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the way there was a typo in my last post and i hadnt even started drinking yet

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btw im campingl until sunday so. i probably wont be on the dash. im queued out the rest of the week, and ill still be on discord here and there

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❝ I mean, depends on what you wanna get. ❞ Kai shrugs. It's pretty obvious to him that Zed's not, like, in his element. He doesn't need to fidget for the witch to tell – the scarf and sunglasses are an absolutely wild combo to start.

But then he sighs, because this was inevitable, wasn't it? He should've known better than to ask anyway – as if he was ever gonna let Zed scrape the bottom of the barrel and worry about shit like cash. ❝ Just get whatever you want. I'll cover it if you go over. ❞

"Uh - like ... $39? That's about right, right?" Zed asks, letting out a little laugh and trying to act casual. Though if he's honest, he's getting nervous - he tries to usually be in and out of grocery stores as quickly as he can. He wants to adjust his sunglasses and scarf to make sure they're still doing their job of keeping him covered up, but he also doesn't want to be too obvious about it.

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Kai grins, lets out a snarky little huff of laughter as he shakes his head slightly. Eyes narrow slightly as they flit down to Mape's lips in synch with the ghost's own wandering stare. He licks his lips, slow and purposeful, parts them slightly as he blows a puff of air onto the other's mouth.

❝ Being a fucking pain in my ass. ❞ Double entendre is intentional, the grip of Mapple's collar tightening as he pulls him the tiniest bit closer.

he can't help but tense up slightly whenever kai reaches forward, pulling him in closer. he feels his breath tickle his lips, midnight blue eyes wide. a unnecessary breath leaves him, eyes focused on kai's lips.

"what am i good at?"

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Kai hates that he's like this. He doesn't want to be scared, doesn't want to panic when Austin so much as gets near him. For his own self-preservation, sure, but also because the other doesn't deserve it. He's taking care of the witch! Literally saved his life, probably, bandaged him up and brought him somewhere safe ( even if the panic is really not feeling like it ) ; but Kai feels like he can't fucking breathe.

Guilt pangs in the depth of his chest, a little pit of despair amidst the adrenaline and fear, as Austin slowly backs away from the couch entirely. The hurt in his voice is a painful throb of that guilt in the witch's chest.

It takes a minute for Kai's breathing to calm, the prick of tears in his eyes finally subsiding. His hands shakes as he reaches out for the glass of water and gulps down the whole thing in about five seconds. He curls in on himself then, pulls his knees up to his chest, a fragile and shaky ball squished into the corner of Austin's couch.

He swallows and lets out an unsteady breath. Nods. His voice is quiet when he answers ; ❝ I'm starving. ❞

Of course, Austin would never be mad at anyone for being afraid of him. He doesn't know everything that Kai has been through, but he knows enough to feel guilty. To think that maybe he should've thought before just casually sitting down next to him like they're best friends. He does everything that he can to avoid letting his own pain show on his face, and simply nods his head.

Slowly, this time, he stands up, moving across the room from the other. Not all the way, but definitely creating plenty of space between the two of them. The cup of water had been placed on a nearby table, close enough that Kai could grab it.

"I'm sorry." He can't help himself from saying, and there is even a little bit of hurt in his voice. Blame the fact that he has had worn his emotions on his sleeve. "Uhm. You should drink some water, though. And.. I could make you something. If you're hungry."

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Kai doesn't want to freak Thorn out anymore than she already is. So when she asks, he hesitates. Which probably isn't really the right call anyway, but he can't help it. Because the truth is that he is so incredibly out of his depth right now.

The diviner has dealt with plenty of supernatural bullshit in the past. More than his fair share, even as a witch – that's what happens when his job is to literally seek out trouble at just about every turn. He understands things that are, by very definition, beyond understanding.

Regular human violence, though? That's a whole other realm of danger that he is woefully unfamiliar with.

