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[lavvylove]

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Despite everything happening with this election and the unease in our country, it’s so important to remember the other places in the world who are STILL struggling!!

Share, donate, and spread awareness please!!🍉💜

[lavvylove]

I’m terrified

every day i wake up and thank god for not being an american citizen and then i remember that SOMEHOW that fuck ass country “runs” the world and my happiness goes down the drain.

please learn how to fucking vote.

kamala isn’t a fucking saint, terrible for the palestinian cause too, but between a educatated woman and a sexual predator + felon yall voted for HIM???? crazy world. open up the schools idk.

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FINALLY OMFG IM SO WATCHING THIS IDC WHO’S TV I HAVE TO STEAL

WE ARE SO BACK??!! I can’t believe I get to fangirl over him while he’s employed😭😭😭

[lavvylove]

Teaspoon (K. Tsukishima)

RAHHHH HI! I'm so thankful for all the love I got on my Spencer Reid x reader post, it means a lot to me. I lowkey lost all my motivation for writing tbh due to moving and getting ready for college but I'm back! Kei is the loml so I decided to pay him homage. Enjoy!

Content: Kei Tsukishima x F!Reader, Kei Tsukishima is bad at feelings, no use of Y/N cause we are a sophisticated people, the reader is really bad at math (I'm projecting), Fluff, maybe angst but mostly cause Tsukki is kinda emotionally stunted

Holy fuck.

That’s about the only thing Kei can think when he hears his friend talk. He’s never been one to care much for girls. They’re needy and annoying and he hates having to give himself to someone who will just hurt him. Of course, in Kei’s mind being hurt is a certainty. Akiteru showed him that when the man lied to protect his stupid pride, Kei would never forget it. Pride, love, and passion are for idiots who just want to get hurt and Kei wants no part in it. But her? His heart is in his throat the minute he holds her attention.

“Are you fucking serious?” Kei moves his eyes over to the shorter girl, watching how her brow twitches and her lips frown. Suddenly, he can’t even focus on what she’s saying as he feels his blood pressure rise. Why does it keep doing that? She’s not annoying him, he’s not upset, so why does it feel like he might explode whenever she’s around him?

A sigh slipped from his lips. “What?” It was sharper than he meant it, but she always brushed his tone off in a way no one else could. Kei likes that, he likes that she isn’t sensitive to the point where he can just say things and she’ll know he didn’t mean any harm.

Her eyes shift to his and Kei feels his blood pressure spike again. “I’m failing.” She frowned, turning her computer to show him her grade. Kei blinks at it before sitting back. He surprises himself by the way his chest suddenly aches to offer help. It’s like he suddenly can’t fathom the idea of her having a hard time. It’s so painfully stupid that Kei wishes he could shut his feelings off like the vampires in that stupid show she watches.

A sigh left his lips as he looked at her. “What subject?” The way her face lights up makes him want to curl up into a ball at her feet and say anything to incite that response again and again. Kei hates it, it makes him feel stupid and weak but damn he loves it too. The head rush as he watches her whole face shift makes it feel like he might explode.

“Math.” She grunted dejectedly, her head falling onto Kei’s shoulder. Suddenly, Kei can feel every nerve ending in his arm.

“Of course,” he teased, “you’re shit at math.” The way she scowled at him made Kei want to lean in and kiss the expression off her pretty face… no it doesn’t. That would be a ridiculous and stupid idea. Kei sighed softly to interrupt the internal war. “I’ll help you.”

He watched, hating himself for the way her face lit up at the suggestion. “You would?” She looks so hopeful Kei can’t tell if he wants to throw up or pull her close. Which is also stupid, Kei doesn’t hug people. Even Tadashi doesn’t incite this want for physical proximity. Maybe if he didn’t have the emotional range of a teaspoon, he would be able to place this feeling. Maybe he could even ask her out, but instead, he helps her with her math because he’s trying. Kei is trying so hard.

[lavvylove]

AHHHB THANK YOU!! Kageyama is my third fav lol💜💜

YOU GOT: TOBIO KAGEYAMA (post time-skip)

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for @lavvylove: your personality reminds me of hinata a bit so that's why i think you'd fit with kageyama, also you could definitely help him with puzzles n stuff to make him feel smart lol.

[lavvylove]

RAHHHH I WANT A MATCH UP ME ME ME!!!

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[lavvylove]

In the process of writing a fluffy little drabble for Tsukki baby cause I love him!

[lavvylove]

I’ve been type casted I fear..

