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Dismal

Not all those who are attractedTo your light, wishes you wellNor those who find you beautifulHave the purest intentionsStop asking why they didWhat they didThey knew it all those timesYou kept trying to understandBecause if it was youYou wouldn’t do that to themBut you seeThere is war within themselvesBut it’s not your part to fixFor there is one within you as wellHave faithThat all will be…

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Win the lottery

What’s something you would attempt if you were guaranteed not to fail. In a game of chance, I’ll take that guaranty that I won’t fail, because that cpuld really change my life and others.

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Surviving

What are you doing this evening? Aren’t we all survivors of our own daily ordeals? The suffering we think its uncessesary but is actually needed for us to know we’re still living, for us to be motivated to keep moving, too much comfort can dangerously lead to an unambituous and meaningless life. So we keep on taking challenges, one by one, rest if we must, but we keep moving, that’s how we know…

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Finally

What brings a tear of joy to your eye? That day, when I can say, “Finally”, my prayers have been answered. I can finally breathe and find peace where I am.

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08.23

Tell meIs pain enduringMore than love is?Is suffering supposedTo outlast every otherHuman experience?To which I say, it is unfair,For I believeThat virtue is also enduringYet, why is it only a temporarily solace?Or maybeI’m not there yetTo reach everlasting peaceThere are still lessons to be learned‘Til thenLet me endureLet me learnLet me surviveThe trifles of daily struggleOf the ordinary…

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Growth

I realizedThat a lot of my battlesAre nothing beyond internalized.

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Blues

What is your favorite genre of music? I love the blues, and all its other variations. Though, I like all genres in general, but there’s something about the blues, its tone, that gives you freedom to flow about its notes with your emotions, to play those strings in the guitar freely, as you want, and still can be music to the ears. Yes, the freedom, the freeform, that comes with the blues.

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06.16

You are strongYou may feel it right nowBecause you’re in the middle of the stormBut trust meOnce the storm passesAfter all the tears and chrasesYou stood stillAnd felt His presenceWith faithThe Lord had spokenHe made you clean and unbrokenAnd when you finallyReached the top of the hillLooking back you’ll seeAll the past trialsYou never thought you’d surviveAre all behind you nowThrough His grace…

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Face Card

Guard your heart, sweetheartThe world is cruelTo the beautiful and the innocentIf you are both, my loveThen prepare to have your heart droppedGuard your body, sweetheartHarassment could comeFrom different sidesA pure heart, with a beautiful bodyIs a deer in the headlightsGuard your circle, sweetheartEnvy and jealousy is a predatorThey come to pretend To be a friendOnly to have your backStabbed in…

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02.19

“She’s gone.”“She’ll come back around.”But she never did.

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01.23

Healing is a process, take all the time you need. Don’t let anyone else define how you chose to forgive and move on, it’s yours and yours alone.

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Closure

What is the greatest gift someone could give you? In a world where we’re in a competition who will care less, who can manipulate better, I prefer to find someone who is transparent, honest, and courageous. Someone who is not ashamed to admit their feelings, someone who can love purely, someone willing to admit their mistakes, and someone who gives you clarity, not confusion. Someone who doesn’t…

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01.04

Sometimes, the kindest, most selfless, and most loving thing to do is to walk away.

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Never yours

Until you see meAs another personNot someone to controlNor change Until you see my intentionsThat are truly pureNot masked with sinsNor selfishness Until you see my perspectiveWith great understandingNot clouded by your prideNor the lies of others Until you look into my eyesAnd connect with my soulNot to look at me with false passionsNor indignation of any kind We can never be You’ll never…

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Never yours

Until you see meAs another personNot someone to controlNor changeUntil you see my intentionsThat are truly pureNot masked with sinsNor selfishnessUntil you see my perspectiveWith great understandingNot clouded by your prideNor the lies of othersUntil you look into my eyesAnd connect with my soulNot to look at me with false passionsNor indignation of any kindWe can never beYou’ll never see meIn…

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It is but a need

What are your feelings about eating meat? Not an expert on this one, but I’m open to new ideas. For now, I feel I need meat from time to time, I need protein and carbohydrates I get from it in order to build my body as I am also working out. I am eating meat but more on veggies and fish regularly.

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Never yours

Until you see meAs another personNot someone to controlNor change Until you see my intentionsThat are truly pureNot masked with sinsNor selfishness Until you see my perspectiveWith great understandingNot clouded by your prideNor the lies of others Until you look into my eyesAnd connect with my soulNot to look at me with false passionsNor indignation of any kind We can never beYou’ll never see…