kissofhoon

[kissofhoon]

hihi everyone! as you all know i’ve been talking about moving blogs, and i stuck to my word! i wanted a fresh, new, clean slate and lowkey i think i may be shadowbanned? 💀 but anyways, i’ll be moving to @geutori while also keeping this one up for maybe a month or so. pretty pretty please follow me on there! thank you all <33

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EEEEKK THE THEME

THANK YOU SO MUCH LUNA <3333 yours is so dreamy i adore it so much

[kissofhoon]

IMPERFECT FOR YOU !

૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა ⠀ ── ⠀ 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌 𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗇'𝗍 𝗆𝖾𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗀.

𝒑𝖺͟𝗂͟𝗋͟𝗂͟𝗇͟𝗀 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗄 𝗃𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗌𝖾𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗑 𝗀𝗇 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 𝙜𝖾͟𝗇͟𝗋͟𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗌𝗍, 𝖾𝗑𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌 𝒘𝗈͟𝗋͟𝖽 𝒄𝗈͟𝗎͟𝗇͟𝗍 𝟪𝟪𝟪 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝖽𝗌 𝒘𝖺͟𝗋͟𝗇͟𝗂͟𝗇͟𝗀͟𝗌 𝖼𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌. (𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗃𝖺𝗒) 𝒏𝗈͟𝗍͟𝖾͟𝗌 𝗉𝖾𝗇𝗇𝗒 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 ! ( 𝓵𝗂𝖻𝗋𝖺𝗋𝗒 )

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any relationship of yours never went well, your track record being more than enough proof to back any claim you’ve made about your love life.

your last two boyfriends sucked – one was emotionally unavailable, and the other? he swore he would never cheat but the instagram stories and dms your friends showed you said otherwise. your exes made you swear off relationships, but you found a man that was much more charming and kind than the others, one you thought could break the curse you thought was placed upon you.

that most recent relationship of yours met the same fate, but at the same time, you were happy it did. as unfortunate as it was, you were grateful for the memories that outweighed the miscommunication and petty fights.

jay was a good man, as good as they came – sure, he showed the bare minimum and even exceeded your expectations by being a magnificent cook, having an impeccable sense of fashion, and being all around respectful (unlike your exes), but even then he had his flaws.

he prioritized you, but he prioritized his work more. though there was nothing wrong with how hardworking he was, there were times where you felt as if you never existed with how much he was constantly working. he would visit you late at night, stay the night, and leave before you woke up. sometimes, he still took you into consideration, a heartwarming breakfast and note on your counter acknowledging his absence and stating how much he loved you. but more often than not, he’d leave your apartment without a trace. he would cancel dates as well, claiming he got caught up in some paperwork or that he had some important meeting that he couldn’t get out of. it was exhausting, but you were always so understanding.

his own emotions were never the topic of any of your heartfelt moments, jay opting to hear every little qualm and predicament you may have. your poor love life had you riddled with insecurities, wondering when jay was bound to leave or cheat. you constantly pitted yourself against other girls, wondering what you lacked and what jay truly saw in you when there were clearly others that seemed to his standards, the standards that you had set in your head. you never felt like you were enough for him, but he believed otherwise as he held you close and whispered sweet nothings and reassurance into your ear when times like those occurred.

he was a bit of a hard head too, never accepting whenever he was wrong until after you two shared powerful packed words during disagreements of yours. you were the same, yet you’d never admit it – too proud to admit that you were also in the wrong.

another night of discourse, both you and jay were irritated with each other. nothing could ease the tension in the air and the emotions that bubbled. it was on the same topic most of your disagreements dealt with – the lack of time you had with each other.

jay was clearly upset, his negative feelings radiating off of him. “it’s like you never listen to me! i already told you, i’m busy.”

“no one is ever that fucking busy, jay.” you said, eyes rolling in pure annoyance.

“well i am! can you blame me for constantly being on schedule?” jay’s hands went up in defense, his shoulders shrugged as he did.