[lavvylove]

Also, when you’re in AA or NA they teach you that a drink is never just a drink. It’s a gate way, they teach to not imbibe at all due to how your body processes it all in the same way. SOOO I 100% endorse this.

Spencer is so self aware that he’s fragile right now, and he cannot (and will not) risk losing his job or his sanity. The way he acted in S2 would not fly atp and I fully believe he hated himself then. Even now I think it probably keeps him up sometimes and he despises the way he acted (I’m projecting).

s12 spoilers and s2 spoilers yes we are talking about this again cw addiction

i hate how reid being drugged in mexico is kinda just swept under the rug when in reality i think it would have been a way bigger problem. like an opiate addict gets drugged with heroin and it has no effect on him?? idk that just seems…. fake…

but then i realized that after he gets out of prison i don’t think we ever see him drink alcohol once—when before prison his recovery seemed to have gotten to the point where he was comfortable occasionally drinking socially again. post prison there are several social instances where the rest of the team is drinking and every single time he very conspicuously is drinking water. so my grasping at straws headcanon is that after prison spencer was aware his sobriety was much less stable than it had been previously and he went back to meetings and went 100% hardcore sober again like he had only done at the beginning of his recovery. not because he ever had a problem w alcohol but because when you’re an addict relatively innocuous substances can easily lead you into a relapse and you’re far more prone to develop a reliance on a new substance (eg alcohol)

thank you that’s my time🙏

[lavvylove]

I saw a psychology fact that said lonely people take long and hot baths to replace the emotional warmth that they miss and I can’t stop thinking about it☹️

HSBDLQUEH mathew gray gubler is such a cutie. I want him so bad.

[lavvylove]

Hi!! I do NOT want to come across as rude - just want to share knowledge!!!

You made a post about Spencer Reid being allergic to carbenicillin and I LOVE the amount of research you did, and the theories you produced, I just wanted you to know that in canon he’s not allergic to that specific drug.

In Demons, Greg Baylor DOES try to inject his IV with carbenicillin, and Spencer’s response is, “No, that’s not right. I have a severe reaction to beta lactams. I can’t have that”.

Now, carbenicillin is a type of beta lactam!! Beta Lactams are a type of antibiotic that have a “4 membered beta-lactam ring in its chemical structure” - the most common beta lactum is penicillin - which is used for something as common as an ear infection - although it can be used for a UTI as well!!!!. (I think most of the -cillin medicines have this structure, but I could be wrong on that).

I really really hope this doesn’t come across as rude or anything - if it does, please let me know (and I am so sorry). :( just another dedicated fan who wanted to share knowledge because I went down a rabbit hole of information like you did when I watched that episode.

- 💉

AHHH NO NO ITS OKAY!! Don’t ever think that correcting me the way you did is rude. You were very sweet!!

You’re correct he does say beta lactums, and it honestly begs the question of how many medications in that particular group he attempted and for what he was ailed with??

Because with medicines, especially antibiotics, (and with his science-y brain) he would’ve had to attempt more than a few in order that have that knowledge that he has a reaction.

I also wonder what kind of reaction he has!! Because with my medicine allergy, it’s not life threatening and it really just gives me hives and makes me uncomfortable and itchy. We can definitely infer that his reaction is life threatening given how intensely he responded, but it also could be something less intense and he just had a knee jerk reaction (I mean if someone can at me with something I’m a allergic to I’d definitely react, life threatening or not).

All in all, thank you for the correction!! I most definitely shouldve rewatched that episode or at the very least done more research. His reaction still fits with my original analysis which is less of a blow to my ego (your girl hates being wrong) but yeah! Beta lactums!

[lavvylove]

I cried what😭🙏🏻 I need me a part two or I might die

Something Important

Summary: When your best friend cancels on your routine evening of hanging out, you’re a little hurt. Even more so that he cancels after he was supposed to have arrived. Unfortunately, Spencer’s reasoning doesn’t help the situation.

Tags: Angst, sadness, unrequited feelings, mention of Maeve/start of the storyline but no real spoiler, not a happy ending fic.

Comments and constructive criticism or feedback are always welcome. As are anon messages.

Updated with gender neutral language for the reader!!***

You couldn’t stop Derek in time from asking him.

You had hoped the actual truth would satisfy your nosy teammate, but he had taken the truth to be a cover up, and like the gossip he was, had decided to try to get the answer he wanted to hear out of Spencer.

