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DKHn 6 Afterstory

Danshi Koukousei, Hajimete no Series

Vol. 6: Spoil Me, Sensei

Track 3

Afterstory: When was the Last Time you Dreamed of Flying in the Sky?

Voice Actors: Yashiro Taku x Shingaki Tarusuke

Characters: Rokko Ayahito x Oota Jin

Notes: There's already a translation for the first two tracks by Kabedon Company, so I've decided to complete the disk. Other danhaji tls coming soon, but particularly of this couple.

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tl under the cut:

R : Rokko Ayahito

R (y) : Rokko Ayahito (young)

O : Oota Jin

[Car whooshing.]

[00:03] R : Ah, the usual dream.

[00:10] R (y) : Hey, we don’t have to go to the sea! Let’s just go home!

[00:15] R : In the dream, I tried to stop it. I tried to stop it countless times.

[00:25] R (y) : Let’s go back! Mother!

[Truck horn. Vehicle skidding and crashing.]

[Rokko gasps as he wakes from his nightmare.]

[00:41] R : …fuck.

[00:44] R : Again, again, again. No matter how many times I try, I’ve never been able to stop it even once.

[Alarm beeps. Rokko shuts it off harshly.]

[01:01] R : Even though it’s been a while since I’ve had it…

[01:11] R : …it’s Sensei’s fault.

[01:15] R : Two years ago, I entered high school at the lowest point of my life. Still, by forcing a smile and going with the flow, I managed to survive. I can feel something rotting at the bottom of my heart, but that’s nobody else’s business but mine. As it should be. I don’t want to get involved with other people anyway.

[01:44] R : Still, there would be times where I couldn’t breathe. There would be times where I couldn’t bear enduring lessons in that bright classroom.

And in one of those times, after excusing myself to the infirmary to get out of class, I met Sensei at the rooftop.

[Door to rooftop creaks as Rokko opens and closes them. He sighs.]

[02:12] O : Oh? You skipping too?

[Not expecting anyone there, Rokko gasps in shock.]

[02:16] O : That tie… first grade, huh. Name?

[02:22] R : …Rokko. Rokko Ayahito.

[02:27] O : Oh, sure.

[Oota grunts as he lights his cigarette and takes a drag out of it. Birds are chirping in the distance.]

R : …

[02:41] O : Want some?

[02:43] R : …okay.

[02:44] O : Wait, really? You’re accepting a smoke from a teacher just like that? Interesting kid!

[02:50] R : …hah?

[02:52] R : What’s wrong with him?

[02:56] O : Here. [hands him a box of cigarettes]

[03:00] R : Thank you.

[03:02] R : And he’s really giving me this? Is this teacher okay?

[03:10] O : If you smoke menthol cigarettes, you’ll be impotent, you know.

[03:14] R : Eh?!

[03:15] O : Juuust kidding.

[03:17] R : What’s with that, seriously…

[03:22] R : Why am I even doing this? Wouldn’t it be a problem if I get caught? If they called back home about this…

…well, whatever.

[03:39] R : Impotent, huh…

[03:42] O : Oh? Can’t get it up?

[03:44] R : No way. I’m a perfectly functional man.

[03:47] O : I see. Must be a pain…

[03:51] R : What is?

[Oota takes a drag out of his cigarette.]

[03:54] O : Isn’t it a pain? Sexual desire, that is.

[03:59] R : …yeah, it is.

[long inhale] Even though the world would be more at peace if it didn’t exist…

[04:07] O : [laughs] Lofty words from a kid like you.

[04:12] R : Name.

[04:13] O : Ha?

[04:15] R : Sensei’s name?

[04:17] O : Oota. I’m Oota the art teacher.

[04:22] R : As he said that and smiled, the white coat fluttering behind him looked like the wings of a bird.

[Title Read]

[04:53] R : Even so, it’s not like anything started after that. As time passed, I became better at lying. After passing first grade, I’ve perfected the mask of a model student. Still, in front of Sensei… only in front of Oota-sensei am I not able to wear that mask as perfectly.

That’s because he’s my one exception, that much I understand. But I’ve always been running away from the reason behind it. Then that day, in that sweltering art room, it suddenly came spilling out.

Three days after that…

[05:53] R : Good afternoon!

[05:55] O : Hey.

[05:59] R : Sensei, let’s have sex!

[06:03] O : You say it like you’re inviting me out for baseball, huh. So casually.

[06:07] R : We already did it once, isn’t it just the same thing again?

[06:12] O : What scum. Also, isn’t this the middle of class for you?

[06:15] R : It’s self-study time right now, so I’m free.

