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Grief feels like a reoccurring state where your heart crumbles instantaneously. Over and over again.

Nothing like you have ever felt before.

The most raw heart break.

The most surreal experience where you feel so much, so suddenly, but also feel nothing at all. Where everything comes flooding back, but no words can fully articulate the pain. So you hope that it disappears so long as you don’t think about it.

Grief feels like the pain of not being in control, however not wanting the control in the first place either. Grief is feeling your body is in a constant state of paralysis. Paralysis of your mind, emotions and motives to get things done.

So what do you do to combat this. Seek out blame towards yourself, and blame in others. Target the obvious area that you can change, however project all your pain on that.

I’m sorry. I should have been better. I should have tried more. I should be better. I should try more.

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“Experience is the best teacher, and the worst experiences teach the best lessons.”

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Quote by unknown

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16|32 days of carol

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“Everything comes full circle, and when it happens, I want you to imagine me there to greet you.”

Carol (2015) dir. Todd Haynes

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All I’m saying is whoever runs the Netflix Canada twitter account is definitely gay.

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Carol (2015) dir. Todd Haynes

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Happy Holigays! I’m watching Carol again..

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“Coming out isn’t something you do once. Its often in stages that grow in risk: to your friends, your community, your family. An ever expanding, never ending act of bravery.”

— Roma Guy, When We Rise

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“The hardest person to come out to, for me, was myself. When I first started to realise that I might be gay, I had to ask myself all of these questions, these really, really terrifying questions. You know, am I ever going to find someone? Am I ever gonna be able to have a family? If there is a God, does that God hate me? If there is a heaven, am I ever gonna make it to heaven? And those were all really, really scary questions for a 14-year-old. And then, throughout the process, I started to kinda build this self-confidence and this self-worth and I realised I am gay. Eventually I got to the point where I was like “okay well, if there is a heaven but I can’t be myself up there, then maybe I don’t want heaven.”

— Troye Sivan

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wlw movies

Updated list of wlw movies in chronollogical order:

70’s

·         Me Siento Extraña (1977)

80’s

·         Personal Best (1982)

·         Lianna (1983)

·         Desert Hearts (1985)

·         November Moon (1985)

·         I’ve Heard The Mermaids Singing (1987)

Keep reading

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George Orwell, 1984

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Untitled | by Gilles Monney | Website.

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Io e lei / Me myself and her.

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INFP Positive Traits

Capable of deep loving and caring

Laid-back, go-with-the-flow kind of people

Often free-spirited

Often have a good sense of humor

Enjoyable to be around

Sensitive, perceptive and highly intuitive

Excellent at reading people

Loyal and committed

Kindhearted and loyal

Truly concerned for and care about others

Seek to meet the needs of others

Can be highly creative

Usually calm and even-keeled

Intuitively understand the feelings of others

Seek lifelong relationships

Tend to be shy, reserved and thoughtful

Nurturing, supportive and encouraging

Typically recognize and respect others’ need for space

Usually able to express themselves well

Often perfectionists

Primary goal is discover their meaning in life

Concerned with making the world a better place

Continuous quest to find underlying truths and meanings

Service-oriented, desire to help people

Good listeners

Gifted at putting people at ease

Sincere and genuine

Tend to make great mediators

Have strong value system, which they will passionately and aggressively fight for if violated

When they adopt projects they are interested in, will often become a “cause” for them, which they will vigorously work towards

Disinterested in the mundane details of everyday life

Dislike having to deal with hard facts and logic – do not value and are ineffective at using impersonal, objective judgment (can be positive or negative)

Possesses high ideals and high standards

Often gifted writers and excellent at expressing themselves through writing

Humanistic

Likely have spontaneous, wild streak