“no… but god, is it really that hard to plan at least one day for me?” your last few words were laced with sadness, your arms slightly crossing over your chest after you spoke.

“here we go again,” jay let out a deep and frustrated sigh, a hand running down his face. “i just said i’m constantly on schedule. how am i gonna explain to my boss that i’m calling out because my girlfriend asked me to?”

you shook your head in objection, a finger raising to stop him. “i didn’t say to call out of work for me. i’m just asking for a chance to see you because we’ve barely seen each other this week!”

he had lowered his head at your words, another deep sigh escaping him. “don’t you think i’ve tried? do you seriously think i haven’t tried to?”

“if you really tried, we would have had at least one date night.” you mumbled, your shoulders rising and dropping in a shrug.

jay looked up at you again, a brow raised in disbelief. “so you don’t believe me? are you fucking kidding me?”

“i’m not saying i don’t believe you. i’m just saying… i thought you would have tried harder.” you said reluctantly, shoulders shrugging once again.

jay shook his head, your words earning a dry chuckle. “god, you’re unbelievable.”

even after all your emotional remarks and hard times, he loved you like he loved no other. though you felt like you weren’t worthy of his love, he constantly proved that you were more than worthy of it.

as you sat beside him, catching up on each others’ lives after not seeing each other months after the break up, you were thankful a man like him graced your life. while times were bad, there was still good in the memories shared.

and you hoped you could make more memories with him. err – someone like him.

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© kissofhoon, 2024

[kissofhoon]

im gonna kiss this theme. i love.

i'm gonna kiss urs, don't even

[kissofhoon]

UR THEME PENNY😫 I LOVE LOVE :p

THANK YOU SO MUCH SAVVY!! LOOK AT YOUUUUUURS ITS SO STUNNING!!!!

[kissofhoon]

guys i fear my kissofhoon era is coming to an end... I am Nawt rocking w it anymore ☝😞

[kissofhoon]

IMPERFECT FOR YOU !

૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა ⠀ ── ⠀ 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌 𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗇'𝗍 𝗆𝖾𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗀.

𝒑𝖺͟𝗂͟𝗋͟𝗂͟𝗇͟𝗀 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗄 𝗃𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗌𝖾𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗑 𝗀𝗇 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 𝙜𝖾͟𝗇͟𝗋͟𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗌𝗍, 𝖾𝗑𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌 𝒘𝗈͟𝗋͟𝖽 𝒄𝗈͟𝗎͟𝗇͟𝗍 𝟪𝟪𝟪 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝖽𝗌 𝒘𝖺͟𝗋͟𝗇͟𝗂͟𝗇͟𝗀͟𝗌 𝖼𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌. (𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗃𝖺𝗒) 𝒏𝗈͟𝗍͟𝖾͟𝗌 𝗉𝖾𝗇𝗇𝗒 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 ! ( 𝓵𝗂𝖻𝗋𝖺𝗋𝗒 )

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any relationship of yours never went well, your track record being more than enough proof to back any claim you’ve made about your love life.

your last two boyfriends sucked – one was emotionally unavailable, and the other? he swore he would never cheat but the instagram stories and dms your friends showed you said otherwise. your exes made you swear off relationships, but you found a man that was much more charming and kind than the others, one you thought could break the curse you thought was placed upon you.

that most recent relationship of yours met the same fate, but at the same time, you were happy it did. as unfortunate as it was, you were grateful for the memories that outweighed the miscommunication and petty fights.

jay was a good man, as good as they came – sure, he showed the bare minimum and even exceeded your expectations by being a magnificent cook, having an impeccable sense of fashion, and being all around respectful (unlike your exes), but even then he had his flaws.

he prioritized you, but he prioritized his work more. though there was nothing wrong with how hardworking he was, there were times where you felt as if you never existed with how much he was constantly working. he would visit you late at night, stay the night, and leave before you woke up. sometimes, he still took you into consideration, a heartwarming breakfast and note on your counter acknowledging his absence and stating how much he loved you. but more often than not, he’d leave your apartment without a trace. he would cancel dates as well, claiming he got caught up in some paperwork or that he had some important meeting that he couldn’t get out of. it was exhausting, but you were always so understanding.