His smile flickers back onto his face as Mikan hops onto Thorn's hand. She looks up with endlessly deep eyes, a soothing purr vibrating in her chest as she curls up in the woman's palm. She knows how to be cute when she needs to be.

❝ Uh, depends what you mean by this. ❞ Kai lets out a dry, humourless chuckle. ❝ General danger? Yeah, kinda. It's just ... usually not so pedestrian. ❞

See this? This is why she didn't want the gun. Clearly Kai had some ideas of what to do, how to be.

She was not the damsel type. Never had been. Thorn was not some hardened soldier or veteran of some struggle. She had been through plenty though. All the same, this was not apart of the plenty in any regard. So when the other offered up his hand, she was quick to take it. There was no hesitation in fact.

It is only once Mikan is on her that Thorn can freak out a little bit. This was a lot. Even if the animal was beyond adorable and for a second, all she can do is nod stupidly.

"No, yeah...of course. Right. Totally," The witch understood this to a point. It didn't help, but she could reign herself in for a hot second. Right? "Is this something you....you do often?"

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the violently protective … sentence starters  lots of mentions of violence and death throughout 

the protector 

“Of course I killed them. they hurt you.”

“They made you cry…? Where are they?”

“Don’t feel sorry for them, they deserved it.”

“Don’t worry, they won’t be bothering you, again.”

“These bruises are worth it to make sure you’re safe.”

“Why would you want to protect them? They hurt you.”

“Who did this to you? No, don’t lie to me… who did this?”

“If they even step foot near you, again, I’ll take care of it…”

“No, they don’t deserve any mercy. Not after they hurt you.”

“I swear to god, I’m going to rip him/her/them apart for this.”

“Stop? Why? Don’t you want them to pay for what they did to you?”

the protected 

“Make them hurt for this… please.”

“Stop! Stop, don’t hurt him/her/them!”

“There. That’s the one who did this to me.”

“Violence doesn’t solve anything, just let this be.”

“They made me bleed. Maybe you should return the favor.”

“I don’t want them dead, I just want them to leave me alone.”

“Why did you do this? Why…? I never asked you to fight them.”

“No, I don’t want you to fight them for me. It’s not that big a deal.”

“I don’t care what you do to them, just keep them away from me.”

“I’m not worth you risking your life for… for what? Getting even for me?”

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Bold what bad habits apply to your muse. Italicize what sometimes applies. Repost, don't reblog.

Swearing | Fingernail chewing | Slouching | Slurring | Drinking | Smoking | Drugs | Impulse decisions | Obsessive phone checking | Bad time management | Slang | Poor grammar | Overworking | Slacking off | Over sleeping | Under sleeping | Skin picking | Poor eye contact | Lying | Rambling | Skipping breakfast | Junk food | Self criticism | Procrastinating | Day dreaming | Forgetful | Envious | Jealous | Gossiper | Drama whore | Secret teller | Skipping class/work | Spitting | Lip licking | Lip chewing | Drinking from the carton | Yelling | Too much internet | Poor hygiene | Impatient | Hot headed | Biased | Complaining | Scab picking | Buzzfeed | Cheek biting | Teeth gnashing | Shoplifting | Scamming | Speeding | Hair pulling | Large ego | Eavesdropping | Exaggerating | Fidgeting | Free loading | Littering | One-Upping | Whining | Borrowing without returning | Unnecessary Aggression | Talking during movies | Plagiarism | Copying | Glaring | Spacing out | Ignoring | Over critical | Messy | Hateful | Overly Prideful

tagged by: @resplendentdare ♡♡♡

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when other people send me memes about my muses: omg you're thinking about my silly little guy!! it's so fun and interesting to see how you perceive them. i love that you think about them when you see stuff out in the wild and that you care about them. i will cry🥹

when i go to send people memes about their muses: i am projecting my own perception of their muse onto them and that is Bad? Maybe? should i send this? what if they dont think it's accurate and they think i am trying to make their muse something theyre not? should i add a question mark to indicate it's a question and let them confirm if it's accurate? what if i –

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It's not exactly a fun story. Pretty big mood ruiner, really. But it's just – well. Vic's got her arm wrapped around his waist and she's warm and he feels nice. Safe.

