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as much as i hurt now, i'm only going to get better. unlike me- you actually lost someone who loves you

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you told me i couldn't change your mind and you watched me break. then not even a week later you decided it was mistake

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[lancasterfate]

run away with me...

[lancasterfate]

why do people feel the need to voice their opinion on what others do with their lives? i don't care what you think, so no do not give me that bull that you think you know whats best for me. i'm gonna do what i want to do. please exit left.

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not all who wonder are lost.

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amen.

[lancasterfate]

please.. don't give up on me.

[lancasterfate]

you say this is how we learn. we love and we lose and this is how we learn. we give our hearts to boys who lock them in boxes and take them 2,000 miles away, and this is how we learn. we let boys we barely know kiss us in places we stop recognizing, and this is how we learn. we write poem after poem about the one who got away, but the one thing we haven’t learned is that we are the one who got away. we’ve gotten away from ourselves, we’ve given our lives to lonely boys in bathroom stalls, and we never actually learn. we stop recognizing our features when we look in the mirror and we become people we have to learn about, again. our hands are not our own, our smiles are not our own, our laughs are not our own: the things we once held close to our chests stop belonging to us. you say this is how we learn. this is how we learn to build up walls, to protect ourselves, to be the mothers we never had. we have our love taken from us and we never get it back, we come to a point where we are running on empty and we have nothing left to love ourselves with. you say this is how we learn to stand up tall, to lock our hearts away, to lock ourselves away, to become the kind of person people see and can’t figure out. you say this is how we learn, but if i’ve learned at all, it’s that i don’t know anything.

we learn how to lose ourselves without really learning anything (via compljcated)

honestly...

[lancasterfate]

REALITY CHECK - do NOT be scared to leave someone you've been with for a long time because you're scared to have wasted all the time. if you're NOT happy, get out while you can. do NOT let them dictate YOUR decisions.

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[lancasterfate]

and when anger leaves bruises, you now know you're all alone.

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[lancasterfate]

first of all what the fuck

me everytime im about to argue back (via disneyskellington)

[lancasterfate]

why is it so painful, i should've been prepared for this?

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[lancasterfate]

it's october now, your birthday has come and gone. we're hanging by a thread and i'm the only one trying to hang on.

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worst year of my life. and it's only march.

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i'm over it all. i'm not allowed to be happy, i don't know what else to do. suicides cowardly, blaming is for elementary, crying is weak. what else is there for me?

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[lancasterfate]

I always had that dream... So i started writing songs, i started writing stories.

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[lancasterfate]

such a shame

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