his own emotions were never the topic of any of your heartfelt moments, jay opting to hear every little qualm and predicament you may have. your poor love life had you riddled with insecurities, wondering when jay was bound to leave or cheat. you constantly pitted yourself against other girls, wondering what you lacked and what jay truly saw in you when there were clearly others that seemed to his standards, the standards that you had set in your head. you never felt like you were enough for him, but he believed otherwise as he held you close and whispered sweet nothings and reassurance into your ear when times like those occurred.

he was a bit of a hard head too, never accepting whenever he was wrong until after you two shared powerful packed words during disagreements of yours. you were the same, yet you’d never admit it – too proud to admit that you were also in the wrong.

another night of discourse, both you and jay were irritated with each other. nothing could ease the tension in the air and the emotions that bubbled. it was on the same topic most of your disagreements dealt with – the lack of time you had with each other.

jay was clearly upset, his negative feelings radiating off of him. “it’s like you never listen to me! i already told you, i’m busy.”

“no one is ever that fucking busy, jay.” you said, eyes rolling in pure annoyance.

“well i am! can you blame me for constantly being on schedule?” jay’s hands went up in defense, his shoulders shrugged as he did.

“no… but god, is it really that hard to plan at least one day for me?” your last few words were laced with sadness, your arms slightly crossing over your chest after you spoke.

“here we go again,” jay let out a deep and frustrated sigh, a hand running down his face. “i just said i’m constantly on schedule. how am i gonna explain to my boss that i’m calling out because my girlfriend asked me to?”

you shook your head in objection, a finger raising to stop him. “i didn’t say to call out of work for me. i’m just asking for a chance to see you because we’ve barely seen each other this week!”

he had lowered his head at your words, another deep sigh escaping him. “don’t you think i’ve tried? do you seriously think i haven’t tried to?”

“if you really tried, we would have had at least one date night.” you mumbled, your shoulders rising and dropping in a shrug.

jay looked up at you again, a brow raised in disbelief. “so you don’t believe me? are you fucking kidding me?”

“i’m not saying i don’t believe you. i’m just saying… i thought you would have tried harder.” you said reluctantly, shoulders shrugging once again.

jay shook his head, your words earning a dry chuckle. “god, you’re unbelievable.”

even after all your emotional remarks and hard times, he loved you like he loved no other. though you felt like you weren’t worthy of his love, he constantly proved that you were more than worthy of it.

as you sat beside him, catching up on each others’ lives after not seeing each other months after the break up, you were thankful a man like him graced your life. while times were bad, there was still good in the memories shared.

and you hoped you could make more memories with him. err – someone like him.

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© kissofhoon, 2024

[kissofhoon]

temp theme bc i’m unhappy w it. and bc i want to move to another blog ://

[kissofhoon]

NEVERMIND SCREW THE IDEA I HAD, I HAVE ANOTHER BETTER ONE!!!!!!

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omg wait what if i upload the ghostface smau i have.... WAIT.

guess who shockingly has the motivation to write! idk if i'll be able to finish and publish works buuuuut maybe there'll be new updates sometime soon? maybe for halloween?

[kissofhoon]

guess who shockingly has the motivation to write! idk if i'll be able to finish and publish works buuuuut maybe there'll be new updates sometime soon? maybe for halloween?

[kissofhoon]

IMPERFECT FOR YOU !

૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა ⠀ ── ⠀ 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌 𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗇'𝗍 𝗆𝖾𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗀.