Kai sighs, curls in on himself a little and drags her arm tighter him as he does. Laces their fingers together like a total sap. ❝ I ever tell you I was engaged, once? ❞ It's not a rhetorical question, but he knows the answer already – knows that he hasn't.

" I haven't woken up in someone else's arms since - well - " — @killer-cinnamon

"there a story following that or are you gonna leave me hangin'?" her voice is rough with sleep, muffled with the way her face is currently pressed into the crook of his neck. the arm draped around his middle tightens to drag him closer. the answer isn't really her business, she supposes, but hey, he's the one who brought it up!

"or is it a bad story and i oughta pretend i didn't hear shit?"

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@mishmashoffandomlessmuses continued from here.

A part of him knows Yeong can't stand to abstain for even that little bit of time ( which, well, makes two of them ) . It doesn't stop Kai from whining about it ; ❝ Nooo, come on, don't be like that. ❞

He scoffs a laugh and bats the towel away. But then Yeong falls onto the bench and Kai feels a little bit bad. So the witch drops to his knees in front of his boyfriend, glancing up at him through dark eyelashes with a coy smirk – wants to make him regret his baseless little threat already.

He only lingers in the tension for a moment before he gently lifts Yeong's twisted ankle into his hands. His magic is a pale violet glow, a pulse of healing emanating from his fingers and seeping into the idol's ankle. It's a minor injury that barely takes any effort to heal. The glitter of magic is more impressive than the spell itself.

He blinks up at Yeong once it's done. One hand curls around his ankle, soft grip as Kai gently rubs his thumb along his skin. ❝ Better, Sunshine? ❞

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@werewolvesofthailand SUBMITTED A CONTRACT : 💖 Thanasak leans in to give Kai a sweet/chaste kiss

It's not like Kai isn't expecting it. He'd been caught staring – blatantly – watching Thanasak cut vegetables like it's something obscene. And he's slow when he leans in, doesn't crowd the witch against the counter even though he could. Kai's heart is still an erratic drumbeat in his chest when the werewolf kisses him.

It's a soft, quick peck, barely a brush of lips before Thanasak goes to pull away. But Kai is greedy, had been pining like lovesick puppy for way too long. He lifts one hand to grip the back of the other's neck, keep him from pulling away.

❝ That's it? ❞ he asks, voice low as he leans his head back to gently brush his nose against Thanasak's.

Nonverbal RP Starters.

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would really love to know what sort of glue and duct tape is holding this site together because when kai was taken down for a couple days i had replies in my queue that Did Not Come Back when i got the account reinstated. HOWEVER occasionally one of them will just randomly pop back in there out of nowhere

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random lore drop of the day: witches have more hardy digestive systems than humans and also stronger & slightly sharper (more serated really) teeth. along with being able to ingest common poisons like nightshade (and some even having beneficial properties for them), they can also eat and digest things that would either break/damage a human's teeth or that just straight up isnt edible to humans (in terms of natural things at least)

all of this to say i think it'd be really funny if Kai occasionally just chewed on tree bark to freak people out. he also uses his teeth to open things all the time

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@resplendentdare SUBMITTED A CONTRACT : [ WASTED ] for Saskia to stumble into Kai while wasted

❝ Hey, watch it – ❞ He catches the girl by the shoulder and turns, annoyed. But then he actually sees her and he's pretty sure she's completely gone, just way too drunk. Which at a party like this? Yeah, not good.

Furrowed annoyance turns into wide-eyed concern as she sways to the side, most of her weight held up by his hand on her arm. ❝ – shit. Are you okay? ❞

༘⋆｡ college party scenarios.

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hate when i catch myself being judgy of someone just minding their own business having a good time