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To Manong ko 💙

Hoy manong! alam mo ang panget mo! Charot! 😂😂 amoy pawis ka palagi, tapos ang ingay mo, tapos magalitin ka, tapos ang sama sama mo saakin. HAHAHAHAHA! Chos, ikaw! oo ikaw ang pinakamagandang nangyari sa buhay ko manong ko 😘 Marami akong pag kakamali sa buhay ko but you still chose to accept me and love me with all your heart, di ko nga alam kung anong magandang ginawa ko bakit moko minahal ng ganito no? Tinanggap moko sa lahat ng pag kakamali ko, minahal moko ng walang pag babago 😢💕 ginawa mo lahat para saakin, halos ilang beses kitang nasaktan pero di ka nag bago, i'm so scared to lose you again, kaya pwede lang umayos ka?! 😒 HAHAHAHAA! Napakaswerte kong babae kasi napunta ako sa isang lalaking Mahal na mahal ako at tanggap na tanggap ako. Thank you thank you sa lahat panget, kung di dahil sayo di sasaya buhay ko ng ganito, Namimiss na kita sobra, yung mahihigpit mong yakao na halos ayoko ng pakawalan!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! 😍😂😂😂 AKIN LANG YUN OY! yung ngiti mo na nawawalan ka ng mata everytime na nag ssmile ang babyboy ko 😍😍 yung malalambot mong kamay HAHAHA yikitiw! 😂😍 Kiligin ka pls..... Ako lang hahawak dyan 😂💘 Yung tawa mong sarap pakinggan 😍 Gusto ko malaman mo na PROUD NA PROUD ako sayo, kung iniisip mo na ang iba hindi, pwes ako proud na proud sayo, at ang swerte swerte ko! 😍😍😍 Gusto ko malaman mo rin na Mahal na mahal kita, Stay strong lang tayo ah suntukan to paabang kita sa kanto nyo eh! 😡😡 HAHAHA! I love you manong dj ko😘😘

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Narealize ko na ilang araw na akong ganito, hanggang ngayon pala pinagsisisihan ko padin yung hindi pag baba sa sasakyan mo nung gabing yun. Hanggang ngayon masakit padin sa pakiramdam na hindi na tayo pwede, sana ngayon kayakap padin kita, hawak ko padin mga kamay mo. Pero hindi na kasi sa isang pagkakamaling ginawa natin.

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To CM

Hi mahal. musta ka na? hay ito ako ngayon iniisip ka, nakalimutan ko na talaga yung salitang “Saya” oo Masaya ako sa piling nila, pero nasasaktan ako sa bawat minutong alam ko nag hihirap ka. Isang buwan na din nung huli tayong nag kasama. Mahal? alam mo bang 4 na buwan na tayo. Pasensya na kung wala nanaman ako sa tabi mo, pasensya na kung sa ngayon di nanaman kita naipaglaban, pasensya na kung nasira ko yung pangakong nandyan lang ako sa tabi mo, Mahal ko miss na miss na kita, di mo alam kung gaano ako nasasaktan sa pang araw araw na alam ko na hindi ko na alam kung ano pa tayo, ang alam ko lang na ako lang yung mahal mo, at di mag babago yun hanggang sa panahong pwede na tayo. Nag aalala ako sayo kasi alam ko matanda ka na, may sakit ka, alam ko na nag hihirap ka sa sakit mo, pero para saakin kinakaya mo, mahal ko? ako to yung mahal mo na mahal na mahal ka, siguro hindi sila maniniwala sa kwento nating dalawa sobrang complicado, sobrang madrama, di kapanipaniwala, pero di naman natin kailangan problemahin yun kasi tayong dalawa lang ang nakakaalam ng ganung pangyayari, akala ko madali lang pero sobrang hirap pala. Sabi nga nila walang pagmamahal na madali. Walang pagmamahal na walang sakit. Kasi di love yun kung walang sakit. Nakakamiss yung kamay mo, Yung tawa mo, yung mga mata mo, yung ngiti mo na buo na yung araw ko makita ko lang yun. Nakakamiss yung boses mong naririnig ko at sinasabing “Mahal? Mahal na mahal kita.” Ang dami pa nating plano sa bawat sulok ng puerto ikaw naalala ko. Halos lahat. Kanina naririnig ko yung theme song natin habang may kinakasal, gusto kong umiyak, kaya i hate weddings kasi ikaw naalala ko, kung pwede lang ibalik yung dati sana nagawa ko na. Mahal ko? Mahal na mahal kita.

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I hope you still remember me because you never get out of my mind, not a single minute of my life, I always think about you, I always think about the good old days we have together. How I wish to turn back time to the moment that we still have choices in life not right now. I'm regretting by not getting out of your car that night. Maybe right now you're still on my side whispering and telling me how much you love me, you're here playing with my hair, kissing my nose, hugging me so tight that I don't want to let you go because I love you so much that I can tell it to the world about our love, about us. I don't care about what others think, I miss you so much that I have this sleepless nights because I'm thinking about you, if you already eat your dinner?, or did you sleep better at night? So many questions that there's no answer because you're the only person who can answers it. I miss holding your hands especially when I'm on the passenger seat. I miss smelling your hair when I'm about to hug you, I miss hugging you until I fall asleep in your arms. I miss your laugh, your smile and your eyes... I miss looking in your eyes and telling you how much I love you. I will never get tired singing songs with you in your car, i will always tell the world that I love you. I miss your voice, I always here them everywhere maybe It's because I always think about you that's why... Remember the day we first met? You're sitting in the chair and I smiled at you and after a couple of weeks I asked your name. Remember the first time that I let you go? That was four years ago. But I never forget you.. Because you are so special. Remember the first kiss? Remember the first movie together? Remember the first time we saw each other after 4 years? Remember the first long road trip and the funniest thing is I need you to rush because I still have classes to attend to. Remember the second kiss at the front of the bay while eating our first breakfast. Remember the late night calls, remember the day i told you we're already together that was February 20 2017... Remember the day you proposed to me at the Kurst mountain on the way to sabang and I said yes.