𝒑𝖺͟𝗂͟𝗋͟𝗂͟𝗇͟𝗀 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗄 𝗃𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗌𝖾𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗑 𝗀𝗇 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 𝙜𝖾͟𝗇͟𝗋͟𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗌𝗍, 𝖾𝗑𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌 𝒘𝗈͟𝗋͟𝖽 𝒄𝗈͟𝗎͟𝗇͟𝗍 𝟪𝟪𝟪 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝖽𝗌 𝒘𝖺͟𝗋͟𝗇͟𝗂͟𝗇͟𝗀͟𝗌 𝖼𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌. (𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗃𝖺𝗒) 𝒏𝗈͟𝗍͟𝖾͟𝗌 𝗉𝖾𝗇𝗇𝗒 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 ! ( 𝓵𝗂𝖻𝗋𝖺𝗋𝗒 )

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any relationship of yours never went well, your track record being more than enough proof to back any claim you’ve made about your love life.

your last two boyfriends sucked – one was emotionally unavailable, and the other? he swore he would never cheat but the instagram stories and dms your friends showed you said otherwise. your exes made you swear off relationships, but you found a man that was much more charming and kind than the others, one you thought could break the curse you thought was placed upon you.

that most recent relationship of yours met the same fate, but at the same time, you were happy it did. as unfortunate as it was, you were grateful for the memories that outweighed the miscommunication and petty fights.

jay was a good man, as good as they came – sure, he showed the bare minimum and even exceeded your expectations by being a magnificent cook, having an impeccable sense of fashion, and being all around respectful (unlike your exes), but even then he had his flaws.

he prioritized you, but he prioritized his work more. though there was nothing wrong with how hardworking he was, there were times where you felt as if you never existed with how much he was constantly working. he would visit you late at night, stay the night, and leave before you woke up. sometimes, he still took you into consideration, a heartwarming breakfast and note on your counter acknowledging his absence and stating how much he loved you. but more often than not, he’d leave your apartment without a trace. he would cancel dates as well, claiming he got caught up in some paperwork or that he had some important meeting that he couldn’t get out of. it was exhausting, but you were always so understanding.

his own emotions were never the topic of any of your heartfelt moments, jay opting to hear every little qualm and predicament you may have. your poor love life had you riddled with insecurities, wondering when jay was bound to leave or cheat. you constantly pitted yourself against other girls, wondering what you lacked and what jay truly saw in you when there were clearly others that seemed to his standards, the standards that you had set in your head. you never felt like you were enough for him, but he believed otherwise as he held you close and whispered sweet nothings and reassurance into your ear when times like those occurred.

he was a bit of a hard head too, never accepting whenever he was wrong until after you two shared powerful packed words during disagreements of yours. you were the same, yet you’d never admit it – too proud to admit that you were also in the wrong.

another night of discourse, both you and jay were irritated with each other. nothing could ease the tension in the air and the emotions that bubbled. it was on the same topic most of your disagreements dealt with – the lack of time you had with each other.

jay was clearly upset, his negative feelings radiating off of him. “it’s like you never listen to me! i already told you, i’m busy.”

“no one is ever that fucking busy, jay.” you said, eyes rolling in pure annoyance.

“well i am! can you blame me for constantly being on schedule?” jay’s hands went up in defense, his shoulders shrugged as he did.

“no… but god, is it really that hard to plan at least one day for me?” your last few words were laced with sadness, your arms slightly crossing over your chest after you spoke.

“here we go again,” jay let out a deep and frustrated sigh, a hand running down his face. “i just said i’m constantly on schedule. how am i gonna explain to my boss that i’m calling out because my girlfriend asked me to?”

you shook your head in objection, a finger raising to stop him. “i didn’t say to call out of work for me. i’m just asking for a chance to see you because we’ve barely seen each other this week!”

he had lowered his head at your words, another deep sigh escaping him. “don’t you think i’ve tried? do you seriously think i haven’t tried to?”

“if you really tried, we would have had at least one date night.” you mumbled, your shoulders rising and dropping in a shrug.

jay looked up at you again, a brow raised in disbelief. “so you don’t believe me? are you fucking kidding me?”