“Pretty boy - what did you and pretty boo over there do this Sunday?” His voice is teasing, insinuating something that you know will never happen. While you might be in love with your best friend, you know he doesn’t feel the same way about you.

Spencer’s brow furrows immediately in confusion but he doesn’t spare you a glance.

“Nothing? I had plans”.

Derek stops in his tracks, mouth parting in surprise, looking from you to Spencer and back again. Your eyes beg him to use his profiling abilities for good and drop the subject, but he doesn’t listen to your silent pleas.

“You… had plans? That didn’t involve them… this Sunday?”

Spencer hates when Derek acts like he knows something Spencer doesn’t - hates the tone of voice he uses, the disbelief that Spencer could have a life outside of this team, so he doesn’t hold back the bite in his own tone.

“Yes? Is that really so surprising — Why are you even asking? It’s not like there was something important happening on Sunday. I was busy.”

Derek doesn’t have time to reply to Spencer before the rest of the team comes into the conference room and you use the opportunity to change the subject, your blunt nails digging into your palms at Spencer’s answer to prevent yourself from crying.

“Penelope! How bad is this one?”

Her grimace is answer enough, and Derek drops the subject, the team diving into the new case as soon as they sit down. You refuse to look at Derek, even as you feel him try to catch your eye. A little bitterly, you wonder how he was able to profile your feelings for the resident genius, but not able to profile your desperate desire for him to stop talking.

Spencer doesn’t understand why Derek asked him about his Sunday. Sure, it had been a little awkward when you’d called him, asking why he was late, when he’d be at your place or if he needed a ride. You two did generally have a standing routine when you weren’t on cases - he could have sworn he had told you he couldn’t make it this past Sunday, but realized in the craze of the last case, it had slipped his mind. When he told you he couldn’t make it, that he already had other plans, you had gone quiet for a moment on the other line, but had quickly chuckled - teasing him that for once his eidetic memory didn’t help him.

He had felt a little guilty at first, but he reasoned with himself that he saw you nearly every day. He only got to talk to Maeve on Sundays. Now that they had agreed to a day and time for him to call her, he would have to revisit your standing arrangement - maybe it could be moved to Monday nights.

Spencer is taken out of his thoughts when you stand suddenly, rushing from the room before Hotch even finishing saying his signature “wheels up”. He moves to grab his files, turning towards Derek to find the older man looking at him disappointedly. Before he can ask, Derek just sighs and leaves the room, calling your name.

Spencer doesn’t have time to figure out what had just happened - the case moves quickly and it’s all he can do to stay focused.

When they wrap everything up, Spencer should be happy but instead he’s confused. Derek won’t tell him why he is disappointed in him, you’re barely speaking to him at all - you didn’t laugh at a single one of his jokes, and he thinks Derek said something to Penelope because she’s barely talking to him either.

On the jet home, Spencer manages to snag a seat next to you. Once the rest of the team appears to be decompressing on their own, he turns his body to yours, whispering.

“I’m sorry for cancelling on you, and forgetting to tell you beforehand”.

You startle, and Spencer doesn’t understand why his chest aches at your guarded expression.

“It’s fine. What… what were you doing?”

Your voice is tentative, soft. Spencer has kept Maeve a secret from everyone so far, but you’re his best friend. He doesn’t want to lie to you, so he takes a deep breath in before exhaling.

“You remember when I was having those migraines?”

At your nod of affirmation, he shoots you a shy smile, continuing.

“Well this geneticist reached out to me about an article I wrote that got published - we started talking and eventually they looked at my MRI scans as a favor. They gave me a solution!”

He’s excited, and you’re thrilled that his migraines are gone. You’d researched countless solutions, tried to convince him to take a whole regiment of vitamins, supplements, and dietary changes - anything that could possibly help. However, you have no idea what this has to do with why he practically stood you up on Sunday of all days.

“…who knew magnesium and vitamin B2 would solve everything. She’s amazing and so smart too!”

You shake your head in shock when his words register in your brain.

“Spencer, I tried to get you to take both of those vitamins four months ago. It was the first solution I brought to you”.

Spencer cocks his head at you, eyes narrowing.

“Are you sure? I don’t remember that…and Sunday aside, I have a pretty good memory.” He gives you a small smirk, one you normally love on him but this time it only hurts to see.

You stare at him in disbelief before closing your eyes for a deep breath.

“What does this geneticist have to do with Sunday?” You ask, moving your hands to your lap, digging your nails into your palms once more, afraid of the answer.

