lensbdyt4lk

[lensbdyt4lk]

❕TW: ED❕

UPDATE 30/4/23

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SW: 94 kg

CW: 86 kg

GW: 50 kg

UGW: 40 kg

ok so I just weighed myself to see how much weight I've lost since I last weighed myself and I'm pretty disappointed to be honest. My goal was to hit 80 kg by the end of April, but it's obvious I'm not trying hard enough. I don't know how to stop eating. I really want to stop eating.

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my motivations to lose weight!!

so i wont compare myself as much to others

so i will be able to always fit cute, small clothes

so i wont worry about my stomach

so people will like me more

so if a boy ever likes me ill be small and dainty for him

so people will be amazed at how small i am

so people wont even believe i can weigh so little

looking cute and thin in pretty dresses!!

summer/warm weather!!

so i can learn to love myself

so i can feel happy

so i will look effortlessly good because of how small i will be

so i can be guys' crushes

so people will admire me

so people will talk to me more

so people will worry about me

so i can be small and fragile

so people might be jealous

revenge on the guy who played w me (bonus!)

and also..

so i can workout without hating it

so i can be less hungry

so i will have more self-control

so i will be more active

so i will look good in photos and videos

I am determined to do this, even if I fail one day, I will get on track the next.

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YW!!

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❕TW: ED❕

need tips to lose weight fast!!

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ok, for some context i started losing weight in march and I had good results so far, but i need to lose weight in a month as fast as possible (30 pounds to be exact). I'm so tired of being fat and not stop eating. Besides that in June I will meet my bf for the first time in person and, although he probably already suspects of me, I don't want him to see how horribly fat I am (gosh I can't even see myself for more than 5 minutes).

I know it's so stupid but I really need to at least look "acceptable" to him. Pls help😭!!

ps: sorry if there is any grammatical error. english is not my first language </3

[lensbdyt4lk]

❕TW: ED❕

(( 🎐 )) 𓂃 ੭ ૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ！！

SW: 94 kg

CW: 86 kg

GW: 50 kg

UGW: 40 kg

my height: 1.64 /// my age: 16 (almost 17)