“i’m not saying i don’t believe you. i’m just saying… i thought you would have tried harder.” you said reluctantly, shoulders shrugging once again.

jay shook his head, your words earning a dry chuckle. “god, you’re unbelievable.”

even after all your emotional remarks and hard times, he loved you like he loved no other. though you felt like you weren’t worthy of his love, he constantly proved that you were more than worthy of it.

as you sat beside him, catching up on each others’ lives after not seeing each other months after the break up, you were thankful a man like him graced your life. while times were bad, there was still good in the memories shared.

and you hoped you could make more memories with him. err – someone like him.

─────────────────────────

© kissofhoon, 2024

[kissofhoon]

IMPERFECT FOR YOU !

૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა ⠀ ── ⠀ 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌 𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗇'𝗍 𝗆𝖾𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗀.

𝒑𝖺͟𝗂͟𝗋͟𝗂͟𝗇͟𝗀 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗄 𝗃𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗌𝖾𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗑 𝗀𝗇 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 𝙜𝖾͟𝗇͟𝗋͟𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗌𝗍, 𝖾𝗑𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌 𝒘𝗈͟𝗋͟𝖽 𝒄𝗈͟𝗎͟𝗇͟𝗍 𝟪𝟪𝟪 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝖽𝗌 𝒘𝖺͟𝗋͟𝗇͟𝗂͟𝗇͟𝗀͟𝗌 𝖼𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌. (𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗃𝖺𝗒) 𝒏𝗈͟𝗍͟𝖾͟𝗌 𝗉𝖾𝗇𝗇𝗒 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 ! ( 𝓵𝗂𝖻𝗋𝖺𝗋𝗒 )

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any relationship of yours never went well, your track record being more than enough proof to back any claim you’ve made about your love life.

your last two boyfriends sucked – one was emotionally unavailable, and the other? he swore he would never cheat but the instagram stories and dms your friends showed you said otherwise. your exes made you swear off relationships, but you found a man that was much more charming and kind than the others, one you thought could break the curse you thought was placed upon you.

that most recent relationship of yours met the same fate, but at the same time, you were happy it did. as unfortunate as it was, you were grateful for the memories that outweighed the miscommunication and petty fights.

jay was a good man, as good as they came – sure, he showed the bare minimum and even exceeded your expectations by being a magnificent cook, having an impeccable sense of fashion, and being all around respectful (unlike your exes), but even then he had his flaws.

he prioritized you, but he prioritized his work more. though there was nothing wrong with how hardworking he was, there were times where you felt as if you never existed with how much he was constantly working. he would visit you late at night, stay the night, and leave before you woke up. sometimes, he still took you into consideration, a heartwarming breakfast and note on your counter acknowledging his absence and stating how much he loved you. but more often than not, he’d leave your apartment without a trace. he would cancel dates as well, claiming he got caught up in some paperwork or that he had some important meeting that he couldn’t get out of. it was exhausting, but you were always so understanding.

his own emotions were never the topic of any of your heartfelt moments, jay opting to hear every little qualm and predicament you may have. your poor love life had you riddled with insecurities, wondering when jay was bound to leave or cheat. you constantly pitted yourself against other girls, wondering what you lacked and what jay truly saw in you when there were clearly others that seemed to his standards, the standards that you had set in your head. you never felt like you were enough for him, but he believed otherwise as he held you close and whispered sweet nothings and reassurance into your ear when times like those occurred.

he was a bit of a hard head too, never accepting whenever he was wrong until after you two shared powerful packed words during disagreements of yours. you were the same, yet you’d never admit it – too proud to admit that you were also in the wrong.

another night of discourse, both you and jay were irritated with each other. nothing could ease the tension in the air and the emotions that bubbled. it was on the same topic most of your disagreements dealt with – the lack of time you had with each other.

jay was clearly upset, his negative feelings radiating off of him. “it’s like you never listen to me! i already told you, i’m busy.”

“no one is ever that fucking busy, jay.” you said, eyes rolling in pure annoyance.

