kiritila

[kiritila]

hiya !!! i LOVE no1sm , the writing the concept your art and EVERYTHING . i wanted to ask if i can make fanart for it ? and if so am i allowed to post it on tt or something? (ill tag you and give you full credit for the concept of course ^_^) much love !!

hello! thank you for your kind words :)

yes please omg?!?!?!!!! i genuinely lovr and appreciate fanart so much, i love getting to see your guys’ styles and interpretations of scenes. please if you ever get to posting it, tag my tiktok (@traumacoremutual) so that i can see it!!!! much love back to you!!

[kiritila]

Are you still gonna be updating no one saw me?

this is such a long time overdue, but since ive been away so long i figured this would be a good way to address everything, like whats been happening in my life and my future plans for no1sm for everyones clarity.

to put it shortly, i work full-time, and have done for nearly 2 years now. i am a product designer and i work monday-friday, 9-5. i attend a full day of college classes once a week, this day being even longer than a work day, and on top of that i have a personal work-based tutor that i have to complete work for as well. so in terms of professional obligations, im extremely busy. in my personal life, ive been seeing friends a lot, running errands, planning for weddings, parties, buying a car, SO MANY THINGS. my life has been so hectic.

ive also been suffering some health problems recently. my earliest or readers that are close friends probably know i began writing no1sm to vent my feelings about trauma i underwent, and this obviously still affects me quite greatly alongside depression and anxiety. ive also been suffering quite badly with insomnia and fatigue problems, as well as, embarrassingly, moderately bad eczema.

perhaps the most ridiculous development of all: I AM NOT CURRENTLY HYPERFIXATED ON SOUTH PARK. SHOCK HORROR. BUT PLEASE DONT PANIC: it is still my spin, stan and kyle are still my most favourite characters ever, and most of all i still ENJOY south park and enjoy thinking about, planning, and writing no1sm (when im not completely utterly knackered). ive actually recently gotten majorly into formula 1 as a result of my friends, so if there are any f1 fans following me PLEASE SAY HI!!!!! i plan to do art for it but i have been busy and im also very much a perfectionist. (FYI: my favourite driver is max verstappen. no questions asked. i also love charles daniel lando oscar and honestly most drivers on the grid. i love niki lauda james hunt seb vettel and jenson button. i had a brief mclaren tooned hyperfixation. I AM CURRENTLY INCREDIBLY DEPRESSED OVER DANIEL RICCIARDO LOSING HIS SEAT)

anyway.. getting back on track.

AM I STILL GOING TO BE UPDATING NO1SM?

YES. YES YES A MILLION TIMES YES. i dont know when, but this story is something i have to complete for myself and for you guys. i realised i was putting myself under so much pressure for it to be perfect that it sapped the love i felt for it from me. now that i no longer have visible eyes on me waiting for updates on twitter, i feel much freer and relaxed with it. i dont know how or when, but yes, the story will be completed. do not ask me about the kyle prequel ive planned though DONT DO IT.

i also dont plan on posting about updates anywhere other than tumblr going forwards. ive since moved on from the twitter south park fandom where i was most active, as i felt like i was too old to be in a fandom of minors and the discourse was simply too much. so i decided to move to a fan space and sport that is a million times worse but still somehow has been better for me. so if you still want to follow me on twitter even though i dont south park post anymore, you can follow me at @vrstappns :)

WILL NO1SM HAVE AN UPDATE SCHEDULE?

NO. sorry, my mental health and my career comes first. i want to try and find a better balance that leaves me time to write but im afraid i need time to ease myself back in after so long off and theres no guarantee how long that will take me.

WILL YOU STILL BE MAKING ART FOR NO1SM?

YES. I HOPE. who knows when though cause i havent been able to draw in a long time and im still pissed off that i cant draw max verstappen as easily as i could ever draw kyle broflovski.