Spencer blushes a pretty red and you wish you didn’t find him quite so cute.

“Um, well - we, we talk on Sundays. I call her. It’s complicated. Which reminds me, um, could we maybe change our hang out routine to a different day? Maybe Mondays?”

You don’t respond immediately so Spencer rambles.

“Our schedule is already so crazy, so it was hard to find a time that worked for us both and I didn’t think you’d mind. I… I think I’m falling in love with her. She’s really amazing and I know we haven’t met yet but it’s so effortless to talk to her -”

You cut him off, your stomach in your throat.

“Yeah, we can just… cancel them. Excuse me, I need the bathroom”.

You don’t hear his reply, pushing past him and walking quickly towards the small bathroom on the jet. You can feel the tears welling up in your eyes as you kneel before the toilet, struggling not to throw up.

Spencer Reid had cancelled on you to talk on the phone with some woman he had never met. A woman he was possibly falling in love with.

You heave into the toilet, then sit on the floor while fat silent tears roll down your cheeks. Shakily, you stand, then splash cold water on your face and swirl some in your mouth. You exit the bathroom quietly, searching for a seat away from Spencer, determined to pretend to sleep the rest of the way home. Before you can though, JJ calls your name, Alex Blake turning towards you as well.

“Since we didn’t get to take you out to celebrate on Sunday, let’s all go out to eat when we land!”

“You guys go ahead- I’m not feeling well. Shouldn’t have had that extra coffee before take off, ha.” You manage a fake smile but both women give you a look of concern.

Derek pipes up, speaking louder than he needs to, as if to make sure everyone on the jet hears him.

“We can’t celebrate a birthday without the birthday boo!”

Spencer looks up to see Derek staring right at him disapprovingly. He feels like he’s stepped into a bubble where the sound is muffled and distorted so he doesn’t hear your response but he can feel the color drain from his face. His eyes widen in horror and Derek just purses his lips at him, his expression still holding his disappointment.

Spencer had missed your birthday. He had forgotten his best friend’s birthday. The birthday he promised would be unforgettable after discovering how little you normally celebrated.

He turns to see you found a new seat, away from him. Your head is pressed against the jet wall but he swears he can see tear tracks on your cheeks. His heart clenches and he’s about to stand, an apology on the tip of his tongue when his memory decides to work again. To remind him of what he said when Derek had questioned him at the round table.

“…not like there was something important happening on Sunday”.

“Not like… Something important”

He doesn’t know that the same sentence is running through your head on repeat, that it’s all you’d been able to think about since the words left his mouth. Doesn’t know that now you’re wondering how a woman he’s never even met is more important. Doesn’t know you’re wondering why you fell in love with someone who thinks the day you were born isn’t something important.

Spencer doesn’t know any of this but he does know that he’s hurt you and that he has no idea how to fix it. He’s never at a loss for words but now he finds himself shooting furtive glances over his shoulder to you, watching as you pretend to be asleep.

Shit. What was he going to do?

[lavvylove]

Hello.

I am Laila Shaqura, a Palestinian, displaced from northern Gaza to the south due to the war.

We live in very difficult conditions here, especially after entering Rafah. There is no safe place to go. We now live in a tent west of the city of Rafah, where insects, garbage, and epidemics spread due to the lack of necessary treatments and clean drinking water. We were all infected with hepatitis and it was very difficult. In addition to that, the very high temperature here in the tent, the bombing and destruction everywhere, we live in terror here.

Our future and education have been destroyed, neither schools nor universities.

Amon was supposed to have finished high school this year, and then I would go to university and fulfill the dream of years, but unfortunately everything was destroyed. Our homes, our memories, and our childhood were destroyed.

Even the basic necessities of life have become unavailable.

In fact, we are struggling to survive.

There is no safe place and there is no solution but to leave the country, but unfortunately travel costs are very high.

My uncle set up a fundraising link for us to help evacuate us to safety.

Please help us and share it on your page or with your friends, thank you🩶

[lavvylove]

Overwhelmingly In Love

This is my first time really writing on this platform in a fanfiction sense so I really hope this reaches the right people. I love Spencer and I kinda envisioned the early seasons Spencer, like glasses Spence before he's all tortured

Content: S.R x Reader, fluff, depictions of being nervous, and inner thoughts and such, two idiots in love, primarily Spencer's point of view, a sweet kiss on the forehead, if I missed anything let me know!