“well i am! can you blame me for constantly being on schedule?” jay’s hands went up in defense, his shoulders shrugged as he did.

“no… but god, is it really that hard to plan at least one day for me?” your last few words were laced with sadness, your arms slightly crossing over your chest after you spoke.

“here we go again,” jay let out a deep and frustrated sigh, a hand running down his face. “i just said i’m constantly on schedule. how am i gonna explain to my boss that i’m calling out because my girlfriend asked me to?”

you shook your head in objection, a finger raising to stop him. “i didn’t say to call out of work for me. i’m just asking for a chance to see you because we’ve barely seen each other this week!”

he had lowered his head at your words, another deep sigh escaping him. “don’t you think i’ve tried? do you seriously think i haven’t tried to?”

“if you really tried, we would have had at least one date night.” you mumbled, your shoulders rising and dropping in a shrug.

jay looked up at you again, a brow raised in disbelief. “so you don’t believe me? are you fucking kidding me?”

“i’m not saying i don’t believe you. i’m just saying… i thought you would have tried harder.” you said reluctantly, shoulders shrugging once again.

jay shook his head, your words earning a dry chuckle. “god, you’re unbelievable.”

even after all your emotional remarks and hard times, he loved you like he loved no other. though you felt like you weren’t worthy of his love, he constantly proved that you were more than worthy of it.

as you sat beside him, catching up on each others’ lives after not seeing each other months after the break up, you were thankful a man like him graced your life. while times were bad, there was still good in the memories shared.

and you hoped you could make more memories with him. err – someone like him.

─────────────────────────

© kissofhoon, 2024

[kissofhoon]

TAGLIST ⠀ ᯓᡣ𐭩 ⠀ @jakesangel @greentulip

IMPERFECT FOR YOU !

૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა ⠀ ── ⠀ 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌 𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗇'𝗍 𝗆𝖾𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗀.

𝒑𝖺͟𝗂͟𝗋͟𝗂͟𝗇͟𝗀 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗄 𝗃𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗌𝖾𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗑 𝗀𝗇 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 𝙜𝖾͟𝗇͟𝗋͟𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗌𝗍, 𝖾𝗑𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌 𝒘𝗈͟𝗋͟𝖽 𝒄𝗈͟𝗎͟𝗇͟𝗍 𝟪𝟪𝟪 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝖽𝗌 𝒘𝖺͟𝗋͟𝗇͟𝗂͟𝗇͟𝗀͟𝗌 𝖼𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌. (𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗃𝖺𝗒) 𝒏𝗈͟𝗍͟𝖾͟𝗌 𝗉𝖾𝗇𝗇𝗒 ����𝗈𝗆𝖾𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 ! ( 𝓵𝗂𝖻𝗋𝖺𝗋𝗒 )

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any relationship of yours never went well, your track record being more than enough proof to back any claim you’ve made about your love life.

your last two boyfriends sucked – one was emotionally unavailable, and the other? he swore he would never cheat but the instagram stories and dms your friends showed you said otherwise. your exes made you swear off relationships, but you found a man that was much more charming and kind than the others, one you thought could break the curse you thought was placed upon you.

that most recent relationship of yours met the same fate, but at the same time, you were happy it did. as unfortunate as it was, you were grateful for the memories that outweighed the miscommunication and petty fights.

jay was a good man, as good as they came – sure, he showed the bare minimum and even exceeded your expectations by being a magnificent cook, having an impeccable sense of fashion, and being all around respectful (unlike your exes), but even then he had his flaws.

he prioritized you, but he prioritized his work more. though there was nothing wrong with how hardworking he was, there were times where you felt as if you never existed with how much he was constantly working. he would visit you late at night, stay the night, and leave before you woke up. sometimes, he still took you into consideration, a heartwarming breakfast and note on your counter acknowledging his absence and stating how much he loved you. but more often than not, he’d leave your apartment without a trace. he would cancel dates as well, claiming he got caught up in some paperwork or that he had some important meeting that he couldn’t get out of. it was exhausting, but you were always so understanding.