AM I ALLOWED TO USE YOUR STORY AND WRITE THE ENDING FOR MYSELF?

NO. PLEASE DO NOT DO THIS. as much as other authors may encourage this I REALLY DO NOT LIKE THIS. you dont know how much work i have put into this fic as well as how much of my own life and traumas are embedded between the lines of writing. this fic is practically half of me in the same way my parents’ DNA is a part of my make-up. not to sound rude but to even think you could possibly imagine how i intend for this fic to resolve and end when you dont even know me is laughable.

HOW WILL THE INTENSE HOMOSEXUAL RIVALRIES OF FORMULA ONE INFLUENCE THE INTENSE HOMOSEXUAL RIVALRY OF STAN AND KYLE GOING FORWARDS?

im sure 2019 charles leclerc and max verstappen guided carefully by brocedes and james hunt and niki lauda will figure something out. maybe not brocedes actually i am unsure if i want stan marsh to end up like nico rosberg. but i guess he is a good youtuber too and has great hair which is two things stan is NOT. gay loser. also david coulthard and sebastian vettel are there somewhere. GAY RED BULL RACING WILL LEAD US TO WORLD PEACE

thank you so much for reading, i know youve all probably moved on with your life but its a weight off my chest to finally write this out. i love this fic and i love that you all love this fic, if you are still here. i can only apologise for how long ive made you all wait.

please just have patience with me,

thanks muchly,

mike (formerly marshplaylist) vrstappns

[kiritila]

Im just wondering if your fic has a updating schedule or if you just update it when it’s ready? Btw I love your fic it’s super well written

hello it does not have an update schedule bcus i am a college student and fulltime worker, i just update when i want and tbh thats probably gonna be less frequent i just gained a devastating f1 hyperfixation😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 so sorry my aim is still to eventually complete the fic even if it takes me thr rest of my life, its a story i need to tell

[kiritila]

i just like drawing them kissing ok

[kiritila]

welcome back no1sm

read chapter 13 here

[kiritila]

now up on my inprnt xx

first

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first

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soon!

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thanks guys

tumblr its mu birthday

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tumblr its mu birthday

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have updated my inprnt storefront a little! i currently have 15% off all prints for the next week, use code EBPG8YT to get this discount! would mean the world if you support me!!

my shop

[kiritila]

havent read ur fic, I thought my idea of figure skater kyle was original, I can tell by the fic's layout that its gonna be good!! (I have never read a fan fic before)

i need to see ur figure skater kyle WHAT?!?!! HES SUCH A DEAR CONCEPT TO ME AND I FEAR EVERYONE ELSE IVE SEEN DO IT HAS MAJORLY OUTDONE ME WITH IT.

[kiritila]

THE ENDING TO CHAPTER 12 IS EATING ME ALIVE THERE WILL BE MORE CHAPTERS RIGHT ??

yes ofc.

[kiritila]

adding to ur ask backlog by saying ilu and ice hockey Stan is still infecting my brain I'm so sorry I suck at answering messages sometimes, just know I am still mourning the mullet 😔🙏

I LOVEUUUU TOBY :3333 I DONT MIND AT ALL JUST AS LONG AS U KNOW THE MULLET IS GROWING BACK!!!!

[kiritila]

is icestan ever gonna get a new guitar since his one is kinda … destroyed :3

hmmmmmmmmm

[kiritila]

your chapter 12 has me sobbing crying on the floor even AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, how do you write so good? are there inspirations to your writing style??

hmm… a lot of my writing inspos in terms of fanfic are found in my ao3 bookmarks :). sleep2thefr33zing and hollycomb are big ones for me. in terms of real books, alice oseman, and various authors ive found and loved over the years. also, which is probably a bit unconventional, i look towards screenwriting and theatre writing too as i feel it helps provide more engaging dialogue and character interactions :3

[kiritila]

hey stan whats the best thing you could get to apologize to kyle with 💯💯

definitely not a weezer album