It’s unclear when all of this started for Spencer, he doesn’t know if it was a natural progression or if it was a shot to the chest but he knows he feels it. Looking back it could’ve been when he realized this pretty girl wasn’t insincere in her affection. Or maybe it was the first time he caught the scent of her perfume and realized he liked it. It also could’ve been when he realized she had memorized his coffee preferences and genuinely listened to his ramblings.

“Spencer?” That voice called out, making him look up from the file before him. Spencer couldn’t imagine ignoring her, not now and not ever. He cleared his throat and felt his face growing hot as he saw her soft look, an uneasy smile stretching over his lips. He opened his mouth to speak but the overwhelmingly pretty girl cut him off. She smiled ever so sweetly at the tall man. “You okay? You’ve been staring at that file for a while.”

Spencer felt his heart kick in a way that made him almost throw up. “I’m great.. good yeah good that’s what I am-” her laughter cut him off and Spencer wished the world would open up and swallow him whole. She’s too much, her voice and her smile and oh my god she’s leaning closer and suddenly Spencer has to hold his breath.

Her soft hand brushed over his face and Spencer had to bite back any noise he was going to make. “You’re all red,” she noted softly, “but you don’t have a fever which is good.” Spencer’s breath was shallow and raspy as he tried not to burst into laughter or dance or just kiss her right there.

“Fevers.. are actually not inherently dangerous.” He murmured softly as he realized her hand wasn’t going anywhere and suddenly he couldn’t shut up. “Fevers.. are the body’s first line of defense against an infection. It means your body is doing what it should to keep us from getting sick-”

“My mom used to kiss my forehead when I got sick.” Her soft voice cut through his monologue. Spencer could’ve sworn he stopped breathing, he could swear she was sent here to kill him and take him up to heaven. This is an insane thought to Spencer, he’s never believed in the idea of heaven or hell and yet this girl might just change that.

“She… okay..” He breathed out, unable to tear his eyes away from hers. It was overwhelming, her lips suddenly pressing to his forehead and her perfume wafting into his face. She was overwhelming and he had to sit there catatonically as she walked away. Even JJ couldn’t knock him out of his stupor as he blankly stared at the doorway she’d left from. Spencer knew so much and yet right now he could only say one thing..

Spencer Reid is so overwhelmingly in love.

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Welcome!

Hello! My name is Lavender but feel free to call me anything you think fits! I love to write and I love head cannons for my various fandoms. I'm 18 and just recently graduated high school, I'm set to attend university in the fall to study English teaching with a minor in secondary education.

Fandoms: These are the fandoms I feel comfortable enough to write for when it comes to head cannons or one shots or even a book if I feel so inclined! Hopefully, this will grow in the future!

Criminal Minds

Haikyu!!

Attack on Titan

Masterlist:

Criminal Minds:

S.R Carbenicillin Theory

Overwhelmingly In Love (S. Reid)

Haikyu!!:

Teaspoons (K. Tsukishima)

Attack on Titan:

Coming Soon!!

[lavvylove]

So we learn in Criminal Minds that Spencer Reid is allergic to Carbenicillin.

Carbenicillin is a bacterial antibiotic, usually given by IV but can be given orally if needed. Now, I spent a while in the ER a few days ago and when you do that they give you a red band that labels any medications you’re allergic to.

I was looking at it and went down a rabbit whole about what it treats. Then I remembered the Carbenicillin and I went down a rabbit hole about that.

Carbenicillin is a bacterial antibiotic used primarily to treat urinary tract infections or protatitis (extreme uti essentially). At first I was kinda shocked until I really remembered what Spencer’s childhood and early adulthood was like.

All of his time has always been devoted to everyone and everything else, his mother or his school or his job. If his mother is having an episode, how is he supposed to go to the bathroom? If he’s working and his entire focus is on that, why would he stop for something as menial as a potty break?

All this to say, I think Spencer had (or very likely could still have) issues with going to the bathroom when the need arises. He gets busy and avoids it and when he was younger it led to the discovery of his allergy. Did MGG or the writers intend for some 18-year-old girl to deduce all this? Probably not, but I think it’s so genuinely interesting and a very cool insight into what seems so small but could be one of his many sources of worry like “Did I go pee earlier? Do I have to know..? Oh god not another uti..” and as a girl with chronic bladder issues I feel seen

@nereidprinc3ss please read this I think you’d find it so intriguing and I’m sorry if it’s creepy that someone you don’t know is tagging you😭🙏🏻

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I wanna start writing on here but I’m SCARED that no one will like it.. or read it..