So it’s okay, isn’t it?

[06:26] O : Sure.

[06:28] R : R-really?

[06:29] O : But we’re doing car sex.

[06:35] R : …sorry, but I’m not a fan of cars. I get carsick fast… having car sex with you doesn’t sound too bad though, Sensei.

[06:44] O : Hey Rokko, what do you see in your nightmares?

R : !

[06:49] O : Was it the moment where the truck crashed into you and killed your mother who was driving? Do you hear the sound of car breaks in your dream? What about the impact of the crash? Feel any pain? What about smell? Must be the smell of burning tires, right? Or maybe—

[07:04] R : Stop it!

[Rokko is taken aback by his own outburst.]

[07:10] R : …I’ll be going back.

[Oota holds him back.]

[07:12] O : Wait.

[07:14] R : …What?

[07:17] O : It’s a good thing. The fact that you survived.

[Rokko is taken aback. Oota closes the distance between them.]

[07:24] O : That expression… exciting.

The face of a poor, pitiful brat.

[07:30] R : …you knew?

[07:32] O : About the accident? Looked it up after fucking you.

[07:38] R : Why?

[07:39] O : ‘Cause I got interested in you.

[07:42] R : Interested?

[07:44] O : Yep. Not as a student, but as Rokko Ayahito-kun.

Hey, you’re currently living alone, right? Why did you leave home? Survivor’s guilt? But wasn’t the cause of the accident the truck driver nodding off? Still can’t forgive yourself even then?

[08:07] R : That’s not it!

…I had to get a blood transfusion, since there was internal bleeding. After that, my family looked into this and that and came to know something. Do you know about how cuckoos lay their eggs?

[08:30] O : …ah, so your father was another man.

[08:35] R : Exactly. It seems like there was cheating going on. While I was in a coma, they did a complete DNA test. When I finally woke up, I was surprised. The world had changed completely.

…well, then other things happened, and to make it clear I wasn’t part of the family, my father paid me off, I left the house, and here we are. A pretty common story, isn’t it?

[09:10] O : It is.

[09:13] R : Did this satisfy your curiosity? This kind of ordinary tale must be disappointing—

[Oota hugs Rokko.]

[09:18] O : It’s okay.

[09:23] R : …please let go of me.

[09:25] O : Hehe. More humiliated by sympathy than licking my shoes, hm?

[09:33] R : …don’t say it like you understand.

[09:35] O : But I do. It’s what the sex was about, right?

[09:38] R : To that extent—

[09:39] O : That was the kind of sex you wanted, right?

R : …

[09:44] O : The pitiful Rokko-kun who couldn’t even become scum. Too prideful and smart to become a failure, you can only go around smiling like an idiot.

You’re admirable, you know.

[Oota kisses Rokko.]

[10:03] O : You really hung in there.

R : !

[10:10] R : It’s not like I wanted to be saved by these words. Nor is it that I wanted someone to save me. But still…

[10:25] R : You… You really are the worst.

[10:31] O : Haha! We’re on different levels of scum, you know.

[10:38] R : …is that something to brag about?

[10:43] R : I wanted someone to say that I’m not a bad person. The me that wants for such a thing is revolting. I want to kill the Sensei who saw through into that part of me.

Still, I didn’t break free from the arms holding me tight.

[11:08] R : I wish I didn’t say I wanted to go see the ocean.

[11:13] O : Hmm?

[11:16] R : It was just a selfish whim. If only I didn’t say it. If only the accident didn’t happen, if only the lie was never exposed until the end…

[11:27] O : You’re right. You really were unlucky, huh.

[11:32] R : Don’t say that so easily.

[11:34] O : Frustrating?

[11:36] R : …it makes me angry.

[11:37] O : That’s fine. Your misfortunes are your own, you know. Your pain and regrets and everything else, they’re all solely yours. Get angry and cry all you want. Drown in your sorrows and become lazy for all I care.

[11:55] R : I won’t. That’s so… lame.

[11:58] O : [laughs] You’re really interesting, you know?

[12:01] R : I’m not interest—

[Oota pulls Rokko in for another kiss.]

[12:10] O : I really do like that part of you.

[12:17] R : To be saved by these kinds of words… I’m really an easy man, huh.

But that’s just how it is. As long as this person understands, as long as he says he likes me, perhaps with just that I am already…

[12:42] R : Then, please spoil me.

[12:45] O : Ha?

[12:47] R : The teacher relentlessly hollowing out my pitiful heart can at least spare me some affection, I think.

[12:53] O : Haven’t I been spoiling you plenty all this time?

[12:56] R : More! To make it even, I will also be spoiling Sensei.