely disgusting that i have to create the the things i want to create

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Spellbound

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my least favourite turn based strategy game is email