his own emotions were never the topic of any of your heartfelt moments, jay opting to hear every little qualm and predicament you may have. your poor love life had you riddled with insecurities, wondering when jay was bound to leave or cheat. you constantly pitted yourself against other girls, wondering what you lacked and what jay truly saw in you when there were clearly others that seemed to his standards, the standards that you had set in your head. you never felt like you were enough for him, but he believed otherwise as he held you close and whispered sweet nothings and reassurance into your ear when times like those occurred.

he was a bit of a hard head too, never accepting whenever he was wrong until after you two shared powerful packed words during disagreements of yours. you were the same, yet you’d never admit it – too proud to admit that you were also in the wrong.

another night of discourse, both you and jay were irritated with each other. nothing could ease the tension in the air and the emotions that bubbled. it was on the same topic most of your disagreements dealt with – the lack of time you had with each other.

jay was clearly upset, his negative feelings radiating off of him. “it’s like you never listen to me! i already told you, i’m busy.”

“no one is ever that fucking busy, jay.” you said, eyes rolling in pure annoyance.

“well i am! can you blame me for constantly being on schedule?” jay’s hands went up in defense, his shoulders shrugged as he did.

“no… but god, is it really that hard to plan at least one day for me?” your last few words were laced with sadness, your arms slightly crossing over your chest after you spoke.

“here we go again,” jay let out a deep and frustrated sigh, a hand running down his face. “i just said i’m constantly on schedule. how am i gonna explain to my boss that i’m calling out because my girlfriend asked me to?”

you shook your head in objection, a finger raising to stop him. “i didn’t say to call out of work for me. i’m just asking for a chance to see you because we’ve barely seen each other this week!”

he had lowered his head at your words, another deep sigh escaping him. “don’t you think i’ve tried? do you seriously think i haven’t tried to?”

“if you really tried, we would have had at least one date night.” you mumbled, your shoulders rising and dropping in a shrug.

jay looked up at you again, a brow raised in disbelief. “so you don’t believe me? are you fucking kidding me?”

“i’m not saying i don’t believe you. i’m just saying… i thought you would have tried harder.” you said reluctantly, shoulders shrugging once again.

jay shook his head, your words earning a dry chuckle. “god, you’re unbelievable.”

even after all your emotional remarks and hard times, he loved you like he loved no other. though you felt like you weren’t worthy of his love, he constantly proved that you were more than worthy of it.

as you sat beside him, catching up on each others’ lives after not seeing each other months after the break up, you were thankful a man like him graced your life. while times were bad, there was still good in the memories shared.

and you hoped you could make more memories with him. err – someone like him.

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© kissofhoon, 2024

[kissofhoon]

IMPERFECT FOR YOU !

૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა ⠀ ── ⠀ 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌 𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗇'𝗍 𝗆𝖾𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗀.

𝒑𝖺͟𝗂͟𝗋͟𝗂͟𝗇͟𝗀 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗄 𝗃𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗌𝖾𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗑 𝗀𝗇 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 𝙜𝖾͟𝗇͟𝗋͟𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗌𝗍, 𝖾𝗑𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌 𝒘𝗈͟𝗋͟𝖽 𝒄𝗈͟𝗎͟𝗇͟𝗍 𝟪𝟪𝟪 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝖽𝗌 𝒘𝖺͟𝗋͟𝗇͟𝗂͟𝗇͟𝗀͟𝗌 𝖼𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌. (𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗃𝖺𝗒) 𝒏𝗈͟𝗍͟𝖾͟𝗌 𝗉𝖾𝗇𝗇𝗒 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 ! ( 𝓵𝗂𝖻𝗋𝖺𝗋𝗒 )

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any relationship of yours never went well, your track record being more than enough proof to back any claim you’ve made about your love life.

your last two boyfriends sucked – one was emotionally unavailable, and the other? he swore he would never cheat but the instagram stories and dms your friends showed you said otherwise. your exes made you swear off relationships, but you found a man that was much more charming and kind than the others, one you thought could break the curse you thought was placed upon you.

that most recent relationship of yours met the same fate, but at the same time, you were happy it did. as unfortunate as it was, you were grateful for the memories that outweighed the miscommunication and petty fights.

jay was a good man, as good as they came – sure, he showed the bare minimum and even exceeded your expectations by being a magnificent cook, having an impeccable sense of fashion, and being all around respectful (unlike your exes), but even then he had his flaws.

he prioritized you, but he prioritized his work more. though there was nothing wrong with how hardworking he was, there were times where you felt as if you never existed with how much he was constantly working. he would visit you late at night, stay the night, and leave before you woke up. sometimes, he still took you into consideration, a heartwarming breakfast and note on your counter acknowledging his absence and stating how much he loved you. but more often than not, he’d leave your apartment without a trace. he would cancel dates as well, claiming he got caught up in some paperwork or that he had some important meeting that he couldn’t get out of. it was exhausting, but you were always so understanding.

his own emotions were never the topic of any of your heartfelt moments, jay opting to hear every little qualm and predicament you may have. your poor love life had you riddled with insecurities, wondering when jay was bound to leave or cheat. you constantly pitted yourself against other girls, wondering what you lacked and what jay truly saw in you when there were clearly others that seemed to his standards, the standards that you had set in your head. you never felt like you were enough for him, but he believed otherwise as he held you close and whispered sweet nothings and reassurance into your ear when times like those occurred.

he was a bit of a hard head too, never accepting whenever he was wrong until after you two shared powerful packed words during disagreements of yours. you were the same, yet you’d never admit it – too proud to admit that you were also in the wrong.

another night of discourse, both you and jay were irritated with each other. nothing could ease the tension in the air and the emotions that bubbled. it was on the same topic most of your disagreements dealt with – the lack of time you had with each other.

jay was clearly upset, his negative feelings radiating off of him. “it’s like you never listen to me! i already told you, i’m busy.”

“no one is ever that fucking busy, jay.” you said, eyes rolling in pure annoyance.

“well i am! can you blame me for constantly being on schedule?” jay’s hands went up in defense, his shoulders shrugged as he did.

“no… but god, is it really that hard to plan at least one day for me?” your last few words were laced with sadness, your arms slightly crossing over your chest after you spoke.

“here we go again,” jay let out a deep and frustrated sigh, a hand running down his face. “i just said i’m constantly on schedule. how am i gonna explain to my boss that i’m calling out because my girlfriend asked me to?”

you shook your head in objection, a finger raising to stop him. “i didn’t say to call out of work for me. i’m just asking for a chance to see you because we’ve barely seen each other this week!”

he had lowered his head at your words, another deep sigh escaping him. “don’t you think i’ve tried? do you seriously think i haven’t tried to?”

“if you really tried, we would have had at least one date night.” you mumbled, your shoulders rising and dropping in a shrug.

jay looked up at you again, a brow raised in disbelief. “so you don’t believe me? are you fucking kidding me?”

“i’m not saying i don’t believe you. i’m just saying… i thought you would have tried harder.” you said reluctantly, shoulders shrugging once again.

jay shook his head, your words earning a dry chuckle. “god, you’re unbelievable.”

even after all your emotional remarks and hard times, he loved you like he loved no other. though you felt like you weren’t worthy of his love, he constantly proved that you were more than worthy of it.

as you sat beside him, catching up on each others’ lives after not seeing each other months after the break up, you were thankful a man like him graced your life. while times were bad, there was still good in the memories shared.

and you hoped you could make more memories with him. err – someone like him.

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© kissofhoon, 2024

[kissofhoon]

my drafts are so funny bc wdym i wrote out "another sas chapter PLS" knowing damn well i might as well discontinue the series 💀

[kissofhoon]

Ur a formula 1 fan!? Omg we might actually be long lost twins

STOP OMG. i need to know ur fav team and driver like… right now.